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Friday, September 30, 2005 Ya, today i had my english paper 1 & 2... just now b4 i went for training forgot to blog abt it le. hahas...
hmm... paper 1... ok lor. Write finish liao, then i rest for awhile. Then later, Chen Lao shi woke me up and told me to check. After she left, Mr Teo came in and so i went back to slp again. But then i haven slp yet leh, i just lie down only and he woke me up to check. haix... do i have to check the paper for 45 mins? i took 60 mins to finish paper one. i check liao... then they want me to check again, so i anyhow check. Just read through... then cancel here and there, add in a few words... hahas... After break, paper 2... I think it is the first time i took such a long time to finish my paper 2. hahas... the paper is still ok la. then y did i took such a long time? hahas.. Cos before i do my summary, i checked the time. Still a bit early, got abt another hour to go. So, i decided to draw the table. Ms Seow said got marks ma... so since i got the time, just draw lor. Then i draw finish liao... then do the summary... at first i think i got 121 words... exceeded by 21 words liao. hahas... so i cancel here and there... v messy. So, in the end, i think my language got prob liao. I mean a bit wierd la. Cos i really try m best to minimize the number of words. In the end, i got 100 words... hehe... zun rite? hahas... but then for the language... hahas... dunno le. Content, i also dunno wat la. hahas... Then, i tot it was ez... quite ez la. Other ppl said not ez... aiya, won't be too happy de. hahas... cos as i've said, maybe there's something wrong with me. Know how to do but then when get back the results, it's lyk... haix... But then, really hope that i can score v high for final year. Then, on the way home, when i was on the MRT, i was reminded of what someone said(forgot liao). So, i tried closing my eyes, i heard many sounds... then after a while, unknowingly, my mind is out at somewhere else liao... hmm... so it seems lyk it's diff to concentrate... Tmr got to wake up early for my guitar lesson le, cannot be late, last week late le... hahas... so, Good Nite! WX
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I din realise that once again, it's children's day tmr... until when i was on my way home, i heard the noise that came out from DLSS hall. And I just realised that tmr is Children's Day. haix.... Too bad, mei2 wo3 men2 de4 fen4... If not, today can go back to sch and visit Mr Seah and fake to get presents from him. hahas... ya la, main motive is just to go back to school to visit him.. hahas... really lah, not for presents. If i can go back anytime, i sure will go back at least once evry month de... Anyway, it's just beside my house... y not. hahas...
Then, today sec sch still have examination... Is that the reason tt we can't celebrate Children's Day? hahas... i know it's not la. But then to have examination on Children's Day eve is a bit guo fen lah... lol Just now, i heard "We'll get there" from the com, i went over to see what's lx doing... Then i saw many slides... their class photos... one by one... They got a little movie clip from their teacher. Then i was reminded of Mr Seah... hahas... too bad la, he's too good liao. He's a great teacher. Anyway, i was reminded that he gave us a little personalized storybook... Though it's only some short stories... but most of us were already v glad le. Cos it's our own book, it belongs to us. That time hor, wahh... is the first time most of us received the best prezzie during children's day. Too bad, too sad.... :( he's leaving the school liao... he's going RGPS le. Dunno if we still got the chance to meet this hao hao teacher or not. Last year Children's Day arh, i can tell u.... We got the best prezzie in the whole school! hahas... But then, it would be better if he can add a class photo in or add his own photo in. hahas... not wanting to forget this teacher even though he left the school. Evry class got a class photo lah, except for our class... hahas... We take liao he also nv giv. The whole year we were waiting for tt photo lor. Well, if abi see this arh... i tell u wat she will tag here... "Grow up!" sure de lor.... evry time i tell her something abt Children's Day, she will ask me to grow up... hahas.. Anyway, she won't be here de... hehe So i can tok all i want. lol oh ya, maybe i can make a card for Mr Seah and then... take the chance to get the class photo from him if he still have, if not ask him to send me his photo... hehehe hahas... wonder if i still got the time or not... got la, but then... u can c tt i'm v lazy and i dun really lyk to stay at home de... so... hahas... as for how to pass him the card, well... ask my sis to pass la. Though she's a bit act shy when she sees a teacher. hahas... 1 reason i can't stand her. Anyway, if i make le, i gotta make her give it to him. If not, i have to qin zi chu ma liao... call him to get him out of the school and pass it to him... hahas... if i can go back, then i go disturb him in his class... to let his class see tt Mr Seah has a good student and then tell them to cherish this teacher... but then shud tell them at the beginning of the year ma. hahas... But then, ppl from RGPS, listen... U shud really cherish this teacher no matter how strict or fierce he may appear... cos he is really great! WX
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Thursday, September 29, 2005 Tomorrow English Final Year liao... The first time, i'm studying for english... Not first time lah... hmm... maybe the last time i studied for my english test would be years ago instead os last year... Last year b4 PSLE, u can still find me playing badminton downstairs.... hahas... now seldom play liao... these few weeks have been studying... v guai rite? hahas... tt's y last week after they left, i play with elijah tt time, i feel a bit wierd... hahas.... then can't hit the shuttle... too long nv play liao... cannot lyk tt liao la... hahas... gtg for training this week liao. If not, got to play with the walls le.... serious! hahas... ok... out of point!
ok la, i study... i really got... i take down notes from my tablet lor... cos my notes in my tablet... dunno what can i do next... hahas... Really got to study hard le... my CA2 results not that 理想, v disappointing... if i dun work hard now, then report book de results will have Cs and maybe even Ds... :( Esp art la... anyway, i'm not affected by it... wahahaha... Ms Tay very 狠 lor... 4 assignments, i got 2 fail... the other 2, just pass... hahas... no nd laugh, not only mine is lyk tt... Crecent is terrifying... esp the standard for Art... no wonder got AAD, other schs also dun have. Anyway, now i'm watching a show. The one on teeth de... hahas... They went to a pri sch to look for those kids whose teeth r beautiful. Then, when they were in the canteen, the students flood them. hahas... And what i wanted to say is tt... Lasallians r not kiasu at all! we r cool ppl... hahas... the students in tt sch is lyk flood them for signatures la... For us, we dun. They come jiu come la, no one will bother about them de... hahas... But then, i dunno how the p1s now r lyk la. But then what i can say tt is Lasallians from 1999 to 2004 r cool de. hahas... that was the time when i'm still a student there la. Now, senior liao... as in in DLSS la. Anyway, forget what i said just now. hahas... My main pts start from here... hahas Today got back my CA2 results... i realised tt evry subject de marks is lyk add PBL de lor... Now then i understand what they mean... Now then i realised the hao chu of PBL. hahas... not too bad la. Can pull up my marks. hehe... Though a bit troublesome, but i think it's worth it... Next year gotta work harder for it liao. hahas Then hor, amazingly, during the presentation, other than presenting the slides (which is also v lan, i stuttered a bit la), then i din tok much liao... as in when my classmates and teachers asking qn tt time. I only tok once... and tt time was lyk a bit "arguing" with the classmates... not really arguing la. Just tt one of them ask then a few of them was lyk ya lor y lyk tt, so ex... and blah... then me and my members, shouted back... hahas... no la, not fierce la. Something lyk when the sisters shouted at the bros... lol... then really lor, i din tok much. But then, my score is lyk higher than some of them. hahas... Thank God for those extra marks. hehe And, today, we were supposed to bring our dictionaries to sch. Then, i din bring. I forgot... Then when Ms Seow asked today, she said tt those who din bring, have to go outside and stand. Then, she start with notes first ma... Dictionary is later de shi4. So, no nd go out first la. Then, u noe what? in the end, we got no time to do the ws and so din use the dict!! hahas... thank God for tt.... lol Notes lor, u noe notes can b taken down withnin a short time and Ms Seow is lyk racing against time... v fast. But then amazingly, hahas... not enough time!! hahas And then hor, this morning, i got booked, for being late. It's lyk v stupid la! U noe wat happened... ok la, this morning i woke up late... then go sch la. Then i walk into the sch. Got 2 councilors at the gate. After i walked pass them, bell then ring, so they din book me. ya! walked pass them, which means haven reach the parade square yet. And then i have to walk past the foyer. there got 2 councilors... ok, fine... got booked! v stupid lor. Then there were some other ppl there also. Reach there same time as me. Well, when the councilors r booking other ppl, the rest of them were lyk bu fu qi, then they just walked away. Bcos of my integrity, i din... hahas!! I'm honest! lol... Though i got booked, but then i'm not sad, nor did i regret staying there and write down my name, cos i'm being honest... lol! well, u may think tt i'm mad... hahas... maybe i'm really mad. lol WX
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005 Aiya, bernice arh, u every time say i very guai... always so hardworking... "ya" no lor, i never do my homework... do le sometimes nv hand up
Then my zuo wen nv pass up leh... 2 weeks ago de work rite? last zuo wen rite? ya lor, when teacher pass ard the result thing, i got 0 for that lor, cos nv pass up. Then, today hor, teacher gave me another chance leh... she told me that is today i pass up, she will try to talk to miss seow to edit my marks leh... then i can get some marks... lol really leh! so nice rite? hahas ya lor, then i finish leh.... hahas Anyway, hello evryone, i toking to u all la, not only bernice... hahas I think i got something wrong leh... very sian... All the tests recently, i got v low marks lor. I even failed one of my best subject. No lah, not chinese, if chinese hor, wahh... heartbroken leh... if even chinese also can fail, then no hope for me liao... I know how to do those qns de lor... not that i dunno leh... After i read the qn, i straightaway noe how to do de lor... But then, when the results in out, very jia lat la! sian... something wrong liao... Then yesterday de LC, i got just pass leh... chinese leh!!! i noe how to do lor.. i got listen lor... Only the second time i din la, cos too tired liao... was dozing off halfway... how come lyk tt?!! I KNOW HOW TO DO LOR, NOT THAT I DUNNO!!! ARGH!! WX
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005 Today's topic: criticising the CME test
nice topic rite? lol... not that i dun lyk tt subject la, just tt i've lotsa comments on tt test. hahas Well, the answers require lotsa personal opinions. Might as well dun test la. Whatever i write, they r not supposed to deduct marks lor. Some qns r not lyk tt la. Multiple choice... ok... u might think tt it's ok... let me give u one of the qn in there... But then, it's acc to wat i remember la, not zun zun lyk tt de la. but the same meaning... hahas One day, u r having a high fever and u r in a train... u managed to find a seat even though there r lotsa ppl (the seats r occupied). So, u sat down... then a pregnant lady came in. And she's just in front of u... What will u do? a) sit down there and pretend u nv see anything b) give her ur seat when there's no one else giving her the seat. ah... wait! this one, i tot there would be a better ans... which is without "when...." so, i look for other ans... c) close ur eyes and pretend tt u noe nth d) continue sitting down there... well, u see? the ans r worse lor... lol... Just give her the seat la, y must put the "when..." rite? lyk tt also can... haix and then hor, the part c hor, i think every ans is based on ur own de... all giving advices to this person... ur fren la, ur brother la, ur group members la... all these! might as well dun test la... but then, since they r giving away marks, y not? lol WX
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Sunday, September 25, 2005 Peijun!! Let me tell u something tat shy, clement and sl would beat me up for telling u de... hahas
Yesterday, the 3 of them were mimicking ur actions... hahas... and i was laughing there... lol... so funny!! hehe hahas... nth new la... the whole uthnity is trying to xue u le... so honoured rite? so many ppl want to xue u... hahas...jkjk Anyway, today combine service... I miss those chinese songs man... nice wor... i lyk the ye su ye su yong sheng shen de er zi tt one... i love it! hahas... Long time nv attend chinese service le... ya lor... wahh... sounds as if i'm always in chinese service lyk tt.. lol... no la... i shud say, long time nv sing those chinese songs le... hahas eh, i'm trying to cut my post short leh... hahas... so tt i won't bored u all... lol... i'm nice rite? "yes" jkjk hahas WX
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Saturday, September 24, 2005 This morning, when i'm on way to have my guitar lesson, I saw a uncle in the train...
no la, this time the uncle never tok to me... hahas he was sitting vertically opposite me. And then he was lyk yan2 jiu1 -ing the lamp (or wateva) that's on his lamp. He seems to be very curious abt it. hahas... Good to be curious.. hahas... Gain more knowledge ma... hahas Then i observe him till enough liao. So, i close my eyes and SLP! then slp... Suddenly, i felt as if someone push my head and my head go to my right and bounce back again... hahas... Then i wake up... i realised that i'm now at YCK... anyway, my guitar lesson is not there la... still got a few more stops.. hahas... thank God that He woke me up... If not i've to go Marina Bay and come back again liao... lol ya.. then, i learn a new strumming pattern and 4 chords. hehe... Now i noe 2 strumming patterns le... excluding those basic de... if include, then maybe i noe 4 le... hahas... Good! he said he's going to send me Heart Of Worship.. hahas... then i can play another song le!! yeah!! I play Eagle's Wings till a bit sian liao... hahas... I can even memorise the chords... hahas... no la, only 4 chords ma... nth much. lol... Dun u think tat we r v high tech? as in both of us... cos the previous lesson, which was my first lesson, he sent me a metronome thru msn. I din use it though.. hehe :P But maybe i'll need it someday, when my rhythm is getting worse and worse... hahas... hope not! Then this time, he's gonna send me Heart Of Worship le. lol... good arh... Then i came back... play maple for a few minutes... then internet connection got prob... then i dun wanna play le even though it's ok liao... so, i was doing my home econs de folio. Then candice asked me to do something for her... do till halfway, i lie on the floor... then i fell aslp. abt 15 mins later, i heard Zi Ai calling my name... So, i forced myself to wake up. To wake up but fake that i'm slping... But then, when i was forcing myself to open my eyes... Zi Ai not there... so, i forced myself to wake up.. cos got to prepare to go church ma... ya... ya la, somehow v scared if zi ai/zi hui r there when i'm slping... not say scared la.. but actually is cos whenever i'm slping, both of them would come disturb me, just to wake me up and they will do all sorts of things... but then sometimes when they know that i'm very tired, they will remind each other to lower down their volume so that they won't wake me up. hahas.. noe how i noe? cos whenever they come into the room, somehow, i will auto wake up. But then i fake slp... hahas... Then i go church... on my way, I was thinking why life is so sian... in the sense that doing things that seems that we dun have to. For eg. studying... ya, i tot of studying... i was wondering y we nd to study, anyway, we dun nd it in heaven... Then i was thinking la Then, later, before the service start... we gather and pray... And minmin's prayer answered my question... That when we make it to a higher level of education, we make more frens... and our circle of frens would become bigger, then blah blah blah la.... something lyk wat zhiwei has said. But i din find the ans in wat zhiwei has said, but i found it in minmin's prayer... lol... Thank God that he answered my qn. WX
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Friday, September 23, 2005 hi everyone, i saw some journal entries by a girl, named Rachel from a book called "The Matyr's Torch - The message of the Columbine Massacre"
Well, i just tell u what i noe from the book la, cos i haven read finish... Well, u all remember the massacre happened in Columbine High School on April 20 1999? Well, this girl named Rachel was involved, and is one of the victim. She's a christian who loves God very much. ya... really... Well, if u wanna noe more,go and search this book out. btw, if u got this book, tell me hor... hahas... cos i borrowed this book from my fren, Shauna. When she saw me on the Monday which is right after the June hols, she automatically told me abt the book and lend me... Anyway, ya... this girl is really a christian who loves God very much and before that incident happened, God somehow revealed to her abt this times and times again... she wrote it down in her journal abt all these la... Anyway, what i wanna share with u is this, nonono... wait.. let's see how she described her mother as : Sacrifice should be her name, because she has given so much for us. Humble should be her name, because she never admit the great things she has done. Faith should be her name, because she has enough to carry us, as well as herself, through this crazy world. Strength should be her name, because she had enough to bear and take care of five children. Wisdom should be her name, because her words and knowledge are worth more than gold. Beautiful should be her name, because it is not only evident in her face, but in her heart and soul as well. Graceful should be her name, because she carries herself as a true woman of God. Loving should be her name, because of the deepness of each hug and kiss she gives us. Elizabeth is her name, but i call her giving, humble, faithful, strong, wise, beautiful, graceful, loving mom. Well, the above is how she described her mother... her stepmother i think...i mean if i'm not wrong. And noe what? A few days before mother's day (Rachel ordy gone Home by that time), when her mother was going through her stuffs, this page actually fell out into her hands... wonderful isn't it? isn't this the best mother's day gift that a mother could ever had? ya... Ya, then as a christian, from what i noe, Rachellost all her frens in school. They tok behind her back and call her "the preacher's churchgoing girl..." and so on... And here's what she said in her journal which i lyk it v much : "I have no more personal friends at school. But you know what?... I am not going to apologize for speaking the name of Jesus, I am not going to testify my faith to them, and I am not going to hide the light that God has put into me. If i have to sacrifice everthing...I will. I will take it. If my friends have to become my enemies for me to be with my best friend Jesus, then that's fine with me...." ya... that's the part i lyk it... actually still got somemore in the paragraph de, but i cut away the last part.... hahas ya... dun u think it's nice... From what she said above, how do u think of her? Well, a pity that she has gone at such young age and die until lyk tt... But the good thing is that she's ordy with the Father... she do not have to face this world... well, sometimes.. i really hope i can go Home soon... Very tired of living le... lol... no la, i mean ya, i really wanna go Home... but i won't go and do anything de la... I will just wait till my time is up... Anyway, it's a nice book... dun u think so? Go get one lor... btw, i dunno if u can get it anywhere in Singapore... dun blame if u can't... cos Shauna bought it in US... hahas... go search lor... hahas WX
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The first time... I heard my hand cracked so loudly...
Just now, when i was having my taekwondo training, when i was doing my pattern, under sir's command, while waiting for sir to give the command so that we can go on to the next step, then he came up to me from the back then press my fist hardly... "crack" and it goes lyk this lol... very loud lor... he did this to a lot of us then u noe wat he said? he said "woah... so loud!" lol hahas... nvm la, not pain anyway, quite shiok... hahas... cool! so loud! hahas Tomorrow will be a bz day again... morning go guitar lesson, straightaway go J8 and buy bible with huiwei... then go home for awhile, then go church... hehe nice saturday at least no time is wasted on games and tv!! yeah thank God Anyway, i stink now, u wanna come and smell? hahas... sweat a lot... as if raining lyk tt... lol... the training today quite tough... as in today the "topic" is speed... once we lost it, we have to do it over and over again... so, i v sweaty... hahas Speed rite? then push up position, all of us already tried our best for the fastest speed we can get liao.. so, me too... So, i just fall to the ground... now my knee very pain... got blue black liao... hahas WX
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Thursday, September 22, 2005 Me just came back from school... Then just now i took a bus back home, i toook the longer way. Lazy ma. LAzy to cross the overhead bridge and my tablet and bag is super heavy lor. Normally, i walk home k? cos today raining ma. ya, anyway... i took the long way, which means it turns one round before reaching "my" bus stop.
Then on the way, got a malay auntie sat in front of me... Then she was smiling to me. Then start toking to me. I really dunno who she is.... Then she said "Now u dun see me there selling satays rite? i change to "here, here, here" le. Then i relised that she is tt auntie who sells satay under my blk. hahas...She can recognise me, but i can't recognise her. hahas Ya, then we had a good chat about schools of cos... if she wanna tok abt christian stuffs... i dun mind.. lol She told me lotsa things... as in mostly the past. hahas... so, i can't really say anything... so, i just ya ya ya... to show that i'm listening... lol... ya until i alight hahas Nowadays ppl lyk to tok to me arh? hahas... no la...jkjk But then i enjoy toking to these ppl. Cos last time no one wanna tok to me :( so sad... ya lor... hahas... not that they dun tok to me... just tt i dunno wat to say... as in their topic r so "none of my business" hahas But then, sometimes even though i dun quite understand what kris is toking abt... but i still lyk to hear her tok. Cos she always tok until so you3 li3. ya... someone tt i lyk to listen to.. hahas... She tok a lot, but i dun find her naggy... hahas... maybe the reason is bcos, she doesn't ALWAYS repeat what she says... lol I can even memorise my mother's line le. hahas... So, listen to kris is always my pleasure... lol... good! Then, nowadays, i realised that i can slp in any lesson, but not geog. noe y? Ms Pham is too funny le. Even if she's not, i will also take down some notes... she always got something for us to take down de, so i won't slp. Then i also find that Ms Pham is quite nice. She's not lyk other teachers... she tell us her friendster user, her age, her bf... ya la, all i can tot of is only this 3, but then is ordy quite good. Cos some teachers won't tell us de. So, i find that not only tt she can b our teacher, she can also be our friend. rite S3? And then hor, i feel that she shudn't b a geog teacher, she shud b a science teacher... cos she always tok abt science stuffs... as in... ok, i shall not say it... hahas... i lyk teachers who r lyk tt... if mr teo is also lyk tt, i would also lyk him. ehem... like as in like only la. kids lyk to xiang wai wai when they heard this word.. so in case some kids stump upon my blog, i shall clarify it. hahas... ya, i lyk Mr Seah the best. hahas... my x-form teacher... my pri 6 de form teacher... i really lyk the way he conduct his lessons, the way he treat us... and all tt he does... he's good!! hahas... Too bad he doesn't lyk hotmails... he say got dunno what thing, if not i can chat on msn with him. hahas... he's the best teacher!! His present also... hahas.. I got my best Children Day gift from him. It's really a great present k? not tt type that u anyhow go shopping centre.. think tt this one nice, then buy, then give de... k? Next time if got chance i show u all... hahas... WX
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005 yo! i'm back here once again... Looks lyk recently, i come back twice a day... hahas... tt's y the posts is short ma... hahas
Anyway, ya... after i say bye to u all this afternoon, it's my chinese lesson... i mean we not having chinese, we having test. thank God, this time only 2 compre instead of 3, 1 vocab cloze, and 1 summary... other than compre this time only 2, the rest is the same la. hahas Then u noe wat? when i was reading the second compre... i was dozing off... :P then i lie on my table... reading the passage at the same time... Then i realised that my eyes is getting smaller and smaller... and i almost went back into my dreamland. Then i sit upright again and say to myself, shaking my head "cannot cannot, must wake up" hahas... So, thank God that i managed to keep myself awake and finish the whole paper... Then after the paper... i just lie on the table and slp againn..hehe Then when i was slping... chen lao shi woke me up... then she told me to check the paper... so, i was half-awake... so, i "woke" up lor... then when i was checking... hehe... my eyes start to get smaller and smaller... i can't see anything, evrything is blur... then i flip to the next page... i open my eyes again (but head still v heavy), then start to read through... just to see if there's anything "wierd" lol... ya, so, i read through le, i slp again.... hahas... this time chen lao shi nv wake me up... hahas... until time's up la! Well, i think this paper is quite ok and i managed to finish quite fast... that's y i can slp twice... hehe But then for the summary, i think i rush a bit and i was 3/4 awake when doing... hahas... i also not sure what i was doin :P really really! no bluffs... Ya lor... evryday i'm so tired... esp yesterday... even when flag raising, i also almost fall back... i can see that my eyes getting smaller and my mouth starts to stop moving... Zzzz... lol... nv slp la, if not die, u can see dominoes in 1S3 le. lol... ya, then even when the principal is telling us something good, as in her personal recount when she go india (i supposed), i was slping... ya, so i tried to wake myself up... hahas Then before the flag raising, we settle down first ma... so, they were waiting for evryone to settle down first... then our class is the first few to come down ma, then i sat there... unknowingly, fell aslp... then bern tap on me and try to wake me up... then i wake up le. then yejing say i was praying... lol.. even if i am, i won't make it so obvious that the whole world noe rite? cos at that time, my eyes were closed, my head is up..hahas... tat's y bern noes i'm slping... hahas... then she asked if i'm slping or praying... hehe... so i admit lor... sleeping... hahas... v tired la... 5.30am must wake up le... haix... tt's the reason i dun lyk to go sch. Cos, i slp late(got once i only slept for 3 hrs, i noe la, can't b compared to kris...lol), wake up super early... then cannot concentrate... what's the use of going to school? as in when u dun learn anything la. Can't reach school at 8am or something lyk tt meh...? at most, we end late la... Want my life issit? v tired... really. That's y i long for holidays... I'm tired... also tired of struggling to kip myself awake... then the teachers would have know that i'm dozing off.. cos u can c de ma... lol... i was caught dozing off twice... first time is in the first half of the year, just before mid year, i was having lit... then ms chan caught me... second time is during this term... i guang ming zhen da de slp during cs... hahas... then mr chew asked someone to wake me up... and the whole class noe i'm slping.. hahas... ya lor... Anyway, i realised that my frens start to xue me liao... lol... normally, when i seek help from someone, if they dunno, i'll say thanks anyway... and my fren xue liao... Then, normally, during lessons or wateva... if i understand or anything, i'll nod my head... as in not to the extent of as if i eat le yao2 tou2 wan2 la... lol Then, got one time, when the home ec teacher is telling us something abt the AAD thing, i realised that hazel, who was standing vert opp me, she was nodding her head.. and then smiling at me... then i was lyk forcing myself not to laugh.. hahas... the first time i noe that i can also influence ppl... hahas... lyk wat ps James said tt day at the worship thingy.. some of us r easily influenced and do not influence others... and that includes me!! yeah!! lol... hahas WX
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hey, i'm in school now... hahas... now recess time...so blog for a while la.
ya, yest forgot to mentioned abt jiayi... cos when i was on the way to the mrt station from school, then i saw her... so we walked together... then, she started speaking chinese!! i was shock... shock not bcos she using chinese... shock cos she got the accent of those china ppl... hahas... really lor, last time she speak chinese also not lyk tt de. ya lor... hahas... so, i was "playing" chinese with her... hahas... btw, she's also christian... so we tok abt some christian stuffs too... hehe ya, had a good time... cos this is the first time i can tok to a badminton senior without stopping... as in won't be quiet de lor... both of us kip toking and toking... lol well, dun wanna blog too long le, later have lessons... hahas... cya! WX
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Monday, September 19, 2005 hi all... today is a great day... lol
ya... hahas... i mean nth bad happened, so this is a great day! isn't it?! hahas... thank God!! Today in school... Ms Seow gave us 4 gotchas!! for being the champion in the football match, supporting each other in the football match, forget wat's the other one ordy, also on football match and being quiet in class when she's not ard! hahas... 4 gotchas!! oleh oleh oleh oleh.... oleh.. oleh... hahas... then Ms Seow still praise the girls in the team for having good stratedgy (really!), and then....huiwei is the best footballer!! and she is cool... hahas... see? even Ms Seow agreed that huiwei is cool... hahas The reason that ms seow said this is bcos, when huiwei scored a goal, the others were lyk jumping and hugging each other, but then for huiwei, she just turn and walk away... cool rite? lol... then hor, when ms seow said this, she din even smile leh. She just continue doing her own stuffs... hahas... no la, not attitude prob. hahas... she's just cool... she v guai in class. then today, the first time i saw her online... hahas... then i had a chat with her, starting with the word shepherd... hahas... cos her disp pict is "shepherd and sheep"... so i started toking to her abt shepherds and some christian stuffs la... then we tok abt other things again.... then later, i ask from her some christian songs... she gave me some...a dn she even want to bring a CD for me tmr... so i said thanks to her, and guess what she said? she said "we're classmate and also sister-in -Christ so all the more i should share what i have!" hahas... i lyk this sentence a lot... hahas... ya, this sentence is really nice.. lol then we started on the topic of salvation... only abt 5 mins... then both of us agreed to work hard together to reach out to the lost souls together and bring them back to God. Rite? huiwei? anyway, i'm just toking to myself, she won't read my blog de... hahas... Anyway, this somehow motivates me to work even harder to bring salvation into His kingdom... :P Then, after that, i said, "not only the non-christians... i think we shud also help some christians... for eg, xinshyan..." cos this girl nv go church although she's a christian... cos her parents nv go... ya, u all remember? the girl i mentioned in my post last month i think. hahas... ya, u want to noe the reason, u go there look, but to save u the trouble, i tell u la...lol part of it is bcos her parents nv go. ya, and she doesn't have a bible... she wanted one. I noe cos she told me tt day. So, i told huiwei that i wanna get xinshyan a bible... then she wanna share the cost with me... hahas...good rite? thank God for this lor... cos, firstly, i dun think i can afford that much, i've to save till v siao. secondly, if i buy then my parents noe, esp my dad... he will start saying things lyk u v rich hor? next time dun get ur pocket money from me la! something lyk tt lor.. they 2 always scold me for this kind of reason... i can even memorise their lines le... hahas So, this saturday, i'll go out with this sister huiwei :) haven't decide the time and venue yet... cos i wanna go there after my guitar lesson... so that i no nd to go home after my guitar lesson and go out to somewhere ard there to buy again, and then go home then go church... ya, so pray that God will giv us a time and venue that's convenient for the both of us. oh ya, when she's sending me the song...hahas... thank God... Finally, i got the song "Need You in my life" I've been searching for it for months... thank God... finally i got it!! yeah!! PTL!! sry arh, today de post is v boring... as in only tok abt her... hahas... cos the whole day, i mean after school... she's the only one that i've been chatting to. No one else le... From afternoon till dinner time, i've been chatting with her... hahas... at least on msn she's not tt cool... if not, i can faint from toking to her... hahas... tok until slp arh... lol WX
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Sunday, September 18, 2005 Hey, evryone!! thank God, Guan Yi received christ today!! hahas... but he still dunno the imptance of the bible :( hahas... slowly ba... then michelle asked me to tell him the imptance of the bible. Then i dunno how to tell him la... so... Michelle suggested that i should seek help from minmin... hahaha cos she always got a lot to say ba!! hahaha :P
woohoo! the angels r rejoicing for him... the heavens rejoice!! woohoo... WX
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hahas... I'm now "playing" with the audio conversation. hahas... with my cousin..., Guan Yi
Din noe that my computer actually got that thing installed already. hhaas... so fun... lol.... hahas... WX
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hi all, i'm back home after spending a few hours outside...
In the morning, when i "bid farewell" to u all, i went to guitar lesson, which is at Serangoon... no la, sounds far but isn't. hehe...only 1 hour. Got a shorter way to go there de, but then this fren is afraid that i'll lose my way, so i take the longer way lor. ya, my guitar teacher is a fren... 1-1 coaching... hahas... he's a nice teacher. I've learnt lotsa things with him in an hour, and this is my first lesson with him. hahas... he taught me strumming and change all my mistakes, and then, the thing that i'm so happy about is that the first time, i tune the guitar myself, without breaking the strings!! hahas... ya, he just gave me the note, as in he play it with his guitar for me and i just listen le then tune it by myself... hahas... really lor.. last time i tune in front of Johnathan also will break la... lol... Then, after that, i came home for about an hour to put my guitar, make my hair wet, play a little bit of piano and the guitar, then i set off again for my bible study... Somehow, i feel tt abi is v ke lian... hahas... noe y? cos the 3 of us keep toking about maple stuffs... hahas... then, when i realised that she din tok, then we r the ones keep toking, i tried to change the topic, but then... hahas... whatever wx did is useless... hahas... no use la! lol... hahas... too bad... The one that always start this topic is Cindy... i guess is because she just started playing ba... aiya, it's normal for a beginner to be like this... lol Then, we went to abi's hse after we had out lunch together. Then, on the way... I told them something... hahas... ya, minmin, that's what u wanna noe!! I asked them... do u think ppl nowadays still go and shang yue and then chat then take the lantern and go ard to show off? they say no... Then i was lyk... ya lor, i seldom see ppl nowdays do that.. hahas... lyk 一边赏月一边吟诗作对. it's lyk ya la, i dun see ppl doin that anymore... Well, i just heard that minmin they all did that from minmin... Actually post finish de. But then dun wanna keep minmin in suspense, so i b guai, i come back again and add in this paragraph... lol Then, after that, i very tired leh... i slpt at ard 1.30am last nite... noe y? hahas... ya, maple lor... jumping quest... then when i reach step 2, the forest of patience, i giv up le, i go slp... hahas... Then, when i was on the mrt, i slept... hahas... ya, then when the train reach my destination le i just woke up. Then i realise that it's too late to run out le... so, i sit there as if nth happen and i alight at the next station... hahas... ya then take back la... so simple... Then, i decided not to go home le, i just meet my mom, zi ai, zi hui and linxuan at the bus interchange there and we go straight to my popo's house... ya, i v lazy to go back again la... cos when i alight at that station, must wait for the bus ma... nowadays, dunno y, i dun lyk to take bus... i mean i dun lyk la, not i dun want take la... hahas... if i wanna walk home, then i will have to alight at the other stop la, the next stop of where i alighted. Confused? hahas... sry la, cos it's not advisable to put down the location all these, if not ppl noe where i stay, as in strangers la. rite? Anyway, we went to my popo's house... then after dinner... i just lie down on the sofa there, and slp... hahas... so daring rite? ya lor... other than my own hse and my popo's hse, i dun dare to lie on ppl's sofa de la. Cos it's lyk for ppl to sit de, not for me to lie de. ya... cos at other ppl's hse not that nice la... just not that nice la. But then a my popo's hse, it's lyk ok la... i go there oftenly. Just that after i join Uthnity, i go there abt twice a month... when we dun have ID service... last time i'll go there after service with my cousin, joey la... but now... for many reasons, i dun wanna go there after service. aiya, off topic...!! Anyway, when i woke up... i felt that i was very blur la. Cos, i took out my hp and check if anyone call me or send me sms or not... then shy told me that there will be prayer meeting, then my head is blank lor, so din bother to reply... hahas then fiona replied my sms, i also dunno how to reply, so i also din reply lor... then i got a miss call... from yi jia. Then i saw le, i also din bother leh... hahas... it's lyk i'm v blur la... Until when i'm going home, at abt 10+ then i remember, cos yijia called my mother...or my mother call her la, dunno la. Then after i woke up, i join my nephews, niece, cousins and my sis outside... hahas... guess what we doing? play fire la! What can we do on this festival other than this... hahas... But then, din really enjoy myself that much la. hahas... Cos my cousin, guanyi, not here... i a bit used to play fire with him on this day le la... cos although he seldoms go to my popo's hse, but he always come when there's something "happening"... lyk festivals, some qian bei de bday, lyk my popo, my uncle and my uncle de wife (dunno what's tt call :P) ya la, though he a bit too playful... but it's still nice to play with him la. cos he always have lotsa ideas and make the whole thing more fun. hahas... and ya lor, the other cousin, Johnathan, din come... i think he's 17 this year... ya... long time nv see him le. When i was young, i always play with him de... he also very teng2 me... hahas... this cousin is better than guanyi la... of cos! lol... ya, i just felt that something is missing... without the 2 of them... a bit boring... just watch the fire grow then it went out... This year de mooncake festival... hmm... i supposed is the most boring one of all... :( as in i din enjoy myself... ya, gou sian de... WX
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Saturday, September 17, 2005 Yesterday, we had a soccer match... inter-class competition.
The day before, i saw yingmin online and she's very ji dong. She's like, "Is that you, Wanxuan? I need to tok to u" cheh, sounds so serious, i tot got what important things to tell me. hahas... So, she asked me to be the reserve la. Then i ask y, she nv tell, only tell me to come. So, I was trying to get help from Derede (my first fren in crescent!!) for my photoshop. In the end, we ended up chatting, cos i dun understand, she say she will help me the next day morning. So, suddenly, we talked abt the soccer thing. No la, not suddenly, it's because she said "Hey wanxuan, the soccer team looking for u leh. They got some things to tell u." Then i told her i knew evrything liao la. Then i asked her, y me? and she gave me lotsa reasons... hahas... all her reaons la. oops... hahas... Then she said, they voted me. As in including her. Which means those who watch them prac also voted. I was lyk... wahh... so honoured sia.. no la jkjk... i din feel tt i'm honoured k? i just feel wierd... cos u can c ma, i'm v lan in sports.... can c rite? ya lor... hahas... And then, this time soccer leh. I seldom play la... lol Then derede carried on..."They need u as a reserve cos.... we heard that tmr de opponent is v rough. Last time they play with a class, 4 people injured" Then, whe i heard that i was lyk... sure or not? Got this type of thing de meh? Referee de eyes ta stamp arh? lol So, on friday, which is tmr... becos of them, i pon my msp. hahas... ya la, before the match was also quite good. before the match, me and huiwei were sitting at the stones table. Then, the rest play de play, eat de eat, take pict de take pict. Then hor, huiwei and i started chatting... ya, chat abt christian stuffs... hehe... I just found out that she just receive christ in March... in a ... how to say arh? hahas... u all wanna noe? ya, she told me that it was a senior who brought her to the church... Then she receive christ la. ok... story haven finish yet, relax!! Then i ask how come she know this senior... she say it's bcos wait arh... where to start? start from her bro?? dunno la... ok la... bcos her bro is from the same church as this senior.... Then on the registration day, her bro brought her to CGS ma... Then, they saw this senior... This senior tot that huiwei's bro look familiar... ya, that kind of feeling when u c someone that u c before on the street but dunno who's that... u noe? anyway, then the senior go check out from the church... (something lyk this), then found out that huiwei's bro is also from her church. So, when school starts... This senior wrote letter to her.... of cos start wth introducing all these la. lol... Then slowly, they build up their relationship, then slowly, when they r much more closer, this senior invited huiwei to church... ya, she actually dun want de lor... then in the end, dunno what the senior did, or what God did, she ended up i church... Then i asked her y receive christ... she say at first she's lyk some ppl, dun lyk go church all these de. But then when she went, she felt the warmth that the bors and sis there gave her... so she decided... Anyway, what i want to say is that God is amazing!! U c arh...in the school hor, so many ppl, how come so "qiao3"? rite? ya lor... ya, i think huiwei is not that cool actually, she can feel the warmth between the bros and sis... lol good arh? glad that i've this fren... hehe... cos when i talked with her abt christian stuffs, she won't be like, aiya, stop asking la.. all these... u noe? hahas... good, v good... lol ok, anyway, back to the soccer match... so we play la... i mean they play la... thank God, no one injured... only fell down... Then after the match, i was lyk... huh? who says they rough? (cos the whole class knew abt the 4 ppl injured de, i'm the last one to noe) they dun even look lyk those rough types la... then i told vanessa ma, she said "u nv saw how those ppl trip them arh?" Then i was lyk got meh? Not being observant enough??? Then i agree with what fangying said before the match... "i dun think blah class is good(to b nice, i won't say the class out). If they r good, they can win the other classes by their shi li, and they will not injure anyone, and they will also win de" Ya true... our class is strong! yes...!! really la, we r strong k? i mean the soccer players... to tell u the truth, somehow, i kan4 bu4 guan4 those fall down jiu cry de ppl... dunno y... hehe...(not tt bad la) k... ya, we did fell down, i mean they...but then they still pick up themselves and carry on the match... then hor, before the match, some of them ordy injured k? lyk yingmin... her toes kana... hahas... stepped by someone during a particular match... lol ya, so we won this class by 6-0. ya la... the first goal i was lyk... huh? sure or not? lyk tt also can come into the semi arh? cos the goal keep is lyk posing lyk tt... stand there and watch that type... ya... then we went into the finals... In the finals... my classmates arh... i must really pei fu them leh... they r really good in changing the lyrics leh... lol... example... u noe the song tong hua rite? the chorus they change la... and it goes tis way... (we drag a few counts for some words too) 我愿变成那个球 (i noe, not ge is li, but they lyk wat) 然后进去那个 goal 你们要为我们加油 你要相信我们会成功 幸福和快乐是结局 hahas... u got it? i noe la, u sure dunno how to sing it de.. cos my class mates r wierd.. lol... ya, and i won't sing it for u de... cos my singing is super terrible... hahas... can tell rite? good! ya la, my classmates were really funny... and guess what? Thank God that we came in the first!! we won... then cheng yee said " eh, i think this is the first time the class tt i'm in win leh" then i was laughing at her... then i tot again... eh quite right leh.. as in i also can use this... hahas... really la... i din win anything before... even a consolation prize... hahas... lousy... erm... i've to go out le... cya again! WX
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005 Today, we had Home econs...
then last nite, i was wondering if we have to bring containers to put our food inside or not... so i smsed my fren, but no reply... So, i still packed the container la. Then this morning, when i went out, i forget about the container all these. Totally forgot abt it until recess. cos straight after recess is our home ec lesson ma, hav to bring the container down too. Usually, when i forget something, for example my tablet, i reach the bus stop jiu remember de, so i will go home and take... but this time no lor. So, i dun hav container ma, no apron also... Then u was lyk die die die, container can buy downstairs but apron how to buy??! can la, but i no money... hahas broke le... this wk got dun really hav enough to spent... dunno y, normally will have enough de, no matter how i spend still got money de. hahas... So, i was thinking, maybe just tell the teacher lor, anyway, can't do anything le... rite? Then, i had my recess.... Then my frens told me that they heard that today no practical... so we dun nd the containers and stuffs... Only nd the tablets... Then i was lyk ... whaahahha... so happy... hahas So, i was wondering... Should i thank God that today no practical, then i din bring.... or should i thank God that i din bring, so no practical... hahas... Both ba! hahas.... WX
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005 Yo! hahas...
This few days dun feel lyk blogging leh. A bit sian, got nothing to blog... hahas Anyway.... Today is Tuesday rite? Then our assembly is on evry Tuesday de, and we have to wear our tie de. Then, today when the bell rings, I was busy looking for my tie lyk siao... can't find it in my bag... serious leh! Demerit.... But then, Ms Seow then told us that there's no assembly today, it's Class Interaction. Then, i was lyk phew... And then, i saw my tie... hahas.... At first din see it de lor... hahas... Thank God... oh ya, i remember telling some of u tt i got a demerit for being late to school. ya, I saw it with my own eyes that the councilor took down my name and evrything... ya la... obviously that the piece of paper is a demerit ticket... But then, the demerit of last term and this term de dun have my name leh!! y arh? I was wondering where is my name... hahas... anyway, thank God... But then i'm still wondering y. ahahas The councilor lost the ticket arh? lol WX
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Sunday, September 11, 2005 so tired... Just came home from church.
The bros were so entertaining la.. hahas.. Laugh until siao. hahas... They were trying to shoot a piece of paper into each other's mouth. ya, someone said that it looks like they were having fun fair. Dunno how to describe la. hahas... failed my descriptive. lol Anyway, me gonna post a short post today... hehe... shall end here... cannot go slp, if not at nite i sure can't slp de and the next morning i sure "suffer" hahas... WX
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Saturday, September 10, 2005 Hi all, just came back from the ID service.
ok, erm... first of all, me want to apologise for my cousin. Well, sorry if he had been rude to u, or wateva... sorry. I know he surely would de la. He's always lyk tt. But then, pls forgive him cos his parents simply dun care... whether he go school or dun go school, results good or not... all these his parents dun really care lor. So, forgive him k? He din noe... ya, months ago, i was telling someone, anyway forget who's that someone le. I told that person if one day, my God changes him... he will really be a great great testimony la. to his family, frens, and everyone around him. really, serious. Can see rite? hahas Well, now i hope that he dun go church for the wrong reason. ok la, i agree with fiona they all that if he now go for the wrong reason, but then slowly his focus on going to church change is ok la... ya i agree... But then, what if he treats the service with the wrong attitude. I mean go there... jiu slp. or turn off... ya la, tok so much also no use. Must pray lor. Then after the service... it's lyk, i've decided... i must at least make some time for God evryday. Maple dun play nvm, won't die. Without God, i will. hahas... But then, it's lyk i must hav a strong determination to do it la. For strong determination on this kind of thing, i really have no confident at all. hahas... ok la, try la. Me will try to cut short the time spent on com. ya la, stupid rite? got nth to do online still go online. I also feel that it's stupid. But somehow, i still do it. :( hmm... let's c... maybe i can... erm... have my QT before playing evryday? ya la, playing lor. If i say doing anything, i think i won't be able to do it la. I'll b lyk doin lotsa things before i can have my QT. As in, homework... pack up... all these. Try la. Actually i tried this before la. And then for some time, i din touch my com at all. Ya, tt was the time when u ppl din c me online for 3 days. Cos that time really got lotsa things to do. Then after the 3 days i still continue la. Just that got lesser things to do, can go online. Then, slowly slowly... hahas.. rite! gave up le. Jia lat sia... hols spent too much time on com le. Still got hw undone. All day long just sit there and play maple. hahas... k la, part of it is cos my couz kip suan-ing me. hahas... ya la, evryday call me then kip saying noob noob noob, whenever i see him he will start saying noob noob noob. ok, now... noob jiu noob lor. lousy jiu lousy lor. I will just ignore him. I mean for this la. I'll just ok lor... anything u wanna say lor. haiya, anyway, i dun think this trend will last for long la. Sooner or later ppl will find maple sian le. hahas... rite? ya lor. hmm... u ppl must help me k... yupz... oh ya, btw, thanks to minmin for organising the leader's day thing. hahas.... thanks yea. Thank God for this sister, we really couldn't do it without her. Without her initiative, without her perseverance. ya, thank God... :) WX
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Friday, September 09, 2005 hi, evryone... wx here... lol. Me just came back from my piano grading... hahas...
hmm.... i noe u all will surely ask how de... and i promised minmin i will blog de, so i blog lor... lol hahas ok... let's start from.... erm... when i arrive there... When i arrive there very quiet lor. Only the uncle and the "auntie", me, my sis, and my dad there... no one tok... ya... then when i just stepped in, i shock! hahas... noe y? i heard nice music, that pro type... u noe? ya... Then i told my dad tt the person playing tt very pro leh. Then he din say anything. So, i was thinking... die le la, this person play so well, then i lyk tt... sure die de lor. Then, i was sitting there, waiting for my turn, which is abt 30 mins later. Then the music stopped... guess wat's next? i heard a lady speaking... then i was lyk shock! hahas... then i was thinking, the examiner is a female arh? she talk so loud meh? Then i look towards my dad... hahas... then i realised, oh... cheh... radio... hahas... made me so impressed for nothing. wahaha... so dumb... hahas I feel tt i was so stupid la. hahas... can't even differentiate. hahas... Then my turn... still so quiet. Then the uncle brought me in. As we walking towards the room, he told me lotsa things la... must say good morning sir all these la. Then, i went in. When i greeting the examiner, as in haven finish my sentence yet "Good mor..." Then he started toking... "Well, how r u? all is fine?" i was lyk... yupz... hahas... so friendly. Then i started with scales... Everytime i finish one, he will say thank you... thank you very much. Then i nv tok, if not must say welcome meh? diao... it's lyk a lot lor... he asked me to play lotsa scales... only the major and minor keys already a lot lor... more than 4? last time i ony 2. then the rest lyk chromatic scales and arpeggios ok lor... abt 2 to 3... each. hahas... Then pieces... jia lat sia... I stopped halfway... as in play wrongly la, dunno how to continue... hahas... not professional enough. hahas... ya la, the biggest mistake of all is stop and repeat them again... as in restart the bar la. hahas... Then sight reading... ok lor... not tt diff. hahas... sight reading he wants to deduct cos i din play well his prob le la.... cos cannot prac de ma. hahas... anyway, he still v nice... hahas.. whenever i finish one piece, he will kip saying , well thank you very much... let's carry on. Then Aural. ha... no ba3 wo4... sing... forget the tune... then anyhow sing lor, what u want me to do? tell him i can't do it arh? lyk tt no nd take liao la, straightaway 0... ya lor, so gei kiang la. Then the sing notes de... geng4 si3 arh... i noe... out of tune!!! hahas... sure out of tune de la. Normally won't cos i use "la" now must sing out the notes... hahas... ya la... c la? can imagine rite? Aural sure .... haix... hahas... Anyway, now everything has nth to do with me le. Now, have to hand it up to God. rite? Hopefully.... I can pass.... not only pass tt simple la... at least a merit rite? i nv got a merit before... hahas... only pass... 100/150. hahas... just pass... zun zun arh... thank God... this time must be better... to glorify His name!! yes!!! wahahahaha anyway, i come out le then, my sis turn... There's 3 joker... ya, the uncle, the "auntie" and the other auntie who suddenly pop out. hahas... They tok until v funny la... purposely de... hahas.. to make them relax... not fair la... before i go in they so quiet, nv tok... hahas... make me so tense... hahas... no la, dun feel anything, just tt can feel my heartbeat only. lol.. really la, not nervous... hahas... hahas... so fun... Then we went creative.. hahas... so sian... look at mp3. can c cannot buy... tt's the reason y i dun really lyk to go shopping... hahas... must b able to overcome small temptations lyk this... hahas... Most of the time i go shopping, i'll have a target de, if not i dun really wanna go, unless frens ask me go la. cos when go out with frens we not go gai gai de, we just tok. bond... hahas... then go out with my parents is lyk, they not fun de... hahas... kip looking at those stuffs... make me so bored. hahas... ya lor... well, dun tok liao... hahas... zi ai wanna play le... God bless! oh ya, pray for me... i got a theory exam coming up... music theory... ya... coming up in october... my theory is lyk ... wahh unprepared... din even memorise... hahas and i'm not going to take the coming taekwondo grading le. Also october...It's lyk sept prac exam, the oct theory... if i still take taek grading, i'll b lyk working hard lyk siao... hahas... u noe arh? ppl lyk me seldom work hard.. hahas.. ok... anyway, realy hav to go now. bb... WX
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005 hahas.. I'm back again... lol
Now, my house got lotsa insects... hahas... Got 2 bees, 1 cockroach, 1 dunno wat bug, and 1 cute "little dinosaur"... hahas... actually it's a lizard la. Cos the lizard's head come up de ma. Then my dad saw it and he say tt it's a "xiao kong long" hahas... Well, it's really cute. Too bad, nv take down it's pict. Cannot b fren with it. hahas... super cute lor... hahas... It's small... hehe... My little fren kip goin in and out of the sofa.. hahas... as in he kip crawling in and out under the sofa... hahas.. so cute... hehe... My dad actually want to capture it for me de, but then he din come out le.. aww.... :( hahas WX
- traveled on - 10:24 PM
Well, got back from sch at ard 1.00pm today. Ya... thank God it's a short lecture... one hour only. If not my hand gonna break. hahas... break from taking down notes. aiya, my fault for not bringing my textbook lor. And then hor, before we go, Ms Pham still dun let us off, she still give us extra homework... wahh siao... all subjects got homework. Wonder how am i gonna finish them. It's a bit impossible for ppl lyk me. Lazy... hahas
Anyway, the lecture start at 11 am ma. So, i only have to wake up at ard 9.30 the latest to prepare. Then hor, my dad come wake me up. haix... that's one thing i dun lyk when having hols. Whenever he wakes up, evryone must also wake up. wanna slp longer also cannot.. hahas... no la, today is ok de. Cos i'm already half awake. Just lying there and pretending to be slping, as in hoping to get back to my slp again. hahas... Now, i'm so hungry... ya.. lazy to buy. c la! so lazy... hahas... Just now i already tot of what to blog abt de leh... haix... too bad la, short term memory. ya, that's one thing tt i dun lyk. Evrytime i wanted to get something. Then i walk there liao, i will start thinking... y did i come here arh? then i will start thinking of what i was doing, hoping tt i can remember. hahas... even surfing the net also lyk tt. short term memory... how? hahas... well, since i can't really remember, i will just find anything to blog ba. erm... thank God tt i'm able to compose. hahas... of cos not tt well. I'm not tt pro afterall. hehe... it's just acceptable. It looks simple. Cos u just hav to follow the rules and the rest is up to u le. rite? but then, i spend a lot of time doing it leh. maybe i'm not concentrating enough ba.. and also thank God that the 3 pieces that i'm gonna play on Friday, which is my piano grading, I'm quite ok with it le, acc to my teacher. A:3, Sense of rhythm is getting better le, i guess... hahas... except for the last part. Cos not tt shou, so a bit slow. I din realise it until my teacher told me... so must improve on tt. ya.. really thank God tt the rest of it is ok. hahas... My teacher said tt i'm getting better. Now, my teacher seldom pick out my mistakes in the front part, as in not tt many mistakes to pick out. wahahaha... the back part i think just have to change a bit in this particular bar. hahas... B:3, ok lor... Just tt I still can't get tt staccato feel. hahas... Jump jump... boing.. boing. lol. C:2, erm... i think it should b better than A:3 and B:3. yup... cos this is the first piece tt i played, as in when i got onto G5. And teacher seldom tok when i play this. But i know... the middle part i'm still not ok with it. ya la... on AAD, i go and confused myself. Actually know how to play de, but then i told myself tt oops... where issit? what is nxt? Confused liao lor. Then i stop... hahas... So, maybe i have to buck up at tt part ba... better to memorise. but then, shun4 qi2 zi4 ran2 ba... can remember jiu remember lor. Cannot... then too bad for me la. hahas Now, the thing tt i'm afraid of on tt day is Aural. The part where i have to listen, then sing, explain.. all these lor. Listen... who dunno how to listen. sing... wahh... i cannot sing until v high lor. How to sing? Explain... I dun really noe how to differentiate those barouqe, classical, romantism, 24th century de lor... no examples for me. Then my english so jia lat. Sometimes can tok until must change to chinese. But the examiner is an angmor ma... Aural... haix... y must have this thing leh? :( Must ask God for help le... Better if He can provide me with the answers on tt day. wahahha... No matter what, I will still give thanks! WX
- traveled on - 11:04 AM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005 Just got back from my breakfast. Having breakfast all alone... so ke lian... hahas... jkjk.
just now, right after i finish my breakfast, when i was walking down the stairs... me feel lyk vomiting. Maybe the rice is too oily le ba, or I'm too full le. Ya, so, i just stand there and try to prevent myself from vomiting. hahas... I act as if i'm "admiring the scenery" lol... Then i went to the macs, and get myself an orange juice. Now i noe how zi ai feel last time le. I kept laughing at her.. so bad. hahas... ya, later zai blog la. early in the morning where got anything to blog... hahas... hopefully, i can blog again later :) WX
- traveled on - 11:04 AM
Sunday, September 04, 2005 Just came back... tired arh...
Anyway, yesterday, miraculously, Guan Yi came to popo's house for nth. ya lah! miracle leh! I only see him during special occasions de lor. And then follow by another miracle. I asked him if he would lyk to follow me to church the next day, which is today, he actually agreed but i've to wake him up la (no prob!). Last time i asked him he wud say dunno leh... (which means no) hahas... wahh thank God... hahas Then this morning, i woke up super early... hahas.. just to prepare to wake him up. Then on my way to Yew Tee, i called him and he sounded v tired. And he told me " I haven't slept the whole night leh. I want to slp lah. I dun want go le" Then i kip saying go lah go lah... and as i'm saying tt, i was praying really hard. And finally, he said ok lah, when u reach yew tee le then u call me. whew... Then i reach yew tee le... call him. then he say "huh? i haven bathe yet leh. i go bathe, later u reach le u call me" fine... thank God tt i noe his style, hahas... i purposely asked him to meet earlier. Then i reach marsiling le. I called him... his mother pick up the phone. He's still bathing. His mother keep telling me the same thing all over again and again. Then i was lyk... orh orh orh... dunno... arh... hahas... tt's how i tok on the phone. hehe...so u all better dun call me... u all will b bored. wahahaha So, i waited for him for abt 10 mins. ok... finally he came. ok... looks a bit untidy. hahas... sry lah, my fault. Din tell him properly. as in his attire. Then reach church le. he wanna hav breakfast. He had chicken rice. and i waited for him to finish. 9.00am le! he just finished and still wants sugar cane and 2 pancakes. i was lyk... oh die le die le... hahas... And at ard 9.15am, he finally finished and we went in. The first time tt i was so late. i mean not including when i was young. what i mean is tt when i go out myself. hahas... I really wanna thank God tt he din sleep throughout the whole service. If not, i think i'll knock his head. lol. He's quite cooperative lah. woah... thank God he so guai. thank God for his willingness to obey... ya la... obey me la. lol. ya lah... cos on the way, i was worrying, what if he anyhow run arh, what ifs...? ya la, cos last time he's always lyk tt... and he haven't receive christ... ya... during communion, thank God tt michelle saw him holding the cup and the bread. If not, wahh... eating and drinking his own sins. Thank God lor... Then we had games... he also quite ok le lah. Din play rough. hahas.. I used to fight with him de leh... hahas... Then my the other older cousin will protect me, zi ai, zi hui and lx. hahas... yah... seldom see Johnathan korkor le. He v good... hahas... ok back to topic. Went back to church for Cell Dynamics... He also v guai... Din slp also. I think he's good... hahas... din slept the whole night still can tahan. hahas... I dun think he really understand. But well, he still kip quiet... last time he makes lotsa noise de lor. hahas... ya... all last time. maybe long time nv c him le ba. Then lunch.... all these la... I can see that he mix really well with the bros. hehe... slowly with the sis le lor. hahas... good lor... hahas... thank God tt he has self-control over his mouth la. LAST TIME, he always use words tt r not tt nice de... now also lah... always suan us de... esp my nepews... kip bullying them. Good lah... he can mix so well with them. Then when i'm on the way home. I called to check if he's home cos he din go home with me. he slping... his mother picked up the phone. And in the conver... she mention something. "Guan yi said tt next saturday he wants to go to church with u leh. Got arh?" Then i was lyk... huh? sure arh? hahas... wait arh... pause for a while Just now before cell dynamics start, kris mention the ID service thing rite? so, i look at him and he c how first... (most prob dun want de la, always lyk tt) then, i planned to tell him as the as the day comes near. He v free de, no worries... hahas. back... Then, i really thank God la. I haven even invited him and he took the initiative to tell his mother tt he wants to go. He din tell me also lor. And he seldom tells his mother where he wants to go all these de lor. Just take money from her jiu run away le. I mean run away as in go play lans la. I think during lunch the bros got invite him ba... Now, i noe the importance of being friendly to newcomers. (Not too friendly though, i will become v scared) wahh... a day of thanksgiving... got hope le got hope le... woohoo... yes! yes! yes! THANK YOU LORD!!! ___________________________________________________________________ And then today hor, i was reminded... how i become so guai de... ya lah. i very naughty de... kip bullying ppl. When i was small, i seldom go church and those arrow club de, as long as it concerns the church. As in... sometimes go, sometimes dun. Just follow my mother la. Then evrytime i went, the sharing would lyk make me so guilty... ya la... alway make me wanna cry, but then din cry la. hahas... ya... so i learn evrytime i go. I really felt tt something is wrong with me when i was young la. hahas... Then sometimes i would b very scared to go. hahas... hmm... thank God tt even before i have the enthusiasm to know Him, He starts to change me le. and thank God that it's not too late tt i come to know Him. hahas... ya... Suddenly, i really felt something... dunno y... I suddenly want to go church. Kip bugging my mother, she still dun wanna go. So, my aunt, zi ai's mother brought me there... hehe... God is so so so so good! ur sun3 shi1 if u dunno Him arh... WX
- traveled on - 9:43 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005 Just came back...
not from AAD, but from training. hahas... wonder how i got out? hehe... I found an excuse, which is i hav training at 3pm and have to leave the sch by 1.30pm. ya... hahas... parent letter. hahas... But is real one de lah... not lying... hahas AAD.... Went to sch... assemble all these.. then yejing, mayvin, bern and myself, we went u to attend the metal embossing workshop. Do until halfway hav to leave for choral reading. hahas... Choral reading... compared to piano... small case la! lol.. really la. choral reading just hav to memorise... and we hav someone to teach us before that. And u noe what? We came in 3rd!!! woohoo... Thank God... hahas... dunno contribute how much to class fund la. hehe Then after the choral reading... I went ard the school to look for linxuan. I look for her until v xin ku leh. Scared she lost... wateva... Then i saw her good fren, deborah. She told me linxuan is outside THE room. where is THE room? dunno leh... the place where the principal brief us.. wah... how i noe where the principal brief them. hahas... So, i continue to look for her at the 2nd floor. Still can't find her and i doubt tt she's on the 3rd floor. So, i went back to the cookery room to continue the metal embossing thingy. Walk walk walk, before i went in, cheh... she's there. zao3 zhi1 dao4 i dun look for her liao la, just go straight there. So, i asked her to wait for a while. Ya, then finish painting.., finish...!! hahas... so, i took her to the canteen to hav her breakfast cos my dad said tt she haven had her breakfast. In the end, she din get anything to eat, only drink... haix... she's lyk tt de la. Rather drink than eat. hahas... sch got sell special food today, she dun wan to eat, she go drink... hahas... Then, she kept pestering me to help her do the metal thing... ya... but she din sign up so cannot. I told her and she dun understand. Pester until i finish my piano performance. hahas Ya, piano performance... the worst performance i ever had. I din prac the last nite. hahas... and so, i went ard telling ppl tt the piano spoil, that's y i din play properly... but theh, b4 i end my sentence... actually, partly is my fault la. hahas Actually tt piece i performed last month le. shouldn't hav any probs. ya la! my frens all there... when i go up, they kip cheering... make me so pai seh and so nervous. Then after that, i "escaped". hahas.. Actually i'm supposed to stay till 4pm de. Then i went to the foyer.. cos my fren say guarded by councilors. Then i went there... din run away la. Just stand there and i start thinking... put councilors there for what? anyway all in home clothes and open house leh... i walk in and out oso nobody noes... cos not wearing uniform ma.. Then, i decided to b a honest kid. hahas... I took the letter and went to the general office to tell them cos din noe who to giv ma... so they told me to go to my form teacher.... haix... hav to return to mini forum again, the place where i performed, cos my form teacher is the host. hahas... so, i told her... settle! and i happily walk home with my sis.. hahas... Then badminton training.... wahh thank God for His protection... I nearly sprain my ankle lor. really lor. my ankle wahh.... din sprain la... din sprain. hahas... Next time, i shouldn't say that i wanna be sick again. Cos last time i kip saying this and i sprain my ankle... now also... so next time, i just ask for a rest can le. hahas.... and yejing, not coming le... :( she v purposely de la. she say look for 2 frens. i tot ok la. if she cannot find, i can ask for help from either hazel or huiwei. Cos hazel a young christian but cannot go church now. Forbidded! But then, i dun think her mother will b so jue la, cos she got tell me before tt if she tell her mother, sometimes she let la. But then, yejing only want either mayvin or bern. Dun ask y she dun wan me to go with her la. hahas... i ask her, she say not so close... i was lyk.. k... fine... hahas... then hor, mayvin stay so far la. she stay commonwealth lor. and bern is a catholic la. obviously she dun wanna go! haix... ye jing clever sia... lyk tt oso can... Maybe she's lyk suxann ba. maybe la... doesn't want to be commited to something. hahas very sad... hahas Then, thank God for michelle. She ask for the "result" and then giv me some tips too... hahas... thanks arh! WX
- traveled on - 6:02 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005 I'm tired...
Physically tired and mentally tired... On the tot of hols homework, AAD, piano grading, music theory, mass lectures.... I feel lyk fainting le. the work is lyk more than the june hols de lor. ok la... equal la. but then june is longer la..pls. then sept hols only 1 week, they still want us to return to sch for mass lectures for 2 days. haiz... dun c the need lor. Anyway, they will b just toking thru the powerpoint. Might as well put it on mlg and we look at them ourselves. really lor, they will just b reading thru only... that's y only 1 hour. half an hour to get us settle down... the rest of the half an hour is just for reading thru the powerpoint.. haiz... waste $2 plus to travel. Waste time waste money. Homework, almost all subjects hav lor. and not one de la... it's lyk one subject got a few... Imagine how many subjects we hav. ok... this term no hist. so dun include tt. CME oso no hw (even if hav, i won't bother --- attitude prob. lol) English and chinese de... wahh siao... compo all these... wahh... maths, 4 test papers... and a lot more!! argh!! AAD, waste 7 hours in sch tmr. Maybe i can finish all my maths paper liao lor, still can rest arh. AAD... sian... no one come. my parents all not free... ask my sis come she also dun wanna come de la. loner... hahas... if i can, i surely go back class and slp de. Piano grading, next friday, 9/9... hav to prac hard... Pray for me k? u all noe de la, i v lazy de. theory, 2 pages of composing. abt... 6 qns or watsoever. wahh... where's my hols? this time even if i want hols mood, oso cannot le... studying mood sia. I really feel lyk falling sick...lol. wanna to get sick. when i get sick, i dun hav to do anything. but then, just now kana scolded by minmin le, so dun wan le. hahas... But then, i still want some rest... tot tt i can hav 9 days of rest de, but then all gone!! waha... dun hav to be lyk tt ba... spare me la... Now, considering whether i should go taekwondo later or not... hahas... the uniform not ironed yet. and i'm v tired. and i just had my dinner, then hav to run... my dad wants me to go... but dun feel lyk... but then i tot again, maybe i shud go, maybe i can hav my belt... but then... haiz... i really tired le. Panda Foo Wan Xuan... diao... hahas... I dun wanna be a panda. k la, dun wanna tok anymore... hahas... dun even feel lyk playing maple now. hahas... still hav to rush my art. tmr must hand up. even art also hav hols hw ok? Photoshop leh! troublesome. Comps r troublesome. They dunno wat we r thinking... hahas... They dunno what we want. It's just a square box containing some softwares. Softwares tt seems interesting, but then they still nd humans lyk me and u to use it to make something diff out. hahas... Well.... nitez... I've decided... I dun wanna go taekwondo le. hahas... Do my art le... if hav time, pray for my da korkor, and wenda they all... hahas... long time nv had a proper QT le. Hope tt today i can hav a proper one. hahas... i'll just leave my comp. on... hahas... if i dun reply, no nd to nudge le, nudge a hundred times oso not use... i may be in my dream land. hahas... nitez... oh, b4 i go, Happy Birthday to Estee and Ms Pham... WX
- traveled on - 7:09 PM
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Walked as: Wan Xuan, a full time christian, never ever off! past roads
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other paths <--UthNity--> prayer list - When i'm at Ipoh...- Pray that i'll be able to slp well when i'm in Ipoh. It's really too terrible le. seriously. If i tell u the story, it will sound lyk ghost story. - Pray that I can have the time for my quiet time. cos i noe tt it's v unlikely to have my quiet time there la. they kip going out n my dad will go in n out of the room. - Safety... haha. i seriously dun wanna get myself injured. really!! my tournament is coming le. so ya. - Badminton Tournament (starting frm next thurs) - Safety again... - Take the game seriously. erm... seriously, i'm nt hoping to win, cos... tell u another time, nt tt... erm... wateva la! Thanks for praying... btw, before i go, i still wanna say this again. hahaha. go visit the uth blog k? n TAG! hahas. tag wateva u want. hi or wateva dou can. lol.
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