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Monday, December 12, 2005 a bit slow nowadays when come to blogging. LOL slower by two days... hahas.
Anyway, on sunday, ok... think min has said it all in her blog liao. hahas. no nd for me to mention. it's abt 90% same de. ya, tt day i kip crying n crying... then they prayed for me. n it's the same lor. i see ppl stepping out and i was trying to control myself nt to let my tears flow, but then... hahas. ppl kip coming out n i can't hold it anymore and i just step out. hahas. see? if u compare with huimin's de blog hor, it's really the same la. But then, din really felt as comfortable as the first time i'm being filled by the Holy Spirit. it's diff. though it's also crying... but it's diff. tt time, i can feel tt i'm a person with a total new heart, one tt's v light. hahas. almost empty. yes! i love tt feeling sia. hahas. but this time, well, i dunno how i feel la, but nt the same jiu dui le, n i dun even have the time to think how i feel. even before i walk out frm my seat de tt row, i was kana scolded liao. v sian la. it's something lyk u just got woke up and u got scolded tt kind of feeling. Well, i dun lyk the way my mother handle those things. k, nt toking bad abt her la, but just how i feel. it's lyk she tells the whole world wat we did. ok, tt's exaggerating. but she goes ard telling ppl. auntie michelle, my aunt they all. then one day i got confronted by dunno how many ppl. even if i decided to change my decision le, ppl still kip coming to me. argh... forget it. maybe u all would think tt she's doing the right thing. well... i've got nth to say then. Anyway, this morning, i went to sch at 8 am. i was supposedly to wake up by 6.30am de. ya, my alarm rang. but i snooze it. then 6.40am it rang again. then i snooze i again n slp. ard 5 mins later, i was afraid tt i'll be late n my teammates would prob say tt i use tt excuse to skip training. and, it's quite true XD tried it once. I actually can do tt de, but then i decided to wake up cos i dun wanna kip breaking my promise la, lyk breaking their trust in me, cos i already promise one of them tt i'll wake up early n turn up for training. So, i woke up. oh ya, btw, it's badminton training. pai seh. hahas. hmm... today's training din really disappoint me lyk last time even though the coach is nt there. I wanna thank God tt i'm left out by the sec 1s sec 2s n 3s. hahas. cos sec 1 2 3 got 9 ppl TURN UP ma. pathetic hor? haha. sec 1 only got 2 today. sec 1 most of them wanted to quit le. to be honest, i've tot of tt before. cos i'm really sick n tired already. nt of badminton, but of the way they train. TOTAL WASTE OF TIME N ENERGY!! Anyway, thank God tt i'm left out by them. hahas. and so i got the chance to play with the sec 4s senior. they power sia. hahas. ok la, they r quite lenient on me. they din smash, play tricks, make me run the whole court lyk siao or wateva. it's just something lyk playing with zi ai they all lor. ya, and i got to somehow train with them. hahas. ya, self train. Think is first time playing with the seniors. as in sec 4s. Playing with them is so much more fun. nt cos their skill is gd and the rest is lousy la. i dun mean tt la. but it's bcos they make u laugh when playing. when i play with the rest, it's v boring, make me feel restless. but playing with the sec 4s, they joke, they tok, they laugh. hahas. They r nt tt bad afterall ma. i dunno why the rest dun lyk them. hahas. really dun understand. they kip telling me, this one tt one is wat wat wat. then tt one is lyk tt lyk tt. wateva la. but i've nv agree with them. no matter how i try to look frm their pt of view, i still dun see the same thing as they do. LOL perhaps... they dunno tt scoldings r good for them. LOL well, the new coach named Robert Yeo, same name as one of the teachers in my pri sch. heard tt they all lyk him quite much. well, looking forward to see him. but nt sure whether he will torture me or nt. hahas. but well, if thursday there's nth on, maybe, less then 50%, i will go. oi, less than 50% nt chance arh. hahas. oh ya, i heard tt my sis n xiao cindy complains to garfield abt me. they say i biased. hahas. cos i teng garfield v much. hahas. well, i've got to admit tt IT'S TRUE!! hahas. cos she got the obedience i've nv seen before. good one!! hahas WX
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Walked as: Wan Xuan, a full time christian, never ever off! past roads
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other paths <--UthNity--> prayer list - When i'm at Ipoh...- Pray that i'll be able to slp well when i'm in Ipoh. It's really too terrible le. seriously. If i tell u the story, it will sound lyk ghost story. - Pray that I can have the time for my quiet time. cos i noe tt it's v unlikely to have my quiet time there la. they kip going out n my dad will go in n out of the room. - Safety... haha. i seriously dun wanna get myself injured. really!! my tournament is coming le. so ya. - Badminton Tournament (starting frm next thurs) - Safety again... - Take the game seriously. erm... seriously, i'm nt hoping to win, cos... tell u another time, nt tt... erm... wateva la! Thanks for praying... btw, before i go, i still wanna say this again. hahaha. go visit the uth blog k? n TAG! hahas. tag wateva u want. hi or wateva dou can. lol.
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