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Tuesday, January 24, 2006 hi evryone.... me changing a new blog le. the first post is extremely interesting i tell u. hahas.
this blog, i've created it to remind me to cherish my frens... cos i finally realised n learned to cherish my frens only when i'm in pri 6 when i'm leaving them. n now, haha... cherish them even more. hahas. they may nt be my best frens, but then... they would still be the ones who understand me. although some of them would still say tt i'm the happy go lucky type. but then, they r really frens whom i'm really comfortable to be with. ok, cut the crap. hahaha anyway, ya, a new blog... a new beginning of my life. n my first post is on tt. IF YOU DUN READ, U GONNA REGRET IT man.. http://mylifeinyourhand.blogspot.com/ WX
- traveled on - 11:49 PM
[Tuesday, 24Jan06,10.47pm]
Just now wanxuan went to J8 with papa. Then hor, when papa was looking at the shavers, he asked wanxuan whether wanxuan wants one or not and wanxuan gave him a diao look. and the promoter laughed v loudly with wanxuan's dad. hahaha. well, same thing... guess wat the promoter said? yep, he said.. now still dun nd la, in years to come, he will need de la. hahahaha. nvm. lol. they din say anything. wanxuan was quiet (tt's normal when someone else is buying something), so was papa. lol. I'm very tired... hahaha. I dunno whether it's bcos i'm tired or wat... not in a good mood. perhaps i'm tired, or perhaps, i'm tired of smiling or laughing in front of others le... i dunno! it's v easy to put a LOL here or a haha. whichever u want to see in this post, i can type it in here. ha... shall try to get back to my normal days. try la, cos i seriously do not know wat's wrong with me. haha. oh ya, today during assembly, wanxuan realised tt evryone was v united. when they aww... evryone aww together, even if they dun feel anything. haha. ok la, i go le. i'm really really very tired. Leading a tired life... WX
- traveled on - 6:44 AM
Monday, January 23, 2006 [Monday, 23 January 2006, 10.50pm]
woah... wanxuan got v excited over a cheer. hahaha. Wanxuan went to sam ho's blog (link -->) then wanxuan saw a cheer on the homepage of the blog. and wanxuan got v excited over it. after reading it once, wanxuan read it again replacing some words and taking away some. the one tt's there: everywhere we go! people want to know! who we are! where we come from!so we tell them! we are the hamhams! mighty mighty hamhams! super super hamhams! n wanxuan read it in another way: everywhere we go! people want to know! who we are! where we come from! so we tell them! we are the Lasalians! mighty mighty Lasallians! super super Lasallians! haha. wanxuan was having much fun. firstly becos, during an excursion in the DLSS life, when wanxuan n classmates were on the bus, the teacher, who's currently the DM (i supposed she's still the DM now), lead this cheer and the whole bus got very excited. and once again, wanxuan tot of DLSS, teachers and frens. It has been long since wanxuan returns to DLSS, din even walk pass DLSS although it's just beside it. For a few times, wanxuan felt lyk going back, but then on the thought tt her fav teacher, Mr Seah is gone and her frens, all dunno when going back (doesn't really matter in fact. although they r my real frens, but returning to sch is nt abt them la, we can always hav gatherings), and so, wanxuan gave up the thought of going back even though there's still other teachers. Cos they might have forgotten there's someone called wanxuan who was taught by them before. and so, wanxuan is still thinking of whether to go back or not, even if it's on Teachers' Day. It would be quite meaningless also. haha... wanxuan is still wanxuan. LOL. Anyway, someone whom i've been mentioning in this post is leaving this friday le. yep, wanxuan says bye... n wanxuan wants u to pray. hahaha. Look at the prayer request which is at the side ba. "BYE!! my bros n sis, frens n "frens"! i dunno whether i will miss u all or not, but well, if i din, then tt's too bad for u lor :P" "But, but, but! I will always miss u de, Lord!! LOL. Y do i have to miss Him anyway? He's always by my side. isn't it? hahaha" said wanxuan... WX
- traveled on - 6:32 AM
Sunday, January 22, 2006 Finally, a song... yes, a song to express how i feel... it's just a song... but it seems tt tt's all wat i want to say... to You, Lord.
I Will Sing by Don Moen Lord You seem so far away. A million miles or more it feels today. And though I haven't lost my faith, I must confess right now that it's hard for me to pray. But I don't know what to say and I don't know where to start. But as you give the grace with all that's in my heart. I will sing. I will praise even in my darkest time through the sorrow and the pain. I will sing. I will praise.Lift my hands to honor You because Your word is true. I will sing.Lord is hard for me to see all the thought and plan You have for me. But I will put my trust in You. Lord will meet Your guide to set me free. But I don't know what to say and I don't know where to start. But as you give the grace with all that's in my heart. I will sing. I will praise even in my darkest time through the sorrow and the pain. I will sing. I will praise.Lift my hands to honor You because Your word is true. I will sing. yup... tt's how i feel. But from the part where it says "I will sing.....", i'm not sure. But i really hope tt I can do it. Nice song? WX
- traveled on - 6:56 AM
[Sunday, 22Jan06, 8.58pm]
haix... till now, i'm still asking myself who am i. haix... haix... ahh!! just who r u la?! no one tells me... or i can say... no one, except God, noes... sian ahh... lonely... hahaha i've got no friends... at all. yup, i have "friends", but haix... Friends r just a term for those who noes u. n for those who really noes u n understand u, they r call best fren, to most ppl. lol hehe... not so for me. cos i dun really consider those who noe me as a friend. ya, my standards of friend r really high... no leh... haha. i still think tt "friends" can betray u any time. whenever u r backstabbed, there's no one to defend u, they just agree. and all ur so called "friends" will leave u one by one. and slowly, u realised tt hey, why r they all dao-ing me? hahaha. it's true anyway. dunno y i suddenly tok abt this, but well, tis is just wat i feel. i'm still looking for a friend now. haha. later evryone tag n say tt they r my friends and they will be. and then for ever and so on la. so sian... all these i've heard for a hundred over times le. yeah... my friends... u dun have to say it if u really r my friend. prove it instead! WX
- traveled on - 4:48 AM
Saturday, January 21, 2006 muscle ache... haha. no sore throat. but today, i feel tt i'm nt tt crappy leh. hahas. but i still got tok la. haha. abi asked us tok ma so i tell her long stories. but today de session is lyk we keep toking n toking. hahas. n the time seems to be longer than usual. as in last wk we dragged till 2 plus. but tis wk, only till 1pm only, but the time is lyk v sufficient to tok de lor. hahas.
I also got a prayer request too. A only. hahas. only 1!! not lyk huimin... 11. lol. v long lor. hahaha. got shocked when i saw it. haha. hard work sia. anyway, i'm sharing Christ with... erm... nvm le. later my frens see they will dao3 dan4. anyway, just pray for me la. cos... hw to say leh. hahas. if someone, ya, tt someone i think she noes who is she la, if she dunno then good. if she comes here, she will noe leh, then she will spread to the whole class n the whole class will be lyk.. woah. 38 vs 1. hahas. not really. i still got huiwei n hazel. right? so, it's 36. excluding tt person whom i'm "targetting" at. anyway, haix... v hard to say leh. lol. ok, just tt person la. for the whole of 2005, i've been lyk... ya, keep sharing with her and inviting her to church. erm. tt's quite obvious le. nvm. anyway, just pray tt she will come k? i think i'll nt invite her to church tmr or next wk la. next wk, think.. there's still a possibilty. but then... she's v bz la. lol. on sundays esp. last time sat, now sunday. so, pray tt she can come k? last time pastor wu de almost can de lor, but her mother dun allow cos she had been going out. anyway, just pray tt she will b free n will n can come k? i won't ask her so soon yet la, cos i dun want her to feel tt i'm haunting her to come church n dun want our friendship to break up bcos of tis. so ya? haix... got a feeling tt u all dun get wat i mean. nvm, u all can ask shy/pj/michelle. haha. they noe. lol. n to be honest, one of my goals, the one tt abi told us to set, till march tt one, is to bring her to church by march. hahaha. anyway, THANK YOU!! WX
- traveled on - 6:19 AM
Friday, January 20, 2006 [Friday (shud be sat), 20January06, 12.23am]
Today the whole of taekwondo training is physical la! wow! tiring man. haha. push ups esp... hahas. did a lot of times. dun really remember but then i anyhow do de. hahas. serious. i just lie there n then my elbow come up n go down only. hahaha. cos sir wants us to be fast wat and he counted v fast. lol. i shall try and make my push ups nice. lol. near perfect la. as in the way tt we r supposed to do. Then we also got do sit ups, squats, star jumps n wat arh? lol. lyk tt only meh? lol. but we did lotsa times ok. over n over again. it's lyk... push ups le jiu sit ups, jiu squats then jiu star jumps. ahh... until the squats part, it's still ok, as in i still can cheng1 xia4 qu4, but then star jumps... 1 only my legs breaking le. second try, trying hard to get back to the original position. third one, woah... fall liao, n putting my kness down le. even when i put my knees down r still pain k. haha. i mean i din really fall la, i just aiya... diff to explain. but well, knees,nono, the whole leg is pain. then after tt, i din really go down le. just put my hands down n when sir said up, i go up n star! lol. my legs cmi liao. lol. think cos of the squats ba. but i think squats r the easiest to do even though they break my legs sometimes. lol. tough arh? haha. but haha... we r fit ppl. sir said he gonna make us sweat till when we twist our shirt, all the water will come up. nono, we din. hahaha. and also, we did some kickings la. i kip shouting n shouting. lol. if no one shout, i have to ma, if nt all later kana push ups again. lol. hope tt i won't have sore throat tmr morning. if got, then abigail will sure b v happy de, cos i won't tok much. hahaha. right? lol. k, time for maths now. haha. no la, i mean i've to go n est wat time i shud go out tmr. lol. cya! short post right nice ?? WX
- traveled on - 8:21 AM
Thursday, January 19, 2006 [Thursday, 19 January 2006, 8.56pm]
Went training today. surprise surprise! hahaha. I step into the hall and... i din realise anything. hahahaha. lame. then after i put down my bag, i turn towards the courts and woah... blue players in our hall!! hahahaha. they r frm pioneer de. friendly match again. yups! hmm... had a match la. erm... i lost. again...tt's wat u wanna say right? lol. yup, i lost... so? i enjoyed myself totally! hahaha. first round.. forgot hw much the score is but i lost badly. lousy. second match, ping de ni si wo huo. hahas. i won. 11-9. rubber match!! 3rd match, i was actually winning de, but then when the score is 10-9, n it's my service, i served out of court. argh!! n let my opponent have the chance. 10 all. duce! then 3-0. i lost. hahas. but nevertheless, it's still a nice game:) then i think their senior, who's a guy, played with our senior. the most senior one. i lyk the guy's actions esp! hahas. v cool! i wanna play lyk him!! woohoo!! hahaha. i mean his actions r cool, all the strokes all tt. but the guy is nt cool. hahas. let me tell u y... when we send them off, the guy was at the door ma, then he turned back n make a bow, make funny faces n all tt. lame la. i start to diao him n the rest followed. haha. then after tt the coach tok to us. wow!! v v v v convincing. evry sentence. hahaha. i start to lyk the coach more n more. he's my dreamcoach sia! Thank God for the coach. Finally, after waiting for months, God ans my prayers :) WX
- traveled on - 4:52 AM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006 [Wednesday, 18 January 2006, 10.34pm]
A few days ago, i think it's friday ba. think i mentioned it in my previous posts before. not sure where issit but somewhere ard friday de post ba. erm... ya, i sprained my ankle. Let me see... 4th time! hahaha. Hope that this would be the last time i sprain my ankle or wrist or anywhere. hahas. last year is v jia lat la. hahas. i'm known for getting myself injured which is nt tt nice... hahaha. anyway, thank God that my ankle is ok liao. i din see a doc. hw did it get well then? let me tell u a story which happened last year. Last year, after i went to marsilling to see the chinese physician, n got my ankle bandaged up, i limped up the stairs... one by one... v xin ku leh. ppl take 1 step, i take 2 steps. if u dun get wat i mean, nvm, either u can try it urself next time or ask me. hahaha. Then there's a uncle. quite old la. can be my grandfather liao. he just came and tok to me. then taught me wat to do abt my ankle. he said shud be done before seeing the doc de, but tt time, a bit too late le. anyway, he said wat put hot towel then blah... i wasn't really listening to him cos usually i dun believe wat others have said. as in those without cert tt says tt he's a doc or blah.... anything la. but then he said tt he's frm St John's Ambulance last time. so, i just ok... all the way across the bridge. he really tok to me n walk slowly with me across the bridge. there's some auntie walk past, think they tot tt he's my grandfather... ahh... nvm. lol. then the aunties told me "nvm, walk slowly, leg injured can walk slowly" cos i was lyk blocking their way. hahahaha. anyway, ya. tis time, i din went to see a doc. firstly, monday, which is the 16th jan, i've got a friendly match with kent ridge, u can read the previous post. it's interesting... to me... i dunno wat abt u la. nvm. there's some things tt u have to try it urself. hahaha. anyway, i din go to the doc becos of tt reason and the other one is that the badminton tournament is near n i dun wanna miss it. n the last reason which isn't a v nice reason is tt... after i take out my bandage, i can't walk properly. have to learn hw to walk properly. hahaha. think sl noe tt. i was complaining to her last time. lol. ya, badminton is the main reason la. So, suddenly, wateva tt the uncle said came to me. it's quite wierd lor. hahas. i wasn't actually listening to him la. as i've said, i dun trust ppl easily. but since this time i dun wanna go see a doc, so i just give it a try. and ya, i think my ankle is ok liao. so, i wanna thank God for tt uncle n thank God tt my ankle is ok liao. i dunno if it's the method tt works or God noes tt i've all these things then He healed me or wat la, but anyway, thank God!! hahahaha n... I love wednesday!! yeah! hahas. cos it's a short day. lol. eh... dun think tt i can say tt i love wednesday. hahaha. cos if the time table is gonna change, i won't even like it anymore. i mean... if it change back to the 2.30pm one la. hahaha. or if they add something in the afternoon again. n this time, i'm gonna ren3... i will try not to take up any more things in sch liao. but then... i saw chinese caligrahy n painting in my sch diary today... hahas. i wonder if tt's a CCA. if it's a CCA, at least i noe tt there's another CCA which i like in sch. lol. shudn't say there's another la. shud say at least there's one. hahaha. Again, i say, i love badminton, but then for trainings... er.. ok la. i'm still trying to get use to the long training. i'm still trying really hard. ms seow said tt CCA shud be something tt we enjoy n nt add to our burden. true... but nw tis CCA has somehow add to my burden lor. n it's quite heavy. ahaha. yes, i enjoy badminton. but isn't 3 n a half hrs too long? yes yes yes, i understand tt tournament is coming. but... still, can shorten the length or nt? cos badminton is nt the whole of my life la. i dun live for badminton. i still got other things to do. my studies... and there's other things. i mean... this cca is lyk... it makes me v tired evry day. when i reach home, it's either i have my dinner le then straightaway go slp or the other way round. as in i reach home, rest until 9 plus 10. then wake up n have my dinner, then force myself to slp. it's v v v v v the unhealthy. anyway, y am i toking abt all this? hahahaha. oh... cos of caligraphy. hahas. can only blame myself for nt understanding myself. not knowing wat i want, nt knowing wat i can do (think too highly of myself in fact). so, lyk wat the teacher said... sometimes toking to urself is good. ya... blogging is good. makes me think a lot abt myself. hahaha. n made me realised tt i can tok more than pj. cos my posts r much much much more longer than hers. hahaha. n nw... a qn.. blogging is a way to destress?? haha. i dunno. for me... ermm... maybe ba. cos i dun like to tell others abt myself. as in... i can't tok well in a conversation. no matter it's face to face or phone or even msn... i can't. hahas. n usually i'm nt serious enough. to be honest, wat kris told us last wk is something quite diff for me to do leh. hahas. i mean the part abt accountability. v v v hard. next time then i tell u abt the guitar lesson thing. hahaha. long post here. lol. tmr got training. n there's home ec. i've to carry my tablet, home ec stuff, bag, n my racket ard. cry... who's going to help me carry my things. hahahaha. worse if they still ask me to bring back wateva stuffs. nw... i noe y i'm still so short le. nvm. being short is nth to be sad abt. If God designed me to be short, then nvm lor. hahas. i won't b short for nth de. so, whoever who's taller than me n is reading tis... i tell u... being short is nth bad. bleh :P WX
- traveled on - 6:34 AM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006 [Tuesday, 17Jan2006, 8.37pm]
I just had my dinner, erm... dunno whether tt's counted as late or early. but nvm la. hahas. i could have eaten earlier de, but then i was slping before tt. v tired... i slept frm 4.15pm to ard 7.45pm. tired. i dunno whether i can still slp or nt. but then... i'll try to force myself to slp la. hahas. Today i shall go backwards k? as in tok abt wat happened today first then i tell u wat happened yest. Today, we had music lessons. 3 periods. this could actually made me more slpy or even slp lyk nobody's business. hahas. cos there's music ma. classical some more. erm... the classical i mean is the classical tt the people use. nt tt classical, barouqe thing. anyway, ya lor. still got wat conventional music... tt means those tt r pleasing to ur ears. v nice... hahaha. yayaya, tt time really funny la. i mean when ms seow let us listen to those conventional type de. my frens... frm the front to the back of the music room, all of them were leaning against one another. nt all la, only a few ppl lyk me din. hahas. and then hor, i was thinking at tt time... hw come richard clayderman they all can play until so nice. erm... nice as in, u can feel tt there's feelings in it. n hw come even if i can play the piece v well, but still i can't have any feelings in it. erm. gt once i tried before... one of the songs played by richard. slowly... the feeling is gone... :( i've heard it before in a show... gt one man acting as beethoven de. beethoven is the death one hor? pai seh.. mixed up beethoven n mozart le.lol. anyway, when beethoven's student found out tt he's deaf, he asked him y can he still play the piano. then he said.. he plays the piano with the heart, nt only fingers... cool ma? hahas. i still remember tt my jie fu was still emphasising tis n kip telling my nephew. Went to Kent Ridge sec yest for a friendly match. mr tan actually told us v clearly tt it's springfield de lor. but he told us it's in clementi... somewhere there. we dunno. then when we asked ms seow where issit, she told us tt it's somewhere near pasir ris. then we were lyk.. huh?! hahas. but ya, it's mr tan who told us the wrong thing. i passed by my da jiejie's sch yest leh. lol. i lost... xin fu kou fu -ly. nice match. hahas. i've got a good opponent. but i din got thrash out till v can3 la. i lose also lose de gt standard de k. got chains de hor. as in there's some time when the both of us can't score. kip service over-ing. lol. first round - 11:9 second round - 11:5. was v careless in the second round. some sort of careless la. seems lyk i've gt to train to think quick n let my hand take my commands. i've gt lotsa chances to score de lor. as in, she's in front n i could hit it to the back de, but then, i hit till too wai le, out!! ya lor... wasted lotsa chances. but i love the second round de last ball. the score is lyk 14:?? then when it's her service, i try to nt let her hv the chance. ya, then it's lyk... ya... most of us dun lyk tt de. cos yao win you4 cannot win, yao die also cannot die. "die" i mean. hahas. well, had a good game yest. so shiok. long time nv play till so shiok le. nice nice nice... then when we had to leave, eunice i think... she told us to take our stuffs n go downstairs n get up onto the coach. ya.. quite funny la. cos one is badminton coach n the other refers to the bus la. well, a bit lame la. but nvm. then it's quite fun on the way back to sch la. hahas. they were joking ard. lol. then i v bad la. i still go n say tt michelle n hsun-i r couples. hahas. both girls btw. no la, was just joking. but they r really good frens. well, had an enojoyable time yest. although i'm v v v tired. hmm... my parents kip telling me tt i'm too bz with my stuffs le. but then, only nw tt i realised tt. haha. yup...tired life...a bz one.. it's after sunday's sermon tt i realised tt. haha. have to let go of some things... but all r equally impt leh. hahas. badminton... cca plus outside training. msp, piano, taekwondo, guitar n vcip. vcip is still ok la. nt lyk other ccas lyk tt, nd to meet up lyk 2 times a wk. for nw, we haven really start to meet up yet. so i think i will let go of my outside training. can save $20 evry week also. ya, can see a big diff between my frens' life n mine. dun want to compare it with those who r the same as me la. but there's some tt's lyk... wow... so xian mu them. they only have to stay back in sch 2 days.... the rest of the wk they can go home early. life is lyk tt... either u have too much time, if nt u will b too bz n xian mu the others. nono, only for ppl lyk me who doesn't have time management. WX
- traveled on - 4:26 AM
Monday, January 16, 2006 [Monday,16Jan2006,11.35pm]
i'm so sleepy now... tired... yup, for the whole day. hahas. dunno whether should go training tmr... v tired. hahas i shall go slp now. n I OWE U ONE POST... ya, today is a tired day, but interesting... haha cya tmr :) WX
- traveled on - 7:35 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2006 [Sunday, 15 Jan2006, 8.04pm]
Just came back from Orchard with my dad. Left church quite early today la. haha. finished one match with elijah jiu left le. zixin actually wanted to play with me de, but then... i've to go cos my dad waiting. anyway, today, at orchard, when we were having our dumplings, we were standing somewhere where there r trees n ppl. lol. anyway, linxuan dropped 2 3 li4 fan4, then we started the debate. hahas. when we stopped for no reason, i mean without conclusion, my dad wanted us to cont. hahaha. he enjoy watching us debate arh. hahas. Then we went to CK Tang n take a look. woah... those fountain pens r nice wor... n v CHEAP leh. lol. eheheh, if u dun get the full meaning, dun go there first arh, ask me, hahas. if nt if u make a wasted trip u will kill me. think u understand wat i meant after i've said tis ba. lol. Then on the way home, my dad taught me hw to drive. hahas. a little theory only la. lol. cos i was holding the gears n turning here n there n insisted on changing gears for him. so, whenever he said "change" or "free", i will change or free. then he said tt his car v good cos the gear is even more auto then those auto de. hahaha. cos he only have to say one word. lol. i'm really wondering hw come things r getting "better" when it shud b turning worse? i mean... it shud. cos it's lyk... things starting to happen but then, it seems lyk... it's going back to normal. i dun mean tt it's nt good la, but i'm just wondering... Issit tt God wants to give it a happy ending? but well, Lord, do u think... it's possible to have a happy ending? no matter wat has happened before tt, no matter hw evrything got better, "better" i mean, before it ends, but when it ends, the ending will still be the same... i think... i shud tok to God abt tis myself ba... hahas. u all starting to have qn marks all ard ba... haha WX
- traveled on - 4:03 AM
Saturday, January 14, 2006 [Saturday, 14.01.2006, 7.20pm]
Just came back frm abi's hse... v tired. hahas. we r good leh. hahas. after lunch, which is abt 3pm, we stayed there n play till 5 plus. hahas. they was playing with my hp when we were there. then i took fiona's hp and composed a song!! nice leh. hahas. zhiwei said nice. abi din say anything. lol. but, i still feel tt it's nice. ahhas. although i anyhow compose de, but then, it's still my work leh. hahas. can ask fiona to show u when u see her. lol. cos it's in her hp. i shall think of a way n get it. lol. Common Test on monday. seriously, i dunno wat to study. hahas. compre ma. lol. Class test... evry wk also have one de la. Friendly match with springfield on monday after school. Tournament coming also... For those of u all who read tis, u r gonna pray right? thanks!! hahas. ppl r good in koping testi, i'm good in koping prayers. hahas. Anyway, y has the rain stop??!! :( i shouldn't have ask it to cont raining. cos i realised something... whenever i said anything, the opp will happen. hahas. so sad. haix... sadded WX
- traveled on - 3:19 AM
Friday, January 13, 2006 [Friday, 13 Jan 2006, 11.50pm]
Today is our CCA open house day!! this is something between the sec 1s and 2s. if the seniors wanna interfere also can la. lol. I din went to help out at the Badminton booth. i went to help out Mr Teo at the VCIP booth. Community service. cool! hahas. i din noe tt i've got a 2nd cca leh. lol. i thought it was just some kind of program lyk msp. but nvm. hahas. doesn't make much diff anyway. So, i was sitting there with brochures, tt piece of paper for writing down those who r interested de name, n with my tablet. then was sitting there. me myself only. hahas. then wait for ppl to pass by then explain to them a bit. others cca have ppl to pull the sec1s there de, but we din. but i think it's better for a cca lyk VCIP la. cos it's voluntary de ma, so wat's the pt of pulling them there? right? So, ya, i think we have a few sec1s and 3s joined us today. i mean... they put their names down la. a few only la. cos mr teo would lyk to start with a small grp first, so doesn't matter. Then mr teo came to help me out also. When there's no "business", both of us were sitting at the bench and then i started the tok. hahas. i asked him abt christian stuffs la... hmm.... wat did i asked him arh. oh ya, i asked him which ministry is he serving in and both of us kip toking abt sharing christ, the bible n all these lor. hmm... first teacher tt i've talked so much with. hahas. Have teachers who r closer to me than mr teo la. those daycare de. last time la. lol. but then i dun tok to them lyk tt one lor. it's lyk they ask a qn n i ans la. but v lame ans. hahas. I've learnt quite a lot frm mr teo also la. yah. haven got a chance to tok to his wife yet. hahas. he just got married last nov. his wife pretty leh!! hahas. k, out of topic. Now, have to start thinking of the project liao. abt which area to work on. then find a team tt got the same interest as me. nw, waiting for the camp which is held next month, with the TDP girls. then i'll have a mentor. yeah!! hahas. as if i dun have one lyk tt. lol. oh ya, there's 2 sec 3s who signed up. as in.. 2 of them, nt only 2. lol. during lunch time, my badminton senior came to me n tell her 2 fren beside her tt she can't even remember her junior's (me) name after 2 years. hahas. then tt 2 fren r the 2 sec3s la. then they both of them said together at the same time, "i noe! Wan Xuan!" lol. seriously, i dunno them de la. just tt i've seen them for a few times which is quite normal cos they r councilors. a big big tie with stripes. hahas. they told me tt they noe "evrything" abt me. lol. n ya, while i dunno them. hahas. see? my seniors lyk me a lot. lol. no la. lol. jk only. according to wenning, she say tt they "lyk" me cos they think tt i'm hardworking which is lyk... ahh... ha... lol. anyway, enough abt school stuffs. hahas. before i end, whoever who reads tis, PRAY for me k? lol. cos tournament is coming n today i dunno whether gt injured my ankle again or nt. cos i seriously wanna play!! hahas. as in... if i can play, can as in if i'm chosen, i wanna play!!! lol. anyway ya, pray for me k. hahas. monday there is a friendly match liao. yup, thanks :) WX
- traveled on - 7:50 AM
Thursday, January 12, 2006 yest forgot to post abt something... on the way home when i was on the train, i was lyk... whew... finally no rain liao. then i alight at yew tee.... a light drizzle only. then i decided to walk... ya, n take the long way. then before i crossed the traffic light, i heard the leaves rustle... then it sounded lyk the rain is chasing me frm behind. then i was lyk... oh no. then i tried to run. the nearest shelter is the bus stop lor. but then i've to stop at the traffic light cos it's the red man. then 1 2 3, it turned to the green man n then... RAIN!! and it's lyk... wahh..so heavy lor. suddenly one. then i quickly ran to the bus stop n call lx n ask her come n "fetch" me. haha. n ya, today.... i finally brought biscuits!! to pei my milo in the morning. hahas. i dun actually drink milo in the morning de, but then my mother wakes up early in the morning to make milo for us, so drink lor. usually i will buy bread on the way de. anyway, i tot i've lotsa things to blog today de. but well... hahas. finally today is thurs... oh yes, thurs. we had matches today. badminton matches. had a nice game with mayvin n shauna. lol. and tmr is friday. CCA open hse. i wanna kop the souveniers leh. hahas. n i think i'm going to adopt one mortal liao since there's no 1S3 this year. 2 choices... either my DLSS juniors or i get anyone frm the C classes. hahaha. must b quick, if nt valentine's day come le jiu no fun liao. hahas. n the day after tmr is sat... rest... hahaha n common test is coming... shall work hard. ya, i will try to work hard. hahas. nw i go make some geog notes liao. bye bye. WX
- traveled on - 6:17 AM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006 [ Wed, Jan 11 2006, 11:16]
hmm... Thank God tt i din really fell aslp nor feel tired in class today. hahas. yup, tt's wat i prayed for yest. LOL. Cos i'm someone who doesn't fall aslp in any outside lessons or sermons or wateva, but only lessons in sch. n i'm known in class as one of the sleepers. hahas. Think some of u all saw my desktop de background. the pack sq one. the v v cool one. hahas. yah. then a few days ago, i even go n arrange the icons into the shape of a cross, it's just nice lor. hahas. bu duo bu shao. then my dad saw it yest. then he told me nt to b so crazy over tis kind of things la... and blah... then i was thinking, if tis is call crazy le, then the whole street is full of ppl who r crazier than me liao lor. hahas. anyway, issit tt extreme? hahas. i just tot tt it's nice only ma. LOL. oh ya, n some of my classmates LOVE my background. lol. they dun mean the words la, just the pict n evrything only. cos it looks real! lol. for ppl who dunno wat i mean, then haha, nvm, no nd to bother abt it so much. Then i just now went zi ai's hse. to get my stuffs printed cos my printer breakdown :( then after i got my things done, my dad's turn to "fix" my yi zhang's scanner. as in he trying to help my yi zhang to install the scanner thing n make the printer "complete" la. lol. then i was chatting with zi ai. wahh... nt bad leh zi ai. she started thinking of which sch to go. as in, she's considering my sch. cos there's someone she noes in there n she felt tt it would be better la, then with her skills, woah! can win senior le lor. n maybe she would revive our history! hahas. then i kip asking her to come join us. hahas. just tok only la. the factor tt she's still considering is the distance la. it's a bit far la. can ask jp. hahas. then hav to wake up before 5.30am. i was chatting with her la. i din noe tt i can even CHAT with her one leh. although i can say tt we r the closest among all cousins (we still gt cousins tt we lyk too, but nt tt close though), but then i din really CHAT with her before.. as in in my memory la. hahas. cool! think she's getting more n more mature le ba. last time i dunno hw to respond to her one lor. lol. it's either i fake laugh or i just orh... or huh. lol. then was still toking but had to leave le cos quite late liao. then when my dad n i were at the void deck, i told my dad tt last time my ah yi (zi ai's mother) asked me whether i wanna tutor the both of them or nt. duno she joking or wat la. i'm lyk... cant really feel wat ppl mean already, ya, just lyk Christopher Boone, the autistic kid. hahas. then i told my dad the reason for "employing" me. the reason is cos tt last time i managed to help zi hui to hit 100 for spelling ma. hahas. pro ma? lol. then i told my dad hw i'm able to do it ma (u want to noe, u go find out urself ba), then my dad just made me realised something. hahas. the both of them can b gd in studies de leh, just tt whether they want or not. hmm... so, i shall help zi ai with her PSLE. nt really tutor her la, but i shall think of ways to help her with it. oh ya, zi ai still ask me help her choose sec sch. then i told her tt i will help her set a goal, then if she hit the target, she can go to blah blah blah sch... hahas. i was lyk... joking? then she said ok. wahh. hahaha. k la, shall help her with it since we r so close. lol. Today, our lit teacher told us to look for a story/poem abt parent-child relationship/marriages de. so the moment she said tt... or if anyone said tt to me. hahas. i only have one thing on mind! BIBLE!!! lol. cos i dun really read any books la. as in nt much. other than the bible. maybe after i finish the whole of my bible, i may try reading other books la. but hopefully nt those tt r as vulgar as The Curious Incident of the Dog in the night time. hahas. when i was reading it, i was trying really hard to avoid those words. hahas. one page is lyk... wahh... nvm. but well, other than tt, nt bad la. i wonder y do the ppl said tt it's funny. lol. it's nt. rather... sad. haha. shall tell u the story after i finish. remind me if u wanna noe ba. if i remember, then i just post lor. hmm... after reading tt book, i realised tt i'm nt really tt can3 lor hahas. cos my mother always ask us to compare ourselves with others of something la. lol. then i realised tt if one day i become Christopher, then it's quite ke lian also. but one thing tt is good... he's good in maths. hahas. although he's autistic, but then, he tok de lor. nt noisy, nt v v quiet. hmm.... another review of the book. someone reading this post will b lyk... wahh... u do summary arh. hahas. ok la, shall end here. God bless... WX
- traveled on - 7:13 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006 Date: 10 Jan 06
Just now in the morning, I had my quiet time. Had a good time reading the bible. hahaha. Was reading the study bible that my da korkor, huimin laolaolao shi, angel, mentos, iwan, clement and jp gave to me. hahas. i spent dunno hw much time reading one chapter. lol. THANK YOU ALL!! There's a card with the bible, din saw it until yest afternoon when i got back from school. haha. I din noe tt it's for me. lol. i just saw it on the table n cos there isn't a name on the outside, so i open it and eh... isn't tt my name? hahas. so i was wondering y is there a card... then i open it... oh... icic. lol. Maybe it's bcos i was bz looking at the bible when i opened it up, tt's y din see the card. lol. anyway, thanks again. tmr is da jiejie's bday le!! WX
- traveled on - 9:31 PM
Saturday, January 07, 2006 Yest went to SAFRA to celebrate da jiejie's bday.
actually i can't go de leh. but then... THANK GOD THAT THERE'S A SWOP IN TIME TABLE!! TUES N FRI!! tt's y i can go. cos i've msp on friday de ma. lol. yeah!! hahas yest my da jiejie was v ke lian leh. hahaha. she gt hit by pillows, cream on her face n she's ignored by us. lol. feel so sad for her. lol. cos last time kris "bully" me, she stand out n "protect" me, then this time i join in also... tsk tsk. haix... wahahaha then hor, yest, i just found out tt i got tricked again! nt really just la, but then, 2nd time leh! for christmas! present i mean. hahas. tis was wat happened... yest, b4 i left, da korkor, iwan they all handed me a gift. then say tt it's for me. christmas present. i already noe wat's in it when they gave it to me. hahas. let's go back to a few days ago. i went to swee lee with da korkor they all to look at those instruments stuffs la... then after tt, they say they wanna go christian bookshop to get something. when we reach there... da korkor: wanxuan, come, i ask u something arh. i wanna get a bible for my junior, so i nd u to give some comments. (nt really tt zun la, just da gai da gai bring out the meaning can liao) me: toking lotsa craps. hahas. then they choose le. ok, we go home. then throughout the week, i was hoping tt tt will nt b a trick again. hahas. cos tt trick was used by auntie ah-bi!! it's lyk... ya, same thing lor. lol. cos i was already thinking... each person gt each person de own taste ma. i lyk tt version, tt person may nt ma. then... wahh... yest, they gave it to me. though i got tricked, but then thank God for the bros n sis who bought it for me. i noe tt it's nt cheap. and then... think they dunno tt they r doing the work of God. haha. let's see... on friday morning before i went to school, i saw my mother reading her study bible. chinese version de. then i was lyk thinking... i also want one!! lol. was thinking of just borrow frm my mother can le. but then, it's in chinese. hahas. hmm... there's something tt u all dunno. ya, i like chinese... i read the chinese version de when i read my bible. ya. but then, other than the bible, i won't really prefer to read chinese. as in those a lot a lot of words de la. sch ok la. anyway, i was lyk... nvm. since i read chinese version de, then jiu go all the way ba. hahaha. then at night, they really gave one to me!! woohoo! hahahaha. yeah!! woohoo!! wahahahaha!! weehee!! THANK YOU ALL VERY VERY MUCH!! ohya, b4 i go, i wanna say something. to kris esp. hahas. cos yest she say i din buy anything for her. when i was buying the presents, kris is in my "list" lor. lol. but then, i dun really noe wat she likes. hahas. n wat she would need. perhaps... fengyou? lol. i really dunno. so, i decided to write her a card instead. then at night, when i was trying to write something... i couldn't think of anything to write :P kris, if u happen to read tis, tell me if u would lyk fengyou or nt k? hahas. i go get one for u if u want. lol. u want a dozen? hahas. for da korkor, i'm really sorry. hahas. ya, i gai1 ma4. cos i really forgot abt him. i was only reminded on sunday afternoon. hahaha. sry... hmm... tt's all for today's post... short or nt arh? anyway, i felt tt tis post is quite interesting leh. hahas. dun u think so? WX
- traveled on - 5:58 AM
Thursday, January 05, 2006 yeah!! Finally i finished all my chinese newspaper articles le. jia lat sia, got the wrong doc. then go do the wrong one. hahas. then do the wrong thing. lol. then got to redo. aiya, left my lit. hahas. got to read a book. but nt nw la. lol. btw, the book is a bit guofen la. later i tell u y.
oh ya, just nw celine called. then she at first dun want tell me who is she. then she asked me to guess... then her voice is really like LIM SUXANN de la! hahas. nice name right? special also. anyway, i actually want to guess suxann de, ya, tt time, was wondering hw come she would call me. lol. was thinking whether suxann will tell me tt she wants to go church. hahas. cos suxann is one of OUR target leh. me, yimiao n charlene. i dunno wat abt them la. hahas. i'm still waiting. cos she's a bit the... dunno hw to say la, n tis is nt the main topic though. so forget it. hahas. then when celine told me who is she... i was a little disappointed :P Anyway, again, tis shall b a long post. hahaha. obvious right? i can even go out of topic, out till Suxann there. hahaha Tuesday erm... started off with a nice day. I love that morning. hahas. tt morning, it was my mother who woke me up. tt means, my mother woke up to prepare the both of us for sch. again, i can say tt she's being biased, but nvm, shall nt make myself sad for tis whole year if she cont to do tis. when i woke up, both my parents r already awake. hmm... to me, tis is really something quite nice la... cos last year, if i asked my mother something in the morning only, she will b v angry. hahas. then she will make me start off a day sadly. hahas. then for the morning, i will try to let myself forget wat has happened, dun wanna let tt spoil my day ma. anyway, y r we toking abt tis. hahas. ya, they woke up n when we left the hse, they stand at the door n say bye! hahas. so nice! 好温馨 ah... ya, then in sch... we got to know tt Mdm Tan, chen lao shi became our form teacher, Ms seow become our co-form teacher. hahas... surprise!! cos we shud hav the same form teacher as last year de ma. Then we got our timetable. wahh.. can faint. lol. ya, can... if u dunno wat they mean. lol. as in if u look at out timetable, u can see that on wed n fri, it can go up to 6pm de. ya. but then if u noe wat they mean, then u'll realised tt it's nt tt can3 at all. cos they r all csp, msp, wateva sp there is. hahas. so, tt means... i only have to stay back on friday for msp. nahh... nt malay special prog la. lol. I'm quite ok with the time table actually, but then... my frens r lyk... tis teacher no gd, tt teacher no gd. wahh... make me lyk so "scared" they will really b lyk tis or tt lor. hahas. cos i've really made up my mind to work hard tis year. no maple, shall nt go back again. no anything, shall nt try out any games anymore. no! I think the reason being tt i want work hard is bcos, i wanna get out of my sec sch. lol. really! nw i'm thinking of streaming le leh. hahas. then think think think till sec 3. then i was lyk.. after tis year jiu sec 3 le, then sec 4 le. yes! hahas. as though it will pass lyk a wk lyk tt... wed, thurs then fri!! haha. perhaps i haven found anything tt will really make me liu nian if i get out of sch one day. hahas. no... no frens. i've only gt classmates. dun really consider them as frens. even if they r my frens, they will only b at lv 1 only. hahas. wateva la. anyway, almost the whole day, we've got intro session. lol. cos a lot new teachers ma. erm... i mean, teachers whom haven tot us b4. so, we intro. here's a joke. ziying's turn to intro herself. she said tt she lyks candies. then ya... candies n candice is lyk the same. ya, gt one classmate de name is candice ma, so we kip laughing. hahas. k la, just trying to b funny only, nt funny actually. but dunno y all of us laugh. lol. Now, our lit lessons r based on a storybk, The Curious Incident Of The Dog In The Night-Time. then the bk is really... hw to say leh... sian. hahas. suddenly the name Jesus Christ would pop out. then wateva tt's concerning the bible. hmm.... shud i say tt the author is lyk v anti christ one? hahas. cos wateva they said in it it's lyk... nt v the nice lor. i can say tt the author broke one commandment liao, taking the name of the Lord in vain. but well, in tt bk, the author is writing as an autistic kid. nt sure if he really is, but then ya... he dun lyk yellow, when he eats, he dun lyk other things to touch another thing on HIS plate. n lots more. hahas. so nw i noe tt those kids r quite interesting too. though sometimes can b quite kong bu. ya, the kid in there also dun lyk ppl to touch him. once, a police touched him n he punch the police. hahaha. after i finish then i tell u more ba. hahas. oh ya, nt a gd bk to recommend to those who dunno hw to differentiate wat's right n wrong. cos lotsa vulgarities inside. other than tt, n those Jesus Christ thingy, as in anyhow he lyk he just slot in all tt, the bk is quite ok la. i lyk tt kid in there. hahas. so cool! and then we had HMT lesson. then i just found out one thing... taking up HMT is a bit chi kui lor. hahas. my teacher n my classmates say de. cos it's lyk... normal chinese as in still express stream de la, theirs is much more easier. then ours so hard. n in the end, our marks r lyk... yi ge tian, yi ge di lor. then v can3... chi kui hor? hahas. ya, our teacher say only in sec sch la, but when we r in JC, evrything's gonna turn ard. lol. yeah!! oh ya, tues TT n thurs TT was swopped. y did i mention this? cont scrolling down ba. Wednesday Tired... the whole day... v tired. hahas. even frm the time i woke up. lol. cos slept late the previous night just to chiong hw. ya la, the chinese articles again lor! n for tis day, i'm just... tired! Thursday I pon training. ya, just to complete all my chinese articles. hahas. if nt i can't finish de lor. see? i'm willing to sacrifice badminton for studies. hahas. wateva la. actually, in my top priorities... aiya no la, no such things. hahas. there's only the top priority... God lor. the rest... i can change here n there whenever i lyk. haha. Friday today, ms seow wanted to check our hols assignment ma. then, she's a bit strict today. then my compo is in my com. then i was lyk.. thinking... how how how? how to print out? cos ms seow want it latest by today evening. then when i was thinkingof a way to get the compo out of my com, she said, soft copy also can. i was lyk... whew... Thank God... if nt today i can't meet garfield liao. cos gt to stay back n find a way to print. if dun want stay back then jiu dun get the 5% lor. anyway, i dun feel lyk continuing anymore. hahas. can i blog tmr?? lol. think u all also sian liao. so... ya. bye bye! WX
- traveled on - 6:45 AM
came back frm school a while ago.
actually got training de. but then, i want to finish up my homework first. cos those unfinished work is lyk playing ard with me la, i can't do anything when i get home, i can only bathe then have my dinner then chiong my hw till 12 midnight. but still nv finish. since sch reopened jiu lyk tt liao. so, ya, dun want to let this cont anymore. shall finish them off once n for all. hahas. not good to leave ur hols hw undone. hahas. shall spend my hols more wisely next time. now, going back to chiong my work le. again, i promised tt i will surely blog abt my first day in sch de. hahas. WX
- traveled on - 12:13 AM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006 hmm.. sch is quite ok la. hahas. so far so good. erm... actually sch is quite interesting la, but then sry arh... no time to blog. stilll chionging some hols work. cos i got the wrong doc. i got the express chinese de assignments. then do wrong, tt's y got to redo evrything now. hahas. think either by today or tmr willl be able to finish le. will blog la. hahas... sch is too fun liao, cannot dun blog. lol
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- traveled on - 4:57 AM
Sunday, January 01, 2006 hmm... today is linxuan's bday. erm... nth big abt her bday la hor? hahas. if i say today is new year, then tt would b at least better. hahas.
anyway, today zi xin n i went on stage n gave our testimony abt the camp. hmm... i just realised tt reading frm a paper when u r on stage is nt tt good. hahas. think for me la. cos, my eyes have to be on the paper cos din really go memorise la. hahas. so, can't have eye contact with the audience. ya, anyway, i din really look at the audience. hahas. when i look up, i only look at the walls. hehe. hehe... just realised tt abi is reading my blog nw. hahas. she said tt i got grammar probs. hahas. as if she dunno lyk tt. lol. then next time i shud go type in mircrosoft words then after the grammar check n evrything then i copy n paste it here :P hehe.... no way! hahas. haix... din get to play badminton with da korkor today. but, someday, we gonna thrash it out!! yeah!! hahas hmm... few days ago was really disappointed with my dad. erm.. nt first time anyway, but still... v sad. since young, my dad doesn't really kip to his promise each time. even such a small thing lyk going out with him also the same. haix... he always promise this n that, but still... all these r just empty promises. i've always said tt i'm nt gonna trust him anymore. ok, maybe nt 100% la, but just below 50%. hahas. he's also biased as well. but then, i b4 year 2005 ended, ya, just b4, erm... 1 day, which is on the 31st, he just managed to clear all the disappointments. b4 tt, which is lyk... 29th? something lyk tt... when i reminded him to kip his promises of wat he had promised, he's lyk... aiya, next time la. ha... my impression of next time is tt it's nt gonna happen, i've to do it myself. which is lyk... years later when i grow up? but depends on wat is tt la. but then, my dad promised to bring me to some places last time, till now, i'm still waiting. nt really la... give up liao. but on the 31st, he just fufilled all his promises. eheh... all those v wu liao ones. hahas. ya lor, cos dunno wat to do with my christmas present n my "reward" le ma. so i just asked anything frm him. hehe. b4 tt, he actually says.. next time la. but then, haha... evrything bcame diff. thank God. hmm... so now, i'm still considering whether to trust him or not. hahaha. but still wanna thank God tt my dad finally kip to his promises!! hahaha. oh ya, something "wierd" happened on the first day of the year. hahas. abi said tt i din bully her wor. hahas. wow! lol. seems lyk the last day of a year n a first day of another year is lyk... wow! hahaha. anyway, BLESSED NEW YEAR!!! WX
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Walked as: Wan Xuan, a full time christian, never ever off! past roads
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other paths <--UthNity--> prayer list - When i'm at Ipoh...- Pray that i'll be able to slp well when i'm in Ipoh. It's really too terrible le. seriously. If i tell u the story, it will sound lyk ghost story. - Pray that I can have the time for my quiet time. cos i noe tt it's v unlikely to have my quiet time there la. they kip going out n my dad will go in n out of the room. - Safety... haha. i seriously dun wanna get myself injured. really!! my tournament is coming le. so ya. - Badminton Tournament (starting frm next thurs) - Safety again... - Take the game seriously. erm... seriously, i'm nt hoping to win, cos... tell u another time, nt tt... erm... wateva la! Thanks for praying... btw, before i go, i still wanna say this again. hahaha. go visit the uth blog k? n TAG! hahas. tag wateva u want. hi or wateva dou can. lol.
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