Frenship is precious...Cherish it...

2006-01-24T23:49:00.000-08:00

hi evryone.... me changing a new blog le. the first post is extremely interesting i tell u. hahas.
this blog, i've created it to remind me to cherish my frens... cos i finally realised n learned to cherish my frens only when i'm in pri 6 when i'm leaving them. n now, haha... cherish them even more. hahas. they may nt be my best frens, but then... they would still be the ones who understand me. although some of them would still say tt i'm the happy go lucky type. but then, they r really frens whom i'm really comfortable to be with.
ok, cut the crap. hahaha
anyway, ya, a new blog... a new beginning of my life. n my first post is on tt. IF YOU DUN READ, U GONNA REGRET IT man..
http://mylifeinyourhand.blogspot.com/

2006-01-24T06:44:00.000-08:00

[Tuesday, 24Jan06,10.47pm]
Just now wanxuan went to J8 with papa.
Then hor, when papa was looking at the shavers, he asked wanxuan whether wanxuan wants one or not and wanxuan gave him a diao look. and the promoter laughed v loudly with wanxuan's dad.
hahaha. well, same thing... guess wat the promoter said?
yep, he said.. now still dun nd la, in years to come, he will need de la. hahahaha.
nvm. lol. they din say anything. wanxuan was quiet (tt's normal when someone else is buying something), so was papa. lol.
I'm very tired... hahaha.
I dunno whether it's bcos i'm tired or wat... not in a good mood. perhaps i'm tired, or perhaps, i'm tired of smiling or laughing in front of others le... i dunno! it's v easy to put a LOL here or a haha. whichever u want to see in this post, i can type it in here.
ha... shall try to get back to my normal days. try la, cos i seriously do not know wat's wrong with me. haha.
oh ya, today during assembly, wanxuan realised tt evryone was v united. when they aww... evryone aww together, even if they dun feel anything. haha. ok la, i go le. i'm really really very tired.
Leading a tired life...

2006-01-23T06:32:00.000-08:00

[Monday, 23 January 2006, 10.50pm]
woah... wanxuan got v excited over a cheer. hahaha. Wanxuan went to sam ho's blog (link -->)
then wanxuan saw a cheer on the homepage of the blog. and wanxuan got v excited over it. after reading it once, wanxuan read it again replacing some words and taking away some.
the one tt's there:
everywhere we go!
people want to know!
who we are!
where we come from!so we tell them!
we are the hamhams!
mighty mighty hamhams!
super super hamhams!

n wanxuan read it in another way:
everywhere we go!
people want to know!
who we are!
where we come from!
so we tell them!
we are the Lasalians!
mighty mighty Lasallians!
super super Lasallians!

haha. wanxuan was having much fun. firstly becos, during an excursion in the DLSS life, when wanxuan n classmates were on the bus, the teacher, who's currently the DM (i supposed she's still the DM now), lead this cheer and the whole bus got very excited. and once again, wanxuan tot of DLSS, teachers and frens. It has been long since wanxuan returns to DLSS, din even walk pass DLSS although it's just beside it.
For a few times, wanxuan felt lyk going back, but then on the thought tt her fav teacher, Mr Seah is gone and her frens, all dunno when going back (doesn't really matter in fact. although they r my real frens, but returning to sch is nt abt them la, we can always hav gatherings), and so, wanxuan gave up the thought of going back even though there's still other teachers. Cos they might have forgotten there's someone called wanxuan who was taught by them before.
and so, wanxuan is still thinking of whether to go back or not, even if it's on Teachers' Day. It would be quite meaningless also.
haha... wanxuan is still wanxuan. LOL.
Anyway, someone whom i've been mentioning in this post is leaving this friday le. yep, wanxuan says bye...
n wanxuan wants u to pray. hahaha. Look at the prayer request which is at the side ba.
"BYE!! my bros n sis, frens n "frens"! i dunno whether i will miss u all or not, but well, if i din, then tt's too bad for u lor :P"
"But, but, but! I will always miss u de, Lord!! LOL. Y do i have to miss Him anyway? He's always by my side. isn't it? hahaha"
said wanxuan...

2006-01-22T06:56:00.000-08:00

Finally, a song... yes, a song to express how i feel... it's just a song... but it seems tt tt's all wat i want to say... to You, Lord.

I Will Sing by Don Moen
Lord You seem so far away.
A million miles or more it feels today.
And though I haven't lost my faith, I must confess right now that it's hard for me to pray. But I don't know what to say and I don't know where to start.
But as you give the grace with all that's in my heart.
I will sing. I will praise even in my darkest time through the sorrow and the pain.
I will sing. I will praise.Lift my hands to honor You because Your word is true.
I will sing.Lord is hard for me to see all the thought and plan You have for me.
But I will put my trust in You. Lord will meet Your guide to set me free.
But I don't know what to say and I don't know where to start.
But as you give the grace with all that's in my heart.
I will sing. I will praise even in my darkest time through the sorrow and the pain.
I will sing. I will praise.Lift my hands to honor You because Your word is true. I will sing.

yup... tt's how i feel. But from the part where it says "I will sing.....", i'm not sure. But i really hope tt I can do it.
Nice song?

2006-01-22T04:48:00.000-08:00

[Sunday, 22Jan06, 8.58pm]
haix... till now, i'm still asking myself who am i.
haix... haix...
ahh!! just who r u la?!
no one tells me... or i can say... no one, except God, noes...
sian ahh... lonely... hahaha
i've got no friends... at all.
yup, i have "friends", but haix...
Friends r just a term for those who noes u. n for those who really noes u n understand u, they r call best fren, to most ppl. lol
hehe... not so for me.
cos i dun really consider those who noe me as a friend.
ya, my standards of friend r really high...
no leh... haha. i still think tt "friends" can betray u any time. whenever u r backstabbed, there's no one to defend u, they just agree. and all ur so called "friends" will leave u one by one. and slowly, u realised tt hey, why r they all dao-ing me?
hahaha. it's true anyway. dunno y i suddenly tok abt this, but well, tis is just wat i feel.
i'm still looking for a friend now. haha.
later evryone tag n say tt they r my friends and they will be. and then for ever and so on la. so sian... all these i've heard for a hundred over times le. yeah... my friends... u dun have to say it if u really r my friend. prove it instead!

2006-01-21T06:19:00.000-08:00

muscle ache... haha. no sore throat. but today, i feel tt i'm nt tt crappy leh. hahas. but i still got tok la. haha. abi asked us tok ma so i tell her long stories. but today de session is lyk we keep toking n toking. hahas. n the time seems to be longer than usual. as in last wk we dragged till 2 plus. but tis wk, only till 1pm only, but the time is lyk v sufficient to tok de lor. hahas.

I also got a prayer request too. A only. hahas. only 1!! not lyk huimin... 11. lol. v long lor. hahaha. got shocked when i saw it. haha. hard work sia.
anyway, i'm sharing Christ with... erm... nvm le. later my frens see they will dao3 dan4. anyway, just pray for me la. cos... hw to say leh. hahas. if someone, ya, tt someone i think she noes who is she la, if she dunno then good. if she comes here, she will noe leh, then she will spread to the whole class n the whole class will be lyk.. woah. 38 vs 1. hahas. not really. i still got huiwei n hazel. right? so, it's 36. excluding tt person whom i'm "targetting" at. anyway, haix... v hard to say leh. lol.
ok, just tt person la. for the whole of 2005, i've been lyk... ya, keep sharing with her and inviting her to church. erm. tt's quite obvious le. nvm. anyway, just pray tt she will come k?
i think i'll nt invite her to church tmr or next wk la. next wk, think.. there's still a possibilty. but then... she's v bz la. lol. on sundays esp. last time sat, now sunday. so, pray tt she can come k? last time pastor wu de almost can de lor, but her mother dun allow cos she had been going out. anyway, just pray tt she will b free n will n can come k?
i won't ask her so soon yet la, cos i dun want her to feel tt i'm haunting her to come church n dun want our friendship to break up bcos of tis. so ya?
haix... got a feeling tt u all dun get wat i mean. nvm, u all can ask shy/pj/michelle. haha. they noe. lol.
n to be honest, one of my goals, the one tt abi told us to set, till march tt one, is to bring her to church by march. hahaha.
anyway, THANK YOU!!

2006-01-20T08:21:00.000-08:00

[Friday (shud be sat), 20January06, 12.23am]

Today the whole of taekwondo training is physical la! wow! tiring man. haha.
push ups esp... hahas. did a lot of times. dun really remember but then i anyhow do de. hahas. serious. i just lie there n then my elbow come up n go down only. hahaha. cos sir wants us to be fast wat and he counted v fast. lol. i shall try and make my push ups nice. lol. near perfect la. as in the way tt we r supposed to do.
Then we also got do sit ups, squats, star jumps n wat arh? lol. lyk tt only meh? lol. but we did lotsa times ok. over n over again. it's lyk... push ups le jiu sit ups, jiu squats then jiu star jumps. ahh... until the squats part, it's still ok, as in i still can cheng1 xia4 qu4, but then star jumps... 1 only my legs breaking le. second try, trying hard to get back to the original position. third one, woah... fall liao, n putting my kness down le. even when i put my knees down r still pain k. haha. i mean i din really fall la, i just aiya... diff to explain. but well, knees,nono, the whole leg is pain. then after tt, i din really go down le. just put my hands down n when sir said up, i go up n star! lol. my legs cmi liao. lol. think cos of the squats ba. but i think squats r the easiest to do even though they break my legs sometimes. lol.
tough arh? haha.
but haha... we r fit ppl. sir said he gonna make us sweat till when we twist our shirt, all the water will come up. nono, we din. hahaha.
and also, we did some kickings la. i kip shouting n shouting. lol. if no one shout, i have to ma, if nt all later kana push ups again. lol. hope tt i won't have sore throat tmr morning.
if got, then abigail will sure b v happy de, cos i won't tok much. hahaha. right? lol.
k, time for maths now. haha. no la, i mean i've to go n est wat time i shud go out tmr. lol. cya! short post right nice ??

2006-01-19T04:52:00.000-08:00

[Thursday, 19 January 2006, 8.56pm]

Went training today. surprise surprise! hahaha. I step into the hall and... i din realise anything. hahahaha. lame. then after i put down my bag, i turn towards the courts and woah... blue players in our hall!! hahahaha. they r frm pioneer de. friendly match again. yups!

hmm... had a match la. erm... i lost. again...tt's wat u wanna say right? lol. yup, i lost... so? i enjoyed myself totally! hahaha.
first round.. forgot hw much the score is but i lost badly. lousy. second match, ping de ni si wo huo. hahas. i won. 11-9. rubber match!! 3rd match, i was actually winning de, but then when the score is 10-9, n it's my service, i served out of court. argh!! n let my opponent have the chance. 10 all. duce! then 3-0. i lost. hahas. but nevertheless, it's still a nice game:)

then i think their senior, who's a guy, played with our senior. the most senior one. i lyk the guy's actions esp! hahas. v cool! i wanna play lyk him!! woohoo!! hahaha. i mean his actions r cool, all the strokes all tt. but the guy is nt cool. hahas. let me tell u y...

when we send them off, the guy was at the door ma, then he turned back n make a bow, make funny faces n all tt. lame la. i start to diao him n the rest followed. haha.

then after tt the coach tok to us. wow!! v v v v convincing. evry sentence. hahaha. i start to lyk the coach more n more. he's my dreamcoach sia!

Thank God for the coach. Finally, after waiting for months, God ans my prayers :)

2006-01-18T06:34:00.000-08:00

[Wednesday, 18 January 2006, 10.34pm]

A few days ago, i think it's friday ba. think i mentioned it in my previous posts before. not sure where issit but somewhere ard friday de post ba. erm... ya, i sprained my ankle. Let me see... 4th time! hahaha. Hope that this would be the last time i sprain my ankle or wrist or anywhere. hahas. last year is v jia lat la. hahas. i'm known for getting myself injured which is nt tt nice... hahaha.
anyway, thank God that my ankle is ok liao. i din see a doc. hw did it get well then? let me tell u a story which happened last year.
Last year, after i went to marsilling to see the chinese physician, n got my ankle bandaged up, i limped up the stairs... one by one... v xin ku leh. ppl take 1 step, i take 2 steps. if u dun get wat i mean, nvm, either u can try it urself next time or ask me. hahaha. Then there's a uncle. quite old la. can be my grandfather liao. he just came and tok to me. then taught me wat to do abt my ankle. he said shud be done before seeing the doc de, but tt time, a bit too late le. anyway, he said wat put hot towel then blah... i wasn't really listening to him cos usually i dun believe wat others have said. as in those without cert tt says tt he's a doc or blah.... anything la. but then he said tt he's frm St John's Ambulance last time. so, i just ok... all the way across the bridge. he really tok to me n walk slowly with me across the bridge. there's some auntie walk past, think they tot tt he's my grandfather... ahh... nvm. lol. then the aunties told me "nvm, walk slowly, leg injured can walk slowly" cos i was lyk blocking their way. hahahaha.
anyway, ya. tis time, i din went to see a doc. firstly, monday, which is the 16th jan, i've got a friendly match with kent ridge, u can read the previous post. it's interesting... to me... i dunno wat abt u la. nvm. there's some things tt u have to try it urself. hahaha.
anyway, i din go to the doc becos of tt reason and the other one is that the badminton tournament is near n i dun wanna miss it. n the last reason which isn't a v nice reason is tt... after i take out my bandage, i can't walk properly. have to learn hw to walk properly. hahaha. think sl noe tt. i was complaining to her last time. lol.
ya, badminton is the main reason la. So, suddenly, wateva tt the uncle said came to me. it's quite wierd lor. hahas. i wasn't actually listening to him la. as i've said, i dun trust ppl easily. but since this time i dun wanna go see a doc, so i just give it a try. and ya, i think my ankle is ok liao. so, i wanna thank God for tt uncle n thank God tt my ankle is ok liao. i dunno if it's the method tt works or God noes tt i've all these things then He healed me or wat la, but anyway, thank God!! hahahaha
n... I love wednesday!! yeah! hahas. cos it's a short day. lol. eh... dun think tt i can say tt i love wednesday. hahaha. cos if the time table is gonna change, i won't even like it anymore. i mean... if it change back to the 2.30pm one la. hahaha. or if they add something in the afternoon again. n this time, i'm gonna ren3... i will try not to take up any more things in sch liao. but then... i saw chinese caligrahy n painting in my sch diary today... hahas. i wonder if tt's a CCA. if it's a CCA, at least i noe tt there's another CCA which i like in sch. lol. shudn't say there's another la. shud say at least there's one. hahaha. Again, i say, i love badminton, but then for trainings... er.. ok la. i'm still trying to get use to the long training. i'm still trying really hard.
ms seow said tt CCA shud be something tt we enjoy n nt add to our burden. true... but nw tis CCA has somehow add to my burden lor. n it's quite heavy. ahaha. yes, i enjoy badminton. but isn't 3 n a half hrs too long? yes yes yes, i understand tt tournament is coming. but... still, can shorten the length or nt? cos badminton is nt the whole of my life la. i dun live for badminton. i still got other things to do. my studies... and there's other things. i mean... this cca is lyk... it makes me v tired evry day. when i reach home, it's either i have my dinner le then straightaway go slp or the other way round. as in i reach home, rest until 9 plus 10. then wake up n have my dinner, then force myself to slp. it's v v v v v the unhealthy.
anyway, y am i toking abt all this? hahahaha. oh... cos of caligraphy. hahas. can only blame myself for nt understanding myself. not knowing wat i want, nt knowing wat i can do (think too highly of myself in fact). so, lyk wat the teacher said... sometimes toking to urself is good.
ya... blogging is good. makes me think a lot abt myself. hahaha.
n made me realised tt i can tok more than pj. cos my posts r much much much more longer than hers. hahaha.
n nw... a qn.. blogging is a way to destress?? haha. i dunno.
for me... ermm... maybe ba. cos i dun like to tell others abt myself. as in... i can't tok well in a conversation. no matter it's face to face or phone or even msn... i can't. hahas. n usually i'm nt serious enough.
to be honest, wat kris told us last wk is something quite diff for me to do leh. hahas. i mean the part abt accountability. v v v hard.
next time then i tell u abt the guitar lesson thing. hahaha. long post here. lol. tmr got training. n there's home ec. i've to carry my tablet, home ec stuff, bag, n my racket ard. cry... who's going to help me carry my things. hahahaha. worse if they still ask me to bring back wateva stuffs.
nw... i noe y i'm still so short le. nvm. being short is nth to be sad abt. If God designed me to be short, then nvm lor. hahas. i won't b short for nth de. so, whoever who's taller than me n is reading tis... i tell u... being short is nth bad. bleh :P

2006-01-17T04:26:00.000-08:00

[Tuesday, 17Jan2006, 8.37pm]
I just had my dinner, erm... dunno whether tt's counted as late or early. but nvm la. hahas. i could have eaten earlier de, but then i was slping before tt. v tired... i slept frm 4.15pm to ard 7.45pm. tired. i dunno whether i can still slp or nt. but then... i'll try to force myself to slp la. hahas.
Today i shall go backwards k? as in tok abt wat happened today first then i tell u wat happened yest.
Today, we had music lessons. 3 periods. this could actually made me more slpy or even slp lyk nobody's business. hahas. cos there's music ma. classical some more. erm... the classical i mean is the classical tt the people use. nt tt classical, barouqe thing. anyway, ya lor. still got wat conventional music... tt means those tt r pleasing to ur ears. v nice... hahaha.
yayaya, tt time really funny la. i mean when ms seow let us listen to those conventional type de.
my frens... frm the front to the back of the music room, all of them were leaning against one another. nt all la, only a few ppl lyk me din. hahas.
and then hor, i was thinking at tt time... hw come richard clayderman they all can play until so nice. erm... nice as in, u can feel tt there's feelings in it. n hw come even if i can play the piece v well, but still i can't have any feelings in it. erm. gt once i tried before... one of the songs played by richard. slowly... the feeling is gone... :( i've heard it before in a show... gt one man acting as beethoven de. beethoven is the death one hor? pai seh.. mixed up beethoven n mozart le.lol. anyway, when beethoven's student found out tt he's deaf, he asked him y can he still play the piano. then he said.. he plays the piano with the heart, nt only fingers... cool ma? hahas. i still remember tt my jie fu was still emphasising tis n kip telling my nephew.

Went to Kent Ridge sec yest for a friendly match. mr tan actually told us v clearly tt it's springfield de lor. but he told us it's in clementi... somewhere there. we dunno. then when we asked ms seow where issit, she told us tt it's somewhere near pasir ris. then we were lyk.. huh?! hahas. but ya, it's mr tan who told us the wrong thing. i passed by my da jiejie's sch yest leh. lol.
i lost... xin fu kou fu -ly. nice match. hahas. i've got a good opponent.
but i din got thrash out till v can3 la. i lose also lose de gt standard de k. got chains de hor. as in there's some time when the both of us can't score. kip service over-ing. lol. first round - 11:9 second round - 11:5.
was v careless in the second round. some sort of careless la. seems lyk i've gt to train to think quick n let my hand take my commands. i've gt lotsa chances to score de lor. as in, she's in front n i could hit it to the back de, but then, i hit till too wai le, out!! ya lor... wasted lotsa chances. but i love the second round de last ball. the score is lyk 14:?? then when it's her service, i try to nt let her hv the chance. ya, then it's lyk... ya... most of us dun lyk tt de. cos yao win you4 cannot win, yao die also cannot die. "die" i mean. hahas. well, had a good game yest. so shiok. long time nv play till so shiok le.
nice nice nice...
then when we had to leave, eunice i think... she told us to take our stuffs n go downstairs n get up onto the coach. ya.. quite funny la. cos one is badminton coach n the other refers to the bus la. well, a bit lame la. but nvm.
then it's quite fun on the way back to sch la. hahas. they were joking ard. lol. then i v bad la. i still go n say tt michelle n hsun-i r couples. hahas. both girls btw. no la, was just joking. but they r really good frens.
well, had an enojoyable time yest. although i'm v v v tired.
hmm... my parents kip telling me tt i'm too bz with my stuffs le. but then, only nw tt i realised tt. haha. yup...tired life...a bz one.. it's after sunday's sermon tt i realised tt. haha. have to let go of some things... but all r equally impt leh. hahas. badminton... cca plus outside training. msp, piano, taekwondo, guitar n vcip. vcip is still ok la. nt lyk other ccas lyk tt, nd to meet up lyk 2 times a wk. for nw, we haven really start to meet up yet. so i think i will let go of my outside training. can save $20 evry week also.
ya, can see a big diff between my frens' life n mine. dun want to compare it with those who r the same as me la. but there's some tt's lyk... wow... so xian mu them. they only have to stay back in sch 2 days.... the rest of the wk they can go home early.
life is lyk tt... either u have too much time, if nt u will b too bz n xian mu the others. nono, only for ppl lyk me who doesn't have time management.

2006-01-16T07:35:00.000-08:00

[Monday,16Jan2006,11.35pm]

i'm so sleepy now... tired... yup, for the whole day. hahas. dunno whether should go training tmr... v tired. hahas
i shall go slp now. n
I OWE U ONE POST...
ya, today is a tired day, but interesting... haha
cya tmr :)

2006-01-15T04:03:00.000-08:00

[Sunday, 15 Jan2006, 8.04pm]
Just came back from Orchard with my dad. Left church quite early today la. haha. finished one match with elijah jiu left le. zixin actually wanted to play with me de, but then... i've to go cos my dad waiting.
anyway, today, at orchard, when we were having our dumplings, we were standing somewhere where there r trees n ppl. lol. anyway, linxuan dropped 2 3 li4 fan4, then we started the debate. hahas. when we stopped for no reason, i mean without conclusion, my dad wanted us to cont. hahaha. he enjoy watching us debate arh. hahas.
Then we went to CK Tang n take a look. woah... those fountain pens r nice wor... n v CHEAP leh. lol. eheheh, if u dun get the full meaning, dun go there first arh, ask me, hahas. if nt if u make a wasted trip u will kill me. think u understand wat i meant after i've said tis ba. lol.
Then on the way home, my dad taught me hw to drive. hahas. a little theory only la. lol.
cos i was holding the gears n turning here n there n insisted on changing gears for him. so, whenever he said "change" or "free", i will change or free. then he said tt his car v good cos the gear is even more auto then those auto de. hahaha. cos he only have to say one word. lol.

i'm really wondering hw come things r getting "better" when it shud b turning worse? i mean... it shud. cos it's lyk... things starting to happen but then, it seems lyk... it's going back to normal. i dun mean tt it's nt good la, but i'm just wondering... Issit tt God wants to give it a happy ending?
but well, Lord, do u think... it's possible to have a happy ending? no matter wat has happened before tt, no matter hw evrything got better, "better" i mean, before it ends, but when it ends, the ending will still be the same...
i think... i shud tok to God abt tis myself ba... hahas. u all starting to have qn marks all ard ba... haha

2006-01-14T03:19:00.000-08:00

[Saturday, 14.01.2006, 7.20pm]
Just came back frm abi's hse... v tired. hahas.
we r good leh. hahas. after lunch, which is abt 3pm, we stayed there n play till 5 plus. hahas.
they was playing with my hp when we were there. then i took fiona's hp and composed a song!! nice leh. hahas. zhiwei said nice. abi din say anything. lol.
but, i still feel tt it's nice. ahhas. although i anyhow compose de, but then, it's still my work leh. hahas. can ask fiona to show u when u see her. lol. cos it's in her hp. i shall think of a way n get it. lol.
Common Test on monday. seriously, i dunno wat to study. hahas. compre ma. lol.
Class test... evry wk also have one de la.
Friendly match with springfield on monday after school.
Tournament coming also...
For those of u all who read tis, u r gonna pray right? thanks!! hahas. ppl r good in koping testi, i'm good in koping prayers. hahas.

Anyway, y has the rain stop??!! :(
i shouldn't have ask it to cont raining. cos i realised something... whenever i said anything, the opp will happen. hahas. so sad.
haix... sadded

2006-01-13T07:50:00.000-08:00

[Friday, 13 Jan 2006, 11.50pm]

Today is our CCA open house day!! this is something between the sec 1s and 2s. if the seniors wanna interfere also can la. lol.
I din went to help out at the Badminton booth. i went to help out Mr Teo at the VCIP booth. Community service. cool! hahas. i din noe tt i've got a 2nd cca leh. lol. i thought it was just some kind of program lyk msp. but nvm. hahas. doesn't make much diff anyway.
So, i was sitting there with brochures, tt piece of paper for writing down those who r interested de name, n with my tablet.
then was sitting there. me myself only. hahas. then wait for ppl to pass by then explain to them a bit. others cca have ppl to pull the sec1s there de, but we din. but i think it's better for a cca lyk VCIP la. cos it's voluntary de ma, so wat's the pt of pulling them there? right?
So, ya, i think we have a few sec1s and 3s joined us today. i mean... they put their names down la. a few only la. cos mr teo would lyk to start with a small grp first, so doesn't matter.
Then mr teo came to help me out also.
When there's no "business", both of us were sitting at the bench and then i started the tok. hahas. i asked him abt christian stuffs la... hmm.... wat did i asked him arh. oh ya, i asked him which ministry is he serving in and both of us kip toking abt sharing christ, the bible n all these lor.
hmm... first teacher tt i've talked so much with. hahas. Have teachers who r closer to me than mr teo la. those daycare de. last time la. lol. but then i dun tok to them lyk tt one lor. it's lyk they ask a qn n i ans la. but v lame ans. hahas.
I've learnt quite a lot frm mr teo also la. yah.
haven got a chance to tok to his wife yet. hahas. he just got married last nov. his wife pretty leh!! hahas. k, out of topic.
Now, have to start thinking of the project liao. abt which area to work on. then find a team tt got the same interest as me.
nw, waiting for the camp which is held next month, with the TDP girls. then i'll have a mentor. yeah!! hahas. as if i dun have one lyk tt. lol.
oh ya, there's 2 sec 3s who signed up. as in.. 2 of them, nt only 2. lol.
during lunch time, my badminton senior came to me n tell her 2 fren beside her tt she can't even remember her junior's (me) name after 2 years. hahas. then tt 2 fren r the 2 sec3s la.
then they both of them said together at the same time, "i noe! Wan Xuan!" lol.
seriously, i dunno them de la. just tt i've seen them for a few times which is quite normal cos they r councilors. a big big tie with stripes. hahas.
they told me tt they noe "evrything" abt me. lol. n ya, while i dunno them. hahas.
see? my seniors lyk me a lot. lol. no la. lol. jk only. according to wenning, she say tt they "lyk" me cos they think tt i'm hardworking which is lyk... ahh... ha... lol.
anyway, enough abt school stuffs. hahas.
before i end, whoever who reads tis, PRAY for me k? lol. cos tournament is coming n today i dunno whether gt injured my ankle again or nt. cos i seriously wanna play!! hahas. as in... if i can play, can as in if i'm chosen, i wanna play!!! lol. anyway ya, pray for me k. hahas. monday there is a friendly match liao.
yup, thanks :)

2006-01-12T06:17:00.000-08:00

yest forgot to post abt something...
on the way home when i was on the train, i was lyk... whew... finally no rain liao. then i alight at yew tee.... a light drizzle only. then i decided to walk... ya, n take the long way. then before i crossed the traffic light, i heard the leaves rustle... then it sounded lyk the rain is chasing me frm behind. then i was lyk... oh no. then i tried to run. the nearest shelter is the bus stop lor.
but then i've to stop at the traffic light cos it's the red man. then 1 2 3, it turned to the green man n then... RAIN!! and it's lyk... wahh..so heavy lor. suddenly one. then i quickly ran to the bus stop n call lx n ask her come n "fetch" me. haha.

n ya, today.... i finally brought biscuits!! to pei my milo in the morning. hahas. i dun actually drink milo in the morning de, but then my mother wakes up early in the morning to make milo for us, so drink lor. usually i will buy bread on the way de.

anyway, i tot i've lotsa things to blog today de. but well... hahas. finally today is thurs...
oh yes, thurs. we had matches today. badminton matches. had a nice game with mayvin n shauna. lol.
and tmr is friday. CCA open hse. i wanna kop the souveniers leh. hahas.
n i think i'm going to adopt one mortal liao since there's no 1S3 this year. 2 choices... either my DLSS juniors or i get anyone frm the C classes. hahaha. must b quick, if nt valentine's day come le jiu no fun liao. hahas.
n the day after tmr is sat... rest... hahaha
n common test is coming... shall work hard. ya, i will try to work hard. hahas. nw i go make some geog notes liao. bye bye.

2006-01-11T07:13:00.000-08:00

[ Wed, Jan 11 2006, 11:16]
hmm... Thank God tt i din really fell aslp nor feel tired in class today. hahas. yup, tt's wat i prayed for yest. LOL. Cos i'm someone who doesn't fall aslp in any outside lessons or sermons or wateva, but only lessons in sch. n i'm known in class as one of the sleepers. hahas.
Think some of u all saw my desktop de background. the pack sq one. the v v cool one. hahas. yah. then a few days ago, i even go n arrange the icons into the shape of a cross, it's just nice lor. hahas. bu duo bu shao. then my dad saw it yest. then he told me nt to b so crazy over tis kind of things la... and blah... then i was thinking, if tis is call crazy le, then the whole street is full of ppl who r crazier than me liao lor. hahas. anyway, issit tt extreme? hahas. i just tot tt it's nice only ma. LOL. oh ya, n some of my classmates LOVE my background. lol. they dun mean the words la, just the pict n evrything only. cos it looks real! lol. for ppl who dunno wat i mean, then haha, nvm, no nd to bother abt it so much.
Then i just now went zi ai's hse. to get my stuffs printed cos my printer breakdown :( then after i got my things done, my dad's turn to "fix" my yi zhang's scanner. as in he trying to help my yi zhang to install the scanner thing n make the printer "complete" la. lol.
then i was chatting with zi ai. wahh... nt bad leh zi ai. she started thinking of which sch to go. as in, she's considering my sch. cos there's someone she noes in there n she felt tt it would be better la, then with her skills, woah! can win senior le lor. n maybe she would revive our history! hahas. then i kip asking her to come join us. hahas. just tok only la. the factor tt she's still considering is the distance la. it's a bit far la. can ask jp. hahas. then hav to wake up before 5.30am.
i was chatting with her la. i din noe tt i can even CHAT with her one leh. although i can say tt we r the closest among all cousins (we still gt cousins tt we lyk too, but nt tt close though), but then i din really CHAT with her before.. as in in my memory la. hahas. cool! think she's getting more n more mature le ba. last time i dunno hw to respond to her one lor. lol. it's either i fake laugh or i just orh... or huh. lol. then was still toking but had to leave le cos quite late liao.
then when my dad n i were at the void deck, i told my dad tt last time my ah yi (zi ai's mother) asked me whether i wanna tutor the both of them or nt. duno she joking or wat la. i'm lyk... cant really feel wat ppl mean already, ya, just lyk Christopher Boone, the autistic kid. hahas.
then i told my dad the reason for "employing" me. the reason is cos tt last time i managed to help zi hui to hit 100 for spelling ma. hahas. pro ma? lol. then i told my dad hw i'm able to do it ma (u want to noe, u go find out urself ba), then my dad just made me realised something. hahas. the both of them can b gd in studies de leh, just tt whether they want or not. hmm... so, i shall help zi ai with her PSLE. nt really tutor her la, but i shall think of ways to help her with it.
oh ya, zi ai still ask me help her choose sec sch. then i told her tt i will help her set a goal, then if she hit the target, she can go to blah blah blah sch... hahas. i was lyk... joking? then she said ok. wahh. hahaha. k la, shall help her with it since we r so close. lol.

Today, our lit teacher told us to look for a story/poem abt parent-child relationship/marriages de. so the moment she said tt... or if anyone said tt to me. hahas. i only have one thing on mind! BIBLE!!! lol. cos i dun really read any books la. as in nt much. other than the bible. maybe after i finish the whole of my bible, i may try reading other books la. but hopefully nt those tt r as vulgar as The Curious Incident of the Dog in the night time. hahas.
when i was reading it, i was trying really hard to avoid those words. hahas. one page is lyk... wahh... nvm.
but well, other than tt, nt bad la. i wonder y do the ppl said tt it's funny. lol. it's nt. rather... sad. haha. shall tell u the story after i finish. remind me if u wanna noe ba. if i remember, then i just post lor.
hmm... after reading tt book, i realised tt i'm nt really tt can3 lor hahas. cos my mother always ask us to compare ourselves with others of something la. lol. then i realised tt if one day i become Christopher, then it's quite ke lian also. but one thing tt is good... he's good in maths. hahas. although he's autistic, but then, he tok de lor. nt noisy, nt v v quiet.
hmm.... another review of the book. someone reading this post will b lyk... wahh... u do summary arh. hahas. ok la, shall end here.
God bless...

2006-01-09T21:31:00.000-08:00

Date: 10 Jan 06

Just now in the morning, I had my quiet time.
Had a good time reading the bible. hahaha.
Was reading the study bible that my da korkor, huimin laolaolao shi, angel, mentos, iwan, clement and jp gave to me. hahas. i spent dunno hw much time reading one chapter. lol.
THANK YOU ALL!!
There's a card with the bible, din saw it until yest afternoon when i got back from school. haha. I din noe tt it's for me. lol. i just saw it on the table n cos there isn't a name on the outside, so i open it and eh... isn't tt my name? hahas. so i was wondering y is there a card...
then i open it... oh... icic. lol.
Maybe it's bcos i was bz looking at the bible when i opened it up, tt's y din see the card. lol.
anyway, thanks again.
tmr is da jiejie's bday le!!

2006-01-07T05:58:00.000-08:00

Yest went to SAFRA to celebrate da jiejie's bday.
actually i can't go de leh. but then...
THANK GOD THAT THERE'S A SWOP IN TIME TABLE!! TUES N FRI!!
tt's y i can go. cos i've msp on friday de ma. lol. yeah!! hahas
yest my da jiejie was v ke lian leh. hahaha. she gt hit by pillows, cream on her face n she's ignored by us. lol. feel so sad for her. lol. cos last time kris "bully" me, she stand out n "protect" me, then this time i join in also... tsk tsk. haix... wahahaha
then hor, yest, i just found out tt i got tricked again! nt really just la, but then, 2nd time leh! for christmas! present i mean. hahas. tis was wat happened...
yest, b4 i left, da korkor, iwan they all handed me a gift. then say tt it's for me. christmas present. i already noe wat's in it when they gave it to me. hahas. let's go back to a few days ago.
i went to swee lee with da korkor they all to look at those instruments stuffs la... then after tt, they say they wanna go christian bookshop to get something.
when we reach there...
da korkor: wanxuan, come, i ask u something arh. i wanna get a bible for my junior, so i nd u to give some comments. (nt really tt zun la, just da gai da gai bring out the meaning can liao)
me: toking lotsa craps. hahas.
then they choose le. ok, we go home.
then throughout the week, i was hoping tt tt will nt b a trick again. hahas. cos tt trick was used by auntie ah-bi!! it's lyk... ya, same thing lor. lol. cos i was already thinking... each person gt each person de own taste ma. i lyk tt version, tt person may nt ma.
then... wahh... yest, they gave it to me.
though i got tricked, but then thank God for the bros n sis who bought it for me. i noe tt it's nt cheap. and then... think they dunno tt they r doing the work of God. haha. let's see...
on friday morning before i went to school, i saw my mother reading her study bible. chinese version de.
then i was lyk thinking... i also want one!! lol. was thinking of just borrow frm my mother can le. but then, it's in chinese. hahas. hmm... there's something tt u all dunno. ya, i like chinese... i read the chinese version de when i read my bible. ya. but then, other than the bible, i won't really prefer to read chinese. as in those a lot a lot of words de la. sch ok la. anyway, i was lyk... nvm. since i read chinese version de, then jiu go all the way ba. hahaha.
then at night, they really gave one to me!! woohoo! hahahaha.
yeah!! woohoo!! wahahahaha!! weehee!!
THANK YOU ALL VERY VERY MUCH!!
ohya, b4 i go, i wanna say something. to kris esp. hahas. cos yest she say i din buy anything for her.
when i was buying the presents, kris is in my "list" lor. lol. but then, i dun really noe wat she likes. hahas. n wat she would need. perhaps... fengyou? lol. i really dunno. so, i decided to write her a card instead. then at night, when i was trying to write something... i couldn't think of anything to write :P
kris, if u happen to read tis, tell me if u would lyk fengyou or nt k? hahas. i go get one for u if u want. lol. u want a dozen? hahas.
for da korkor, i'm really sorry. hahas. ya, i gai1 ma4. cos i really forgot abt him. i was only reminded on sunday afternoon. hahaha. sry...
hmm... tt's all for today's post... short or nt arh? anyway, i felt tt tis post is quite interesting leh. hahas. dun u think so?

2006-01-05T06:45:00.000-08:00

yeah!! Finally i finished all my chinese newspaper articles le. jia lat sia, got the wrong doc. then go do the wrong one. hahas. then do the wrong thing. lol. then got to redo. aiya, left my lit. hahas. got to read a book. but nt nw la. lol. btw, the book is a bit guofen la. later i tell u y.
oh ya, just nw celine called. then she at first dun want tell me who is she. then she asked me to guess... then her voice is really like LIM SUXANN de la! hahas. nice name right? special also. anyway, i actually want to guess suxann de, ya, tt time, was wondering hw come she would call me. lol. was thinking whether suxann will tell me tt she wants to go church. hahas. cos suxann is one of OUR target leh. me, yimiao n charlene. i dunno wat abt them la. hahas. i'm still waiting. cos she's a bit the... dunno hw to say la, n tis is nt the main topic though. so forget it. hahas. then when celine told me who is she... i was a little disappointed :P
Anyway, again, tis shall b a long post. hahaha. obvious right? i can even go out of topic, out till Suxann there. hahaha

Tuesday
erm... started off with a nice day. I love that morning. hahas. tt morning, it was my mother who woke me up. tt means, my mother woke up to prepare the both of us for sch. again, i can say tt she's being biased, but nvm, shall nt make myself sad for tis whole year if she cont to do tis. when i woke up, both my parents r already awake. hmm... to me, tis is really something quite nice la... cos last year, if i asked my mother something in the morning only, she will b v angry. hahas. then she will make me start off a day sadly. hahas. then for the morning, i will try to let myself forget wat has happened, dun wanna let tt spoil my day ma. anyway, y r we toking abt tis. hahas. ya, they woke up n when we left the hse, they stand at the door n say bye! hahas. so nice! 好温馨 ah...
ya, then in sch... we got to know tt Mdm Tan, chen lao shi became our form teacher, Ms seow become our co-form teacher. hahas... surprise!! cos we shud hav the same form teacher as last year de ma.
Then we got our timetable. wahh.. can faint. lol. ya, can... if u dunno wat they mean. lol. as in if u look at out timetable, u can see that on wed n fri, it can go up to 6pm de. ya. but then if u noe wat they mean, then u'll realised tt it's nt tt can3 at all. cos they r all csp, msp, wateva sp there is. hahas. so, tt means... i only have to stay back on friday for msp. nahh... nt malay special prog la. lol.
I'm quite ok with the time table actually, but then... my frens r lyk... tis teacher no gd, tt teacher no gd. wahh... make me lyk so "scared" they will really b lyk tis or tt lor. hahas. cos i've really made up my mind to work hard tis year. no maple, shall nt go back again. no anything, shall nt try out any games anymore. no! I think the reason being tt i want work hard is bcos, i wanna get out of my sec sch. lol. really! nw i'm thinking of streaming le leh. hahas. then think think think till sec 3. then i was lyk.. after tis year jiu sec 3 le, then sec 4 le. yes! hahas. as though it will pass lyk a wk lyk tt... wed, thurs then fri!! haha. perhaps i haven found anything tt will really make me liu nian if i get out of sch one day. hahas. no... no frens. i've only gt classmates. dun really consider them as frens. even if they r my frens, they will only b at lv 1 only. hahas. wateva la.
anyway, almost the whole day, we've got intro session. lol. cos a lot new teachers ma. erm... i mean, teachers whom haven tot us b4. so, we intro.
here's a joke. ziying's turn to intro herself. she said tt she lyks candies. then ya... candies n candice is lyk the same. ya, gt one classmate de name is candice ma, so we kip laughing. hahas. k la, just trying to b funny only, nt funny actually. but dunno y all of us laugh. lol.
Now, our lit lessons r based on a storybk, The Curious Incident Of The Dog In The Night-Time. then the bk is really... hw to say leh... sian. hahas. suddenly the name Jesus Christ would pop out. then wateva tt's concerning the bible. hmm.... shud i say tt the author is lyk v anti christ one? hahas. cos wateva they said in it it's lyk... nt v the nice lor. i can say tt the author broke one commandment liao, taking the name of the Lord in vain. but well, in tt bk, the author is writing as an autistic kid. nt sure if he really is, but then ya... he dun lyk yellow, when he eats, he dun lyk other things to touch another thing on HIS plate. n lots more. hahas. so nw i noe tt those kids r quite interesting too. though sometimes can b quite kong bu. ya, the kid in there also dun lyk ppl to touch him. once, a police touched him n he punch the police. hahaha. after i finish then i tell u more ba. hahas. oh ya, nt a gd bk to recommend to those who dunno hw to differentiate wat's right n wrong. cos lotsa vulgarities inside. other than tt, n those Jesus Christ thingy, as in anyhow he lyk he just slot in all tt, the bk is quite ok la. i lyk tt kid in there. hahas. so cool!
and then we had HMT lesson. then i just found out one thing... taking up HMT is a bit chi kui lor. hahas. my teacher n my classmates say de. cos it's lyk... normal chinese as in still express stream de la, theirs is much more easier. then ours so hard. n in the end, our marks r lyk... yi ge tian, yi ge di lor. then v can3... chi kui hor? hahas. ya, our teacher say only in sec sch la, but when we r in JC, evrything's gonna turn ard. lol. yeah!!
oh ya, tues TT n thurs TT was swopped. y did i mention this? cont scrolling down ba.

Wednesday
Tired... the whole day... v tired. hahas. even frm the time i woke up. lol. cos slept late the previous night just to chiong hw. ya la, the chinese articles again lor! n for tis day, i'm just... tired!

Thursday
I pon training. ya, just to complete all my chinese articles. hahas. if nt i can't finish de lor. see? i'm willing to sacrifice badminton for studies. hahas. wateva la. actually, in my top priorities... aiya no la, no such things. hahas. there's only the top priority... God lor. the rest... i can change here n there whenever i lyk. haha.

Friday
today, ms seow wanted to check our hols assignment ma. then, she's a bit strict today. then my compo is in my com. then i was lyk.. thinking... how how how? how to print out? cos ms seow want it latest by today evening. then when i was thinkingof a way to get the compo out of my com, she said, soft copy also can. i was lyk... whew... Thank God... if nt today i can't meet garfield liao. cos gt to stay back n find a way to print. if dun want stay back then jiu dun get the 5% lor.

anyway, i dun feel lyk continuing anymore. hahas. can i blog tmr?? lol. think u all also sian liao. so... ya. bye bye!

2006-01-05T00:13:00.000-08:00

came back frm school a while ago.
actually got training de. but then, i want to finish up my homework first. cos those unfinished work is lyk playing ard with me la, i can't do anything when i get home, i can only bathe then have my dinner then chiong my hw till 12 midnight. but still nv finish. since sch reopened jiu lyk tt liao. so, ya, dun want to let this cont anymore. shall finish them off once n for all. hahas. not good to leave ur hols hw undone. hahas. shall spend my hols more wisely next time.
now, going back to chiong my work le. again, i promised tt i will surely blog abt my first day in sch de. hahas.

2006-01-03T04:57:00.000-08:00

hmm.. sch is quite ok la. hahas. so far so good. erm... actually sch is quite interesting la, but then sry arh... no time to blog. stilll chionging some hols work. cos i got the wrong doc. i got the express chinese de assignments. then do wrong, tt's y got to redo evrything now. hahas. think either by today or tmr willl be able to finish le. will blog la. hahas... sch is too fun liao, cannot dun blog. lol

2006-01-01T07:26:00.000-08:00

hmm... today is linxuan's bday. erm... nth big abt her bday la hor? hahas. if i say today is new year, then tt would b at least better. hahas.
anyway, today zi xin n i went on stage n gave our testimony abt the camp. hmm... i just realised tt reading frm a paper when u r on stage is nt tt good. hahas. think for me la. cos, my eyes have to be on the paper cos din really go memorise la. hahas. so, can't have eye contact with the audience. ya, anyway, i din really look at the audience. hahas. when i look up, i only look at the walls. hehe.
hehe... just realised tt abi is reading my blog nw. hahas. she said tt i got grammar probs. hahas. as if she dunno lyk tt. lol. then next time i shud go type in mircrosoft words then after the grammar check n evrything then i copy n paste it here :P hehe.... no way! hahas.
haix... din get to play badminton with da korkor today. but, someday, we gonna thrash it out!! yeah!! hahas
hmm... few days ago was really disappointed with my dad. erm.. nt first time anyway, but still... v sad. since young, my dad doesn't really kip to his promise each time. even such a small thing lyk going out with him also the same. haix... he always promise this n that, but still... all these r just empty promises. i've always said tt i'm nt gonna trust him anymore. ok, maybe nt 100% la, but just below 50%. hahas. he's also biased as well.
but then, i b4 year 2005 ended, ya, just b4, erm... 1 day, which is on the 31st, he just managed to clear all the disappointments. b4 tt, which is lyk... 29th? something lyk tt... when i reminded him to kip his promises of wat he had promised, he's lyk... aiya, next time la. ha... my impression of next time is tt it's nt gonna happen, i've to do it myself. which is lyk... years later when i grow up? but depends on wat is tt la. but then, my dad promised to bring me to some places last time, till now, i'm still waiting. nt really la... give up liao.
but on the 31st, he just fufilled all his promises. eheh... all those v wu liao ones. hahas. ya lor, cos dunno wat to do with my christmas present n my "reward" le ma. so i just asked anything frm him. hehe. b4 tt, he actually says.. next time la. but then, haha... evrything bcame diff. thank God. hmm... so now, i'm still considering whether to trust him or not. hahaha. but still wanna thank God tt my dad finally kip to his promises!!
hahaha.
oh ya, something "wierd" happened on the first day of the year. hahas. abi said tt i din bully her wor. hahas. wow! lol.
seems lyk the last day of a year n a first day of another year is lyk... wow! hahaha.
anyway,
BLESSED NEW YEAR!!!

2005-12-30T07:35:00.000-08:00

nw... got better le. hahas.
nw it's 12.13 am, 31/01/05. hahas wateva la. lol
I just found out something. nt just, but today la. hahas
when i was on the train with shing, she told me tt my da korkor went to buy rackets just to play badminton with me. hahas. so shiok sia. lol. she say my da korkor teng me v much. lol. hahas
so nice... i got someone to teng me. lol.
so cool sia!! hahas
thanks to the auntie tt sells fried kway teow. hahas. just bcos of her "da korkor", i've got a da korkor now. yeah yeah! hahas. nt only a da korkor but also a da jiejie too!! yeah! hahas.
cool arh! lol.
yeah!! can play badminton on sunday liao! hahas.

2005-12-29T07:51:00.000-08:00

k, shall tell u hw fun my day is with my world spinning.
in the morning, at ard 8am, i reach the sch hall for badminton training. ya, had my breakfast on my way to sch as i was walking there.
then we had some warm ups. ya, shuttle run also. ya, after shuttle run, i just realised tt my stamina is nt as gd as before liao. or there's something seriously wrong with me. hahas. V V V chuan. hahas. was really afraid tt i'll have an asthma attack. nv kena before la. duno how it's lyk. but then at tt time, i was nv so chuan b4 lor. chuan till a v long time. v xin ku. lol.
then after the shuttle run, still have to do cross courts run (named by me), wahh... so i just forced myself to run. ok, tt was quite ok. then when evrybody return, when the coach was toking, i was lyk.. oh oh... dun tell me... i'm turning white again. hahas.
cos the coach start to become blurrer n blurrer. then even before he tells us wat to do next, as in get started on today's training, i raised up my hand n tell him tt i'm nt feeling well n ask him if i can have a rest or not. wahh... quite shock by his response too. hahas he said "can~" nt lyk... y? and blah... or just simply... u take a rest FIRST. tt means later he gonna come n ask lotsa qns. hahas. he just say can~ n leave me sitting on the stage stairs lyk tt. lol. ya, at least better than the coach kip asking qn... then u have to ans, it's v xin ku le still have to ans. ya lor...
then after abt 5 mins. i tot tt i was ok. ya... cos i find myself slping if i still cont sitting there n my vision is quite ok nw. so i got up. then went to the coach. then the coach say... "u ok or nt? giddy?" wahh... here it comes again. i start to feel giddy liao. and the coach ask me to sit down again. then i just went back to the stage n sit down again. then again, after ard 10 mins, was quite ok liao. stood up. ok! then went to the coach happily wanting to learn something new...
so, ya, dropshots. i watched him train my teammates... then frm wat he told her, i just try to xue lor. tt's abt playing badminton. koping skill. then my turn. ya, then i tried. then he tell me this this this. then when he was toking abt flicking my racket, erm... nonono the face of the racket. aiya, dunno how to say. just the face of the racket, ya, must hit the shuttle lyk tt. then he hold up my racket n used it to hit his which is in the air. so, i was feeling quite giddy at tt time.... quite only, then i tot it would b ok, then i just cont. ya, then he ask me to hit his racket but dun really have the strength to hit his racket but i just use wateva i have to hit. wondering hw come lyk tt only he still say good. hahas
then ok, he went off to the opp court and serve the shuttle to me. ok, first one ok... just tt it doesnt look lyk wat it shud look lyk. but manage to hit. second one... wahh... black out... can't even see where's the coach. i think the shuttle flew to my right. then by the time tt i saw the shuttle, it's almost on the floor. then i tried to hit it...ahh... some sort of trying to hide tt i'm feeling giddy. gey kiang. hahas.
then ahh... he was toking. then i just put up my hand, signalling stop. and tell him wait wait wait... then he asked me whether i'm giddy again, then i say ya... then he asked me to sit down. so i just sat next to the court. n later, cherlyn asked me to go drink water, cos maybe it will get better n she also told me my face is v pale. hmm... nw then i noe y God gave us face colours. hahas. so tt when u r sick, ppl noe. lol. anyway, i just orh... n walk to my bag there n sit down n open my bag slowly n drink. stilll the same leh. hahas. as in when i sit down i'm ok, when i play, there's something wrong. so, it's still the same after drinking water. normal normal de.
then i took out my spects... then i recalled... dunno when, few days ago or just yest, dunno wake up frm afternoon nap or just wake up in the morning, i can see quite clearly leh. the clock esp. hahas. v clear. nt quite. lol. but it's just lyk... a sec only. i myself was quite shock too. lol. duno whether if i'm dreaming or wat....
anyway, after tt, another teammate, michelle, came. she's nt feeling well too. so the rest of our teammates told us to go outside instead cos it's quite stuffy in there.
sry, no mood to blog now. hahas. so... just do a summary. lol. was just being nagged. haix...
anyway, after tt, we went to the toilet. and we sat on the thing there. dunno wat's tt la. just some sort of "table" hahas. me n michelle just sit there while the rest went back to training. then i start to tok to her. cos it's lyk... erm... nvm. hahas. yah... nt bad la. though my eng nt tt gd. but manage to "pull thru" hahas. anyway, ya, we din really stop n we din realised tt the time actually passed so fast. later, our teammates return n was surprise tt we were still in there. hahas. ya, the toilet is nt stinking at all leh. lol. then we went back cos we felt ok le. hahas. so, ya, back to training.
shalll tell u hw i felt abt the coach either later or tmr. hahas. seriously no mood now. chatting with zl. feel a bit wierd. hahas. cos dunno leh. lol. he's also nt in a gd mood nw i think. hahas. din really affect me much. but well... hahas. hope tt i din make him worse when i was toking to him. lol. yah... lol n hahas is so ez to type it out. was all the way lol-ing n hahas-ing when toking to huimin n zl. hmm.... ok la.... bye

2005-12-29T07:29:00.000-08:00

today is a fun fun day!!
ya... my head was lyk.... argh... made my world turned n turn n turn. hahas. tell u tmr ba... no mood nw. hahas. cos discussing something with them :P

2005-12-28T04:45:00.000-08:00

haiz... this is the 3rd time tt i'm complaining in this blog tt IT'S UNFAIR!!
haix... sadded.
haix... yayaya... i noe i noe... God is just... yayaya... i noe... the world is unfair but God is good. yayaya.... i noe i noe!!
But i was thinking... what if one day God come n visit me and i tell Him tt evrything is unfair. abt my sis and evrything... would He say, she is ur sis ma, she's younger than u, must rang4 her. wahh... can't imagine wat would happened to me sia. faint on the spot? nono, more than tt. hahas.
tt day after Garfield's baptism, before we left sembawang park, i asked lx whether she wanna come with us or nt, she say no. then i ok lor, then i think she follow the church bus. then michelle come ask me where's my sis.
Me: She's not coming with us
Michelle: y? ask her come la
Me: she dun want come.
Michelle: Then u go home with her lor. stay at home with her.
Me: "hahaha" if my sis is ur sis n she dun wanna join us, would u stay at home n pei her?
Michelle: no (laughing)
...
hahas. tt's a nice one rite? esp with ppl who got sisters. hahas. then they will understand. hahas. even zi ai dou understand how i feel liao lo, dun tell me michelle so old dun understand. hahas. but then, dun think tt it's good to feel tt way. but well, think ma... wat i think n wat i do may nt be the same. hahas.

hmm.... think i'm really sadistic. hahas. something great is really happening. well, nt something nice. but haha, no feeling de leh. i still hope tt it would come soon. hahas. THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH WANXUAN LE!!
ya, nt the first time tt i think i got something wrong le. hahas. and not only myself thinks tt i've got something wrong. even abi felt tt i've got something wrong too. hahahaha
but sometimes i'm wondering... being someone tt has no feelings... is tt something good or something bad? hahas. lousy qn. bad of cos. hahas. but well... towards some things r actually.... quite... good... i can say. hahas.
hahahahahahahahaahahahahaahahahaha......... tt's y i can laugh lyk nobody's business!!! hahahahahahaahahahahahaa

would someone who's reading this nw tell me tt i'm mad? thanks :P

2005-12-27T07:31:00.000-08:00

whew.. almost done!
thank God for tt auntie who popped out suddenly.
GIVING THANKS FOR : AUNTIE AH-BIGAIL (claps*)
yeah!!
hahas.
anyway, was toking to tt person (maybe it would be better if u all duno who's tt). then tok until almost gonna lose the tok liao. cos he's lyk... er... forget it la. then abi popped out. woohoo!! our jiu xing is here. hahaha.
so, i quickly invite abi into the con. abi din noe anything de. we also nv tell her wat's happening. and she just shoot... she just shoot wateva she wants to say la.
Bullseye! she hitted on the right spot. hahas. hmm... God is really toking at tt time.
i tok until i almost siao diao liao, but she only shoot once n wahh... she made tt person make up his mind. cool! hahas
wahh... so we r just part of tt show. abi is the main character. hahas. so cool sia!
Thank you Lord!! Hope You enjoy the show :) but hope tt i din say anything wrong or did anything tt's displeasing in ur eyes :P

2005-12-27T06:55:00.000-08:00

toking to someone now...
v nervous sia... cos toking abt something serious with him.
scared he later think tt i'm scolding him. hahas
he's older than me some more. haix...

2005-12-26T03:25:00.000-08:00

cry... abi found my blog. Uthnity blog got the link. hahas
n she got to the right entry tt i doesn't want her to see. hahas. the uthnity de christmas prezzie tt one. tsk!! v malu. lol.
and oso... i can't play with her anymore :( hahas. can't bully her liao le. nvm... it's nt fun bullying her anyway. i can still play with huimin. yipee!!
anyway, today went to GV yishu to watch chronicles of Narnia with zhiliang, zi xin, wenda, garfield n linxuan. oh ya, n isaac too.
throughout the whole movie... no, can't say tt, shud b during the last part, think starting frm when tt little boy got back to his bros n sis, then the lion die all tt, i start to guess the outcomes. as in bible lor. using the bible.. comparing. lol. see... Lion - Jesus. Witch - Satan. and all tt la. the we predicted tt he nv die all tt. hahas.
first part din really enjoy tt much. was dying to go out. hahas. cos it's boring. lol. then at tt time, i was thinking... abi hao jie shao... ask me to watch tis movie. hahas. and still say tt it's nice.
but second part ok la. the guessing part makes evrything nice!!
i noe y liao le. hahas. the first part was boring cos throughout the whole movie, i was expecting the movie to be lyk the bible.. then first part can't really compare... so, ya... hahas
then after tt went shopping.
and throughout this whole day, starting from 9 plus when i had my QT, pai seh... woke up late. i came upon 2 verses and start to wonder wat does tt mean for the entire day. hahas. Proverbs 26:4-5. it's lyk zi xiang mao dun de.
then the whole day, i kept asking abi to explain. she sent me duno how many sms le, but still... haha... dun understand.
but then now, think it's quite ok liao le. hahas.

2005-12-25T09:20:00.000-08:00

whee!! the christmas party is fun leh. hahas. yest la. yest blogged too long le, so i blogged today instead lor. hahas
hmm... to be honest, at first, i was thinking lyk... the programs r lyk... boring? hahas. but no leh, v fun sia!! woohoo!!!
let's see... shall not write evrything down la. hahas. if nt later v long.
hmm... we prepared a little surprise for the leaders yest. ya... the band contributed the most. hahas. i only have to light the candles only. ez job. hahas. i guessed the leaders r really v honoured lor. hahas. cos it's lyk we do until as if we hav a VVVVVVVVVIP coming. hahaha.
ya, erm... we started off by eating first. cos we dun wanna let the food turn too cold. so we ate first. when i finish eating, i was sitting there. then kris was beside me i think. still having her food. before tt, we went a little crazy by throwing those "snowflakes" (styrofoams) on each other. it's lyk as if we r really in winter lyk tt lor. v fun. n i kana the most. plus my hair got lotsa clay also. oh ya, btw, pj n zl styled my hair for me de. hahas. thanks to them tt i got such a "nice" hairstyle. lol. my hair is lyk v tall sia. i can even b taller than abi for the day liao la. hahas. cos one of my aim is to be taller than abi... erm... shud say last time la. now, i dunno la. anyway, those snowflakes were stucked on my hair la. cos they were throwing evrything on me. as in priscilla, my sis, fiona, garfield, cindy they all. and i was lyk a bit fan chang. nv huan shou. hahaha. i just sit there only. and in the end, when evrything stop, (before dinner), when i shake my head, my head would snow. hahaha.
oh, back to where i am. so, kris was sitting beside me. n i shake my head cos i wanna let the "snow" drop off. then kris was lyk... dun shake, my food is here. so i did it on purpose and she said... ok, if u wanna shake, later after i finish i help u. hahas. then after tt i cont shaking i think. then kris is lyk kip hitting my face, near my ears there i think. hahas. i think it's during tt time, can't really remember. then suddenly, she stop hitting me n a hand was lyk sayanging me. hahas. then i was thinking... kris got prob arh? hahaha. then i turn back... oh cheh.. my da jiejie. hahas. then in the end, my da jiejie's turn to be beaten up. hahas. kris so violent sia.
then my dajiejie n i were lyk... our ming is so ku arh. lol. then we were "crying". hahas. act de la. lol.
so, when kris finished, she really shake me lyk siao. serious... the ppl there were laughing lyk siao lor when they saw. hahas. after me, ya, my da jiejie again. hahas. feel really sorry for my dajiejie sia. all bcos of me arh, she was beaten up n was being shaked. lol.
haha. so kris play with us in this manner de. lol.
after tt, we got chicken dance, cannibal king. and all those action songs lor. hahas.
if it's last time, i would b lyk just standing there n thinking if these ppl r mad or nt. wat's so fun abt tt, n it's so crazy. lol. i would really b thinking lyk tt lor. but now, its diff. hahas. dunno y. lol. i still felt tt it's fun in the end. lol.
then revealing of angels. hahas. i'm the first one to be called out.
cos my da jiejie teng me v much. haha. so she called me to come out first. and she kip asking me to guess who's my angel. so i anyhow guess. lol. i really have no idea. i only got suspect some ppl only. how i suspect leh? hahas.
in the afternoon before we went church, shud be morning, sry, i was at fiona's hse. so i cancelled out those whom i noe tt he/she is already someone's angel. then left some bros n sis. well, from those letters tt i received tt i felt tt it's frm my angel, i noe tt it's definitely nt from the bros. hahas. it's sure one la. hahas. so i cancelled all the bros name. then left pj, huimin, shy, sl. i actually wanted to guess these 4 de. but then wenda la, misleaded me. hahas.
ya, so at tt moment, i was really v pai seh leh. my angel turned out to be shy. nt bcos it's shy la, ok, shing, but cos the previous nite, i was toking abt lotsa things. she said she nv treat her angel good then i told her lotsa things... and in the end, she relaly turned out to be my angel. hahas. cos i was lyk hoping tt she's nt. cos it's v the maluating. lol.
after tt, or after me, evryone no nd guess their angels de. they all can say i dunno. ha. nt fair!! lol.
anyway, after a long wait... finally!! here comes my maple gf, garfield. hahas. so i handed the gift to priscilla and i walked up to the stage with only the card. and i told them it's an IOU. then aha! they pass pass pass then throw... fiona throw de... nt bad arh... good throwing. lol. i caught it! hahas. and i gave it to garfield. hahas
michelle de oso v nice. the first gift she gave is toilet roll. then after tt then she give the real one. hahas. wenda got lotsa toilet rolls and the whole uthnity is lyk laughing abt tis. lol.
anyway, it's a fun day.
and thanks to those who stayed back to clear up cos it shud be our job to clear evrything up de, but instead, they told us to go home and helped us pack. thank you!!
haix... christmas is just over lyk tt. and today is... boring... without the accompaniment of my bros n sis is lyk.. sian? lol. cos even if i go out with my frens, they asked guys to tag along, but then in the end they wanna shake them off. sianz. catching in shopping mall.
anyway... hope to see u guys after a long long time n nt tmr :P

2005-12-24T09:47:00.000-08:00

UthNiTy... UthNiTy... here comes ur present for this Christmas... hmm... sry arh, if i ever make u wanna cry. lol. here it goes:
Well, i've said tt for a few times before le. I can really feel the love between one another in Uthnity. hmm... i could actually say tt i've nv experienced tt before, other than frm God... not even my parents. my parents r always working n lotsa stuffs happening in my family... n so, there's once when elijah told me tt his father is bad or wat, which is ps John la, cos he dun buy this this this for him, then i told him tt his father is actually v good. if he dun want, i want this kind of father k. hahaha. so, u can somehow noe how can3 i am rite? hahas. wateva la.
erm... wanna thank God for some ppl. Go by alphabets k? if i missed out anyone, forgive me hor, cos it's either i dunno wat to say or can't remember. hahas
Abi - her care for each one of her sheep. evry wk, or sometimes even during the wkday, she would ask us whether we got anything to tell her or nt. hahas. but we come back with no reply. hahas. make her v sad sia. lyk the example tt huimin once gave to me when she told me abt accountability. haha. and also, whenever i have any concerts or exams, she would ask me how's my performance, how's this, how's tt... hahas. but then i v jia lat... always bully her. hahas. shall nt bully her frm nw on. erm... try nt to. lol. if she nv see this, hehe... then she won't noe wat i've said. hahaha.
Benjamin da korkor - he always ti4 wo3 chu1 tou2 de. hahas. whether it's huimin or junping or whoever tt bullies me, he nv ask how they bully me jiu help me de. hahas. tt's y i would always say... i tell my da korkor arh. hahas. so glad to have him as my da korkor :)
Cindy Da jiejie - eh... wat to say arh? hahas. erm... she's quite friendly although she got a fierce look on her face. hahas. then she always lyk to sort of force ppl de. hahas. she forced me to ans her qns, forced me to eat her fries, forced me to drink the drink. lol. funny hor? hahas. and when she's with kris, she become v funny n sort of childish. hahas.
Xiao Cindy - eheh... though she is my fellow sheepmate, i duno wat to say abt her leh. hahas. so sad... erm... i only noe tt she can scream de... hahas.
Fiona - also dunno wat to say...
erm.. wait! can i skip my fellow sheepmates one? if nt, later break their heart sia. break 2 can liao. another one no nd. hahas. anyway i'm sure she wont see this.
Geraldine - aha! i've been thinking wat makes me to teng her so much. well, i could only think of one. her obedience... yep. i lyk the way she orh. haha. wateva u say, she would orh. hahas. wateva u told her to do, she would react immediately. tt's immediate obedience. hahas.
Huimin - aha... i write a nice one for her. hahas. cos she is nice wat. lol. anyone disagrees? hahas. i noe, the bros would. lol. erm.. i call her huimin laolaolao shi cos she always teach me lotsa things ma. as in spiritual stuffs la. y so many lao leh? for nth lor, just wanna make her lao. hahas. and she's someone tt i'm comfortable with to tok to. erm... no objections rite? actually, got lots to tok abt her de, but then, dun wanna make ppl sian, so i shall stop here. hahas.
Iwan - he always teach me guitar de. other than tt, he's also good la. in the sense tt he's quite erm.... good la. lol. there's once when i dunno whether i wanna go for ps Ime's seminar or nt cos no one go, so he help me ask. hahas. and then hor, he's always the one disturbing my tots. hahas. cos whenever we r walking, when i look down on the floor, thinking of some things, he would just turn behind n do wateva sorts of things. hahaha. hmm... can only say tt he's a good bro. lol.
JunPing - hmm... i think he's the bro tt i tok to most. hahas. hmm... but then come to think of it, we only got 2 things to tok abt... erm... maple story n the rest of the youths. he's quite funny too. hahas.
kris - haha. she's funny. lol. and to be honest, i'm afraid of her de. hahas. tt's y today when she shake me till duno wat, i also nv retaliate. hahas. but sometimes, i find tt she's quite funny too. other than the jokes... er... when she asked us to imagine tt if God is with us in the camp, He would go steal the ores too n do wat we do. hahas. made me felt tt our God is so cute. hahaha. and the one tt she gave us the permission to bully leaders. hahas. nice one!! i once told huimin how i felt abt kris, as in lyk... duno how to say la, but tt's something gd de. lyk... how to say arh. hahas. dunno la, ask huimin. she told me abt the authority tt has been given to Kris. hahaha. u all duno wat i mean rite? haha. nvm. lol.
Wenda - hmm... my drum teacher. hahas. i've only learnt the basics frm him. quite ok la. hmm... today i guessed tt he's my angel partly cos ever since the camp started, he din really call me wanwan or kip suaning me liao. hahas. it's lyk... diff de lor. lol. quite a nice bro too.
hmm.... all of our bros r nice. or in fact, evryone is nice. lol.
michelle - erm... someone who always, erm...i mean most of the time, seats beside me during service. someone who lyks to b early too. she always let me view her notes de cos i always left out some things. hahas. so nice of her. lol.
my mentos!! - pj lor... so funny leh. hahaha. and she's easily contented with those little things tt i gave her :P hmm....can only say tt she's nice XD evryone really lyks to be irritated by her. hahaha. thanks for helping me to style my hair today!!
shing - the one who became my angel. hahaha. her letters r nice wor. oh ya!! she lied!! she said tt she's nt my angel!!! oh hor... but anyway, wateva tt i've said to u yest r all true... no faking. hahas. i seriously appreciate wat u've done. thanks really much. it's quite normal for nt caring for ur mortal too. hahas. i think only a few in the camp manage to do tt lor. lol. so no nd to feel guilty :P
sl - so tall. hmm... i just realised tt i dun tok to u tt much leh. how arh? hahaha. i owe u one. hahas.
zhiliang - somehow, felt tt he's better than last time le leh. last time he dun tok de lor. nw he would sometimes initiate a chat on msn. hahas. n we sometimes got those chat until say bye bye de. lol. and thanks for helping me to style my hair. hahas. although it's a little pain, but it's ok de. i dun scream, i only shout. hahas. but nt v loud de. hahaha.
hmm... sry arh... i go acc to my contact list de :P sry if i missed out any one of u.
hmm... i remember tt in the letter tt shing wrote, she said tt i'm cheerful... and michelle, cindy n even abi thinks tt i'm those happy-go-lucky type. well, diff leh. hahas. erm... duno if u all can say so la. cos sometimes i'm also wondering where did my heart go. hahaha. serious. totally no feelings de, other ppl still can cry for us some more. hahas. anyway, ya... i'm nt really tt cheerful type la. hahas. u only see the expression on my face. i laugh for all i want... i can laugh for almost evrything. lol.
But well, even when i'm nt feeling tt happy or wat, i would still laugh at the end of the day. hahas. cos of u all. lol. u all r always the one making me laugh, the one tt brighten up my day. hahaha.
ok la, wateva... shall nt cont any further... a bit the wat le. hahaha.
i wrote this cos i not enough money to buy christmas presents for all, so i can only do this lor. hahas.
Just wanna thank God for u all :)

2005-12-24T08:30:00.000-08:00

back frm camp long time ago. hahas. lazy to post lor. no la, nt really. shud say i quite bz. hahaha. quite only la. bz as in no time to come online. hahaha
During the camp, we got lotsa fun. i shared a rm with michelle, auntie ah-bigail, fiona, xiao cindy, auntie mag, fangling, angelene, priscilla n lx. 10 of us in a rm. hahaha. tt's call the sensitive nose room. LOL.
The whole camp is really fun. but the thing leaves me the deepest impression is tt... erm... i was playing with abi on wed after bbq. then halfway, she ran into kris' rm to "complain". so, kris came out. and she said "who bullied abi?" she sounded v serious sia. and all of us r quite shock. hahaha. Then suddenly, she said something lyk giving us permission to play with whoever we wants. hahas. so, just nice, abi open up the door, and tt time, i was lyk super high liao, cos of wat kris said, n i just chiong into the rm n kip playing with her. then abi de guai guai sheeps come help her. no fun one leh. jiu jiu can play with the shepherd once they also dun let me.
i really lyk tt sia. hahaha. but after the camp, i told lx something... or rather ask. "how come no one play with kris de arh?" hahas. no one dare arh? lol.
After the camp, i took 67 all the way back to cck frm tampines. hahas. i woke up n slept for a few times n it's getting colder n colder in there. LOL.
Back home, i go online for a while then slept until 10 plus. abt 4/5 hrs? then after tt woke up to use the com for awhile then have my dinner n bathe, then went back to slp again until 6 plus in the morning. cos nd to bring lx to report to sch.
then after tt, i had my QT, then went to meet da jiejie they all for the christmas thingy. after tt, at ard 5 plus or 6 plus, i went to shop for christmas prezzie. fyi, tt's a friday. shop till ard 7 plus. abi called me. then i went to city hall to meet her. ok, the interesting part is here now. hahas.
i reach there at ard 8pm. then i go shop with her. as i told her tt i'm looking for a garfield, she brought me to a toy department. hahas. in the end, i got my garfield la.
then she went to the department tt sells clothes. she LIED!!! ya lor, cheat me sia. i tell u wat happened.
she told me she wanna buy clothes for priscilla n she asked me to try. as in just put it on my back la. so i was lyk... ok lor. i din say ok tt shuang kuai at first de, cos it's obvious tt me n priscilla de size is totally diff la!! but i just say ok lor.
then i realised tt she kip asking me to turn round n round n round.
guess wat did she gave me for christmas? hahas. t-shirt lor. lol. a lie!! n so, i tot of wateva tt happened yest, n i made up all the possibilities n all those r lyk 90% zun one de lor. lol.
next time i dun want to go out with her liao. hahaha. cheat me lyk tt. tsk tsk. another reason is bcos... she's just lyk those normal type of ppl, shopping means shopping. lol. u noe wat i mean or nt? she dun really tok. hahas. she got tok la. but wateva tt i've said, she dun understand. wateva tt she said, i dun understand. hahas. age gap too big liao. lol. hahas. n she's nt as chao as clement they all. quiet + quiet = silence. hahas. anyway, just joking only la. it's at least better than shopping with my mom. I'm really joking!! i dun suan ppl till lyk tt de la. hahas. n moreover, she's a leader leh. aiya wateva la. hahas.
then i come back, i came online. when toking to shing, i really hope tt she's nt my angel leh. hahas. cos it's lyk i tok so much... ya la, wateva tt i've said lor. hahas. but well, haha. ok la.
Today, 24/12/05, is the best year of christmas i ever had. hahas. v fun!!
just v fun la. hahas. how to tell u. even if i describe evrything, u also can't feel the joy. hahas. lalalalalalalalala... so fun!! hmm... i wanna say something here also. hahas. ren bu zhu le!!
WHAT DOES GOD WANT TO DO WITH GERALDINE N ME??
as in.. ok, let me tell u evrything tt has happened, u may be shock or wateva.
1st thing, ever since she came into uthnity, i jiu teng her v much le. hahas. really leh. cindy, fiona n my sis jealous :P
2nd thing, got her as my mortal
3rd thing, today when ps Soon Heng told us to wrap gifts, gifts for those who r baptising, got 4 bks ma. i only wrapped one bk. anyhow take de. haha. ya... when i realised tt there's name written on the bk, i go check n ya! it's Geraldine's name!!
4thly, today when we exchange gifts... hahas. she got my prezzie!!
wahh... can't be so qiao ba. seriously, i'm really wondering wat God is thinking of. hahas.
hmm... christmas... let's see... if got enough time, hmm... shall write a love letter for uthnity :)

2005-12-17T06:34:00.000-08:00

at ard 12pm today, i went to meet pj, wenda n fabien up n bring them up to my hse. then we prac skit. hahas. then pj n i hen2 you3 mo4 qi4 leh. we both got almost the same idea. hahas. then pj kip saying tt she's the most creative one n stuff, ok, we din admit tt. but then, ok la, she's quite creative la, and thanks to my dear mentos, we got a better skit!! yeah!!
then at ard 2 plus, pj saw the email tt huimin sent. then thank God, we still can make it to church. cos it's quite early. even after we finish our lunch, we still dilly dally. hahas. duno how to spell la.
then wenda n i went to cou re nao too. hahas. i went there cos i wanna hear my mentos sing. hahaha.
quite fun la. can see tt they r enjoying themselves v much when singing What The World Will Never Take. after tt they no voice le. hahas. they jump they do wateva sorts of stuffs n got one time, clement's clash or duno wat, fell n thank God it din hit huimin but she caught it. hahas.
then aftr they prac finish, i saw iwan sitting there alone. so i approached him n ask him teach me guitar. as in teach me how to play the song Hallelujah To The Lamb. i think it's too ez for him le. 15 mins jiu settle liao. tt's y during dinner i ask him to teach me Tell The World. hahas. including the strumming. hmm... best if it's lyk the CD. wahahahaha. anyway, iwan thanks. though i noe tt u would nv read my blog. hahas, but still thanks.
then huimin v ke lian leh. when they finish kiping the stuffs n when we r going tt time, she can't find her shoes. hahas. jp hid them. lol. then we dun want return her. hahas. then the bros all v funny. lol. all same style, but huimin still believe. lol.
i v tired sia. stop here le... short rite? hahas.

2005-12-17T06:20:00.000-08:00

hmm... just now went to huimin's blog n i think tt wat she said is true. nt quite true. but true. er... she said... eh, wait, let me read her blog again. hahas. er... duno how to put it down here. i just quote it k? hahas. shall put where i got it frm in case she wanna sue me. hahas.
"probably when the Word of GOD aint rooted in me, things jus dun seem to go well.... i gotta say... spending time communicating with GOD n reading HIS Word are all sooooo impt. come to realise.... i've been stoning everytime im alone... cant even tok to GOD properly.... tok half way, my mind wonders away.... n i dun even noe where my mind went.... tsk tsk......"
taken from : princesminmin.blogspot.com
ya. yest i seriously prayed n read God's word n so many things come into my mind. and, ya, i blogged it down le. yest de post. n today, i haven had my QT yet. :P in the morning, i actually tot of something de. an example... ya. lyk u have to put down ur troubles to move on. i forgot liao la. hahas.
n tt's a nice feeling!! cool!

2005-12-16T19:47:00.000-08:00

So,when u r playing guitar, u have to break the "rules" to build up the atmosphere... am I right to say that?

2005-12-16T06:52:00.000-08:00

Guess wat i'm doing now? other than blogging? hahas. ok la, looking for a fren's blog. erm... fren... nt really. or should i say an aquaintance? perhaps... hahas. or shud i say a 3-day fren? hahas. wateva. who cares. hahas. nt sure if she's a christian. erm... 70% sure tt she's a christian only. if i noe she's a christian or nt, better if she is, then it would be easier for me to search. hahas. ppl who search for other's blog shud noe wat i mean. lol.
Anyway, this afternoon while washing my shoes, yes... dirty shoes... wore it for lyk 9 months? for both i think... n this is the first time i wash them. LOL. "court"shoes n sandals. the "court"shoes is the one tt i wear to play badminton. play badminton in a court ma, so courtshoes lor. hahas. wateva. the sandals i anyhow scrub then settle it withnin 10 mins? hahas. abt tt la, no one look at the clock while washing the shoes. ermm... maybe there is someone who's lyk this, but nt most of them r lyk this. hahas.
For my badminton shoe, i wash it lyk for over 30 mins. hahas. nt tt it's diff to wash, but bcos i love it too much le. hahas. bcos it's one of the exp shoes i have? bcos i wear it while playing badminton? bcos tis is my first pair of badminton shoe? bcos i dunno where to look for such a nice looking shoe again? hahas. i dunno. but i think the last reason would b the closer one. hahas. perhaps, all the reasons tt i've given r quite near. aiya, duno la. hahas. wierd me, hahas. to love my shoes. LOL.
anyway, while i'm washing my shoes, i was thinking lotsa stuffs. no la, shud be on one thing only. hahas. let me tell u how i wash my shoes first. i wash wash wash... until all the white parts r near to perfect white. hahas. for those grey parts, i can't possible wash them till white rite? if i do tt, i sure will b v xin tong de. hahas. then after the "face", the part where it's shown to evryone, i wash the xie di also. hahas. see? i love my shoes to tt extent. lol.
a wk ago i went to ipoh rite? ya. and then hor, i think i "smuggled" some sand back :P hahas. they were trapped under my shoes. n i've to take a pen which is inkless but nt useless (cos i can use it to wash my shoes), to dig out those sand tt were trapped. haix... my poor shoe. must be v pain ba. hahaha. i can feel the pain too. hahas. serious la. scared i spoil my shoe sia. hahas.
n so, i was thinking... it's something lyk God wanna prune us into a more perfect person (John 15:1-17)
yep, He love us. but he have to prune us too. so he slowly take out those things tt shudn't be there. hahaha. just lyk the way i dig out those sands n others things which i duno wat r they. v diff to take them out cos they r stuck. anyway, at the same time, He would feel the pain too.
aiya, dunno how to explain wat i'm thinking of la. hahas.
well, if u wanna say human n shoes r diff, then ya, agree too. God doesn't throw us away when we r useless or wateva, He doesn't nd us anyway. haha. tt's the only diff i can think off.
btw, mentos, if u r here, n if u read this le, then erm... tt's wat i wanna share with u abt. hahas. u requested, so shud be tt's wat i'm supposed to share with u abt when i went to Hope Church tt time. pai seh... owe u for such a long time. abt 2 months? hahas. 我在此向您表示我对您的歉意. hahahaha. act pro only hahaha. watch too much show le. hahas
then just nw, i went for my taekwondo training. we did 250 times of 4 of jumping jack for our WARM-UP!! u wanna try? hahas. it's nt the prob of whether i chuan or nt, it's the prob of my leg is v pain. but well, thank God tt it's over now. hmm... i dunno if my legs wud b super pain or nt la, but i noe it will be painful tmr. if it's nt pain at all, then it's a miracle!! woohoo. haha.
hmm... perhaps, i shouldn't complain so much abt the badminton trainings. it makes other trainings seems small? yah... well, tt time, yup, it's painful... for over 1 wk, n someone had to massage for me. hahas. i'm so fortunate to have someone to massage for me. hahaha. ok la, anyway, ya... shudn't complain. n think of it now, evrything seems to be preparing me for other trainings. familiar rite? hahas. i duno wat's wrong with me la, tot of so much today. ya, today only. even when i'm blogging. i planned to blog short short de lor, but then... hehe. anyway, i haven FINISH!!
but then, although all these is good, but then, my muscle is getting bigger n bigger. hahas. ya, ard the leg there. n zi ai kip staring at my legs evrytime when we r walking n she will kip walking behind me. hahas. sounds v wat rite? lol. dunno y, she seems to lyk to have a big big muscle on her legs. hahas. she kip saying tt elijah n i have big big muscle. hahas.
Anyway, today's training, we trained a boy named Andy. we taught him the brown belt pattern. erm.... well, gd qn sir had. i learnt a few of my mistakes.... erm... sir asked wat did we learnt when we sit down ard him. as in 5 of us only, then increase to 6 later when Andy comes in. Sir Vis talked to us quite a lot. hmm... he seems to be teaching us taekwondo da dao li. lol. if i'm nt wrong, the main topic shud b A HEART TO LEARN. first time... yep... first time sir did this. as in, nt toking to the whole grp but to a small one. then halfway, someone gave him n sir... aiya, skip this la. dun bother to type anyway, but thanks to both sirs.
I dun mind if evry wk is lyk tt. i'm willing to listen as long as he dun touch on religion stuffs can le. hehe. sharechrist nt included cos christianity is a relationship :P hmm... i seems to lyk to listen to ppl toking, as in a bit to the side of teaching lor. for teachers, no way! i will fall aslp. but if someone who is nt a teacher, as in, calls him/herself teacher, i would b most pleased to listen. but then if teachers can share a friendship with us, perhaps, i would be more willing to listen out.
hmm... just tot of something... perhaps, if it doesn't touch on any subjects lyk eng, chinese, maths etc etc i would b most willing to listen. yep, listen n nt hear. hahaha.
n ya, i felt tt tis wk is quite... qi guai de. cos erm... since sunday onwards, huimin became fan chang, but nvm, suddenly felt tt my sec 4s seniors r nicer than i tot, then sir sit down n tok with us, and then me, sitting down in front of my com, n write down wat's on my mind n tt i'm feeling v qi guai!! hahaha.
aiya, dunno la. really v qi guai. hahaha. ok la, chance to let u noe wat i'm thinking of. hahaha. so, tis is wanxuan!!! do u noe this person?? hahas. i really wonder if u all really noe me or nt. or just noe me by my name. just lyk tt person i'm searching for. hahaha. think too much le. tmr still got guit lesson, gotta slp early. buh-bye. oh ya, i promise garfield tt i would miss her while she's in malaysia de. erm... i try la. try to miss her. cos since she miss me so much when i'm in malaysia. hahaha. but if i'm unable to do tt, forgive me. cos it's v diff to miss someone. hahaha.

2005-12-15T03:39:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to the macs near church to meet wenda n fabien up for our camp de skit. i reached there just on time. yep, 5pm. hahas. then i was waiting alone at macs while wenda was waiting for fabien outside church cos fabien din noe tt wenda changed the venue cos wenda can't contact him. hahas.
I was waiting there till v sian. played a few games of Air Glide but then wenda n fabien haven come. so i went to look for him instead. hahas. i rather walk more than sitting there and gan deng. hahas.
so later, i came back to macs with the 2 of them and we started discussing the script n stuffs.
First time i actually tok so much during grp work. hahas. i'm usually the more quiet one. hahas.
Today, erm... shuwen called. she asked me to turn up for badminton training. cos she said tournament is just wks away n they nd me. wahh... sure wor. i dun believe. hahas. wat's the use even if i turned up when there's only a few sec 1s n tt can't even make up 7?
Anyway, i promised her to turn up le :P hahas. she kip telling me "u promise le then must kip ur promise u noe. can't break ur promise. can't break ur trust..." hahas. ya, but then she's being quite gentle when she said tt. hahas. she tok lyk as if she read my blog lyk tt. hahas.
Thank God tt next wk there's no training. a wk de break. hahas. cos got camp ma. sure can't make it for both trainings. if next wk i can't even kip my promises then jiu v jia lat la. hahas. 正所谓君子一言驷马难追。hahas
haix... forget it. 最少忍几个星期，最多三年而已嘛. hahaha. 我忍！！

2005-12-12T21:55:00.000-08:00

a bit slow nowadays when come to blogging. LOL slower by two days... hahas.
Anyway, on sunday, ok... think min has said it all in her blog liao. hahas. no nd for me to mention. it's abt 90% same de. ya, tt day i kip crying n crying... then they prayed for me. n it's the same lor. i see ppl stepping out and i was trying to control myself nt to let my tears flow, but then... hahas. ppl kip coming out n i can't hold it anymore and i just step out. hahas. see? if u compare with huimin's de blog hor, it's really the same la.
But then, din really felt as comfortable as the first time i'm being filled by the Holy Spirit. it's diff. though it's also crying... but it's diff. tt time, i can feel tt i'm a person with a total new heart, one tt's v light. hahas. almost empty. yes! i love tt feeling sia. hahas. but this time, well, i dunno how i feel la, but nt the same jiu dui le, n i dun even have the time to think how i feel. even before i walk out frm my seat de tt row, i was kana scolded liao. v sian la. it's something lyk u just got woke up and u got scolded tt kind of feeling.
Well, i dun lyk the way my mother handle those things. k, nt toking bad abt her la, but just how i feel. it's lyk she tells the whole world wat we did. ok, tt's exaggerating. but she goes ard telling ppl. auntie michelle, my aunt they all. then one day i got confronted by dunno how many ppl. even if i decided to change my decision le, ppl still kip coming to me. argh... forget it. maybe u all would think tt she's doing the right thing. well... i've got nth to say then.
Anyway, this morning, i went to sch at 8 am.
i was supposedly to wake up by 6.30am de. ya, my alarm rang. but i snooze it. then 6.40am it rang again. then i snooze i again n slp. ard 5 mins later, i was afraid tt i'll be late n my teammates would prob say tt i use tt excuse to skip training. and, it's quite true XD tried it once.
I actually can do tt de, but then i decided to wake up cos i dun wanna kip breaking my promise la, lyk breaking their trust in me, cos i already promise one of them tt i'll wake up early n turn up for training.
So, i woke up. oh ya, btw, it's badminton training. pai seh. hahas.
hmm... today's training din really disappoint me lyk last time even though the coach is nt there.
I wanna thank God tt i'm left out by the sec 1s sec 2s n 3s. hahas. cos sec 1 2 3 got 9 ppl TURN UP ma. pathetic hor? haha. sec 1 only got 2 today. sec 1 most of them wanted to quit le. to be honest, i've tot of tt before. cos i'm really sick n tired already. nt of badminton, but of the way they train. TOTAL WASTE OF TIME N ENERGY!!
Anyway, thank God tt i'm left out by them. hahas. and so i got the chance to play with the sec 4s senior. they power sia. hahas. ok la, they r quite lenient on me. they din smash, play tricks, make me run the whole court lyk siao or wateva. it's just something lyk playing with zi ai they all lor. ya, and i got to somehow train with them. hahas. ya, self train. Think is first time playing with the seniors. as in sec 4s.
Playing with them is so much more fun. nt cos their skill is gd and the rest is lousy la. i dun mean tt la. but it's bcos they make u laugh when playing. when i play with the rest, it's v boring, make me feel restless. but playing with the sec 4s, they joke, they tok, they laugh. hahas.
They r nt tt bad afterall ma. i dunno why the rest dun lyk them. hahas. really dun understand. they kip telling me, this one tt one is wat wat wat. then tt one is lyk tt lyk tt. wateva la. but i've nv agree with them. no matter how i try to look frm their pt of view, i still dun see the same thing as they do. LOL perhaps... they dunno tt scoldings r good for them. LOL
well, the new coach named Robert Yeo, same name as one of the teachers in my pri sch. heard tt they all lyk him quite much. well, looking forward to see him. but nt sure whether he will torture me or nt. hahas. but well, if thursday there's nth on, maybe, less then 50%, i will go. oi, less than 50% nt chance arh. hahas.
oh ya, i heard tt my sis n xiao cindy complains to garfield abt me. they say i biased. hahas. cos i teng garfield v much. hahas. well, i've got to admit tt IT'S TRUE!! hahas. cos she got the obedience i've nv seen before. good one!! hahas

2005-12-12T01:57:00.000-08:00

hmm... shall tok abt wat we did in ipoh. hehe. i try my best to shorten the post length la even though it's lyk a 8 days thing. hahas.
when we were on our way there, the bus stop evry 3 hours for a break. haix... can't even hav a good slp. cos when the lights r on, and duno y, i will wake up so auto de. hahas. And whenever i was woken up and can't slp le, then i will start thinking lotsa qns... but then... hahas. no ans. lol
Then we alighted the bus at 4.26am on Friday. knee v pain sia. hahas. The entire road was so so so quiet. serious!! it's not lyk the roads in singapore. so noisy at night de, so many cars... sometimes still got ppl de. When we alighted, my aunt called my grandma and my grandma woke my yeye up to come fetch us. oh ya, dunno when, someone told me something abt my "gong gong", actually they were referring to my yeye, so i told them tt my gong gong was dead long ago even when i was born. at tt time i was afraid tt they will misunderstand tt i'm cursing my yeye, but thank God, they noe wat i mean. hahaha. ok, back to where i was.
The road was really quiet lor. then we saw stars above us. then there's something in between them. tt something was moving and got sound de. think is a plane ba... then i was lyk... wahh... stars can move de wor, and got sound de leh, think u mean gorilla (xing xing). hahas. i was laughing at my 12 year old cousin cos it was her who said tt there's lotsa stars above us. not really a lot la, just a grp lor. but then, u noe wat... evrytime we go ipoh, on the way, we would see lotsa stars. seroius... the whole sky was filled of stars. beautiful sia. u can't see tt in sg de.
When we were still waiting, my aunt kip joking with the police post in front of us. she kip saying tt the police r slping. hahas. Then finally, we saw a truck pass by, when it's near the traffic light, the traffic light will straightaway changed to red de, if no cars, it will always remain green de. was wondering y lyk tt de?? pai seh... still young ma. hahas.
Anyway, later my yeye came. then fetch us back. when we reach "home", my aunt was chatting with my grandparents while the rest of us just sit there and listen. then we go slp. slp till 10.46am in the morning. well, u all must be wondering how come i noe the so called exact time rite? cos during the 8 days, it's either i place my watch beside me when i slp or i wear it while slping. only tt day i wear it when i slp cos i noe it's nt gd la.
After we got ready, we went to the hospital with my big uncle n aunt with their 3 little kids. cos my grandma was admitted to the hospital tt morning.
When we were there, my grandma haven finish her op, so we just sit on the chairs downstairs. some go to the canteen, some walk ard the hospital. then my yeye asked me if there's a particular statue in our hse (he stated out la). then i dunno if i noe or nt. he just told me to tell my dad to move it away, as in either throw away or put it back in the temple. well, i haven told my dad yet XD cos my yeye told me nt to mention his name. and i still dunno how to tell him. hahas. i asked my yeye how and he just said, just tell him tt u all r nt comfortable la. then at tt time i was thinking... if got use, then all those things tt my dad brought back for the wateva fengshui will b long gone le. but then i nv tell him la. i just orh. hahas.
Anyway, later, i had a huge plate of fried rice. i actually couldn't finish de. since i told them i can n i will, n i dun wanna waste food, i just force myself to finish lor. hahas. then we go up to visit my grandma. she's out le and woke up liao. then they chat with her... i duno wat to say la.
oh ya, i think i somehow got communication probs with her esp. erm... as in really probs la. cos i duno how to speak hakka. lol. she understand wat i'm saying (i supposed) while i only understand a little bit of wat she's saying. then when she tok to me, she would have to use some actions to make me understand. but anyway, if she can understand wat i say, then tt would be good. hahaha.
After a while, we went back home to rest and bathe then later go back to the hospital again. when we were there, just abt 30 mins before we went back while the rest is upstairs and we were sitting downstairs, a security guard came and start to "joke" with us. ya, he told my yeye tt he was joking, i mean, perhaps he is, cos we dun understand wat he's toking abt, cos he speaks malay. hahas. the only word we can understand is "camera" hahas.
At night, ard midnight, we watch 102 Dalmatians. it's funny. lol. we were laughing lyk dunno wat. hahas. nice show. lol. entertaining.
The next day, i, yes, only me, went to have breakfast with my uncle, 2 aunts, and the 3 little kids. we went to their pasar bagi (dunno how to spell) it's just the opp of pasar malam lor. it's in the morning de while pasar malam is in the evening or night de. anyway, i ate ban mian. then my uncle told me tt their ban mian is nt call ban mian. i forgot call wat le la. haha.
Then they bought some char siew n roast meat back home for our lunch. ya, cos they all went to the hospital, left the 4 of us, me, lx, yihui (12 year old cousin) n xuan le(10 year old i think). ok la, the lunch is quite nice. hahas. as long as i have white rice can le, i dun mind wat we have. but cannot be just white rice la. lol. must have something to pei ma.
Then for dinner, it's cooked by my yeye. nice. i love his cooking. hahas. cos when we were young, he stays with us de ma, then he always cook for us. i miss his cooking. new year tt time, it's always cooked by my grandma, it's nice la... but then, i would still prefer my yeye cook de. erm. both r nice. i dun mean anything hor pls. hahas. i think evryone there noes tt i love my yeye's cooking. during new year, when a particular dish is cooked by him, they would tell me de. hahas. anyway, i broke my record tt night. 4 bowls of rice!! 2 bowls of fried rice and 2 bowls of plain rice. ya, fried rice is nice, even though it's frm the leftover rice of our lunch. no nd anything to pei also nice. yummy!! hahas. i told huimin tt i ate 4 bowls then she said tt the bowl is just a v small bowl. even smaller than babies de. she whisper to yijia la, but i can see her actions. hahas. huimin, i noe u bu fu shu la, i understand de... nvm. i forgive u. wahahaha!!!
the next day tt nite, sat nite, i can't have a good slp. haix... i told michelle wat i heard n she felt tt as if i'm telling her a ghost story lyk tt. well, if no one believes also nvm la. hahas. cos it's a bit li pu. so in the morning, i just sms my mentos abt it. ya, n i heard frm michelle tt she told evryone. ok la. but then i tell u something which u all dunno de... after i sms her, i was lyk laughing at myself. hahas. i really hope tt she won't see the msg in church cos i noe she would tell evryone de. but anyway, nvm la, the more ppl praying for me, the more better it is. hahas. and i heard frm michelle tt no one laughs. is tt true? lol. i dun really believe. hahas. not funny meh. but the dog really bark as though it's lyk laughing... and it's noisy k. i'm nt afraid of dogs n cats lyk huimin de ok. hahas.
then on sat night, we went to have our supper. ya, one of the dishes is my fav. CRABS!! woohoo. i ate 4 set of the legs. hahas. then my uncle was laughing at me. saying tt i kip eating their legs cos i wanna play piano fast with my fingers cos before we went out, we watch zong yi da ge da, got a guy he plays the piano at a high speed sia. pro. hahas. so he said i wana be lyk him lor. lol. then he placed 3 crabs, something lyk head la, with the eyes all tt, in front of me and said tt the crabs r angry at me for eating their legs. hahas. funny.
oh ya, they went there by cars while i went there with my yeye on the motor. i love motor rides!! hahas.
aiya, v sian la. dun wanna list down wat i did slowly la. hahas.
anyway, i got a motor ride frm my yeye. just dou feng lor, with yihui also. both of us sit behind him and he fetch us ard. hahas
i lyk motor rides maybe cos... it's v cooling when the motor is moving? maybe. i dunno y, but i lyk to ride on the motor since young. hahas.
and hor, when we were there, we got 3 alarm clocks. namely zhiqin, zhiqi n yiting. hahas. my the other 3 cousins. they r v young only. when they can't get us up, they just call their mama alarm clock, which is my aunt la. the other one who stays in ipoh. actually, when they call us, i already woke up le, but i just ignore them XD v huai hor? cos i wanna lai chuang ma. if we r not going out, i would just simply ignore them, i think it's only during the first few days before my grandma on the thingy la. the thing kip chanting away. noisy. ya, tt's during the last few days, n i can't stand it and just go brush my teeth. ya, can't really hear at the back unless u try to. after tt i'll take out my discman n start reading a bk. ya, i on it as loud as possible. as in just nice la, can block out the sound. i dun wanna hurt my ears k.
then still got wat arh.
erm... ya, after friday, i try to eat as less as possible. 3 bowls n 2 bowls lyk tt lor. but always got hungry after tt. when my dad was there on sat, and he brought us to parkson after dinner, i told him i wan waffle n corn and he said tt i'm mad. hahas. but he still bought a waffle for me.
erm... i bought 2 sets, yes sets of clothes there plus a pair of shoes. linxuan bought 1 set only.
ok la, think tt's all i wanna say le.
oh ya, i've got another name. lollipop korkor.
at first yihui called me wanxuan korkor de. and she become my didi. then one night, linxuan cover me with the blanket. as in my head. and she called me lollipop. so evryone call me lollipop korkor lor. started by yihui. hahas. tt's how i got my name. lol.
ok tt's all. shall blog again later :P tired le.
btw, garfield, tis is wat i call long post. urs is nth. lol. ok la, jk only :P

2005-12-10T00:26:00.000-08:00

came back from malaysia le... on thursday... I actually wanted to play hide-and-seek de... but then, i forgot, then i sent an email out and evryone noes tt i'm back, other than some who doesn't check their mail or doesn't look at the date tt the mail is sent. hahas.
Only wanted to play with huimin only cos i think she's one of the few who doesn't noe tt i'm back. hahas. but then, aiya... nvm la. hahas.
Friday ard 10.30am, i went to amk mrt to meet Geraldine, michelle, cindy cos michelle n cindy's dad driving us to da jiejie's hse. to make cookie!! When i reach amk station, pai seh, shud be we (me n lx), i saw geraldine standing there waiting. But then she din saw the both of us cos she's bz sms-ing. So, i sneaked up behind her, then lx was a bit blur how come i run so fast, then she saw garfield too and she understood. hahas. so she quickly run and stand behind me. So, i just sneaked up on Garfield and boo! hahas. i saw her reaction, she got a shock. hahas. wanxuan is always lyk this, playing this type of games. hahaha...
Then uncle michael came n fetch us. cindy n mich already there le. Then on the bus we chatted, then we ate chewing gums also. then we fold evrything back and put them back properly and say wanna play with cindy. but no la, i too afraid later she fa biao so i only played tt with jp :P
Then uncle michael help us to bring those things up. da jiejie's hse is so cool sia! hahas. nice. lol. then michelle asked me to shout "cindy" when we reach her doorstep. So, i shouted cindy cindy. then she said something lyk okok... hahas.
When we get in there, da jiejie said "I supposed u all noe how to do ba. Won't burn my hse down rite?" lol. but then, WE DUNNO HOW TO DO!! hahas. michelle told her tt she only saw her mother make the cookies once then cindy was lyk huh?! hahas. so funny sia. the da jiejie kip saying tt she duno how to cook one.
But then, for the first batch of the dough, it was her who did most of the things. michelle just weigh the flour and all tt. hahas. then she said tt she's a cookie master not cookie monster. hahas. but something gonna change later. hahas.
After tt, we took some dough and rolled it on crushed cornflakes. we did 9 and then we called zhiliang and asked him to get some cooking oil on his way there. Then we stopped cos da jiejie's hse no more oil le.
then da jiejie asked us if we r hungry or not. then garfield, me n my sis told her tt we haven had our breakfast of cos hungry la. lol Then she's lyk huh?! so she asked us wat we would lyk for our lunch and told us not to be naughty lyk her, kip eating instant noodles. so, we told her tt we want instant noodles. hahaha. then she told us not to tell kris tt she bully us cos she gave us instant noodles for lunch. lol.
So, before she went out to get instant noodles, she boil some water and garfield was thinking wat issit for, then she told me to switch off the gas when the water boil. and before she went out, she asked who's the oldest other than her, then i just realised tt i'm the oldest other than her. wahahaha. actually is michelle, but she's nt feeling well so she was resting upstairs. then da jiejie asked me to look after her hse, her family, if anything goes wrong, she would hold me responsible. hahaha. so funny sia. lol.
Before she went out, she also got on the CD player. Then when she went out, 4 of us, xiao cindy, garfield, lx n me, walk ard. din go upstairs la, cos we dun dare. hehe. cos she din invite us up. hahas. this is call li mao. hahas. anyway, when we were playing with the video. the disappearing thingy... i heard the song Every Move I Make is the title i think. this is the song tt we sung in the character camp with the kids. My first time singing the song is on 29 Nov ba. hahas. cool! finally, i found the song... Anyway, after a while, i just sit on the sofa and listen to the songs.
When she came back, she quickly get those cup noodles out and prepare for us to eat. garfield n i then noe wat's the water for. hahas. cos nv tot of it ma. usually i'll open the cup noodles first then i will b lyk... ohoh... no hot water. hahas. anyway, cup noodles also nd my da jiejie prepare for us... tsk tsk.
after abt 5 mins... she said "Cup noodles no nd to wait for so long de... can eat le" hahas. first time i din realised tt i waited for such a "long" time. hahas. so, we just sit on the floor ard the table and start eating. then da jiejie asked us wat movie we wanna watch. then we say anything. tt's our style! hahas. and da jiejie v shuang kuai too. she din kip asking... she just choose then ask us if we r ok or nt. Then she asked us if we want Spirited Away or not. then we say ok lor... even though we watch it for many times le, but still enjoy watching. hahas
After a while when we were enjoying our cup noodles and the show, jp n zl come le. Then they saw us watching TV and having our cup noodles and they start to suan us. hahas.
Then after a short while, we started doing our work with the TV still on, so some of them still watching la, a bit distracted, then the cornflakes short of stock. hahas. cos nd to crush ma, so they crushing a bit slow. hahas. We were making the cookies while the bros kip suan-ing us and got scolded by cindy. lol.
Then all of us start work lor. then we take turns to get some rest. lol. oh ya, michelle was ok during our lunch time le. so, ya she join us too. rest as in sit in front of the TV, then when realise tt we had been sitting there for too long, we start to get guilty and go back to work and others take over the seat. lol.
So, we do lor. Then jp is good in controling the oven sia. he's the one in charge of the oven. then cindy said tt jp become the cookie master le and she become the cookie monster le. hahas. must thank him for the nicely baked cookies. without him, the cookies wouldn't look so nice (but who noes:P) so thanks jp!!
Then when spirited away has ended, cindy let us watch qian ji bian II. v funny!! hahas. we laugh until lyk duno wat. cindy joined in too. hahas. then michelle was doing all by herself. but she's sometimes distracted too, but still she did the work when we r watching tv, so sorry....
when evrything's over, we pack le then sit there and watch zhen ming tian nv. jp was so eager to go home cos he noe tt he would reach home v late if he still dun leave. but no one wants to go with him. i'm ok with it la. but my sis still dun wanna leave. haha. so we wait till evrything's over and we went together. michelle, cindy, lx and me agreed to have dinner together. so, when we were walking to the station, i think jp n i were too engrossed in our conv le, forgot abt them and walk quite fast acc to them. but then when they call, jp noes n he start walking faster. hahas. we walk faster and talk at the same time. pro ma? then lx tag behind us. not bad, she can follow :P
When we were at the cross junction, we waited for the both of them there and they seems to be angry le. oopsie...
Anyway, later we took 132 together and the 4 of us alight at the macs there while jp cont taking the bus home.
then we had our "dinner" till 10 plus. n my dad called. hahas.
then lyk tt lor.
this post v long rite? so, i shall cont blogging tmr instead ba. hahas.

2005-11-30T04:55:00.000-08:00

Finally, the 3 days have ended. ok, think a lot of u all dunno wat happened to me these 3 days. how come i din come online. hahas. nothing much la.
ok, let's start from auntie michelle la. erm... few weeks ago, auntie michelle told me to go help her in a character training camp @ Bethel Presbyterian. I've got so much to tok abt. hahas. but then, not really leh, cos... nvm.

Yijia, my sis n me went to help out. For your info, the so-called camp is for the kids de. no youths. but there got teachers from tt church (i supposed) to help take care of the kids too. the kids r break up into groups. Faithfulness, Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Gentleness, Goodness. almost 9 fruits of the spirit, here only got 8, btw, i arrange it here acc to how they arrange their grps there.
Then, i was put into Gentleness. I'm nt gentle at all :P
The first day is boring. hahas. i wonder anyone read the post i posted on monday night. anyway, it's really boring. I just sit there, i mean we just sit there just like the kids there then listen to auntie michelle tok. yah... the character for the day is Obedience. Evrything was quite ok until afternoon ard 2 plus lyk tt. v tired. hahas... ya, auntie michelle noticed tt i was tired too.

I packed my clothes into my bag then set off to meet auntie michelle they all. actually i'm supposed to stay there for the 2 nights de, but then i din bring my clothes on Monday, cos i tot she was joking :P
There's only elijah and myself on Tuesday.
eh... i missed out something. hahas. pai seh... i felt tt it's quite interesting and i've to mention tt girl cos she's quite impt for this post. hahas. nd her to make our story interesting :P On Monday morning when we reach there, a girl, erm... not girl liao, later i tell u how old. I still remember her name, her name is Yilin. How come i remember? cos v easy sia. Yijia+Linxuan=Yilin. exactly the same word. hahas. ok, she came over to us and ask the 3 of us (yijia, lx n me) to write down our name on a paper cos she going to help us to write our name on the name tag.
So, i wrote first. my full name in chinese. Then linxuan's turn. so yijia and i suggested tt she just write a lin can le. lyk this :
傅琬轩 (but this one in fan ti zi)
琳
ya, so it's lyk this. then yijia wrote her name la. then yilin wrote mine first. ok.. then yijia's. then linxuan's. hahas. know wat? she really only write a lin there. and the 4 of us (including auntie michelle) kip laughing. ok, a bit rude and i think we made her pai seh. i tot of tt too at tt time, but then nv say:P then she kip saying sorry. then linxuan wrote it herself lor. hahas.
ok la, it's really funny. i dunno wat abt u all la. hahas. ok, nvm... wateva tt i find tt is funny is actually not. nvm. but if u r there, i'm sure u will also laugh.
ok back to second day. only me n elijah. i took elijah to my group. anyway, we din really do anything la, so wherever we go also nvm de. but he should go help out in his sis grp anyway. hahas. nvm la.
hen again, we din really help much la.
Then later, elijah go back to his favourite guessing game again. 你觉得她是男的还是女的？ya, referring to me lor. u can only ask this in chinese ma. hahas. if nt u must use he/she lor. but nvm la, i'm used to it anyway. hahas. He go ask yilin.
Then there's another teacher beside her. so, he asked the both of them. then the 2 of them clever sia. they din ans straightaway. they still got think de wor. but then if it's me, i should be able to noe the ans straightaway. if tt person look lyk a boy, then if someone asked this, there shud be something wrong ma, just say girl lor. hahas.
ok, anyway, yilin asked me "how old r u?" i just ans la. but then from this simple qn, both of them noes the ans le. btw, i tot my voice quite low wor. even the kids there got fooled by me. wahahaha
then i think from then on, we start toking to yilin le. anyway, i'm still not used to call her by her name now, but then dun wanna confused u all ma, so just put her name lor.
after i ans her qn, i ask her back the same qn. she said she's 20. then she's lyk laughing. then i was lyk... "ooo k..." then i just went away. but then still doubting.
she really dun look lyk 20 years old lor. i kip thinking how old is she before i confirmed it today evening. hahas. really la. i kip guessing... hahas. eh... she's told us 20 hor, but then she really dun look lyk 20.But then if u say she's ard 16, 17... she look too mature le. so i kip thinking n guessing. hahas. lame. But i lyk to play with this kind of ppl de age. as in those who dun look lyk their actual age de.
Then i spend the night in pastor John's house. At night, when we were told to slp, we were still chatting away. tok abt the youths, wat we did there and so on. and also a joke tt we laugh till siao. i dunno whether yijia will tell u all la. but if she nv say, come ask me lor. hahas. Then after a while, our answer is just lyk (how to say arh...) lyk... ya, with our mouth closed. get wat i mean? nvm if u dun. hahas. then slowly, we fall aslp. i think the time is ard 10.45pm ba. not too sure, but ard there acc to my estimation. hahas.
Long time nv slp so early le. woohoo.. Thank God for making me so tired and thank God for KFC for praying tt elijah n japjap din chao too much. hahas.

wahh... i woke up without anyone waking up me. miracle!! hahas. i tot i would need yijia to wake me up de, but then thank God, i no nd. hahas. woo... really had a nice slp yest. hahas. felt so good in the morning.
Today is quite good la. cos at least we got help out by acting out the story.
Then during the teabreak time, a kid name charlotte teo kip asking me "r u sure u r a girl?" then i replied " aiya, i think i not sure leh. how arh?" hahas. if nt wat u want me to ans? hahas.
Then after the teabreak, we went up. we got a bit free time before the teachers came back. Then i suddenly felt tt i've became one of the exhibits in an exhibition. many kids surround me. then kip asking me the same qn. no la, only a few, but then a lot of them crowd ard me. esp charlotte, she kip asking the same qn. hahas. quite fun la.
Then a p6 girl, a genius who got 276, kip going ard to help me convince those kids. hahas. i was told tt when they r doing their art, the girl kip toking abt me. hahas. still trying to help me convince them. hahas. thanks!!
Then when they were doing their art, today is the first time tt i've become useful. hahas. i just walk ard and tell them wat to do and if they do it wrongly, i just tell them wat to do... all tt. so shuang. hahas.
Then after tt, they have a prize presentation. cos last day le ma. so before they settled down, i finally confirmed tt she's 20. I asked her "eh, u really 20 arh?" in chinese la. ya, i called her eh. cos i told u le, nt used to call her by her name. then she said "ya, u wanna see my IC?" hahas. abi said tt also when i ask her this qn again n again. hahas. anyway, i said ya, but she nv show me. hahas.
so, i just sit down on the floor with the kids. then i told elijah tt she's really 20, so he asked her which month she's born on and which day. then the two of us (yilin n me) were lyk ask for wat. tt doesn't concern her age. hahas. so, he just told me to kp quiet then she said 11th July. In chinese is qi yue shiyi ma. so, hahas. ya!! seven eleven!! nice one!
Then prize presentation. and as wat elijah have tot, Gill the little girl is one of the best in her grp. hahas. then when they r ending tt time, before they were told to leave, i grab the opportunity (can say so la, cos elijah dun believe tt anyone in tt church got msn cos he said tt the church so old fashion, go ask him y ba, though i noe) to ask yilin her whether she got msn.
wahh... Then she's quite smart wor. when i ask her, she no nd think one leh, or say anything, she just ask me whether she got pen n paper or not. then i asked her whether she got pen cos i got receipt (benefit of kiping receipt :P) then she said no. aha! handphone. hahas. so i pass her my hp and i can see n feel tt she's having a hard time using my hp. hahaha. and she told me after tt. so, i save it lor. wahahahaha. a new fren!! oh ya, i said tt she's smart cos when i ask ppl whether they have msn, they will stop with a "ya" then i will start to think "cannot be more auto arh. ask u of cos wanna noe ur email add then add u la" hahas. and she din ask y, tt's the best thing sia. hahas. ezier to make frens.
Then after tt, before another girl went, elijah n i quickly chiong to her and ask her abt her psle score (elijah wanna noe, not me this time :P) then after tt i asked for her email again. she just told me to give her my no. then she sms me. so i just give lor. but then, she still haven sms me her no. cry... hahas. I'm more interested to make frens with those who r abt above pr5. older than me also nvm. hahas
Anyway, today is the best day of the 3 days. cos i din feel tired. cool! then also cos at least i got to help out, if nt i will feel tt i go there for nth. as in cos others ask me help then i just go there and sit ard n do nth, nt v nice ma. ya, i was thinking abt tt before today. and i was also thinking yest tt if i go there then come back without making any new frens, it's lyk a bit ke xi ma. so, hahas. i think i've got better now, i auto ask for their msn. and the kids r so interested in me. whahaha. i mean i'm lyk something tt's so fun to kip guessing. lol. then another little girl came to me when she dunno how to do. hahas. think the kids noe tt there's someone who looks lyk this existed.
I'm quite boliao la, cos i lyk kids to surround me. hahas. if others surround me lyk tt, hahaha... fighting time! if not, it's praying time!! hahas
but i really lyk kids to surround me. so fun. hahas.
i lyk lotsa things which r lyk v wu liao lah. i lyk lotsa ppl coming together to worship, i lyk the sound. v nice. yes, lyk wat pastor John they all said... sounds lyk angels singing. beautiful!! hahas.
ok la, i'm someone who's v wu liao. but tt's me!! wat can u do? the only one tt can change me is God.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
i also lyk to laugh v much. even if u r nt funny, i'll still laugh. ya, just dun want to make u pai seh. ya, lyk to laugh but dunno how to smile. frens always say tt i'm someone who just hack care de. tt's y i can be so "happy". Happy or not i still can laugh n i will laugh ma. if u ever seen me with a sad face, n i told u tt i'm sad, then u r good. hahas. cos... nvm lah. no chance for anyone of u, so u no nd noe. hahas

2005-11-28T22:22:00.000-08:00

Apple flavour de peijun taste nice. yummy. hahas. din have the chance to chew it in front of pj on sunday, haix... hahas.
Anyway, yest, i got lotsa qns. hahas... quite stupid.
when Rev David Wu wa preaching yest... oh ya, btw, da korkor and jp, he's nt tt bored at all wat. hahas. he's fun. ok, anyway, when he was preaching yest, during the part where he mentioned tt Jesus is returning, and he toks abt the signs all tt, i was thinking "What happens to the earth when tt happens? where is heaven?" ya... stupid qns. hahas. but anyway, i'm really curious wat will happen to the earth. freeze when the ice at the north n south pole melt? then when the fire comes down, it melt? hahas. dunno la. hahas. and for where is heaven... this qn have always been on my mind since young. hahas. though i din read the bible n stuffs when i was young... maybe cos of the TV shows. hahas. their heaven is lyk... it's just on top of us, in this earth. so, i was thinking, if i manage to invent a super binoculars, would i be able to see heaven? hahas.
and many more qns, can't think of it now. but some r not tt stupid. hahas. oh ya, i just asked huimin a qn. how to focus on Jesus when Ps James told us to focus on Jesus?
I was told by pastor James lotsa times to focus on Jesus. ya, cos he was praying for me last year when i was down on the floor. hahas. then whenever he said tt to me, i wanted to ask how, but then can't really ask. hahas. can't really control myself even though my mind is clear. so, anyone got the ans??
I fastforward to night service at St. John Chapel ok?

i went there frm my grandma's hse. actually shud be my jiujiu bring me there de cos he going there. but then my yizhang brought me there instead cos he scared my jiujiu's hse nt enough space cos he still have to fetch my linlin jiejie and gina they all.
Anyway, i thank God tt my jiujiu went. ok, before the service i prayed. ya, esp for my jiujiu n my jiumu.
And thank God tt He heard my prayer. Praise the Lord!!! ok, this is wat happened and this is wat i prayed. For those who came yest, shud noe what happened rite? ya, then he was amazed by the power of God. he asked my ahyi (ziai's mum) how come the ppl would all fall by themselves without ppl pushing them de? all these lor. then thank God tt he din return home during the service. yes, tt's wat i prayed for too. cos he said tt he can't live without smoking. hahas. so he said he will get out at ard 8.30, but then thank God tt he stays throughout n he saw wat God did. so, really thank God. I'm sure he's getting closer le.
Then rev david wu tok abt pressing in ma... then he said sacrifice a few hours of ur slp to read God's words n pray. So, i wanna try waking up at 6am. ya, i woke up at 6am n fell aslp again. hahas. nvm, i will not give up! shall try again n again.

went to help auntie michelle out in another church. abt character first de. totally unprepared. was not told wat to do. and so, i've got nth to do when i'm there. well, perhaps, it's bcos i'm nt being initiative to help the kids out. i stayed there with the kids there and when she's toking, i feel lyk slping le. v tired. i really wonder how come the kids can tahan de. frm morning till evening 5pm leh. halfway thru, abt 1 plus, 2 plus, i start to feel tired le, then kip yawning. hahas. i think auntie michelle noe la.
Anyway, i really can't communicate with kids. hahas. something lyk u dun tok to me, i dun tok to u. hahas.
V hungry sia. the lunch n teabreak is v little. so, auntie michelle treat us for dinner. woohoo!! hahas.
Anyway, i'm leaving sg on 1st dec. going ot malaysia, ipoh. well, have a prayer request here. erm... i think this time i'm going for quite a long time, nt weeks, but counted long le. and i think tis is the chance. Chance for me to sharechrist with them.
ya, so my prayer request would be tt, i'll be able to sharechrist with my grandparents esp (i love my yeye v much k), i'll be extremely guai and living according to the way of God, so tt i'll be a living testimony.
ya, cos this few weeks, erm... duno when did i started to think tt it will be good if i can spend more time with them cos i only go back once a year and at the most, only 1 week lor. so, this time erm... at first i was told 10 days (until 10th, sat) then later i was told 11 days (until 11th. sun), then i told my dad tt i wanna attend church on 11th, and so i asked him if we can come back before sunday morning, so he called my aunt and i dunno wat she said la, my dad only told me tt my aunt says ok. so, this time i've extra time. so, i shall not waste this chance.
btw, i'm going back this time cos my grandmother is having op, usually i dun go back during this time de, i only go back in new year. erm... pai seh... got used to saying going back le. I'm a singaporean nt a malaysian hor, make this clear. hahas. really got someone tot tt i'm a malaysian in uthnity. ya lor, the leader who is so fun to play with, Auntie Ah bigail. hahas. but then some other ppl, some frm uthnity, some r nt, they ask me whether i'm frm hong kong, or am i a foreigner. hahas. i dunno y la. but i remember my mom said tt it's cos i'm fair, as in nt dark. but i'm getting darker le (n i'm nt growing tall. cry... evrything goes the opp now). in a few years time, i dunno if anyone would still think tt i'm a foreigner...
but Anyway, ya, pray tt my grandmother's op would go smoothly and stuff.
erm... as a show of appreciation, wateva tt u all wanna get frm malaysia, sms me. hahas. the bros won't get anything, cos i noe they won't visit my blog. not cos they din pray, but bcos they din noe abt this:P as in buying stuffs for u all. btw, u all shud noe tt i'm nt rich hor, pls, have mercy on me. dun kill me with the prices. hahas... the amt of money spent won't kill me, but my parents would. hahas.
I'm leaving on thurs le. i think i wanna trade hp with my mom for tt few days, hahas... dunno for wat, but then if i'm bored, i can sms :) but i noe my mother would kip nagging if i tell her tt. hahas. ok la, just thinking only. hahas.
i noe wat mentos want. she wants bubble gum. hahas. she told me to smuggle in. diao... hahas

2005-11-27T00:17:00.000-08:00

Tmr i shall go buy mentos n chew it in front of my mentos. new flavour de. v huge. hahas. name PJ.
Anyway, just came back frm St John's Chapel.
i lyk today's worship!! i lyk the song "起来荣耀". when we were singing this song, i can see the whole worship team jump up. cool! esp the guitarist! i lyk the way he jump. hahas.
anyway. hahas... i really lyk today's worship.
First time enjoy praising God so much. hahas
and the whole service today is cool! ya! God is so cool! hahas. Amazing!
Though i've seen this kind of things happening before, but still so amazing to me.
Indescribable. hahas.

2005-11-26T00:43:00.000-08:00

ok, there's so much happening today.
nicole, and some others, pai seh... this gonna be a long post.
ok, got to start frm morning. In the morning, my dad woke me n my sis in the morning just to go to Nanyang Girls', cos they got a open hse. one of my sis' choice is tt sch la. me n my sis nt in the least interested to go. lol. huang shang bu ji tai jian ji. hahas
i'm supposed to meet michelle de. which is lyk... ai ya, nvm la, this one skip la, if nt really v long le. hahas
i'm meeting her cos we wanna go to a christian music warehouse sale @ lavender there.
then got some things happened in between before i meet her la, but nvm. no one would be interested :P
so, we meet le. ok, the small details oso think u all r nt interested to noe la. but then... i'm interested to write it down:P
at first we take bus dunno wat la frm the bus stop outside the mrt. we also nt sure whether nd to cross the road or nt, but we just take. so, take till halfway, we decided to ask the driver. the driver tt we got the wrong direction ordy. so, he told us to take 145/61. so we alight, cross over, then wait for the bus to come.
wait for abt 10 mins, i ask michelle where r we going to have our lunch. oh ya, btw, we r outside bugis mrt. so, michelle just pointed at somewhere behind me and then i turn ard... oh... bugis junction. so, i told her we might as well go eat first then later then go. so, we all agreed. and ya, sure u all noe y i lyk to put tis down ba. well, when we walk out of the bus stop, the bus come le. both buses. hahas. nvm. we din turn back. we r good horses. hahas. btw, linxuan is with us too. hahas. abi asked us where we r and then i told her tt we r touring ard singapore. it's true. u will noe y later.
So, we go eat at the foodcourt. then i buy claypot eat. btw, for some of u who dunno, i heeded my da jiejie's advice n go see doc yest and got my hand bandaged up lyk dunno wat. hahas. ya, there's a reason y i mentioned this. btw, u wanna noe how i brush in the morning?? ask me k? hahas. i show u. lol
ok, i went to buy claypot. then when i handed over the money to the uncle, he saw my hand. hahas. then thank God for tt kind uncle, he offered to help. self-service doesn't apply to me:P i feel tt since yest, i have been v da pai. hahas. u can ask me y. hahas. but i dun think anyone will ask ba, cos when they see a long post, they just go away le. lol.
i had a long lunch. even linxuan is faster than me. must really train up my left hand le. hahas... so tt next time won't be so ma fan. lol. ezier to do things. but then, hope tt there's no nxt time le.
anyway, we took 145. then i was lyk... eh... the bus lyk v familiar leh. i got take b4 arh. then take take take, after dunno how long, aha! balestier road, ah hood road. ya, taekwondo grading there, which means we r heading to toa payoh. hahas!! touring ard singapore rite?
so, ok, nvm... dun go le. my fault la!! wasting evryone's time, but then we got lotsa time today. we r simply trying to waste as much time as possible. hahas.
so, we take a mrt. dunno where we heading also. then when we were reaching yio chu kang... erm wait, mr teo just mentioned on wed tt no one take a mrt and dunno where he/she is going. if he's gonna ask again, i'm gonna raise my hand. hahas. ok, so yck, then i told michelle "we get off here first then think la, if nt later u wanna go jurong east then come back again arh" so, she dun want ma, she just sit there. then i just walk out of the mrt. i walk out my sis sure tag along de ma. so, she still sit there and then when she saw us walking out, and tt's the time when it start to beep. so, she quickly chiong out. hahas. i'm jue enough de ok. so, dun play tis kind of game with me. by nw, shud noe tt i'm quite stubborn, or to put it nicer, determined. hahas.
then we sat there got more than half an hr. so, we asked almost evryone in uthnity. even abi. hahas. but in the end, thank God, we can go yijia's hse. auntie michelle let. cos only she at home, the rest at zi ai's hse, on the way back.
so, we went. stay there and slack ard lor.
then when the 3 of them (elijah, japjap, yijia) come back, auntie michelle go work. then their turn to entertain us.hahas. elijah n japjap v funny. they have to run just to get a cup. hahas. cute. lol. as if their hse is a big big bungalow lyk tt. but dun think anyone would run in a bungalow also. hahas.
then we go back to yck and wait for uncle michael to come fetch us to st John's chapel.
anyway, we reach there just on time. 7.30pm. but i think they r quite punctual, they've already started when we reach there. and there's lotsa ppl. hahas.
the whole service is amazing! thank God for making all these possible. wait for michelle to give thanks on sunday or if she forget, remind her to, and then ask her wat happened and stuff. and also thank God tt i'm able to take down notes. yesh! with my right hand. and now, i'm typing with my left hand and the middle finger of my right hand. cos middle finger is the longest. if u dun understand, go bandage ur hand u will noe y. but make sure u bandage it up lyk hw the doc did it. hahas.
hmm... just finish toking to huimin on msn. she's gd sia. hahas. nice to chat with her. hahas. but i wonder if she's sian. cos all along, she's the one toking :P and i'm just trying to absorb. i told her tt she can go publish a bk le. cos all tt she taught me, some kind of teach la, think is enough to publish a bk le. hahas. thank you huimin lao lao lao shi :)

2005-11-24T13:39:00.000-08:00

haix... as i've said... this world is unfair. hahas. serious la, super unfair sia.
my sister she nv study her psle result still get so high. pai seh... u want to noe, go ask her, shud respect her.
sian sia... my parents also so unfair, i got 240 they not happy sia. my sis got ... they so happy still buy hp for her. ya la, obviously she got higher than me.
I admit tt she's much more cleverer than me. nvm. i dun believe tt this world hav bu lao er huo de shi. this is always the zao ju for bu lao er huo. hahas...
She's really clever. believe it or not. she din study AT ALL, she just kip playing maple lor. lyk tt also can get such high marks.
next year i shall work v hard. my teacher always says tt talent stands 1%, but working hard stands 99%. well, still the same la. who cares. :P
so, dun tok to me abt games next year. shall concentrate.
cry... i always say tt i will work hard. last time promise my mentos also, but nv do it :( pai seh mentos, to disappoint u. so... take it tt i've nv said tt before. if not u all will b v disappointed in me again. hahas
no games still got internet. still got tablet to distract me during lessons. still got frens ard me to distract me. cos even if i dun play, they still will play on their tablets, if nt, my partner will disturb me. this is something really sad. cos sometimes i really wanna concentrate :(
nvm la. shall not be jealous of my sis. hahas. no point. making myself sadder only. hahas. forget it la. since i dun lyk ppl to make a comparison between the both of us, i shall not make a comparison myself. if i tell my frens abt my sis results, i will go mad again. they will say things lyk wah... ur sis evrytime win u one arh... lousy.
ooh... just got to noe my cousin, yihui's result. she auto come find me. hahas. she got higher marks than me. dun mind if she's boasting or wateva. cos she got study and plus she's clever. so, hahas... she got 1 more mark than linxuan.
and also yiting, a fren of mine. pr 6. got to noe her.... erm... nvm, shall nt tell u how i noe her. hahas. although she din get as high as my sis, but i still think tt she's gd. cos she work v hard. yep. she's good too. hahas.
nvm... i pei my sis to get her results, nt bad la cos... i got to step into dlss again after 2 months and 23 days.and i got to see my teacher again. ya, my fav teacher. he v good de. hahas. he's v good.but too bad, he's leaving dlss le. goin to raffles girls' primary. mix sch he dun want, he go girls' sch. even if he want girls' sch also must come my sch ma. hahas. dlss losing a good teacher... too bad... dlss. farewell to u.
considering whether i shall return next year. cos my fav teacher not there le. but nvm la, dlss is still my sch, and there's my teachers. shall go back.

2005-11-24T08:20:00.000-08:00

GERALDINE 也为我感到不值！！
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其实她是为自己感到不值

我们俩是站在同一条线上的！！2 Vs. 1

ok lame. hahas. Got any others wanna join our team? hahas. anyway, how come their maths paper got something wrong de. cry... my sis noe how to solve sia. how can it be wrong then? oh ok, i noe le, she's clever ma. how come nth is wrong last year? hahas.
Forget it, even MOE is helping this year de student. haix...

2005-11-23T18:38:00.000-08:00

In the morning, i went to SPD (Society for the Physically Disabled) to take a look. cos i took part in VCIP. Came back at ard 4 plus. was bz with friendster, chatting with gerald n abi, checking out G4C forum, changing templates of blog, so... i came here only after 2 hours. hahas.
hehe... u ppl must be thinking tt wanxuan is too free le, go join VCIP. btw, VCIP stands for Volunteery Community Involvement Programme (or project if u want). So, it's something tt i volunteered la.
ya, wanxuan is free... true. I'm lyk wu suo shi shi evrytime, abi noes tt. hahas. but i join not really cos I'm free. If i'm bz, then perhaps i would still be considering la, so being free stands a small part. Mainly is bcos i... wanna try something new. as in... cos i wanna learn how to care for others. ya, tt's something new for me, cos i dunno how to care for others.
Anyway, we just go there to take a look. ya, to see if we r interested in tt area. cos CIP involves a large area, not only the old folks home, SPD all tt... still got a lot of others. www.nvpc.org.sg and www.cip.org.sg u can take a look there. oops, toking more lyk mr teo le. hahas. so, ya, just to see if we r interested to help out there and to see how we can help out if we want. but i think we can only do those ez jobs la, cos we dun really have any special skills.
They got lotsa sponsors but then still nd lotsa money cos 1 year they nd to pay abt $4m. a lot wor.
then when we return to sch, we got a short meeting. only got 8 ppl including mr teo. Not really a meeting la. Mr Teo just brief us on wat we r going to do all tt n told us lotsa things.
So, we would be expecting a 3 days 2 night camp next year Jan. Supposed to be this year de, but then cos the slot is taken up, so... next year lor. Then mr teo said tt he would also try to get us a mentor from uni. then a trip to thailand. the orphanage tt was just set up, and ms goon went there tt one. hmm... hope tt i will have a chance to see my little penpal. hahas. Finally, my turn to go thailand and finally, no longer any part of malaysia anymore. hahas... to tell u the truth, i have only been to malaysia. eh... nono. indonesia too!! batam BOL. few months ago. hahaha.
VCIP... shall see...
Finally, it stopped raining... has been raining for days. but then, the weather still v cold.

2005-11-22T21:23:00.000-08:00

Came back frm mindy's hse @ ard 5.30pm.
Her hse real cool man!! although it's nt the first few times i went there :P
The last time i went there shud be before August. cos she said she got the drum set in August.
She today really teach me leh. thanks mindy.
she teach me how to read tabs. it's easier to play. it's at least better than wenda just saying how to play. hahas. helps a lot. sometimes can sometimes cannot. yeah!! next time hire her as drum teacher. hahas. better if she give my free drums lesson. lol. no la. just learn a bit only la, for fun. not bad to noe a bit of evrything, but bad if u r not expertise in anything in the end. hehe. tt's y my dad wants me to slow down. but too bad, i'm just curious abt almost evrything.
hahas... anyway, mindy, thanks again.
i just realised tt a lot of ppl lyk to blog in one line one line de. i'm not gonna try tt cos i blog this way already v long le, if i blog tt way, no one can stand it de le. hahas... but tt's great!! yeah!! hahas.

2005-11-22T13:53:00.000-08:00

3 days... i've not posted. hahas. nth much actually.
Sunday... wat a special day it is. hahas... nt toking abt the skit la. lol. i mean evryone went home so EARLY and some went to batam, the church is so empty. to the kids tt play badminton (including me), it should b great! hahas. but then... elijah is sick. zi ai dunno for wat reason also can't play. no one got racket and no one play with me.. cry... wahhh
Cos if elijah is nt sick and zi ai can play, we can play lyk siao for the whole day without the adults there to chase us off the court. haix... y so qiao de. argh!! nvm. anyway, i dun think i can play :P if i play then my hand would be gone. hahas. and i'm nt used to zi ai's back racket, it's a bit uncomfortable to hold. as in to me la. seems heavy. but can't say anything cos zi ai is a pro too, how can i say tt her racket is heavy. hahas. i lyk her yellow racket more and i love it more than my own. hahas... noe y? cos when i hit got the sound ma. made me feel so shuang. as if i hit until v good lyk tt. but then, quite true leh, i can hit high and far with it. hahas... maybe cos of the tension of the string.
Anyway, guess wat time i wake up today??
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lame. hahas

ok la, i wake up at 12pm today. ya, cos of the weather. i remember i slept quite early yest. dunno how early is tt la, cos i was still awake after a long time. can't slp sia. since dunno when lyk tt le. nvm la. hahas... slowly.
anyway, ya cos of the weather. the weather is so nice for slping and it's so dark. i woke up a few times i think... cos i heard my hp ringing. but then i placed it in the living room leh. and it's quite soft. dunno how come i can hear it. then i tot tt it would be something urgent cos no one ever call me on my hp for no reasons. hahas. no one would ever call me for a chat de la. lol. only fiona tt da xiao jie, she too free le. we always crap on the phone and then even when no one is toking, we would still hold on to the phone. hahas. anyway, i wake up then i saw a missed call, i look at the no, who is tt? then i tot, nvm la, if it's really tt urgent, he/she wouldn't just call once. hahas. so i went back to slp again.
after tt, the phone rang. someone sent a sms to my hse abt badminton training today (hope tt i din hear wrongly, if nt i kana wack by my teammeates le cos... hahas) then i was lyk, if u want to tell me, tell me earlier. cos the time stated is 9 am. quite early. then i was lyk... wat time issit le, nw then tell me, i live v far de u noe (i din bother to check the time anyway). yesterday told me 1.30, nw tell me 9am. i noe tt it's quite impossible for me to reach there by 9am le cos i can SENSE tt it's quite late le. so after hearing tt it's 9am. hmm... btw, tt person must b purposely de, as in purposely send to my hse. cos the english in in full de, if nt the comp can't read it. i knew tt cos tis is the 2nd time someone send to my hse le, the first time is abi i think...
anyway, i dunno if i got finish listening or nt, cos after noeing tt it's 9am, i just bang, hung up the phone. tt's y i said hope tt i din hear wrongly. hahas. then i went back slping. first time trying tt. quite nice. hahaha. shall try not to try tt again, quite rude i think. hahas... but since it's a com, so nvm la. hahahahaha
so, i wake up a few times... then at ard 12pm, zi ai called me to ask abt pokemon stuffs. i tell u, i can even tell u wat to do in my dreams. cos she's playing the older version de, as in yellow/blue/red. i played tt for dunno how many hundred times le. but then... forgot le, cos long time nv play le and i've decided not to touch tt anymore.
zi ai was the one tt made me do a decision lyk tt. cos she told me tt pokemon is bad and wateva. for a few times, i din bother cos at tt time i dun go church de. i'm just one christian tt doesn't read the bible, doesn't pray at all, dun go church. erm... dun think tt's call a christian. ahhahas. anyway, until tt year when i came back to BOL, then i stop playing the card games, evrything abt pokemon (cos zi ai is a bit naggy) haha. then now, zi ai started to play. .... gou4 peng2 you3 arh. hahas
anyway, shall not tell u so much abt myself. hahas... so... shh... u dun nd to noe so much anyway.
so i woke up to ans all her qns. after tt, i planned to slp again de. but then when i put on my spects to check the time, i was shocked tt it's already 12 pm. no wonder she asked me whether i just woke up or wat. hahas.
maybe cos the weather is quite dark. and i tot tt it's still early. hahas... the sun is resting arh. hahas.
anyway, 12 pm is real late. next time must set my alarm clock le, though i dun have anything on. hahas
anyway, think i would have something on for the rest of the week le. thank God tt rev. David Wu is coming. and so i won't be bored to tt extent. cos kip staying at home.
today, i go mindy's hse. she say she wanna teach me drum, but i wonder if she really got drum or not. hahas. later then go.
tmr... tmr is wednesday... go school for VCIP. thank God tt i din forget, hope tt i will be able to wake up tmr if nt die le. hahas... bashed up by mr teo. hahas
thursday, got guitar lesson... 1 hr only... cry... lx take psle result. ya.. she's getting a hp if she got more than 240, cos tt's the promise between her n my dad, cos she's confident tt she can win me. oh well, she always win me. tt's y there's something for my parents to compare between me n her, which i dun lyk it. and i wonder if my dad would... ok... shh... rude to tok bad abt him. hahas. thursday is a real bad day although got guitar lesson which i love it v much. hahas. cos can learn something new. yeah!! but thursday is a real bad day. ps John n auntie michelle would noe y, and perhaps yijia would also noe... i dunno whether she noe or not. hahas. it's nt my prob anyway, i shall not be bothered abt it. and ya, tt's me!!
friday, sat and sun... go church. ya... but wat shall i do in the day?? oh ya, friday got piano lesson. i dunno how to do theory... sadded... first time... first page dunno how to do. haix... nvm. now i noe y my teacher said tt G6 if we cannot make it then no nd to go for exams. but i shall do my best!!

2005-11-19T00:43:00.000-08:00

Just nw went church for a rehearsal.
I din noe there's a rehearsal. seriously... The first time i think.. i'm super late... sorry. sorry to keep u all waiting. Then some of u will ask, then how come in the u noe leh?
ya, just now when i was at home, lying on the floor watching TV (ok arh... tt's me), then suddenly i tot of the skit. i was worrying tt i can't make it and so on. then i heard my phone vibrating (i left it on the table). Then i pick up the phone, it was frm my da korkor.
Then i was lyk "huh? wat is he toking abt?" cos he asked me where am i and when i told him he's lyk jialat. hahas... so he tell me lor. hahas...
Then i chiong to church for the skit rehearsal lor. Then when i reach YCK, and i saw tt no one is queueing up for 76. and tt prob means... it just "ran away". hahas... and so i sms my da korkor. then not too long after tt the bus came liao. thank God...
Then we did the rehearsal... erm.. nt too bad liao. my role was actually a quite bored one. hahas... a bit extra though. then peijun was there to add something here and there and then tell me to be more expressive all tt... then my role became slightly better. hahas
acting is not for me. nono! hahas... hmm.. toking abt acting, i tot of my frens. hahas.. though it has got nth to do with acting but got something to do with singing. ya, superstar. looks lyk my frens ard me r serious wor. they really going le. hahas... either tmr or sunday.
they r actually quite ok la. not those 马不知脸长 type. erm... hope tt i apply it in the right way. hahas.. feel free to tell me my mistakes (nt including grammar) hahas. 请多多指教.
michelle kip sms-ing me abt the skit now. hahas... she sounds really worried. lol. she din go for the rehearsal but she kip asking if the props r ready, almost ready or half, got any rehearsal during the week or not... all tt. hahas.. responsible director arh. we got lotsa director, think tis one is better. hahas she still ask me nt to laugh too much. hahas... sometimes i also dunno tt i'm laughing. lol
Anyway, today i broke my record. I stay in the library @ lot 1 for abt 2 hours. wei wei wei, no frens pei wo tok, i din sit there daydream, i din fall aslp there, i was reading. but then, i was reading comics. hahas.. finish tt comic. tt comic quite stupid la, abt wesley, in chinese is wei4 si1 li3. heard b4 ba. the title is "lao mao" (old cat :P) the story is lyk... haix... i dun lyk tt. hahas... the endign is lyk... no fun de. i also noe hw to write tt kind of ending. anyway, just a personal opinion la. u can go read it urself. ya, i read tt just to spend tt 2 hours. hahas...
If the library is quieter, and got more new books, i would lyk tt place v much. hahas... i prefer quiet places at times, too noisy... nt for me. lol
At first i was in the children section reading my comics de. btw, the comics is nt frm there de. then, i was lyk... 忍无可忍... v noisy. the kids in there. so i went out, and find a place to sit, just beside the bookshelf, i tot i can enjoy my reading le. But then, there were 2 girls wearing their sch-u v noisy, they were toking v loudly. got another 2 girls sitting somewhere near me la, one of them scolded them, as in really scold, but nth happened. then i look ard again, no place to sit le. so, i just dun care le, just cont my reading... after reading till 3/4 of the bk, they left. thank God they left. then again, i tot i can enjoy my reading. then got some ppl come again. the boy is reading out the words to his mother. got louder and louder, then their mother told them to soften down, then again, they got louder. hahas... but it's quite ok la, in the end nt much noise. better than the 2 girls.
Next time, if u want to look for a quiet place, u can drop off the idea of going to the library le, it's nt as quiet as before.
hmm... i think i lyk quiet places with air con. hahas. ya, u can say i can go to my room ma. but then, got lotsa cars passing by. tt's noise too. hahas...
then i borrowed 4 bks with my sis' card. i told her to come then after tt go to my ah yi's hse (u no nd to noe for wat reason) then after i finish reading, i called her, which is abt 3.15pm. i tell u something, i off my phone until 3pm. hahas... cos i noe my mom n teacher would sure call me to go back de :P
Anyway, i was waiting for her. i was standing at the window panes there. looking at ppl going up and down, in and out of the shopping centre. ya lor, i look lyk a wierdo. no one stand there de, only me. hahas... cos i was searching for my sis to see if she come le. cos it's really cold sia. freezing. i only realised tt when i finish tt bk. hahas.
Then i saw her coming up. then i saw a girl behind her. as in behind her la, nt directly behind her. abt a few ppl in between. then she's wearing a black shirt... and tt black shirt looks kinda familiar. as in cos black ma. then i tot of ho sin's disp pict. also black shirt!!! hahas.. lame la, black shirt who also have. hahas... then i was lyk thinking if tt's Ho Sin. then i was lyk... just trying to see who's tt girl. whether it's ho sin or nt nvm la. lol. then, it's Ho Sin!!
So, i pass my bk to lx and ask her help me borrow. then i chiong out of the library to look for ho sin. but then... din manage to find her :(
wait! dun xiang wai wai... I'm straight k. she's just a long lost fren. erm... ya, can say so la. i always sort of "quarrel" with her. hahas... cos i always make fun of her and she's nt lyk fiona tt type de. she noes how to defend de. lol. quite fun:P
so in the end, the day is quite ok. i was thinking of something... is there something wrong with me?? getting depressed over a finger. hahas... cos frm my previous post, u can see tt i kip complaining abt tt finger. but it's really v annoying. v pain. if u ask me to clench my fist AT NIGHT, i can't do it. in the day, if u gently push my finger downwards, i will kill u. hahas... erm, btw, wat i mean is all the way down.

2005-11-17T23:19:00.000-08:00

pain sia... really v pain. din get better at all. think God wants me to slp earlier. cos it gets more painful as the day is ending.
tmr i shall sneak out during piano lesson :p cannot play la.
then i tell my mother... she said "nvm la, wait till one more week then SEE HOW la. tmr piano tell teacher tt u cannot play with right hand, ask him let u play with left hand only." ya, tt's only possible if i'm just a beginner.
not say cannot play la, can... but a bit pain. if i pick up my speed then tt would be verse. imagine i play till halfway then ahh!! guess i won't. hahas... but will stop suddenly. then i dunno wat will happen to my hand.
so, i noe tt the teacher won't let me off so easily, and so, i'm sneaking out tmr. anyway, my mother already said tt tmr my sis shall play for 2 hrs. and so it's the same but i noe my teacher would still call for me de. so it's better if i sneak out. lol
then saturday dunno how leh. guitar lesson. i tried playing my guitar today. sounds horrible sia. missing beats. and doesn't have a good feel. it's lyk if i cont to increase my speed, then... the pick may just fly off. hahas... ya lor, can't even hold the pick properly. or shall i hold the pick with my middle finger instead, but the index finger sticking out lyk tt v the... hahas
tmr shall i go for taekwondo? just go there to sit ard? can la. anyway, i've got nth to do.
i dun think it only invovles my finger. cos today when my sis squeeze my wrist, it's v pain. diff kind of pain.
i really wonder how come my hand become lyk tt leh. make me super fed up. now i realised the imptance of my finger... hahaha... Well, pray for me.
Should i spend over $10 to see doctor? Or should i continue to wait??
hehe... if u noe how to settle my hand... i appreciate it, but no thanks... i dun really trust my frens sometimes :P
and so... ppl also dun trust me!! hehe... quite sad.. but nvm. i can laugh even though something sad has been happening, others cry when they r not invovled, but then.... it's lyk nth has happened. lol... missing : wanxuan's heart
off topic!! off topic!! hahas... ok, so do pray for me.

2005-11-16T19:38:00.000-08:00

My hand still pain!!
In the morning is lyk ok de. as in not so pain. but then after tt it will get more n more painful then got the cracking sound.
i dun care if it's pain or not la. i wan play guitar!!!
anyway, i played my guitar in the morning :P not bad arh can hold pick. but a bit pain. hahas
tmr cannot go training
friday cannot play piano. dunno whether my finger can recover by tt day. even if can, also no use ma. nv practice, might as well dun want lesson.
friday cannot go taekwondo. if i go cannot do warm up. then can kick ma. then got the crack sound. hahas... cool rite? lol.
saturday cannot play guitar.
saturday cannot play badminton.
and so, for the whole week, i can't do anything AT ALL!!!
but i still can transfer my sermon notes, and i still can pray, and i still can read my bible. but i feel so sleepy the whole day. and wasted the whole day.
v sian... now i shall wait for huimin to finish blogging. hahas...

2005-11-15T17:34:00.000-08:00

hmm... some of u noe who is ye jing rite? shy, michelle and my mentos should noe rite? hahas
ya, she going thailand tmr. She wants me to pray for her. ya lor, me... but after the prayer meeting become us liao. hahas
she scared got bird flu, got black magic. She scared later she come back have to be isolated for 10 days, then she cannot go RC camp and her dunno wat chalet. She's going to be back on 21/11 nite. 23/11 got RC camp till 25/11. Chalet on 28/11 back on 30/11. Think is nov la, she only giv me the date. so shud be nov ba.
Anyway, i tell u this is to ask my dear bros and sis shun bian help her pray:P but... tis is nt the main pt. hahaha
i chatting with her now, then i come here blog. hahas
erm... shy, michelle and pj noes tt she haven receive christ yet hor? i dunno if the 3 of them noes this la. ye jing always ask me to pray for her. which is lyk... she trust tt God will help her. So thank God for tt.
But one thing i dun understand... really dun understand.
y she dun want go church leh? She seems to have lotsa excuses.
wait wait wait. i just realised something a few secs ago. she's free on the 27!! yeah!! shall grab the chance now :) thank God, i just tot tt she won't be free. now, have to depend on whether she wants to come or not.
Now i'm still sharing with her. hahas...
she's asking abt sins.
this is the FIRST time i chat so long with her and it's not me who really kip the chat going on. hahas... usually she just say byebye straightaway de. so, thank God for tt.

2005-11-14T20:56:00.000-08:00

My sis pon sch today. actually, i teach her de:P nono, i din tell her to pon sch, i only told her how come when my mothter tries to wake me up, she can't. I pon with reason de k. and i dun think tt's call pon-ing. 3 times only. i think 3 times is bcos of my ankle. i woke up in the morning, walk to the bathroom then back to my bedroom then tell my mother tt my ankle v pain, cannot walk. not to tt extend, but it's almost there. but my mother still kip trying to wake me up, then i was lyk... "ahh dun chao wo la. my ankle v pain la, how to walk!!" then i cover the whole head with my pillow. by tt time it's lyk i already wake up le la. not slping anymore, then i act slping la. hahas. i told her i did tt and she start pon-ing sch. tsk tsk. I'm a bad teacher. hahas she pon sch 4th time le. last week 3 times, then this week again.
Anyway, i wokeup 3 times then slp back again this morning. First time, my sis' alarm clock rang, then i was lyk... how come my alarm clock will ring de. no sch ma. i got set meh? cos tt time a bit blur ma. then i realised tt it's my sis' alarm clock then i went back to slp again.
After tt, i heard my sis scolding my sis. then my sis was lyk wat 7.20am le la, late liao, i dun want go le la. then i can't be bothered. then i just shut off my ears then slp.
Then later, i was still in my dreams. Suddenly, i was lyk thinking IN MY DREAMS "eh, tt 7.20 thing lyk v long le leh. y my alarm(hp, not my doraemon) haven ring yet arh?" Then i jumped up put on my spects, then i saw the clock, 8am?! Then i was lyk, my hp also got prob arh?" then i check. cheh... i set 8.30am. must b iwan la. yest chat with him he told me to wake up at 8am. cos i told him i dunno wat time to wake up. hahas. anyway, later i went back to slp.
Can't slp le. but then i was lyk... going to slp liao... going to slp liao. argh! alarm rang. zao zhi dao i dun go back slp le la. hahas.
ya, woke up so early JUST FOR HUIMIN. went to np to meet jp and shy. The small details i skip la.

we bought a cake le and then walk to LT20 somewhere ard 10.30am. Then jp n i go hide with the cake. Then shy called huimin out to pass her her water bottle.
Then jp n i was behind a wall ma. btw, shy, i dun think jp dunno there's a door there leh. cos when we were lyk walking there, he was telling me "wat if she comes out frm tt "hole" arh?" then i was lyk thinking... door jiu door la, still got hole arh. lol. Then we saw the door opened. The door seems to move quite slow cos i was lyk waiting to see if that's huimin. of cos i hope is nt her la. i still plan to whew if it's not huimin. But then... ahh!! huimin. then the 3 of us stunned. then i look at jp. he's acting as if telling huimin tt she did nt see us and he's lyk he wants to go back hide again. then i was thinking... he wants to surprise shy issit? hahas. Then i think shy noe wat happened cos we were laughing. then shy came over. hahas.
Then i handed the cake over to her. Then she was so engrossed in her conversation with shy. i was lyk listening to them. Then jp said "eh wanxuan, quick" then i got the idea. cos we were toking abt tt while buying. then i look at huimin. cos it's lyk if i am to put in my hand n take out again is quite obvious la. and we were just in front of her. then i took some cream frm there. huimin saw and she's wondering how come we were looking at the cake. then i was a bit sotong. i dunno when to make her. so i ask jp. so jp called huimin. then she look up then i... and she "ahh..." Looks lyk i got to be careful next year liao. let's pray tt no one remembers my bday. if u realised, i took out my birthdate frm my blog n put another bday on friendster.
After tt, they told us either we stay in the sch or wat lor. so jp told them we going out of the sch. then huimin told jp to study. then it's lyk i din bring anything. so, huimin told me she's going to hand me her bible. after a few seconds... she said "byebye" and walk off le. cry... hahas
So, jp n i walk to bukit timah shopping centre. at first, we were looking for kfc. go up n down but can't find. so we ask the security. then he told us. so, we went down to b1 again. we saw ntuc. then we went in. at tt time when we were standing under the ntuc signboard, i was thinking how come this shopping centre lyk tt de. kfc hide in ntuc. lol. anyway, in the end we went to the foodcourt beside kfc to eat. i had a long lunch leh. jp eat porridge also eat faster than me. i think ever since sch hols start, my speed is lyk going slower n slower le. i think walking speed also.
anyway, thank God tt we din have a silent lunch. cos i'm someone tt if there's only 2 of us, i would be v quiet. it's quite natural actually. ya, we tok abt the youths all tt. heaheahea... pj, u r finished. muahahahaha
Later we went to popular to read books. then jp said if huimin noes tt he nv study then he die le. then we found an excuse. hahas... ya, the bible!!
Both of us were reading a joke book by a pastor. it's clean. ya, clean jokes. the first one i took is lyk v sick la. then when da korkor told us to go np meet him n da jiejie, we still sit there and read. Later jp said, aren't we supoosed to go np to look for them now? then we put back the book and when we step out of the shopping centre, we became v lame. lol... i think tt is a good book la, ya for a laugh. Humour Gems or Gems of Humour. nt sure... but got the word "gem" and "humour". hahas.
Went back. We sat there to wait for huimin n shy. clement came later. he din hear us then i chiong in front of him. almost knock unto him. whew... Then we wait together. Later, we saw huimin and shy. then jp n i act as if nth has happened frm 11am to 1pm. as in nobody came. then the dakorkor and da jiejie n clement go hide.
huimin came over. and jp took out his hp and called "come out le la" so clement came out. huimin was so happy. hahas.
After tt da korkor and da jiejie came out. i think they shud tap her when they r behind her instead of calling "lecturer" and huimin turned and was super happy. but well, quite fun too. hahas.. lecturer wor. my da korkor and da jiejie were vying for the lecturer position. the other one would be assisstant lor.
They said i can't camouflage in there. cos i'm too small. ya, size and all tt. before tt, i was lyk saying "Y i cannot leh? i got the same height as huimin lor" then jp said if i wanna say huimin is short no nd to turn one big round to shoot her, just say tt can le. hahaha. then later they say cos of my face. yeah!! i look kiddy. hahas so old le still so childish. tsk tsk. anyway, i said tt to huimin n shy after tt when we were at orchard. hahas
@ cineleisure
We played table hockey. i lost once and i won once. i team up with huimin the second time n we win!! yeah!! hahas... then shy's hand kana hit. anyway, we had much fun there. but if pj is there, i think would b more fun. hahas
Then we went to hav lunch. erm... ya, we went but they eat while i drink. jp ate too. he ate huimin's share too. cool arh.
Then the bros were thinking of their future wives. started off with my big bro i think. they were talking lyk as if their wives r big bully then they v coward lyk tt. hahas... v funny. i almost choke on my drink a few times. Well, i tried tt before and i even tried spraying evrything out. hahas. ya, in a bball court.
Anyway, later, we went to take neoprints. 2nd time taking neoprints. quite fun. but the machine quite lousy. they only giv a small amt of time to so called decorate the photos. last time my fren took such a long time sia.
Anyway, later, we went out of the building then start taking photos as huimin suggested. we took photos at the centre of the street. take till halfway, jp said tt we r v wierd, take photos in the middle of nowhere. hahas... actually we were already ready le lor. when he said tt, we all fall. but actually, quite true. hahas... v funny. actually tt's not the first time he said tt, but i think they din heard him ba.
then shy, clement n i went home together. while the rest cont.
Really had a fun day with them. although i'm a bit tired n my da korkor realised tt i din tok on the bus when we were on the way and he tot i'm bored. Though i always see them, but when we go out together, it's stillv fun lor. but if my frens asked me to go out, i will re-consider la. then perhaps i would rather go for training. to be honest, i got training today:P
anyway, i dun think i can do anything. ya... cos dunno when, somewhere in the morning, my right hand de index finger v pain. i dunno y. while i was with them, i was thinking issit cos yest i played badminton. cos i'm not really comfortable with zi ai's racket. quite heavy, although it's v light le. but think cos i 1 week nv play le, so nt v used to play and some more tt's nt my racket. i dunno if tt's the reason la. I tot of another one. Last nite i was playing my guitar ma. at 1am plus. chatting with iwan abt guitar stuffs and play at the same time. at first started off v softly, then louder and louder. hahas. i dunno if tt's the reason la. when i was home, i took a rest and when i woke up, it's really v pain. got even more pain. ouch. i told my mom and she tot maybe it's bcos i played guitar last nite. i don't noe. but it's really pain.
now, i dun really dare to move tt finger. this post i type till v xin ku leh. cos i din really move tt finger. got move la, but dun dare move too much. firstly, cos v pain la. secondly, when i move tt finger, or even my wrist, got the cracking sound, it's lyk if i kip hearing tt i will feel v uncomfortable. thirdly, my hand is numb now, think move too much le. but i din really move lor.
pray for me k?
sianz... cannot play guitar tonight... sadded.
before u end, i wish huimin a BLESSED BIRTHDAY, hope u enjoy urself today :)

2005-11-13T21:15:00.000-08:00

v tired...
Sunday is really a good day for a rest. Every Sunday i'll b able to slp well at nite. Dun really have much probs slping... hahas... now cannot slp yet, got to make my own dinner. ya lor, haven had my dinner yet. hahas...
Just now in the afternoon, auntie michelle called me n my sis to hav a tok. haix... think something tt has dragged for all these years will be ending soon... chim probs. not my stuff!

2005-11-12T00:16:00.000-08:00

Dun complain when u r stand in attention. cos ur hands r down n u dun hav to move ur legs.
Dun complain when u r standing.
Dun complain even when u r told to walk a hundred miles.
Dun complain when u r told to lie on the floor.

I said all tt cos... i just came back frm my training... hard sia. It's taekwondo training btw.
We r told to do push ups... i was late, so 50. i'm always late for taekwondo training, dunno y. hahas... then, punishment for not shouting loud enough, as in whole group la, so another 30 i think. ya, true, v soft. hahas... then dunno for wat again... we do another... erm.. forgot le. total got more than 100 push ups with additional 5 or 10 diamond push ups. so, i would rather just pa1 on the floor. it's lyk ur at least ur nose must touch the floor. hard sia.
Then come up le, shou3 ruan3. then sir asked us to straighten our arms. it's lyk my arms r lyk... haix... heavy leh. but sir said if anyone puts down the hand or bend the elbow, we have to add another dunno how many sets. sets... erm... later u would noe wat i mean.
ya, then we have to kick, high raising kick, must touch our hands. 10 kicks.... ya, one leg. touch both hands, as in one by one. total 10 kicks. this is one set. and we hav to do 10 sets. My arms really v "heavy" leh. So i did something, dunno how to describe here. hahas... it makes my arm feels a bit better for a second. hahas
then still have to do for left leg. total 200 kicks. hahas
Then horse riding stance, 5 mins. dunno y, today i can't go down at all. think i'm tired le ba. I was tinking if i should go taek or not, cos i really v tired, but i still decided to go since someone ya, told me something... tt someone is sir xin. last week before i go off, he said "eh, aim for next grading" Well, if he nv said tt, i won't go for training today. most prob. just a sentence can make me make up my mind. cool! hahas the reason y this sentence is so "powerful", it's cos i know v clearly tt i'm a brown belt now, and my pattern is lyk, not v sure, not confident at all lor. usually, i would hav confidence if i noe tt i can do it and i would make my punches, kicks n stances lyk wahh... u practise for how long le. hahas then my pattern kick is lyk... haix... jumping backthrust become dunno wat. so, i've go lor, cos i also somehow promise le ma, i said "orh" not nice to break my promise. this is call dependability. ps John teach de. hahas
ya, later, when we were told to do jumping backthrust, i was lyk... i wanna go confess liao, i dunno how to do. i was lyk, already made up my mind. Later, after training, i'm going to call home n tell whoever is there tt i'm going home slightly later.. haha just to learn the jumping backthrust. and made up my mind to learn the jumping backthrust by today. my backthrust is already not tt good liao, still want to add jumping. hahas
But then, guess wat? I din even say anything. Then sir (dunno wat) he told us to do. so i was lyk... anyhow do first, later then ask. After tt he auto teach us lor. its lyk... he asked us to prac tuck jumping first, then tuck jump with turning, then finally jumping backthrust. Thank God for tt cos i no nd to ask:P well, my jumping backthrust still not ok yet. but i think i'v to train up my backthrust first. but my sis dun want help me :( she dun want help me hold my target. then during taek i was already thinking of my future house le. hahas... as in my v own wor. hahas... and God's :)
Next time i gonna buy a punchbag. Then put in one room. then buy all those things tt r for training up de. then put inside. then prac taek there, train up myself there. the room must be big enough wor.
Then a room to place my piano in there. if possible, not just the piano, plus other instruments too. i said if possible cos hav to see whether i noe how to play them or not ma. if not buy for showing off arh? if not, make my living room lyk luo lao shi lyk tt. got a mini stage to place the piano. wow... so cool la. tt one not bad. hahas... if i really dun hav other instru, then maybe i would consider abt tt.
Then erm... nono, computer cannot. u tot LANS arh? place all the coms in one room. cheh. Then wat? maybe a study room? maybe i can study or do my stuffs in there without being distracted.
Then bedroom?
Then a room for QT? but wat can i put in there leh? a bit empty leh... hahas... buy lotsa bibles? lotsa books? a mini library for believers? hahas...
See? Dream big sia. hahas... well... already said dream le. ya, perhaps, i can only own this hse in my dreams ba... ya...
haven even finish studying jiu think so much. haix... got money or not? my parents leh? where they live? ya lor... hahas... told u le ma... dream! dream! DREAM!
not bad if i can place my pets in a room. but no, i got asthma :( i dun look lyk rite? ya, thank God, cos mine is minor de. nv had a relapse b4. hahas... if my parents nv tell me, i won't know. hahas. so... ya... think dun want pet le. hahas... i'm so lazy, dun even noe how to take care of myself all tt, still want take care of other things... hmm... cannot be lazy anymore, God doesn't lyk. ya... Geraldine got to learn this too :)

2005-11-11T00:11:00.000-08:00

Very tired... I was out the whole day. tt's y din come online. hahas... not so guai la, stay at home nv go online. but one day i will hopefully one week and one month, or even one YEAR!! hahas... tt's when ppl stop using com ba :P one year, one month is impossible cos my sch IT sch leh, sure hav to use de. One month can la, hols lor. One week also hav to wait till hols. we use the internet almost evryday.
Anyway, i think i've got a bad habit liao. ya, ever since my hols started. Waking up late... Not really lor, at first i wake up at ard 7 plus 8 de, then i dun want wake up. I'm always lyk tt de, can slp late jiu slp late. hahas... dunno y. then slowly, i wake up at 11 plus... Next time i may even wake up at 12pm if i continue to lai4 chuang2. hahas haix... cannot lyk tt le. must change. and must change fast. If not camp how? sch reopens how? i noe, Jan is still far faraway. Last time i always think lyk tt de, i realised tt i was wrong, but i still cont :P 明知故犯
I said this cos this morning, i have to drag myself out of the bed. hahas... at 8 am. The alarm rang liao. oh ya, i think tt my phone de alarm is good. ring one time i wake up le. y? cos it would get louder and louder, i dun lyk. hahas... so when it started to ring, i jump out frm my bed, ya, really use jump de, then snooze it. cos i put at the table there. i put it as faraway frm my bed as possible. cos ya... not good for the brains n stuff. So, after tt, i saw tt my dad is using the bathroom. So, i went back to my bed again, and said... i will get up when he comes out. but then he come out liao, but i haven got out of my bed, i wait till he was ironing his clothes then i check the time and i realise tt it's abt 15 mins pass 8am le. So i wake up lor. hahas... tt's the advantage of getting up early even when i dun have to. cos i can lie there longer and no nd to worried tt i'll b late. hahahas...
then at ard 9.40am then i leave the hse. hmm... u all must be thinking tt i'm crazy, or maybe thinking tt i'm a slowpoke. hahas.. nono. Before i bathe, i still play my guitar, walk ard the hse. then after i bathe, i was surfing the net. hahas I use less than 10 mins k? zi ai pro-er than me. less than 5 mins. sometimes i really wonder did she bathe or just wet her hair only. lol
Then reach tiong mrt. ya... 2 mins earlier than the meeting time. hahas.
I went there to meet my classmates to go tsengyi's hse. ya, class party. hahas
Anyway, throughout the whole thing, i was really bored. But there's one part tt erm... cannot say lyk or enjoy or wateva. hahas... if i say tt, then i would perhaps hav some probs le.
ya, we played truth or dare. the first one to spin, hazel, aw... and she's the first to kana. btw, her name is really hazel aw. hahas... hazel, dun angry if u get to noe tis arh... think i apologise first... sry. but i'm still posting this!! hahas
And then, she chose DARE!! so, they ask us to think of how to dare her. So, i was the first to open my mouth la. I dare her to kiss yingmin. y yingmin leh? firstly, hazel is the vice chair, then ym is the chairperson. secondly, she was sitting beside her... hahas... anyway, she din kiss her la. But then later ru yi dared hazel to kiss wenning. hahas... i shouldn't hav suggested tt in the first place, hai4 le my sis-in-christ. hahas.. ya, she did. At first she was hesitating. So we started to cheer "Hazel (clap)! Hazel (Clap)!......" and then ya, she kissed her. and they took photos. hahas...
i was lyk... ehem... v the... hahas... anyway, i shan't make any comments since i was the first who started tt. hahas...
And then, guess who's the second one to kana? me lor. hahas... see? God is just.
So, guess i chose truth or dare? obvious rite? truth la. Firstly, i dun dare to play ard with them :P cos i suggested tt thing and perhaps they would play tt on me again? or they will ask me do something which... erm.. ya... Secondly, since i got nth to hide, wat's there to fear? lol... I got no bfs or wateva. hahas... if i choose truth then i win liao lor!! :P
ya, xinshyan was told to ask me qn. and she admit tt it's v diff to ask qn, as in not those normal qn, esp when it's wanxuan!! hahas... thank xinshyan!! lol
yeah! i win le. so in the end, they only ask the qn tt they always ask, not abt BGR de this time cos my ans is v simple de, they asked wat i dislike most in class. I was lyk cracking my head just to find an ans leh. then i sort of anyhow giv an ans. hahas...
b4 i gav tt ans, i was asking xinshyan (cos she's also a christian), "How am i supposed to giv an ans when i'm not supposed to hate?" ok la, not to the extend of hate. But i'm always trying to lyk evrything, other than the devil. hahas... ya, lyk n to love. hahas... lyk n love is diff u noe? i love my Heavenly Father. hahas...
tt's y when ppl ask me if i lyk this or tt person, esp zi ai, i would always say ok la. tell u a secret, whenever zi ai ask this qn, most prob, 99%, she dun lyk tt person. hahas... but there's still 1% tt she lyks this person. lol...
then buffet. then they watch horror movie. well, not scary de lor. more of a comical one. hahas... cos i was lyk making jokes out of it:P
then went home.
then i went attributes to take a look.
then my mother brought me to Palm's Garden. Joanne's hse. then... aiya, nvm la... just to let u noe tt i've been out all day. no nd for u all to noe wat i'm doing. hahahaha
erm... b4 i end, i wanna thank God.
cos this afternoon, or rather evening, i went straight to CHC frm tsengyi's hse. then when i was taking 242 at boon lay interchange, i was quite unsure when to alight. then i ask the uncle, he just nod his head. then i just sat down.
Then after a while, after the class party, or rather during the class party, i was already v tired. so, my eyes were closing slowly... dozing off le. Then the auntie beside me ask if i'm going to CHC and she told me tt it's time to alight.
So i thank God for the auntie, i thank God the auntie heard where i'm going when i'm asking the driver (so it's sometimes good when ppl oveheard u), thank God tt i manage to get there, and it's my first time tt i go there myself. thank God tt He leads me there. ya... thank God

2005-11-09T23:52:00.000-08:00

Yest went CHC with charlene... A fren tt hopes to see who is Fiona and a fren whom Fiona hopes to see one day... lol My firs time to CHC. but went for their services a few times le. Just tt it's always in the indoor stadium.
Was there for their bible seminar on the tabernacle. Part 2 de... i miss part 1 :( haix... think i'm gonna get the VCD? hahas...
Wonder y i would go their church suddenly? suddenly... can say tt la. hahas.. nobody invite me, i tell my fren tt i wanna go de. hahas...
Cos last time when i went to huiwei's church, they touch on the tabernacle ma. then i told a fren, then tt fren told me tt their church, which is CHC, also having bible seminar on tt ma. and so... i told charlene to bring me to her church on monday when we r queueing for the movie tickets, as in buy la, no free tickets, even if hav, i dun think we will b tt ... ehem... to go get them rite? lol
Anyway, after tt time when i attended huiwei's church de youth service (y-hope rite?), i was quite interested abt the tabernacle.
hmm... i used to think tt the tabernacle is boring and stuff... read thru jiu can liao. Serious, last time i was lyk chionging bible... not really chionging, just 4 chapters a day, when i read till exodus tt part, i was lyk... feeling v bored n sometimes even fall aslp :P But now, it's diff... hehe... i din noe tt the tabernacle is actually so fun!! lol
so, missing part 1 it's lyk a loss to me. hahas
ya, tt's y i wanna get the VCDs.
Can watch online de. Live some more. hahas... I watch it just now. Not really watch la. At first during the praise n worship, ya, i watch... then slowly, i just minimize the window and listen only. It's lyk u can't see anything la, evrything so laggy. Then after tt, i switch to audio de. tt's better, not laggy de. only a little. But then it's os much better. Ya, so i cont to add in notes while i listen. add in those pts tt i've missed out yest.
I know can watch part 3 online, but then... no, i think i'm going to make a trip there myself. hahas... cos online is too laggy le la. i dun lyk. sometimes u can't hear ps Kong clearly de. So, ya... hahas... though i haven been there on my own before... but nvm... there's always a first time. hahas
It's on the golden lampstand. well, really look forward to it. cos last time when i went huiwei's church, it's also on the lampstand. and then just now ps Kong still say until so nice. hahaha
Thank God tt CHC is not moving to expo now. they r moving a few weeks later. If not, i really wonder how many "years" it would take me to get there (not really, doesn't really matter to me:P) But at nite go home tt time maybe reach home at 12 plus le. then later got no train to take back to CCK. v jia lat la. gotta take taxi. lyk wat happened on FOP lyk tt. but tt time got charlene de couz de mother to fetch, so tt's diff. Anyway, it's not moving to expo right now, so... hahas... wat am i complaining abt. hahaha
tmr got class party. Not excited at all. yes, NOT excited at all. gathering also. Seems lyk i'm not going to get excited over small things now. hahas... when i was a super small kid, ya super small cos i'm still a kid now :P I can get excited over lotsa things... then cannot slp. lol...
Hols can't really save up money sia. I'm broke. hahas... Go out must spend lotsa money esp when u r going out with someone, someone as in frens. cos i think if u go out with parents, they won't allow u to spend money de ba. if go out with frens, then tt would have to depend if tt person got extra money, ya too much le. can throw into dustbin. hahas then the food is lyk super ex. can't really miss my meals la. but anyway, i'm starting to miss my meals le. miss my breakfast, then sometimes miss my lunch. i almost evryday miss my breakfast de. then only until dinner then got to eat. i take my lunch during 2-3 plus lyk tt. might as well dun take. hahas... but then at nite i would kip opening my fridge to try to dig out something to eat, even though i noe there's nth. lol...
better go do wat i hav to do now, if not later i hungry liao. cos if i finish wat i would want to do(not wat i hav to do) by today b4 i start digging the fridge, then i can straightaway go slp n spare m refridgerator. hahaha
so, ya... btw, is this post long? haha.... dun care... byez!! oh ya, BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO MY DA KORKOR. 8 more minutes n ur birthday would be over :P

2005-11-07T17:51:00.000-08:00

Came back frm Causeway abt half an hour ago. hahas... then sit down here play mario. lol
Went causeway for a so called gathering la. Actually should have more ppl coming de, but then most of them last minute cannot, so only got eric, kenneth, jia hao, estee, charlene n me.
When everyone was there liao, estee suggested watching Sky High. Then i was lyk "huh?!" cos it's lyk she nv tell us earlier ma. Usually, ppl would tell u first ma, so tt u prepare enough money. But then, thank God that i bought enough money. hahas
Sky High... erm... ok la. The ending is quite ez to predict la. I mean to me. For charlene, erm... ya. hahas... the rest, i think they watch before le. haix... waste money. as in they not me la. cos they watch 2nd time liao. they even say they want watch third time. rich ppl r lyk tt. hahas
The show is a bit of powerpuff girl lyk tt lor. it's lyk those type la. fight monsters, fight robots. ya lor.
$6.50 flew away~
Then the girls, as in estee n charlene suggested to take neoprints. ok la ok la, take jiu take lor. hahas.... u all noe something? tt's my first time taking neoprints. Quite fun la, we go up n down up n down then the guys behind were funny. hahas... ok la... shao jian duo guai.
$1.35 + another 70 cents flew away. cos i "lend" them money. hahas... nvm la... 70 cents only. not $70. lol
Then went to bk to have our lunch. hmm... i prefer macs more. hahas... and again, this is my first time buying food frm bk. hehe. serious. hahas... erm... i still dun lyk bk. hahas... LJS alsoso nv go there buy food b4. I'm so "loyal", i stick to macs n kfc only. lol. but i prefer macs to kfc. hahas...
and then $1.80 gone.
let's see... today i spent... $10.55? sorry arh if i count wrongly cos i use mental calculation de. hahas... must exercise my brain a bit. lol
I was quite quiet when i went out with them just now. in fact, i'm very quiet. got talk la, but din talk as much as them. Less than 10 sentences. amazing rite? lol Dunno how to talk to them la. hahas... their "language" is not for me.
The guys keep bullying the girls. hahas... but they din bully me la. During lunch, i told estee n charlene tt the guys din bully me only bully them when they said tt the guys keep disturbing them during the show. then they dao me. hahas
The guys din bully me, n they still help me leh. hahas... not help la. they kip suan-ing the 2 of them, it's lyk the way they suan hor, i'm already included la. and so, they said excluding wan xuan..... hahas.
Wondering y they din bully me? cos i can't be bothered with them. Since pr 5 i'm lyk tt liao. hahas... and so, they dun find bullying me fun. the two girls will retaliate de, but not me. hahas..
Now i noe, ignoring someone when he/she bully u is something good. hahas

2005-11-06T21:43:00.000-08:00

Long time nv play mafia le, and we finally get to play today. hahas... the last time was in ard june. And today, Jacob (not the biscuit hor) joined us in the game today. hahas... he's quite a fast learner wor. He look at us play one time jiu noe how to play le. Though it's a bit obvious tt he's a mafia at times, but can improve la. hahas... he really act till v obvious.
Every time i'm the mafia, i realised tt Jacob n Fiona would b inside, if not jiu shi benjamin le. Then Jacob do till v obious. He kip asking us to support him in his votes and kip pointing all tt. Then i was lyk... act nv see. hahas...
ya, then in the round when iwan n shy joined in n siewlin is the game master, jacob, fiona, benjamin n i were mafias. heaheahea. And the first one we killed is iwan. And straightaway we shud noe tt the doctor is someone quite new. hahas... as in dun really play with us evrytime one la. and that is fiona's sis, Faye!! (claps*) But we din tot tt much at tt time. and so... hahas Quite fun la. When benjamin died, left the 3 of us, cindy n yijia, n faye tt side tot tt jacob n fiona is mafia, they din suspect me. And so, i try to act innocent n try to help them at the same time. help them defend. if not, i act as if i dun understand, though i did. hahas... and only after they die, as in yijia n cindy, then they noe tt i'm one of them. heaheahea. Luckily those experts nv play, if not they sure noe :P
hahas... v fun v fun. lol ine of my fav games. hahas
And today, fiona fufilled my dream. Cos whenever she's the game master, she kip choosing me as the doctor. The third time, i was lyk... haiya, y me again. but quite fun. Evry first round i saved the right person, clement!! hahas.. dunno y the mafias lyk him so much. evry time i'm the doctor, i save him first. hahas. ya, i fufilled part of my dream le. and tt's quite bo liao. hahas.... shall keep trying my best...
Had quite a good time today. And zl fooled me.
When he's toking to me, he asked me when am i going to cut my hair. And i said dunno. And he said he wanna go cut with me. hahas... if i stop here, zl would b v dead. hahas... but i b nice la, i cont the story. Then i tot... "wow! zl so nice arh? looks lyk he's the only one tt is not trying to psycho me"
But, i was wrong:( He said tt he would only cut his hair when sch reopens, as in his new sch. 2 months hols + nov n Dec. abt 4 months. And he said i've to pei him to go cut. And so i've to wait. got fooled by him. But nono, i've just tot of a new idea. I can cut now, cut next month, cut on jan. Then after tt i go pei him cut again la. hahas...
Now, i've become frens with one of the p6 le. Geraldine lor. hahas... I think she's the only one who will open up her mouth la. Those 2 of them, including lx, either they kip smiling or they tok really really soft. I think u all get wat i mean rite? u heard them, no only my sis, today. hahas...
Quite good wor. I think evry, yes, evry of lx fren v anti me de, must b lx la. hahas... but i still manage to make frens with Geraldine. So, tt's quite good. hahas
haix... 5 days... stay at home for the next 5 days, sian!! argh... Maybe i shud go tour ard the whole singapore... hahas... then perhaps, i won't find it so bored n...

2005-11-05T23:19:00.000-08:00

Just now when i brought zi ai n my sis down for lunch, i forgot to wear my watch, then hp spoil liao, dun bother to bring also. And so, 没有时间看. The news once reported tt those young ppl feel insecure when they dun have their hps ard. For me, I feel insecure. hahas... Special case. lol.
Then later after training n aiya... la. hahas...
I took 67 with zi ai n my sis to Beauty World... i think... went there to get my spects fixed. Ya, i realised tt the buses now got show the location. ya... tt's wat i had tot when i was in a bus when i went out alone to Lot 1.
Anyway, i was thinking tt it would be good if the bus can have something lyk wat the MRT hav. Then no nd so ma fan ma... go count the stops all tt or describe the place till siao. tt would b easier i think... hahas... and withnin a week... aha! hahas... Good good! hehe
haiz... withnin half a year, i think only abt 3-4 months, i have to change spects again... can't really see clearly liao. But nvm la. I din tell my mother... hahas... if not she gonna nag nag nag, then ask me get money frm my dad all tt, then my dad would nag again... then i can get a new lense... at least. hahas... tt's y i din tell my mother. Think if can then i tell my mother abt a year later after i got this spects, which is July 2006. hehe... my memory is good rite? lol If cannot liao, then tell her lor. hahas... if not my eyesight will get worse. hahas. haiz... 400 plus already. Going to 500 le!!
*shake head*

2005-11-05T13:08:00.000-08:00

Yesterday before i went to slp, i go set my hp de alarm, then lock it. Evrything is quite ok. Then later when i try to unlock it, cannot unlock. hahas... i kip pressing and pressing evry buttons but no reaction de. So, when i was lying on the bed, i was trying to pry open my hp. hahas... tt's wat i dun lyk abt nokia phones. V diff to open it. Then zi ai tot tt i'm so fascinated by my hp till i can't bear to let it go. hahas.
Then in the end, the both of us anyhow press the buttons on it, then aha! unlock le. hahas... Then i went to slp le lor. Cos quite late le. Abt 2 am liao n i've to wake up quite early in the morning.
When we were slping, I rolled down the bed. hahas... no la, still gt another smaller bed, so din really fall till v jia lat. hahas. Then i slept there for dunno how long. After tt, i woke up, i climbed back to the bed again. Guess wat? zi ai took the whole bed liao. pro hor. hahas... then i dun care. Just slp there. hahas...
This morning, the alarm rang. Louder and louder. Then i quickly wake up cos i was afraid tt it might wake zi ai up. So, i tried off it, but then... cannot!! argh!! so i chiong outside. then i was lyk pressing the buttons lyk siao. lol. whew... Finally can liao. But i only snooze it only. haix... Then it rang again while i was bathing. Then dunno how, my mother settle it le. hahas.
haix... think my phone cannot use le la. Other than the on/off button, the rest can't press de. hmm... Shall go n try to ask from my dad a new one. hahas...
ya, before i went to bathe, when i was getting my clothes, i was a bit blur. I was thinking... am i sure tt today is a saturday? Then i tot abt wat brandon told me last nite, then i was lyk... shud be la. hahas... sotong. lol
Now i got to bring them to have their lunch le then go training liao. bye bye!! hahas
Now i noe y my post r getting shorter n shorter liao. hahas... cos i always blog b4 i go out :P

2005-11-04T18:39:00.000-08:00

Hey, i ask u all a simple qn arh... hahas... my fren ask de. lol
Main Characters : A, B, and C
ok, here's the qn. hahas...
A lend B a book. Then B dropped the book into the water. Then the book spoil until v jia lat. Then B blame C tt it's his fault. btw, i dunno wat has it got to do with C la. B just blame C la. So, wat shud A do?
ya, here's my fren's qn.
hehe... back to playing maple le. Now Aquila full, so i've to play bootes. So sian. Lv 12 rogue. Party someone but can't help tt person much. V noob leh. I tell the person sry but he said nvm. Make me so guilty sia. hahas... Then i come here blog. tsk tsk... go back le la. Later he angry leave party liao. hahas

2005-11-03T18:32:00.000-08:00

Had a dream this afternoon when i was taking a nap. Nothing to do so slp lor :P Almost slept for the whole day... Anyway, ya... a dream... sounds lyk a nightmare, but i dun think so. hehe
I dreamt tt some ppl were standing in front of a pond, then i walk towards there. erm... i think i noe the ppl who r there, but i can't really remember liao la.
I was standing there looking at the big big pond. Those v dirty pond la. Green colour type, v obvious tt there r lotsa algae :P
Then suddenly, someone pushed me and I realised tt i was "flying". hehe... flying with inverted commas. I heard my mother's voice, she shouted gy's name. btw, this is just a dream la. relax... Then i saw the other end of the pond, i tried to reach it, but then, not sure if i got touch the edge or not. ya, in the end, i still drop into the pond. I thought tt it wouldn't be tt deep, but then i was wrong. ya, then i sink all the way down to the pond... all the way down. Quite deep wor.
Usually ppl would struggle rite? But i'm quite cool leh. lol. I just close my eyes and hold my breath, then slowly, i was going up. Then when i almost can't make it le, i was somewhere near the surface liao. So i just stretch out my hand and then v lucky, i got hold of the other end of the pond. hahas...
I no nd ppl pull me up leh. I just push myself up and then walk away. hahas... cool rite? lol
ya lor, so cool. cool-er than abi. hahas...
haix.. holidays really sian. June holidays still ok leh. serious. hahas... I lyk June holidays better. Cos got lotsa things going on. I no nd stay at home. hehe... I stay at home one day already v sian liao. Imagine staying at home for abt 2 months... haix...
Nvm, shall go look for ppl to play badminton with me. hahas.. if not i go play bball with suxann, yimiao they all lor.

2005-11-01T14:14:00.000-08:00

Just woke up a few minutes ago. Din really sleep a lot after i came back from the airport.
I think next time I should buy a train and sleep inside. Or maybe make tt my house. hahas... cos whenever I'm on the train, i will surely slp de, unless there's a fren, cos usually tt person will keep toking. hahas... ya, I sure slp on the train. Then just now before my da jiejie alight, she told me to have a good slp when i'm back home, cos i told her i din join the rest cos i'm tired. hehe... really tired la. hahas... Then, i was slping on the train after she alighted. Then i alight le... Was thinking later i should go home n have a big slp. Then i was thinking lyk, "aiya... what if later i sleep for a very long time arh? Then half a day will be spoilt leh. "
Anyway, when i'm home le, i wash my hands n legs liao then straightaway lie on my bed and TRY TO SLEEP, not sleep. I realised tt i can't even slp at all. lol... So, anyone wanna bless me with a train so tt i can have enough rest? hahas...
erm... anyway, i went airport in the morning at 7 to send Alex n Vivien off. Din really wake up tt early la.
Actually i set my hp de alarm to 5.00am de cos i've to wake michelle up at 5.30 am. btw, i use my hp cos i dun really trust my doraemon anymore :P If i got a good alarm clock, i sure use cos hp got harmful radiation ma. hahas.... okok, now not alarm clock lesson, back to the topic. I set my alarm to 5.00am. But then last night i left it to charge ma. So the distance is lyk... erm... quite far la. And so, when it rang at 5.00am, i was still in my dreamland. Until 5.30 am, then i heard the alarm. hahas.. Quite loud wor... maybe cos i v late then slp ba so din hear. hahas
I think michelle shouldn't say tt i'm late. In fact, I'm quite punctual(wait arh, cont reading, dun bash me first). I took a train to amk to meet cindy n michelle. Then i told them to chiong in when i asked them to. Save time ma. hahas... Then when i was somewhere between yck n amk, i told them tt i'm reaching le. Then they tell me they just reach. So, when the train stops, i ran out to check if they r up already. ya, then i saw cindy.
I asked cindy where's her sis, she said dunno. abandoned her sis. tsk tsk. hahas... But then, we found her in the train. Then we sat down. After a few minutes, we spotted joy. So we travel together lor.
When we were in the train heading to Changi, we saw someone who looks lyk huimin. I was the last one to see her. Then the michellle say no, cindy n i say yes. Joy slping. hahas.. So, when huimin turned n she saw us and she waved to us. hahas... we won!! yeah!! lol
Then the 5 of us reached changi le. Later saw jp come out from the same train. And so, the 6 of us r the first to reach. And so, michelle shouldn't say tt i'm late. hahas... If not, the 3 of us will have to wait there by ourselves. hahas...
Anyway, we r still late, by 2 mins. hehe
ya then, before we send them off, we took a photo together. The first two was taken by my da korkor. Later, he "pull" a man to ask him to take for us. Then when i saw the man, i was thinking. Who is he? He looks v v v familiar. And after he had taken our photos, then all of us were asking one another, just on earth who is this man? he looks really familiar lor. Maybe he's some kind of stars? but no fans leh. hahas... btw, how r fans n stars related to each other? lol
Then we went have our breakfast at macs. Then michelle, cindy, da korkor, jp, zl n i were in 1 grp ma. grp as in we tok among ourselves. and there's another grp over there... da jiejie, huimin, shy, pj n... still got who? dunno :P Then when we were having our breakfast, i remembered tt my da korkor said tt he wants to play badminton with me. So, i was thinking if he's joking. So, i asked him when r we going to play. then he said after his camp. Yeah!! i got someone to play badminton with le. hahas...
And so, the whole story is lyk tt..
2 years only... only... v fast de... SOUNDS long, but it's quite fast :)

2005-10-29T23:19:00.000-07:00

ok, this gonna be a short one.
This morning went for my theory exam at MDIS Unicampus. The exam started at 10.01am (according to the hall's clock) and i think i left the room at ard 10.56am (according to my watch). Erm... 4 problems. 3 r on piano terms de. Got Italian, and also French. Another prob is the one tt i'm supposed to shorten the open score into short score (SATB). Then the Tenor n Bass tt one, they got the same C ma, as in both r middle Cs. But the prob is one is in crochet, but the other is in minim. I really dunno wat to do lor. I was lyk thinking... Lyk tt also can arh? Can lyk tt de meh? Then i dun care le la, anyhow write. got write is at least better than nv ma. hahas... 不管对或错也对得起自己 ma... lol
Anyway, the rest i think quite ok ba. Thank God... phew... I was lyk keep memorising the instruments (family, clefs etc.) in the morning. Last minute. hahas... Always lyk tt de la. If i really dun care, i can dun read de la. hahas... Cos i think in the whole paper, only one qn is on tt. But nvm:) But the italian, french n german terms, i din really make an effort to memorise them la. Some kind of reading thru only. hahas... nvm la, at least i noe wat's poco. hehe...
Good good!
Then after tt i went home... slp...
Cut the story short, i went to chinatown to shop with my mom. ok lor... went breakthrough the erm... foodcourt dun look lyk foodcourt, hawker centre dun look lyk hawker centre tt place. hahas... anyway, a place for u to eat de la. Open by Breakthrough de bro i think, if i'm not wrong.
The fried rice v nice wor. V big plate, but i still felt lyk asking for more, but no. hahas...
Then went next door, a christian bookshop. Also Breakthrough de. Bought a few things there.
And then after tt, had a good time playing with my mother.
ok, the end. dun feel lyk blogging now...
erm ya, take a look at my tagboard :) Pray for me after u read tt k? Just anything (related to tt) can le

2005-10-27T22:11:00.000-07:00

Has been a good day for me at school. Well, din really spend much time on my TPC. Usually, i use it almost the whole day in sch, but today only abt 2 hours? Less than tt ba. hahas See? I still can live without it! hahas
Then how did I spend my time? nono, din really slp in class today:) I was chatting with huiwei. Yeah! Finally i found someone tt also keeps toking abt the bible and stuffs! hahas... thank God, I'm no longer lonely!! yeah!!
ya, so I chatted with her till recess time.
After that, I was chatting with xingjuan abt maple stuffs. Mostly abt PQ. hahas... then i was looking ard the class while toking to her. hehe... sounds a bit rude. lol... but not really. Anyway, i saw nicole sitting at her seat reading huiwei's bible.
Then i was lyk... so surprised. I remembered tt she's not a christian. So, i excused myself (so ke qi) and went to confirm with huiwei. Then she also not so sure and asked me to ask her. Then nicole told me tt she's not a christian but she likes to read the bible cos she finds it quite interesting.
Well, tt's something good, isn't it? At least she likes to read the bible! hahas...
And she said she's going to get one.
hmm... shall try inviting her to church:)

2005-10-26T22:20:00.000-07:00

This morning, 2 seniors came to look for me and said tt they want my email. Thank God that din shout in la, cos yesterday during class discussion, cy brought up a pt tt frens to came to look for other classmates were too noisy. When I saw them at the class window, i was so afraid that they would shout "Wan Xuan!!" again, but thank God, no.
Anyway, I seriously DO NOT KNOW THEM. When they were asking for my email address (at the backdoor), i saw a few other seniors behind the two of them somewhere near the front door of our class, sort of hiding. Can be counted as a group lor. When i asked y, they said tt cos one of the girl who came to asked lost in a game, tt's y the 2 of them came.
I just noe tt one of them is Lydia, got to know her name a few days back when i saw her name tag when she rushed out of her class just to ask for my results. lol
Then after tt, i mean after tt day when she asked for my results, I remembered something. Wenning once told me that she got seniors who wanted to know my name. She said some saw me running v steadily during mass run, and some others who tot tt i'm those super duper guai type who studies evrytime. Not cos i guai so i study, as in do hw la, cos i wanna finish my hw as soon as possible. cos it's v diff to enjoy myself with all these hw on my mind lor.
Anyway, i went to ask wenning. Then she not sure which senior issit.
After a few days later, when derede n i were watching "e4 zuo4 ju4 zhi1 wen3" somewhere near the backdoor, Lydia walked past and saw me there, so she came in and ask us wat we r watching. Then when she walked away, i look at wenning and she came over n tell me tt she's an ex-councilor, and she's someone de fren who saw me kip running during mass run, she recognised me when i'm in my uniform ma. So, she saw my name tag lor and told Lydia lor.
Anyway, i think a few months ago, no, shud be last month, i walked past her and she start saying hi to me, then i was lyk huh? toking to me arh? so i hi back lor. hahas... courtesy ma. So from then onwards, she hi to me, i hi back to her. lol... even though i dunno who's tt. lol
Well, i think, i think only la, she's quite a nice person. I dunno her la, but i just think la. cos dunno on monday or tuesday, we got the same recess. Then, coincidentally, we were sitting at the same row of tables. cos my fren sat there so i sit lor. Then, my fren n i bought from the same stall ma, the she's feeling unwell and asked me to help her put the plates back to the pails la. Of cos i said ok la. Used to it le la. I mean frens always ask me do tt de, not tt they always fake unwell.
Then lydia saw me helping my fren to return the plates ma. Then u noe wat? She just jumped out of her seat and took the plates from me and help me to return even though it's just a few steps away. hahas
Tmr got training and i promised them to go. the seniors told me tt i can play singles and if i dun go for training, i can't take part. Well, i wonder y she said tt i can play singles. From then on, i started to imagine myself standing in the middle of the court waiting for my opponent to serve the ball, then got some super service arh, then i cannot hit. if not, i would be imagining tt my opponent is so strong leh i din even have a chance for my service. hahas... really!! It's so obvious tt i can't make it la. And moreover, the seniors say until our opponents tt super lyk tt. it's lyk they said lotsa things la. Lyk we r in an "unlucky" zone cos all our opponents v strong. y strong? cos they started training since pri sch.
Anyway, they also asked me to try forcing derede to go. Then mayvin agreed to go too and she was also told to "pull" derede there. Then today she said she dun wanna go and she wants me to tell derede not to go. Then i ignore her la. I said something... hahas... a bit complicating n long, so nvm. hahas... n if u r interested, can come ask me, which i dun think u r tt so bo liao to do so. rite? hahas
haix.. we dun even hav enough players le la. need 7 i think and we only got 5? 5 steady ones? If tt includes mayvin, then perhaps 4. hahas...sounds really bad for saying tt. Anyway, true la. At the start we got 12? A big bunch came n only 12 was selected. And in the end, i think training too tough, ya, i felt tt way too... tt's y i kip poning (u dun c me poning my outside training without reason), and the rest quit, if not some r lyk derede, pon all the way, from the start till now. If not for my passion, n dun want to hav regrets after i quit, i ordy quit by now. I'm lyk forcing myself. Telling myself all these training r for my own good, can help me play badminton better, once i'm used jiu ok le. Well, i did somehow get used, but not totally, at least better than mayvin n derede. ok, stamina n physical training help me? HA HA HA... "SURE" WOR! Might as well join army, then my badminton can get super good.
Dun even have enough players still wanna think of getting into the tournament. Well, in my dreams lor.

2005-10-25T20:32:00.000-07:00

Congrats to Mr Teo!! yeah!! He getting married le. His bride very beautiful k... hahas
Today he came to our class... then I was thinking... Is he going to get married soon? cos Fangying saw him with a girl in the car then they keep saying tt tt's his gf and we keep "bullying" him. hahas... rebel arh! lol
Then, i was thinking if he would invite us to his wedding dinner.
True enough, he invited us!! hahas... no invitation card, but he invite us using his tablet. hahas... Elim church... So, he's from tt church. hehe... think i understand wat he told me, as in how to go there... cannot then ask our good fren lor, the police man!! hahas
We r the only sec 1 class invited leh... hahas.. so good. I tot by now, no teacher would lyk us le. Cos last time, i mean at the start of the year, all teachers who teach us lyk our class v much. Our class is lyk the first in their hearts leh. hahas... but then, we a bit naughty... hehe... we r v united, rebel together. hahas... not rebel tt serious la. I got try rebelling before leh, in the student care last time. All of us dun lyk a particular teacher. hahas...
Anyway, v good lor... he invite us. hahas... last time he told us tt he bought mars bars for our class only then i told my dad then he said tt Mr Teo anyhow say de la. he can tell evryone dun say, then no one noes. But then, now i believe Mr Teo le lor. hahas... anyway, he's a christian, he can't lie. hehe

Now, i realised that having a time to bond with each other, which is fellowshipping in our christian dictionary:P, is really important.
See arh, last time, i hardly tok to huiwei de leh. and this last for abt 8 to 9 months? which is abt first 3/4 of the year. But then, after I got her email... we chat online, it's a little better. But still haven tok to each other in class. Then, after that, we went out together, ya, last saturday, tok together, play together (din really play with her, i watch her play with Joanne n clara), we got to know each other more. Then, we start toking to each other bcos of someone in the class. hehe... But not really always keep toking abt this person la, still got some other topics. Just lyk today lor, when i met them(huiwei, hazel, fangying, xinshyan) at Redhill MRT station. Then when we were in the train, she ps the 3 of them and come n tok to me. hahas
The conversation between us is not really counted as a conversation la. It's lyk a asking session. hahas... cos we kip asking each other qn. hahas... dunno ma, so ask lor. if not dunno wat to say le ma. She's so cool towards the class, except for her clique. hahas
hmm... and Hazel sort of heeded my advice. hahas... cos her mother dun allow her to go church ma, she just receive christ on March hols de thurs (i have good memory wor :P). ya, then dunno from when, her mother dun allow her go church liao, unless got some sort of special events. Then she's a bit lyk dying to go church, so sometimes she lied to her mother tt the church got wateva event la, then her mother let her go. Then she told me last time ma, so i told her dun lie lor. Then today i asked her again if she still got lie, she told me tt when she told her mom tt she's going to church, her mother would say no. Well, at least she's telling the truth better than lying rite? If not, next time she's asked y she lie, then wat if she say cos of God ma... i wanna go church.. wahh.. then lyk tt... very can3 leh. hahas
But good tt she din give up lor. huiwei and i tok abt this on sat. yupz... cos many young christian gave up cos of this. So, gotta continue praying for her le.
Anyway, studying in a girls' sch is not really tt fun leh. not say fun la... but erm... if u got those "big-mouth" frens, v sian de la. But i dun think i've frens lyk tt.. so thank God. hahas... Anyway, they still a bit childish la. Even in girls' sch they can also say this person lyk this person, then some even say until these 2 ppl r les lyk tt. v kong bu la. hahas... lots of ppl got eye candy all these. if u dun have, it's lyk u dun belong to the sch. hahas.. cos whenever ppl ask me if i got eye candy, i say no, then they will ask y. diao... where got y? lyk tt jiu lyk tt la. then whenever i saw any senior, i tell ye jing, she will say, u lyk her arh? wahh... sian leh. not tt i lyk her, shud say i want to avoid her (tt senior). nonono, not me, is mayvin. hahas... mayvin v scared of senior de. me dun care de. hahas...
wonder if ppl in our sch r really shy or wat. whenever they see their senior, or angels (our sort of system), or eye candy, or anyone they write letter to, they will run away lyk siao. hahas...
ok la, enough abt my sch le. just tt being in girls' sch a bit kong bu. i rather be in a mixed one. I also realised tt from someone's action or wateva they do, u can somehow noe if tt person come from girls' school or not. hahas... quite obvious la. really obvious... u can observe those ppl from girls' sch n those from a mixed sch. anyway, u can't observe anything out from me de. cos i'm trying super hard not to be lyk them. hahas :P

2005-10-24T16:36:00.000-07:00

Gave xinshyan the bible in the morning...
At first she's lyk, cannot! u must tell me the price if not i dun accept. then i use this someone's(not supposed to tell anyone) method.... i told shyan "eh, this is li mao k... ppl give u presents u must accept." then, she's lyk looking for all sorts of excuses just to reject la, cos she felt tt she shud pay on her own, cannot use my money.
Then later, she open... and i had a crazy day...
a crazy day by mayvin n her click (actually, i'm in too. but i dun tag with them. only my name is in their click :P). Got mayvin, yejing and ziying... well, bernice din really come disturb me. ziying is just following wat mayvin n yejing is doing la. so, mayvin n yejing r the ones who came to disturb me.
The whole day, they kip telling me "wan xuan, i also want to be a christian, buy for me a bible also leh" Well, dun really mind (when i got the money :P) if they really want to but got no bible. But then, they r lyk... just trying to make fun of me la. disturb me only la! And then, if that's the reason that they receive christ, then... it's a bit ke xi...
Then, when we r going to fang xue tt time, not really la. i think it's a bit 12 plus. Mayvin took the bible and start to read it outloud... dun mind... but she kept making fun of God's words la. If she read it properly and all tt, she can read it to the whole sch with tt bible if she wants (dun think shyan will mind).
Then when yingmin was discussing abt our class party de stuffs lyk the venue all those, Mayvin said "Before we set out tt day, let wanxuan pray for our safety first" wahh... sure leh... i'm lyk the only christian in the class lyk tt. still got a lot lor. the more obvious one would be huiwei le. hahas... aiya, mayvin always go all the way out to make fun of me.
Got used to it le. then today, i just tiam tiam.... dunno how i shud react. thank God, the whole class is not as crazy as the 2 of them, they can't be bothered with me in fact. hahas... tt's y i'm one of the loner in class.
Till now, i still dun understand something... and this almost made me lie... shall wait till tt person explain ba.
Anyway, other than having a disturbed day in sch today, also got a good time... Our group won the first prize of the chinese thingy. hahas... lyk the qian bian wen da ti. the rest made me felt lyk sleeping. hahas...

2005-10-23T00:09:00.000-07:00

Today is the best day in the week. really had a fun, great and super nice day :)
btw, as i've promised, i'll post abt my results first la. Sorry arh, this post will be a bit long... not a bit actually. lol
My results... some better than i've expected, some not so good.
Well, something special abt this. U noe? i've been mugging hard for some papers... and for some, either i dun have the time to study or i dunno wat to study or nth to study. Not enoug time y? cos i last minute then decided to study. Anyway, for those papers tt i've mugged, i really studied till quite late lor. 12 am? 1 am? but dun think tt's v late, but it's quite. ya... i study, but nv pray. And for those papers tt either i no time to study/dunno wat to study/nth to study de, i prayed... cos i really dunno wat to do other than tt. hahas... and so, guess wat? One of the few cases... those papers tt i din studied, actually got better results then those papers tt i studied. In fact, those papers tt i've studied for actually got bordeline marks... 50 plus only. while those paper i din studied, i got high B3 and A2s... Amazing rite? haix... should have prayed for evry paper... ya, tt's wat i shud have did, and not depend on myself.
Do u think i'm a bit kua zhang to say tt? dun believe arh... i tell u how much i got...
Eng - B? forgot la, got B can le... but i think quite good!! hahas... i mean for my standard la, for u all think can score A la. but nvm... zhi1 zu2 jiu hao. hahas... one must learn to be contented.
HCL - B3/high B4 think so... i can score better, but i was dozing off during Listening compre, only got 10/20, wasted. But nvm... lyk tt already v good. so stop complaining.
Maths - well, i studied.... so the results is C6. 53/100! i think... not sure, but just pass only la. i almost drop into the maths failing gang. no la, jkjk... no such things in the class la. hahas... but i dun want to fail maths... how can i ever fail maths??!! So, nv fail means still got hope, cont to jia you and pray.
Geog - 53/100 C6 well, i studied... with my notes and evrything... in church and at home till 12am. Din pray too...
Science -forgot le. but u noe what? something maddening!! nucleus..i spell correctly, then teacher mark me wrong, btw, it's the correct ans. Then i approach the teacher, u noe wat she said? she said tt my "l" looks lyk an "i" wahh... eye nd check up or not? l and i is diff la, one got a dot on top, the other dun have, unless i write capital i, but impossible to have a capital i in the middle rite??!!!! haix... 1/2 a mark leh... think i got 53 1/2 . ya... 53 1/2
Art - A2... i din expect myself to get such high marks leh. it's lyk... i've already "concluded" tt friday (which is the day for art exam) is the failing day cos art n lit exam. yes, i prayed!
Lit - din take note, but i got quite good la. din fail... still got 17s. hahas...
think tt's all ba... so next time musn't forget abt relying on God. 不可依靠自己的聪明 forget where issit from le lah. but i think it's in Proverbs 3? ya... ard there la. hahas

Today, i went out in the morning to meet huiwei @ J8 to buy bible for xinshyan. Then, she thinks tt the bible a bit ex, so we went to mount zion @ somerset. But the bible tt we've chosen is out of stock. So, we just look ard in the shop la. Then after a while, huiwei invited me to church. Then, it's a bit sudden la. Cos i din really expect it. Then i was wearing shorts... knee level. and my sandals. a bit improper la. But then she said nvm. so i went lor. oh ya, btw, her church is Hope Church... Somerset there. can check it out at www.hopesingapore.org.sg
her service start at ard 3.00pm. At tt time it's ard 1 plus. So, we waited at the mrt station for her frens. her frens also from my sch de la. Just tt we dunno each other. Now, i got 2 new frens.
Then, we pei her frens to have lunch cos we eat le, they haven.
Anyway, i dunno where to put this sentence la, but just slot it in here can le. Throughout the whole day, huiwei n her frens, clara n Joanne esp, r v funny. hahas...

we met her other church frens. noe abt 5 ppl IN TOTAL.

we reach the church le. before we reach the church, i din realise tt we r actually quite near to the church cos we walked into a shopping centre, then go up the stairs then i realised tt. hahas... wonder if they r linked. nvm. hahas
Well, i really enjoyed myself during the service. I got a deeper understanding of the tabernacle. Last time, i really had a hard time reading thru the first few books... dun understand wat they toking abt at all lor. i mean the buildling of the tabernacle etc. But now, i da gai da gai noe how does a tabernacle look lyk and the meaning of those things inside. as in rep wat and so on lor. hahas... shall write it in a notebook. hehe... erm.. tt's not all of the sermon la. if u want to noe more, can come find me. hehe.. cos i da gai understand. 85%-90% have la.. hahas
Then after that we had praise before we leave la. Tell u what. This is the first time i ever jump during praise!! hehe... yes! all my life! the song is "Need You In My Life". I din tot of wanting to jump de. hahas... but the girl beside me... erm... wat's her name arh... oh ya! Joanne. Cos i remember tt she told me she got a "twin" hahas... cos got same name as huiwei's fren, schmate i mean. She was beside me. Then she asked me "u want to jump?" Then i just nod me head lor. and yes! i did it. hahas... Finally!! It's really shiok! hahas... dunno how to say la. It's not a matter tt the musc is nice, then i jump then shiok all tt. it's not. anyway, the music is lyk xi guan liao. hahas.. i got tt in my playlist. so... dun really affect much.
But anyway, yes yes yes!! i did it!!
at first when we just went in, when we were having praise songs, huiwei is on my right ma. the left no one occupied yet. later hannah and joanne then sit there. then i saw huiwei jumping. i noe, jumping is not something i've nv seen b4 during praise. clement they all also got jump b4 ma. but the thing is, huiwei is lyk jumping... and she jump really high de leh... not lyk ur feet just leave the ground a few cm tt kind. i was lyk... looking in front and i can see something beside me going up and down up and down. hahas... kinda distracted. cos nv see ppl jump till tt high during praise b4. hahas...
Anyway, throughout the whole service, during dinner and after dinner, i can really feel the warmth tt huiwei felt and tt makes her receive christ. ok, let me tell u how they did it...
during the service, after the praise and worship, evryone just stood up and evryone ard me is just lyk waiting for me to shake their hands ("so honoured"... dun crap la). And evryone just asked what's my name and my sch. eh, not only ppl ard me leh... it's lyk... the whole role behind me and the whole role in front of me and the role where i'm sitting at. oh well, their church got lotsa ppl, can't expect them to all come and shake rite? if not the pastor no nd preach le. eh, tt really makes a diff leh. rather than sitting there the whole service n it's lyk no one noes ur existance. And they not only shake hands... they still got a smile on their face... looks really natural. hahas...
Then during dinner... hannah... er wait. let me tell u something b4 i forgot first... got a few or abt 8?? (cos i remember huiwei telling me tt her care grp is divided by schools de and got 8 members including leader in there) ya, hannah, my senior, i saw her b4, she din saw me b4 in sch, nvm... hannah, she asked me wat i want to order, i told her dunno then she ask if i'm going to eat and then i say yes, then she ask wat i want then i say dunno then she ask if i'm going to eat or not and i say yes... lol... anyway, it stops here le. i mean the asking thing. then she recommended a few to me. but then later when she brought me ard while recommending, the first one she mentioned is chicken rice and it's quite near frm where we r, and i just v sui bian said i'm ordering chicken rice. Well, got recommendations de... and even brought me ard, not bad. Then later, even better. When all of us sat down and hav our dinner. I think she asked huiwei wat drinks do i drink. well, of cos ask huiwei la, if not who. though she's not tt close to me, but counted as closest le cos huiwei v quiet or i shud say cool in sch. hahas... then huiwei remembered tt i had ice lemon tea when i was having lunch with her at KFC (cos nth to drink le and i dun want hot drinks and gassy(is this rite? nvm, understand jiu can le) drinks, so i bought tt lor) then i think huiwei remembered tt and she told hannah tt i drink ice lemon tea de. then hannah walked away. at tt time, i was wondering where she's going la. cos she haven finish her dinner yet ma. then after a while, i just saw a hand and a cup in front of me. well... her hand la. then when i turned back (btw, it's only i turned back then i noe it's her), she jus said "this is for u" not bad wor.... hahas...eh, really la. tt shows if u have the initiative or not.
then after dinner... let me update the no. of frens i noe... though i dun remember all of the names... got june, grace, hannah, joanne, joanne again, clara, forgot, forgot, aiya!lyk tt how to name!! anyway, i think todya i noe at least 10 frens. hahas.. not bad wor... but during the last year uth camp, i yi ci guo remember all of their names... though got mixed up by sl and shy. they look alike. hahas
anyway, after dinner all of them tried real hard to make me tok as long as possible. hahas... esp joanne, the one who asked me to jump. cos she asked if i'm a quiet person... hehe.. but no actually.
Well, really had a good time la. i mean great. hahas... really got entertained. esp by huiwei, clara and joanne. hahas... cos i hanged out with them almost the whole day. they r funny. during the train when they were asking each other wat's the brand of their shirt ( i think, not interested), they, as in joanne (hw's fren), huiwei and hannah. then they got giordano, (still got another "no", forget le), then huiwei's is i dunno. lol... v funny la. still got the watch thing, tmr i play with u all. hahas... by hw, cos of my broken english. as in the sentence... i put the first part at the back n vice versa. not i put one la, just tt she only heard the back part, so i just repeat the first part.
I think only till now then i know huiwei. as in her personality and so on. b4 tt, i just noe her by name and face. hahas... i always tot tt she's cool not cos of her appearance, but cos of how she behaved in sch. she's guai la, din break sch rules. a good christian too. but now, i realised tt, she's not really tt cool. hahas... glad to noe this sister more. maybe in the next year or watsoever, we can join hands and reach out to our classmates who hav not receive christ yet. hahas...
Joanne (the one who asked me to jump), some sort of inviting me again... but i told her... not sure... cos it's lyk... if i kip going there, as in continuously... my mother would think tt i'm hopping church. anyway, she ordy think tt i'm hopping church when i asked her. Next time ba, when i'm totally free. cos today i actually have badminton training de, but i some sort of pon. can't reallly say tt la. but also can put it tt way. aiya! nvm la. who cares.
I hope tt our church can become lyk wat i saw today... esp the warm welcome n the praise thing.
Really... really... had a great time. I thank God for tt... I knew tt God really has something for me in the later part of the day when i was invited to hw's church. the sermon, the frens, the great time...
and thanks huiwei for inviting me. now, i understand wat u meant by the warmth tt attracted u to christ...

sounds lyk i'm going to hop church rite? no la. hahas.. just felt tt i've a great day. :)
How great would tt be, if evryday is a great day... but impossible... hmm.. can't say impossible, but depends on how u look at things...

2005-10-21T23:19:00.000-07:00

Yoz! Me just came back from my taekwondo training... almost bei4 sir+sir+sir=sirs wan2 si3. At first, when i reach there... we started with running first. Dunno y, i was lyk chionging lor. all the way I was lyk running using the same speed. Erm... almost la. The first few rounds is lyk... those when u play catching de speed, i mean the speed when u really wanna catch tt person, not tt kind lyk u dun care de la, catch or dun catch it's still the same. Then the rest till the end is lyk erm.. my speed when starting the mass run. hahas... not bad wor... hahas...
Today i was lyk... run run run... although v chuan, but i still kept running. hahas... dunno y... seriously dunno y.... just kip running and running. lol...
But then when we stopped to do some warm-ups, i felt lyk fainting/vomiting. nono... not fainting, vomiting? hmm... dun care la. hahas.. it's the same to me, no diff! hahas... Before i vomit, my vision will be lyk totally blurred then feeling unwell all tt ma, erm... i mean after running all tt, when i'm sick all tt, i dunno la, cos long time nv vomit when i sick le. hahas... but i dun want wor... the taste is lyk...yucks! hahas Then, just now before i had a blurred vision, i was already feeling unwell le ma. But then i was praying tt I won't vomit and i just continue with what i'm doing. Then, i was lyk tou1 lan3 a bit la. The warm-ups is lyk... er.. before mass run, the way i do my warm-ups... hahas... those not v proper de. hehe... but when sir was coming near. i will try my best to do wat i'm supposed to do. For eg, when swinging the arms, must touch the ear ma. Then later, my vision got a bit blur... Then i still remember tt at tt time, sir was asking us to do head rotation. will make it worst rite? ya... i was worrying tt i would really vomit, so i kept praying... but thank God, after a while, i'm ok le. hahas... So i continued lor.
Anyway, today de training, all physical training, no practising of patterns. Got kicks la. Later i tell u how many kicks i did. hahas.
Erm... we did lotsa stuffs la. and the one i dread is push up. ok, push up still ok. i mean not ok a little bit la. Then, later sir said Jr. black do, we just stay in the push up position, cannot move, knee must not b down... if not.. (forgot le :P) Sounds ez for us rite? u wanna try? stay there for dunno how long... at least 5 mins. V diff k!! u try la. Bros, if u can, dun argue k... cos i'm challenging the sis... lol
Then hor, i was lyk... argh!! cannot le, cannot le, can't hold on any longer... dropping le dropping le. ahh!! then i was lyk trying to find "excuses" to put my knees down. lyk... adjusting my uniform all tt. hahas Sometimes, i also can't bothered to find any excuses la. just put down my knees... then i think sir saw me cos he said "if anyone's knees touch the ground, u'll do 100 push-ups for me." Then, thank God tt sir din really do tt... cos my knees touch the ground LOTSA times!! hahas
ya, then still got a part is lyk kicking... ok, sir say until v nice... 50 kicks... "right leg pull back guarding block shout us (dunno how to spell la, prounciation is there can liao. think is korean words ba, it's a command) i count for u, u all just shout us" then he go "1" "2..." and so on... Then we do. Then when we reaching 40, er... lyk he shouted 39, then he go back to 30!! ok... fine! another sir told him le but he still continue. Then for a few times, he came back to 30 after 39... then also got a few times tt he came back to 40 after 49. Dun think his maths fail ba, even if it is, still can count rite? lol Then for both legs... i think we kicked 100 to 200 kicks... somewhere there la. but sure exceed 100 de la. hahas... my left leg is lyk anyhow kick de. lol... no energy liao la. i not plant ma... though there got lotsa lights, but i still not plant, no chloroplast in my cells.. hahas...
Well, i was wondering... at first he really forgot and then come back to 30 or when sir xin told him his "mistake", he wants to cover up so kip doing this or wat? hahas...
had a tough training today. hahas...
Well, i think tough till i lost my way. hahas... when i going home, i dunno why, i kept walking and walking.. then ended up at the back of my block... not there yet la... still must walk for abt 5 mins.. Then i was told by my mother not to walk there alone at nite ma, cos a bit pian1 pi4. Then when i reach the traffic light there, cos when i was there, then i realised tt i went the wrong way, but then i recognised where i was la, cos of the police thingy. hahas... not police post la, some training stuffs going on there. hahas.. forgot train dogs or human le. lol Then i was thinking, shud i walk, or shud i not? cos i'm quite near to my hse le, just 5 mins, if i were to walk back, it would prob take 15-20 mins. hahas... but in the end, i still take the long way, since i dun mind walking... unless i'm super tired... i mean legs r super tired. but not really. So, i took the long way. slowly strolling... hahas... then when i reach home is abt 10.15pm. i think i went home from there at abt 9.25pm... hahas... cool rite? lol
Anyway, i find something really amazing. hahas.. my results.
how should i go abt it leh? hmm... think tell u tmr ba. i think u all r already sian by now. but i promised i'll tell u. hahas... if not, then remind me? hahas
oh ya, haven do my bs "homework" lol... can't really remember wat i'm supposed to do le. die... maybe i'll ask fiona. hehe...Cos she's always the one who can remember stuffs. haha... ask cindy she will say she forgot de. lol.. ok la... byebye

2005-10-20T22:04:00.000-07:00

I 2 3 days nv blog le rite? hahas... improvement? cos nv go online? nonono... U can see me online evryday, and it's the whole day. Then how come i nv blog? lazy? nonono... i go guitar4christ.com to..... chiong post!! lol
hahas...
Anyway, i got back my results le. not so good. Other than chinese, and english (ok ok), the rest... 50 plus... or low B4... :( haix...
But then, i think this time though our class din do really well, but thank God tt they made a decision to strive harder the next year. Well, gotta pray tt we can really do it ba. hahas... together we shall work hard and get into a good class in sec3! yes! hahas...
Serious la. hahas... If i have the time, not if la, got time de la. If i have enough determnation, hahas... i shall start reading up my sec 2 textbooks after i got them. hehe... prepare me for next year ma. hahas... then class test will b lyk no prob! hahas...

2005-10-18T00:02:00.000-07:00

Just had my dinner... late rite? Cos just woke up, wondering how i'm going to slp later. hahas
Yesterday nite, my sis asked me to watch the vampire show with her. lol... she dun dare to watch. btw, got a vampire arh, he quite cute leh. As in when he tok la, when he confronting the other person. lol... well, i dun tok abt the face la, as in the looks. hahas...
Anyway, the show ends at 1pm de ma. So, i cmi le, cos i stay in church the whole day a bit tired liao. So, i ps my sis and she also go slp le. At ard 12.30
Then i only slept ard 1am. hahas... cos i'm lyk tt de la. Not someone who say slp jiu slp, unless is lyk play badminton the whole day la. Tried tt before. As in whole afternoon only. If whole day, the next day my arm would ache lyk siao. hahas
Then woke up at 5.45am. A bit late, but not tt bad. hahas...
Then i was really tired la. Sing national anthem n school song tt time, i almost fall aslp. Cannot open my eyes la. forcing myself. Got a skit, dun really understand much. Only noe tt it's abt smoking de. Not tt they r bad actors. Just tt i kept falling aslp. Tried really hard le leh. Pinch myself all tt just to kip myself awake. but no use la. hahas... wah... wx going to become someone who doesn't have any feelings le. dun feel pain at all la.
Then when we went back to class, i slp straightaway. hahas.. think i'm well known in class for something... sleeper. Cos really tired ma, since got nth to do, then jiu rest lor. hahas... cos there's only 3 choices. Read books (nono for me, shud read the bible... y din i tot of it. too tired le ba), play tablet (nth to play, block maple le n my tablet can't patch it. maybe i;ve to download evrything again n last choice is slp! lol...
Then after a while, a fren woke me up for dunno wat. then just nice, a while later, a teacher came in n told us to do our "Science In Action" project. wah, exams over still got project. bish!*
Then later go watch movie. Manage to get some slp too. Dun wanna write out wat happened there. A bit the bo liao. hahas... cos.... nvm... When watching Garfield tt time, i was called out... to go to the dentist. Then when it's my turn, the dentist told me tt i've to put on braces. have to la, but the final decision still lies with my parents. Nd to put cos my teeth hor, the upper part is lyk come out de, while other ppl de is straight. ok, fei hua. Then the lower part of my teeth is lyk, touching my gums le.

I asked my mother, then she say ask my dad. So, i ask le, then he say... got money jiu put lor, no money then forget it lor. Then i was lyk... might as well dun ask. who dunno tt we got no money. Then thank God tt my mother din agree with wat my dad had said. I mean... er... if she agrees arh, then i dunno what to do liao. Tell the dentist tmr tt my dad said tt we got no money? lol oh ya, she haven gave me her reply yet. got to ask either tmr early in the morning or later.

Then in the afternoon i got badminton. Before tt, they told me tt it's not training. It's theory. I was lyk... huh? u sure u toking abt badminton?? cos i din noe tt sports also got theory de. All i know tt i enjoy myself when playing badminton. just take it as an enjoyment rather than taking it as something for me to be proud of, as in win medals all tt. Doesn't matters much to me in fact. But since the coach ask if we wud lyk something to be added on to our resume, then well, try my best lor.
Then my seniors r a bit... bo liao la. Wanna play the coach. hahas... cos they dun really lyk him. then er... in the end, the plan failed. hahas... and the one who suggested evrything is away, and so, we were lyk dunno wat to do. hahas... shudn't play with it in the first place, shud respect him la. hahas...
Then theory time. Got a few times, i fell aslp. But in the later part, discussion time!! hehe... i love it man! din fall aslp la. Though i din talk/suggest anything. I lyk the way they speak. Telling each other wat they r thinking of. Not offending each other. And they r quite pro la. There's a hidden meaning in wat they r saying la. hahas... pang2 guan1 zhe3 qing1 I think if we r tt open to each other, but not offending each other, maybe we can learn well with each other.
Then they kip saying tt u must hav good stamina n all those physical stuffs la. ok, i got a diff opinion, kept it from afternoon till now le. Cos i know if i'm going to say tt, evryone will start bashing me up. I mean most... Cos there's someone tt shares the same view as me. n i'm not able to think quick, u c? ok, here's wat i think...
When playing badminton, stamina n stuffs rn't as impt as skills. ok la, u c arh. If u have skills, u make the opponent run. If u dun have, too bad for u lor, u run lor. Tt's when u nd stamina lor. so, skills r much more impt. not saying tt stamina is not impt la.
and tt someone who shared the same view as me is rite. IF our training is not tt tough, with those running all tt (we would rather hav a tough time drilling), these ppl wouldn't have left the team. And now, our team is lyk half sinking le. wonder if we r still going to survive next year. Not enough players u c? and tournament is in 3 months time. Even if we manage to find enough players, it would already b too late to start the training. And wasting dunno how much time doing PT.
Well, when i had my training with my zhou jiao4 lian4 (coach), we dun do all tt de la. Only lyk dunno how long do once. But we still can make it to the standard. hahas... As in not playing tt bad.
So, stamina all tt can leave it aside first. If u want to train, train the arm strength all tt la. Cos tt's something quite impt too.
Well, just my point of view. Seniors, if u dun agree, pls arh... dun come confront me. lol... can send email la. hahas... dun come tok to me face to face. tt's the prob la, cos juniors r afraid of seniors toking to them face to face, tt's y ppl start quitting. cos u all dunno wat we want. Send email is quite ok cos i got more time to think. If not, then lyk tt lor. n this wouldn't last long la. May make me wanna quit badminton (but not giving up badminton as my hobby). I can still play badminton without being in the sch team ma. I enjoy can liao... oops... sound as if i really wanna quit. hahas... on the verge le la. but i'll still persevere. If really cannot arh, then......

2005-10-16T20:49:00.000-07:00

To be honest, i dun quite understand what ps James is toking abt during the past 2 weeks abt the living stones. But i thank God tt today, i am able to understand wat he's toking abt. hahas... And at first, i dun quite understand wat's a living stone la. But now, it's clearer and clearer to me le.
And then hor, today is the first time i'm able to go downstairs and play ever since this semester start i think... no nd study. hehe...
But actually not bad to study with those korkors and jiejies la. hahas... cos benefit me a lot leh... benefit them too. hahas... benefitted cos they'll explain those topics tt i dun understand to me ma. They benefit cos they can take tt as a revision for them. lol
Anyway, i did went down to play la. But not badminton. Went down to play guitar. hahas... Iwan said he wanna continue teaching me how to play "Magnificent" de, but nv teach me today. hahas... then after he start playing with the cards, and michelle dun wanna play the guitar le, i took iwan's guitar and start to play wateva i can think of. hahas... Then my da korkor saw me sitting down there with a guitar, so he start to teach me. hahas...
Can see that he v pro. hahas... I think he can teach better than iwan. hahas... cos when we ask iwan how to strum, his ans is anything lor, how we want to strum jiu strum lor. ya la, not wrong la. But we still beginner how r we supposed to do tt. lol. Then da korkor still ok la. hahas... i think he tried to teach me, just tt i dun get it. hahas... da korkor can teach without the chords in front of him/me de leh. pro rite? hehe... ok la, iwan also not bad. just tt when teaching tt time, he's easily distracted. hahas... supposed to be students got distracted de ma. hahas
Then after tt play badminton... ok la, nth much to say abt le. just play badminton lor.
oh ya, not dun have anything. hav! hahas... after i finish one round with elijah, the adults came n play ma. so we cannot play. so we sat on the stage n chat... er... actually, this is not the main pt, so can skip.. hehe :P
So, we decided to go up. Then i was "disturbing" huimin when she was giving faye tuition. hahas... then when i walk "out", i saw the white board.. v cool wor... i was so talented. All kind of animals..= me.
dunno written by who la. Also can't be bothered. hahas... a bit lame la. Sure written by the kids de la. I grow up le, won't be so childish to ji jiao with them. hahas... Then after a while, elijah saw it. Then he said, "Oi! dun be so bad la. Wan Xuan so good, u all say tt she's bad n she become so many animals!!" something lyk tt la. And he start to rub off evrything. hahas... good wor!! hahas... see? i'm good. lol...jkjk
wonder if there's training tmr, dun wanna go wor. I dun lyk sch training. i prefer outside de. dun wanna tok bad abt my sch team la, so tt's it for today. hehe... cya

2005-10-15T21:51:00.000-07:00

I'm back from my popo's hse le. hahas... third time i'm blogging today.
ppl yue blog yue xian, i yue blog yue happy. lol
Too free ma, if i dun blog, i would go friendster disturb ppl de. hahas
Anyway... i'll start today's topic now... sound v the... hahas
ok, just now when we were on the way to my popo's hse, zi ai, hui, and linxuan were eating and enjoying themselves ma...
Then i was quite tired... so, din join them. Just sat there.. and after a while, i closed my eyes to rest...
Then i "saw" a hand on the guitar fret... barring a chord.
Then i felt that my left hand was moving... feel as if i'm playing tat chord. My hand really move la, but wat i "saw" is what i dreamt la. hahas
My hand move leh... hahas... It's lyk, it's stretching to barr lor.
hahas... cos after my guitar lesson, din really have a chance to play the guitar when i came back. Cos after that i brought zi ai to downstairs for lunch and we went for our badminton training. Then after tt come back bathe le, jiu go my popo's hse le ma. So, din have a chance to play the guitar. hahas
maybe tt's y i dreamt abt this and my hand still move de wor. hahas... Now, i'm more concentrated on the guitar than my piano. Cos my grading just past and then no books or anything for me to prac, old de jiu have lor... hehe... and guitar so fun. Y not play more of it? hahas...
Now, whenever i'm out, i would miss my guitar very much. lol... hehe... can't help.
hmm... just now i've just played the guitar. Now i've to prac my card tricks for iwan to see tmr. hahas... we had made a deal with each other. hahas..
cya!! hope tt it won't b later in the nite... hahas i won't want to blog the fourth time n i'm sure u wouldn't want to see me again. rite?

2005-10-15T17:38:00.000-07:00

I always tot that i'm always the one being influenced and there's no one who is influenced by me. Now, i just realised that i'm wrong.
The one being influenced by me is Zi Ai. u can see it from her msn nick straightaway...
Always copy mine de, i change once, she copy once without knowing the meaning. haix... want to copy also cannot lyk tt ma, must think... lyk how abi last time copy homework. lol
See arh, what if i'm someone tt is not who i am now, as in become bad le, then my nick all very jia lat tt type and zi ai just copy? lyk tt a bit jia lat. rite?
Then, wateva i do, she also wanna copy. hahas... even my future too.
Whenever i told her what i want to be in the future (cos i always change when i was young. tt's normal la. now a bit more stable le), she will say "i also leh.. cos can [lyk tt can lyk tt]" And the reasons all from what i told her de. faint liao faint liao. lol
Maybe, u all dunno something. Last time when me n guanyi were young and we always go popo's hse evry week. i mean for him, now he seldom go. Then whenever it's dinner time, whateva i eat he also eat de. dunno how to tell u la, u must go my popo's hse for dinner then u can understand wat i mean by tt. hehe... ask my lin lin jiejie to bring u there lor. cos she can be counted half the owner. hahas... cos she lives there ma. Anyway, now guanyi doesn't la. hahas... wateva i said or do, he will oppose me de. hahas
Zi Ai arh, zi ai... must really have zhu jian. btw, this is really wat i call mei zhu jian. not those shui bian la (when choosing a place to eat or wateva). hehe... someone must b feeling tt he/she got suan-ed by me. dun tell u it's a he/she. hehe
U noe zi ai is v lucky, no, blessed tt she has a mother who is able to discipline her. If not, zi ai would ordy become lyk me. hahas... my pattern la. True leh...
She always try to be lyk me. short hair or wateva... and again, all my reasons. hehe... not excuses wor!! u all would think tt wateva reasons i'd given r all excuses, but they r reasons to me! hehe... :P
So, Zi Ai shud really appreciate her mother n father. If not, 早就给我带坏了. rite?
Well, it's really scary la. To be influenced until this extend. And to influence ppl till lyk tt, the person, who is me, feels even more scary leh... too scary le. scary than watching a ghost movie. Make me wanna hide. hahas... really la. A bit scary... hehe... lyk tt, next time wateva i do i'll prob hide it from her leh... cos it's really too scary le.

oh ya, btw, a reminder for pj. u still got 1 week and 1 day left. dun slack arh...

2005-10-15T13:00:00.000-07:00

hmm... now listening to a chinese praise n worship CD... nice wor... i lyk 不一样的感觉。The songs in it r v nice... hehe
U wanna look at the verse? here!
不一样的感觉说出来恐怕你也不了解不一样的感觉需要你自己亲身体验
什么是神的恩典什么叫罪的赦免什么是神的爱怜叫我的过犯离我好远好远
并非幻觉如此贴切从天而降绝非遐想永远包容你不会拒绝永远思念你
不会厌倦就这样爱你疼你想你念你到永远不一样的感觉

erm... still got repeat from somewhere to somewhere de la, but just show u the lyrics la. A bit confusing rite? hahas... lol

very nice song. hehe

2005-10-14T21:01:00.000-07:00

Here are some quotes that i found from a web given by a fren:

John Wesley tells of a dream he had. In the dream, he was ushered to the gates of Hell. There he asked, "Are there any Presbyterians here?" "Yes!", came the answer. Then he asked, "Are there any Baptists? Any Episcopalians? Any Methodists?" The answer was Yes! each time. Much distressed, Wesley was then ushered to the gates of Heaven. There he asked the same question, and the answer was No! "No?" To this, Wesley asked, "Who then is inside?" The answer came back, "There are only Christians here." (1 Cor 1:10-17)
John Wesley

Someone once asked Billy Graham, "If Christianity is valid, why is there so much evil in the world?" To this the famous preacher replied, "With so much soap, why are there so many dirty people in the world? Christianity, like soap, must be personally applied if it is to make a difference in our lives."
Billy Graham
btw, this one sounds lyk the hairdresser story rite? hehe

2005-10-13T21:09:00.000-07:00

hmm... i think huimin is rite, i'm too horrible le, blog almost evryday. But now, i blog a few times a day!! this is the fourth time le. hahas...
Anyway, i'm back to learning guitar le... 4 weeks and 4 days ago? hahas
Now, i've got a layer of dead skin on my index finger, middle finger and the fourth finger of my left hand... the last finger think dun have cos seldom use ba. Thumb also. hahas
Now i think my fingers dun feel pain liao. hahas
Last time will de, but now, think no feelings le. hahas... good thing? bad thing? hahas... dunno lah. lol
But i'm not going to give up!! hahas...
Guitar is fun wor!!

2005-10-13T13:19:00.000-07:00

Very sian arh!! Maple going through a server maintenance, left me with nothing to do. No one chat with me also... haix...
Oh wells, maybe i should go pack my room, play my guitar, play my piano, do my theory, memorise the piano terms, and most imptly, read His words!!
But then, i still feel sian!!! No one online today... v sian v sian v sian!!!
haix... not say dun have la. But most bz, away or wateva. Then left those who r not so fun to chat with. As in after dunno how many years then reply de. haix...
Must wait till 8 pm. haix... maybe God planned for this ba. maybe He wants me to lessen the time i spent on the com each day ba...

2005-10-13T08:33:00.000-07:00

I was chatting with some frens...
Then, all of us were waiting for maple to finish it's server maintenance... hahas...
Looks lyk we are getting impatient. hahas
oops, zi ai online liao, she's gonna disturb me.. hahas

2005-10-13T00:33:00.000-07:00

Now, i'm playing maple...
Playing with my senior, michelle.
We went into Dungeon, Southern Forest IV. Then i change window, when i returned, saw someone quarreling with her. Abt ks again... sure is another guy ks de ma... cos his lv high. and i dun lyk ppl who use this type of excuse, "we came here first leh" to ks ppl. And then hor, guys shudn't be quarreling with gal ma. erm... i'm a male character, so not really referring to myself. I referring to michelle.
Then, i not happy ma. Bully my senior! hmph!
And michelle is in my party leh... make her ended up nth to fight, she cannot lv up. I just level up, so i dun mind, but she haven level up. Then, i told her my plan.
This is my plan:
I asked that guy whether he still can fame ppl or not. then he say no. Cos wanna to ks him ma, if can, he can defame us leh. And then hor, i v happy.
So, i asked michelle whether he got partner or not. She say got.
Then, i saw the partner in the middle ma. btw, we on top. So, i go check on him. As in just take a look. Saw his clothes le, then din bother to ask. cos know tt he lv abt the same as me. Anyway, he lv 18 cos after tt i still check his lv. Lower than me!! wahahaha... this one ezier to ks. cos his power not enough for 1 hit k.o. the on top one can. diff. so, i decided to ks him.
And i did. lol... and he realised tt i'm ks-ing him. hahas... so, he scold me and threaten to defame me. Somehow scared, and somehow not. hahas... nvm la. defame jiu defame lor. hahas... but he din. lol... so, i cont ks-ing him. later michelle join in.
We were having fun ks-ing him. lol...
then he threaten michelle also. But then we still continue!! hahas
Think he use his fame liao la. if not he still tok so much. action la. if i dun lyk this person n can defame, i zao jiu defame n run lor. hahas... but he no fame, too bad!! :P
Then, he continue scolding while hanging on a rope. So, i "fight back". I said, since u r not fighting, we fight lor. anyway, it's the truth ma, he really not fighting still tok so much. Then he later away i think. hanging there dun talk and a while later, disappeared. no fame la!! hahas
This is the first scheming game i ever played before... feel so bad man. hahas
Well, feel tt ppl nowadays r lyk v rude.
maple reflects them all. their character and so on. These few days, i very fed up le lor. Every time kana scolded when ppl ks me. and say tt it's their territory. crap! If not, then they scold each other with vulgar words and even drag their parents in. As in, they scold each other's parents. Sort of cursing... me dun lyk!!
Well, wat has this world come to?
A rude generation? or wat?
A world without tolerance... without patience... tt's wat i noe.
Next time, i think i dun really wanna trade fame liao. just go into any of the dungeons and if they open their mouth and start to scold. That's it man! their fame would be gone... hahas
So, dun play play with me hor. In th real world, i can tolerate all nonsense, but not in game. Cos they really tok till too guo fen liao. anyway, no one tok till too guo fen in the real world.. hahas... :P

2005-10-12T21:00:00.000-07:00

Friday, saw kaili, a long lost fren. 2 years? 3 years? abt tt la. She's my senior is dlss. Not the first time i saw her on the train le, but i just confirmed that she's the one tt day. When i saw her, whether it's the first time or second time(this year), i still find her familiar.
But then, on friday, finally, i picked up my courage can asked her. And then, she still remember me leh!! my name also!! hahas... my last year de fren already forgotten my name le. hahas...
Then today morning, saw a bunch of kids from dlss at macs. Then, i look at them, thinking if i shud "play" with them or not, as in tok to them la. Then, a boy said" hey, i remember u!!" then i just tell him i WAS from dlss. hahas... then i started chatting with the bunch of kids while waiting for my order. Then they suan me arh!! hahas... say i'm short or wateva.. but nvm... lol
Just glad tt my frens and my junior still remember me.... hahas... din noe that ppl will still remember be de, so unforgettable. hahas.... thick skinned arh. lol... but it's true...
cos i'm counted as a loner ma. So, glad tt ppl still remember me, and even my name. hahas
well, hope to see them again. Next time i c kaili, i'm going to get her hp no and qihui's hp no from her. hahas... dun want to lose contact with them ma. it's a pity lor. cos it's not by chance tt u noe this particular person...

2005-10-11T19:04:00.000-07:00

Hey, the third time i'm posting again... Well, too much to say liao... hahas
Anyway, just now when i came back from NTUC, i heard the news toking abt the PSLE and wateva whether the student got the right ans or not also nvm, still got marks.
Then, when i asked my dad, he told me that they posted the wrong qn. and then got free marks la! hmph! how come last year dun have this kind of things... maybe i can get 241, maybe i can get into BPGH le, evry morning dun nd wake up so early!!
Well, anyway, hahas... just joking. If i can go in, and it's in God's will tt i will get in, i'll get in to BPGH no matter wat. If God doesn't want me to get in there, no matter how high i score, 260 or even higher, i still can't get in de. rite? hahas...
Anyway, how can things happen lyk tt? PSLE leh, not EOY leh! good for my sis la. aiya, think she gonna score higher than me liao la and get her handphone as my dad promised... lol
PSLE is lyk really no nd to study de leh... no matter wat still pass de... my sis is one example la. She din study de lor... but in the end, she always say tt paper ez or ok de... haix... as i've said before, this world is unfair... clever ppl will be able to do this lor.
Average de would have to work harder lor... ppl lyk me lor... and then so wat if i get into good sch? struggling leh...

2005-10-11T16:03:00.000-07:00

Now, after exams le... no one online... know y exam time they online but not after exam?
hahas... they all went out le. hahas... Only me still at home chionging maple, loner ma... hahas

2005-10-11T12:23:00.000-07:00

Today had science paper...
The only day with only one subject... hehe
Not bad... cos i got study ma!! hahas...
though there are a few questions tt i'm not tt sure, but it's ok... hahas
Thanks wenda for teaching me abt the atoms and stuff
Thanks da jiejie for teaching me abt the equation...
They came out!! hahas
thanks thanks... I could be "killed" by the paper if u 2 din help me. So good leh... i got my bros and sis to teach me. hahas... their explanations is much more clearer.
ok la, wenda, sorry la, cos u repeated so many times and i still kip getting those "test" u got for me wrong. but then, in the end i got it rite? hahas... last qn tt one. The 0 de. Tt one is ez... i think i can do tt more than i think i can do the -/+ de... that one too chim. hahas... luckily u nv vomit blood, if not i'll be very guilty. hahas...
Then da jiejie teach de... ezier... explain one time can liao. I just nod my head a few times jiu can liao. I understand leh.. not bad not bad... hahas
anyway, THANK GOD THAT MY EXAMS ARE OVER TOO!! hi 5 mentos!!
But for those whose exams just started or haven started yet, all the best and God bless... hahas... yeah! finally, i can play at ease le. woo hoo!!

2005-10-10T18:54:00.000-07:00

Today we got maths and geog exam.
Maths arh... ok la. Not v bothered abt it. Cos even if i think the paper is ok, then in the end, the results is so.... haix... dun care liao la. Work till so hard but in the end lyk tt. hahas... not tt hard though. but i did revise... counted working v hard liao hor. Last time dun have this kind of things de leh.
Geography... When i was attempting the paper, i was tired. then, my eyes were half closed lor. Even when doing the paper, i still dare to slp. hahas... But then a while later i woke up to do lor. I got a lot of qn dunno how to do!! argh!! what is denudation? i left this out and 1 or 2 more other qns... i think. Really dunno how to do. Even if i want to anyhow give ans, but i just dunno wat to write la. ahhhhh!!!! Then got some, i did... then those some, i gave very crap ans... :(
haix... i tot i can make it for today de... i tot i can.... i tot...

2005-10-09T20:39:00.000-07:00

eh, huimin, ur post can't win mine la. Mine longer k? hahas... I mean the one on iwan's bday de. But then urs more interesting... lol
Anyway, now i very sian... haix... nth to do, just study lor.
ok, 2 more days to go... and i will be lyk pj liao. no more exams le. hahas... then i go cut my hair. lol. Actually long time ago wanna cut liao. I mean yesterday la. But then, they kip psycho-ing me. hahas... no use lehh... hahas... just keep until after exams is enough! no more... Normally, if i feel tt my hair is long le and it's during exam time, i would straightaway CUT! but then now arh, let them shuang for 2 more days la. muahahaha
hehe... stop psycho-ing me liao la. next time no use le. This time got use cos the reason up there is not the main one. the main one is tt i no time. Saturdays and sundays i no time de. hahas... cos squeeze evrything there... i mean for sats la. sundays is just go to church only lor. and nothing else.
I also tot i got the time to cut on friday de. Cos i tot sch would end at 1pm. But then, it ended at 2 pm. If i still go cut, clement they all would really ps me liao. and then this kid blogging here... doesn't go out to far far places. Go la, but then, dun explore... just go out with my mother... follow her only lor.
haix... in the end, nv cut... gotta rush... tt's y they got the chance to psycho me. hahas
Now, almost evryone kip psychoing me liao... sianz...
ok, to tell u all the truth arh... all those tt u all have said r all expired!
So, all those words goes in from one ear n go out from the other... :P

2005-10-09T00:04:00.000-07:00

Well, i'm back to blog again.
Did i say something lyk i'll come back to blog again tmr in the previous post? if hav arh, pai seh, not tmr, shud be later in the day. lol... cos already past 12. Well, this is the mistake that we oftenly make. hahas... anyway, no one bothers :P
Ok, just now in the super early morning, i told u all abt my test already rite? ya, not moving on to Iwan's bday!! yeah! hahas... This is the part of the day when i enjoyed myself most...lol
Before yesterday, when minmin asked me what time my sch ends. Then i told her 1pm. But then, it ended at 2 pm. So, i got to there late. Clement is v ke lian... waiting there all by himself. And thought tt he's late and evryone ps him, but he got no hp, so no choice but to wait. hahas... Anyway, school ended late is not main reason la. Can say tt it's just an excuse :P Main reason is because, I was hungry, so i bought a waffle. So, miss one train. Then later, before i just stepped into the station, i was reminded to buy lighter... hehe... so i went to buy. hahas... Then, dunno where to buy, so i was searching thru the shopping centre (dun look lyk one, but nvm), then, i found one tt sells household de stuffs de. Then i remember they all told me tt it can be found in mama shop. hahas... sorry la, first time buying lighter ma... i also feel a bit wierd lor. hahas... Cos it's lyk y would a kid wanna buy lighter... hahas... I still look young! :P

Then i reach Somerset... I was late by 15 mins. But then, when i reach there i only saw tt red sheep tt minmin has promised to "kill" it for me (my dinner, she owe me de cos i treated her once :P) Anyway, tt sheep is Clement... lol
The rest all disappeared. Then Clement told me tt he tot evryone has ps him. hahas... Then awhile later, Wenda appeared. He went for a stroll... hahas... clever rite?
Then after tt, we tried to contact evryone... all late... hahas... me too, but i'm the earliest among the late ones lol. Then, minmin told us to go either Four Leaves or Bread Talk to buy cake first. Then, we tot tt kris not coming, so we din wait anymore, then we went to buy cake.
Then, jp asked us to go cineleisure to buy. We walked in there... looked up... dun look lyk got sell cake de. So, we walked out again... decided to go taka. But on our way, kris called. We went back to the station to meet her again. Now we got 4 ppl.
Then, we went to Paragon to buy the cake shun bian meet jp. Then we bought a small one. Just for Iwan. Then, we went back to cineleisure again, as instructed. And we so called hide in LJS. Then meet pj there. Now got 6 of us liao. Then we wait for minmin's missed call.
Then, we went up using the lift to the arcade. Then, wenda was at the front ma. We were walking then suddenly, he turned back and kip saying iwan iwan iwan. cos he saw iwan. hahas... thank God tt iwan din saw us, if not no fun liao. hahas
Then, huimin called. So, we walked in. And then hor, u noe wat? We felt as if we going to fight liao. hahas... cos it's lyk a group of ppl walked in.
So cool! But then, suddenly they turned back and walk from the other side. hahas... made me think of the wang zi bian qing wa de tt girl when she goin to the party. hahas...
Anyway, we walkd in la. Din scare him though. But not sure if he was surprised. Cos his face doesn't show. But then, when wenda pointed to kris (kris is behind him), he turned back and SURPRISE!! hahas... i think cos he din expect kris to be there too.
Now, 9 ppl... Then we had a game of table hockey.
After that, we look for a place for iwan to finish up his cake. Before he ate, he still ask if would lyk to have some leh... so generous, even though it's small... hahas... but we rejected his offer.

Then Kris say bye bye to us n left le. Left the 8 of us.
zun zun got 4 bros and 4 sis.
Then, we went up to the arcade again. At first, bros play with the cars and sis play table hockey. Then, there got 4 machines ma. Each bro take one. So, it's lyk... v cool hor? all our bros. hahas...
After they finished their game and we finished our. All of us play table hockey. The first match, iwan n i vs erm... who arh? i'm sure it's not pj... hahas... cos pj played the second round. Anyway, we got a tie. as in draw. I remember tt pj played te second round because... when she's playing, she kip shouting and shouting.. hahas... then the third round, she tried to kip her mouth shut. hahas... in the whole game, she's the most funny one la. lol
Then, Clement, wenda and shiyin left... left 5 of us

We found a place to have our dinner. We went to Ramen Ten. wahh... expensive sia. But nvm, not enough money, iwan pay ma. serious! not joking. hahas... Then, from the time we starteating till we finish and chat for awhile. pj is lyk trying to convince me to kip long hair, wear skirts all those. Of cos! rejected! hahas... not tt ez man... hahas... I gave her lotsa reasons. Yes, reasons and not excuses!
ok, anyway, pj de fren working there. So, when iwan going to pay tt time, he got not enough money. Either he pay by nets or cash. Then, they gave him 5% discount... noe wat? $1 more... then they gave him 10% discount again, cos pj's fren working there ma. yahh...thank God! hahas
Then, we were strolling down the streets. Then minmin left. left 4 of us.
Then, we continue walking aimlessly. Not knowing where we going.

We found a restaurant and we had some dessert. From the time we sat down, JP n i de eyes stucked on the TV there... watching cartoons. hahas... it has been a long time i watched cartoons. y arh? dunno...

Bid farewell to jp. Left 3 of us. me, iwan n pj.
Then, we walked to the mrt station. Just nice, the train tt is heading towards marina bay is here. So, we decided to take tt. For fun. So, it's lyk got lotsa ppl la. Then, pj was inside. before iwan n i can get in, the train close the door le. hahahaha
Anyway, we still meet pj t marina bay la.
ok la, i think i would stop here.
Anyway, it sounded a bit sian la. to u... maybe. but not me. Well, teenages walking down the streets of Orchard is lyk... sian. cos u go orchard is lyk for shopping la. But then, we really got a fun time fellowshipping. When we walking down the streets, no one is by his/her own. As in no one to tok to. All of us were toking to one another. and through this, i got to tok to the bros more. hahas... cos seldom tok to bros de la. still got tok la, but not v often.
Anyway, thanks iwan for the dinner and the desserts. I feel so bad man... shud be we treat the birthday boy ma... but become the other way round. hahas...
oops, next day liao... not 8/10 anymore...

2005-10-08T01:12:00.000-07:00

Thank God, that He did not do according to what i've said... all those negative stuffs abt my exams and this day.
Do u mind tt i tok abt my exams and stuffs? i promise i will cut all the unnecessary details. k? Anyway, this gonna be a long post. Cos there r many things happening today!! Maybe, i should post in diff posts? hahas... it makes them looks much more shorter. hehehe
Anyway, last nite, i mean thursday nite, i din have any slp at all. I merely had a 2 hours rest. Rest arh, not slp. hahas...
Then, i went to school. I told Cheryl tt i've been piaing my art the nite before and din really study for lit. Then Cheryl was nice la. She lent me her notes. have notes better than nth. I tell u arh, most of what i've written comes from there. So, thank God.
Also thank God that i managed to finish my lit essays. All 5. Total words i think more or less got abt 1000 words ba. This is my first time finishing my essays, as in during exams and not test la. For my 1a arh, i dunno if i shud say this or not... i think i'm gonna fail it. Cos it's on tension. Topic Sentence? I dunno!! argh!! can't blame anyone anyway, my fault for not revising. The rest is still quite ok la. so-so only la. I write until hand pain leh, when i try to stretch my elbow, it's lyk a bit pain la. U know y? Cos i was really so concentrated that i din even move my position. Pain la. Then, finally, the last sentence... oh no! hand very pain... cannot write. But then, i still forced myself to write lor. Anyway, for some, i only wrote 3 points instead of 4 points as instructed by miss chan. But nvm, just pray tt i'll get them rite, so tt won't be scolded by miss chan... hahas
Then, art exam. I wonder if i shud thank Yingmin or not. Cos, when i'm doing, then i look at the time, still early, no worries... At tt time haven colour la. But then, after i start colouring a while, the time left abt 30 mins... And yingmin saw tt i haven finish yet and she said jia you wan xuan. At first, i was v relaxed de leh... thinking tt oh still got time, nvm, can slowly colour. But then, when she said tt, i was lyk... huh? so fast? then i rush... hahas... pressurised. But then shud thank her for reminding me the time la. and for her encouragement. The encouragement tt's mixed with pressure. hahas... If not, i wouldn't be able to make it on time lor. In the end, i left the background haven colour and i know tt there's no much time left liao... so i took a colour pencil and just anyhow colour... Anyhow colour as in u still can see the some white parts. But nvm, i treat tt as part of my art piece... lol In the end, i managed to finish la.
So, i thank God tt i managed to finish both exams. And it's lyk left a few more minutes then finish de lor... Another thing is that i wanna thank God that even though i din have a good slp last nite, i can still concentrate. hahas
Art exam is actually quite relaxing. As in no need think de. Just follow what u've done for ur prep work, unless u want something diff la, which is lyk no point wasting tt time to think. No need to think rite? Then my mind was filled with all the praise and worship songs... hahas... not bad arh... still got some music.
ok, looks short rite? ya, i post again tmr... v tired now...

2005-10-06T18:46:00.000-07:00

Tmr is Friday liao... Friday liao... friday liao... If u scroll down n look at my Prayer Request... u will noe y...
Visual art and Literature!! wah... die liao lor.
Both me and my frens got the feeling tt tmr is a failing day...
I noe la, with God nothing is impossible. Though i noe, but then, i still felt tt way... haix... faithless sia... :(
Lit esp...
For Visual Art, it's still ok... cos got preparation work. Graded de. Maybe the preparation wor can help me. And so, byebye... i go and continue to design and draw my layouts for the guitars liao.

2005-10-04T18:29:00.000-07:00

yes! yes!! yes!!! I passed my piano G5!! yeah!! Thanks bro and sis who have prayed for me :)
I was really afraid tt i will fail lor... hahas... So, thank God tt He pulled me through this grading... hahas... Just now my dad's ears almost burst... lol Btw, I got the same marks as my Grade 2 grading leh... in fact, it's the only grading that i took before this G5 de. lol...
Finally, i got a second cert liao... wahahahaha... let's see if i can proceed to MEP... well, just thinking only. but i hope i can... hahas... cos MEP de requirement is at least G3 cert ma.
U wanna noe how much i got? hahas... i got 100/150... Just pass!! lol... Laugh all u want... I'm already glad that i passed!! hahas... I think i'm one of the lousiest in class lor. hahas...
No talent + laziness = lousy
woohoo!! ahhhhhhh!!! THANK GOD THAT I PASSED MY G5 GRADING!!!

2005-10-03T19:19:00.000-07:00

hehe... Finished my chinese paper liao. hahas...
Paper one... 90 marks
The letter writing i chose the first question. It's lyk... ur fren de cca always have practices all these then her studies r affected. So, she's very troubled. Then i'm supposed to write to her as a guo4 lai2 ren2. Then must write my point of view and advise her. Erm... i did advise her, but as for my point of view, i dunno if i got the point or not. As in, i write the 2nd point liao. Then when i look at the qn paper again, i realise i've missed tt out. But then, i tot again... is this (wat i wrote earlier) counted?? Then, i dunno ma... so i also dun care. Then just continue... Then jiu4 ci3 ting2 bi3, rong2 hou4 zai4 xu4. then zhu4 ni3 blah blah blah, then wanxuan shang then the date la! I thank God tt at the end, He gave the 4 words "rong2 hou4 zai4 xu4". Cos the last time when i wrote another letter, which is in Sept, i know tt there's something lyk this, but can't remember clearly, so din write (anyway, not tt impt. the impt thing is still the jiu ci ting bi) Though not tt impt, but if i write, maybe the teacher would be so impressed arh... and giv me more marks... wahaha... Cos the rong hou zai xu, it's lyk we use only once la. As in, we use tt in our first letter writing only lor. so, it's lyk jiu jiu use once, is lyk at least better la. hahas
Dun care abt me, i lyk to find those a bit chim de words in my paper one, then the teacher would give me more marks based on tt. hahas
Then, compo... I wrote abt jia1 ting2 feng1 bo1. I anyhow make up a story la. It's lyk i zun zun write 2 pages... the last line is on the last line of tt paper, not page. cos teacher wants us to write at least 2 pages... which is abt... erm... how much arh? if take away all those blanks... maybe 700 plus words... which is a lot... we only nd to write abt 300? i dunno la! dun care... anyway i noe tt 2 pages is ordy more than enough. So, i dun have to worry... hahas... btw, i tell u something arh... I'm already very used to write zun zun 2 pages de. i dunno y la. But i think is bcos i aim for 2 pages ma. Then when i noe tt i'm finishing 2 pages liao, i'll lyk keep wanting to finish it up. So, if i noe my story is not enough... hehe... teach u something.. keep trying to make a new paragraph la... but u cannot anyhow jiu go to the next paragraph la. If it's enough and i know tt it will be longer than 2 pages, i'll just continue writing... no nd to care abt anything de... wahahaha
Then later during the break. My frens keep asking me if they write out of point liao ma. Then they will start telling me their story. Then hor, i feel v bad leh... cos i too straightforward le, i just tell them tt they wrote out of point when they really did...:P
Cos many of them wrote the same topic as me ma. Then i know tt feng bo is lyk something lyk an arguement ma... not really a prob. Btw, it's "family wind wave" (straight translation) So, i da gai da gai know the meaing la. But then, just wanna confirm, so i check the dict, but then can't find... hahas... Anyway, some of my frens wrote out of my point, then some of them in the "some of my frens" (:P), they know tt they wrote out of point. Just tt they din realise it until evrything is over... But i think mine also a bit, a bit la, out ... cos i think my main point is not strong enough. Maybe ba... Cos i elaborated on those not so impt parts and when it comes to the main point... i just write wat happened but din elaborate much (lyk ending lyk tt). So... good if it's strong enough. If not, then nvm la. Cos i know tt God has ordy bless me in the exam. Cos it's lyk... words just flow through my mind la. hahas... maybe u would say so? if u dunno how to write also no use ma... But then, i tell u... i got my dictionary ma!! we can bring in, not i cheat... hahas...
Then after the break, is paper 2...
got 1 cloze passage, 4 compres and 1 summary... ppl, 4 compres... u try doing that... my hand v pain la. But no choice, cannot rest... hahas...
Then i tell u arh... during the paper 2, i start to feel that God is really very good leh. k, normally, before i pray, i would write down what i want to pray (ezier for me). then yest de is lyk super long la... dunno how many pages... Then after i prayed for evryone except for myself, i start feeling thirsty and sleepy... then i got write down my exams all these ma... Then it's lyk... i dun think ppl will b lyk me la... u know wat i do? i just tell God to look at wat i wrote and take them as my prayer... hahas... serious... then i just end my prayer. hahas... I elaborate till very long for my chinese exam la. hahas... Too much to be mentioned...
Then, as i do the paper... it's lyk... the cloze passage, i always somehow got a bit difficulties doing tt. it's lyk i dunno wat this word means.. the words de meanings r v near... all these la. but then, today, it's lyk no prob de lor... hahas...
then for the 4 compres... a lot right? But then, the qns r very straightforward... other than the last qn which ask u if u agree or not, then ask y tt one... the rest can just copy evrything from the passage de... if not, i think i'll do till siao liao... Anyway, the 4 compres... is lyk... i understand those passages lor... it's not lyk a bit unclear tt type la... it's lyk... i understand almost everything la. (i dare not say i understand evrything:P) So, i thank God tt i'm able to understand those 4 passages lor.
Then last part, summary... at first i got 12o plus words... it's lyk exceeded by 40 over words liao. cos the limit is 80 words only ma. erm... i remember last night i include something... i wrote tt i'll be able to cover all the points and will be zun zun 80. ok, 120 plus seems a bit diff to cut until 80 words rite? it's lyk u ordy tried all ur best to cut till short short liao still must cut... not really much to cut rite? But then i tell u... i did it!! thank God... As for all the points.. i dunno la. But then, by faith... i believe i got all the points down!! Amen!
So, i thank God tt He's been helping through the exam lor... some of my frens is lyk... v diff leh... but then, for me... it's not ok la, but then it's ez la!! btw, i think my chinese in class is one of the lowest la. Evryone taking HCL. Most of them can score v well... me leh? 60 plus... sometimes almost A1... lyk tt only lor.
so, i thank God la. Cos i din pray abt it lor... i write leh... then i tell God to read leh... it's lyk.. wahh.. dan3 da4 bao1 tian1 leh... hahas... i also feel tt i a bit guo fen. hahas... But then, thank God tt He still help me la.
See? God is good rite? But then, i won't fang4 zong4 de... i won't go overboard... when i can stil carry on praying, i cont... i won't lyk anyway God noes de la... nvm... i won't!! If i will, i tell u... it's lyk... the next exam... evrything will be too bad for wx... hahas

2005-10-02T18:36:00.000-07:00

hmm... tmr chinese Paper 1 and 2 liao... got to study later... Anyway, i wanted to post a short passage from a chinese assessment but then got to wait till after exams. Cos if i were to type them out, a bit ma fan and a bit slow... so... ya...
Anyway, today i got a good time playing badminton. Long time never play liao... Almost 1 and a half month... issit? ya... think so. Finally, i've made some improvements... last time i play with elijah lose until lyk siao... now, is lyk 11 vs 15.. hehe... not bad arh. hahas... no lah... ok, i tell u something...
Actually, me and zi ai v bad leh... keep thinking of ways to let elijah's badminton skill tui4 bu4... tsk.. so bad... hahas... but then no la, only think only. We dun have the ben shi to do tt.
Anyway, after the two matches with elijah, i just stroke with him la... means anyhow play la. No win no lose de... So, we had an relaxed game. We were lyk strolling to get the ball, but sometimes got stretch a bit la. Then, as we were playing, we were chatting... toking abt schools, after that Olympics...
Olympics arh... he kept toking... Anyway, i only understand a little bit. The rest i just "ah ah ah ah" only... hahas
Then zi ai appeared (Claps) hahas...
Tt's y we had a good time stroking la. hahas... cos zi ai not here... he won't have any other ppl to play with him other than me ma... hahas...
Anyway, I think zi ai tink tt she twisted her wrist... so pray for her arh...
i also wondering how she wist her arm de. It's ly after the piano lesson, she complain that her wrist v pain... hahas... play piano till twist her hand... haix... too pro le. this type of things not for me...lol...
Anyway, i'm not pro in playing piano. Zi ai is the pro one.
Wonder how she did tt... practice la! diao...
ok la, i go bathe then i go study liao... anyway, also dunno what to study...
paper one cannot prepare...
paper two, 1 cloze passage, 3 compres and 1 summary... wat to study??!

2005-09-30T22:28:00.000-07:00

Ya, today i had my english paper 1 & 2... just now b4 i went for training forgot to blog abt it le. hahas...
hmm... paper 1... ok lor. Write finish liao, then i rest for awhile. Then later, Chen Lao shi woke me up and told me to check. After she left, Mr Teo came in and so i went back to slp again. But then i haven slp yet leh, i just lie down only and he woke me up to check. haix... do i have to check the paper for 45 mins? i took 60 mins to finish paper one. i check liao... then they want me to check again, so i anyhow check. Just read through... then cancel here and there, add in a few words... hahas...
After break, paper 2... I think it is the first time i took such a long time to finish my paper 2. hahas... the paper is still ok la. then y did i took such a long time? hahas.. Cos before i do my summary, i checked the time. Still a bit early, got abt another hour to go. So, i decided to draw the table. Ms Seow said got marks ma... so since i got the time, just draw lor. Then i draw finish liao... then do the summary... at first i think i got 121 words... exceeded by 21 words liao. hahas... so i cancel here and there... v messy. So, in the end, i think my language got prob liao. I mean a bit wierd la. Cos i really try m best to minimize the number of words. In the end, i got 100 words... hehe... zun rite? hahas... but then for the language... hahas... dunno le. Content, i also dunno wat la. hahas...
Then, i tot it was ez... quite ez la. Other ppl said not ez... aiya, won't be too happy de. hahas... cos as i've said, maybe there's something wrong with me. Know how to do but then when get back the results, it's lyk... haix...
But then, really hope that i can score v high for final year.
Then, on the way home, when i was on the MRT, i was reminded of what someone said(forgot liao). So, i tried closing my eyes, i heard many sounds... then after a while, unknowingly, my mind is out at somewhere else liao... hmm... so it seems lyk it's diff to concentrate...
Tmr got to wake up early for my guitar lesson le, cannot be late, last week late le... hahas... so, Good Nite!

2005-09-30T19:01:00.000-07:00

I din realise that once again, it's children's day tmr... until when i was on my way home, i heard the noise that came out from DLSS hall. And I just realised that tmr is Children's Day. haix.... Too bad, mei2 wo3 men2 de4 fen4... If not, today can go back to sch and visit Mr Seah and fake to get presents from him. hahas... ya la, main motive is just to go back to school to visit him.. hahas... really lah, not for presents. If i can go back anytime, i sure will go back at least once evry month de... Anyway, it's just beside my house... y not. hahas...
Then, today sec sch still have examination... Is that the reason tt we can't celebrate Children's Day? hahas... i know it's not la. But then to have examination on Children's Day eve is a bit guo fen lah... lol
Just now, i heard "We'll get there" from the com, i went over to see what's lx doing... Then i saw many slides... their class photos... one by one... They got a little movie clip from their teacher. Then i was reminded of Mr Seah... hahas... too bad la, he's too good liao. He's a great teacher. Anyway, i was reminded that he gave us a little personalized storybook... Though it's only some short stories... but most of us were already v glad le. Cos it's our own book, it belongs to us. That time hor, wahh... is the first time most of us received the best prezzie during children's day.
Too bad, too sad.... :( he's leaving the school liao... he's going RGPS le. Dunno if we still got the chance to meet this hao hao teacher or not.
Last year Children's Day arh, i can tell u.... We got the best prezzie in the whole school! hahas... But then, it would be better if he can add a class photo in or add his own photo in. hahas... not wanting to forget this teacher even though he left the school. Evry class got a class photo lah, except for our class... hahas... We take liao he also nv giv. The whole year we were waiting for tt photo lor.
Well, if abi see this arh... i tell u wat she will tag here... "Grow up!"
sure de lor.... evry time i tell her something abt Children's Day, she will ask me to grow up... hahas.. Anyway, she won't be here de... hehe
So i can tok all i want. lol
oh ya, maybe i can make a card for Mr Seah and then... take the chance to get the class photo from him if he still have, if not ask him to send me his photo... hehehe
hahas... wonder if i still got the time or not... got la, but then... u can c tt i'm v lazy and i dun really lyk to stay at home de... so... hahas...
as for how to pass him the card, well... ask my sis to pass la. Though she's a bit act shy when she sees a teacher. hahas... 1 reason i can't stand her. Anyway, if i make le, i gotta make her give it to him. If not, i have to qin zi chu ma liao... call him to get him out of the school and pass it to him... hahas... if i can go back, then i go disturb him in his class... to let his class see tt Mr Seah has a good student and then tell them to cherish this teacher... but then shud tell them at the beginning of the year ma. hahas...
But then, ppl from RGPS, listen... U shud really cherish this teacher no matter how strict or fierce he may appear... cos he is really great!

2005-09-29T21:26:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow English Final Year liao... The first time, i'm studying for english... Not first time lah... hmm... maybe the last time i studied for my english test would be years ago instead os last year... Last year b4 PSLE, u can still find me playing badminton downstairs.... hahas... now seldom play liao... these few weeks have been studying... v guai rite? hahas... tt's y last week after they left, i play with elijah tt time, i feel a bit wierd... hahas.... then can't hit the shuttle... too long nv play liao... cannot lyk tt liao la... hahas... gtg for training this week liao. If not, got to play with the walls le.... serious! hahas... ok... out of point!
ok la, i study... i really got... i take down notes from my tablet lor... cos my notes in my tablet... dunno what can i do next... hahas...
Really got to study hard le... my CA2 results not that 理想, v disappointing... if i dun work hard now, then report book de results will have Cs and maybe even Ds... :(
Esp art la... anyway, i'm not affected by it... wahahaha... Ms Tay very 狠 lor... 4 assignments, i got 2 fail... the other 2, just pass... hahas... no nd laugh, not only mine is lyk tt... Crecent is terrifying... esp the standard for Art... no wonder got AAD, other schs also dun have.
Anyway, now i'm watching a show. The one on teeth de... hahas... They went to a pri sch to look for those kids whose teeth r beautiful. Then, when they were in the canteen, the students flood them. hahas... And what i wanted to say is tt... Lasallians r not kiasu at all! we r cool ppl... hahas... the students in tt sch is lyk flood them for signatures la... For us, we dun. They come jiu come la, no one will bother about them de... hahas...
But then, i dunno how the p1s now r lyk la. But then what i can say tt is Lasallians from 1999 to 2004 r cool de. hahas... that was the time when i'm still a student there la. Now, senior liao... as in in DLSS la.
Anyway, forget what i said just now. hahas... My main pts start from here... hahas
Today got back my CA2 results... i realised tt evry subject de marks is lyk add PBL de lor... Now then i understand what they mean... Now then i realised the hao chu of PBL. hahas... not too bad la. Can pull up my marks. hehe... Though a bit troublesome, but i think it's worth it... Next year gotta work harder for it liao. hahas
Then hor, amazingly, during the presentation, other than presenting the slides (which is also v lan, i stuttered a bit la), then i din tok much liao... as in when my classmates and teachers asking qn tt time. I only tok once... and tt time was lyk a bit "arguing" with the classmates... not really arguing la. Just tt one of them ask then a few of them was lyk ya lor y lyk tt, so ex... and blah... then me and my members, shouted back... hahas... no la, not fierce la. Something lyk when the sisters shouted at the bros... lol... then really lor, i din tok much. But then, my score is lyk higher than some of them. hahas... Thank God for those extra marks. hehe
And, today, we were supposed to bring our dictionaries to sch. Then, i din bring. I forgot... Then when Ms Seow asked today, she said tt those who din bring, have to go outside and stand. Then, she start with notes first ma... Dictionary is later de shi4. So, no nd go out first la. Then, u noe what? in the end, we got no time to do the ws and so din use the dict!! hahas... thank God for tt.... lol
Notes lor, u noe notes can b taken down withnin a short time and Ms Seow is lyk racing against time... v fast. But then amazingly, hahas... not enough time!! hahas
And then hor, this morning, i got booked, for being late. It's lyk v stupid la! U noe wat happened...
ok la, this morning i woke up late... then go sch la.
Then i walk into the sch. Got 2 councilors at the gate. After i walked pass them, bell then ring, so they din book me. ya! walked pass them, which means haven reach the parade square yet. And then i have to walk past the foyer. there got 2 councilors... ok, fine... got booked! v stupid lor.
Then there were some other ppl there also. Reach there same time as me. Well, when the councilors r booking other ppl, the rest of them were lyk bu fu qi, then they just walked away. Bcos of my integrity, i din... hahas!! I'm honest! lol...
Though i got booked, but then i'm not sad, nor did i regret staying there and write down my name, cos i'm being honest... lol!
well, u may think tt i'm mad... hahas... maybe i'm really mad. lol

2005-09-28T20:43:00.000-07:00

Aiya, bernice arh, u every time say i very guai... always so hardworking... "ya" no lor, i never do my homework... do le sometimes nv hand up
Then my zuo wen nv pass up leh...
2 weeks ago de work rite? last zuo wen rite?
ya lor, when teacher pass ard the result thing, i got 0 for that lor, cos nv pass up.
Then, today hor, teacher gave me another chance leh... she told me that is today i pass up, she will try to talk to miss seow to edit my marks leh... then i can get some marks... lol
really leh! so nice rite? hahas
ya lor, then i finish leh....
hahas
Anyway, hello evryone, i toking to u all la, not only bernice... hahas
I think i got something wrong leh... very sian...
All the tests recently, i got v low marks lor. I even failed one of my best subject. No lah, not chinese, if chinese hor, wahh... heartbroken leh... if even chinese also can fail, then no hope for me liao...
I know how to do those qns de lor... not that i dunno leh... After i read the qn, i straightaway noe how to do de lor...
But then, when the results in out, very jia lat la!
sian... something wrong liao...
Then yesterday de LC, i got just pass leh... chinese leh!!! i noe how to do lor.. i got listen lor... Only the second time i din la, cos too tired liao... was dozing off halfway... how come lyk tt?!!
I KNOW HOW TO DO LOR, NOT THAT I DUNNO!!! ARGH!!

2005-09-27T16:01:00.000-07:00

Today's topic: criticising the CME test
nice topic rite? lol...
not that i dun lyk tt subject la, just tt i've lotsa comments on tt test. hahas
Well, the answers require lotsa personal opinions. Might as well dun test la. Whatever i write, they r not supposed to deduct marks lor.
Some qns r not lyk tt la. Multiple choice... ok... u might think tt it's ok... let me give u one of the qn in there... But then, it's acc to wat i remember la, not zun zun lyk tt de la. but the same meaning... hahas
One day, u r having a high fever and u r in a train... u managed to find a seat even though there r lotsa ppl (the seats r occupied). So, u sat down... then a pregnant lady came in. And she's just in front of u... What will u do?
a) sit down there and pretend u nv see anything
b) give her ur seat when there's no one else giving her the seat.
ah... wait! this one, i tot there would be a better ans... which is without "when...." so, i look for other ans...
c) close ur eyes and pretend tt u noe nth
d) continue sitting down there...
well, u see? the ans r worse lor... lol... Just give her the seat la, y must put the "when..." rite?
lyk tt also can... haix
and then hor, the part c hor, i think every ans is based on ur own de...
all giving advices to this person... ur fren la, ur brother la, ur group members la... all these! might as well dun test la... but then, since they r giving away marks, y not? lol