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Saturday, August 27, 2005 Ya...lonely.... I'm alone at home now...
My mom and sis went M'sia to c fireflies, my dad went m'sia for dunno wat... Lonely... Well, not really tt lonely, I got my Daddy to accompany me. hahas... ya... alone at home seems to be very can3, but then i realised something... Today i went church... so i went to Shop n save to get some drinks. Then i met my "auntie" (she won't scold me de, she admit it herself when she's doing an intro abt herself in msn...lol) Then (skip the small details)... Then as we were walking back to church, she asked the second time for the day (she asked the first time when i just came), " u wanna go popo's hse" my reply was no. Reason no. 1: no one will play with me, except for my niece and nephews (they won't really play with me, they just play with their ps 2 and let me play also... i dun lyk playing these games nowadays) Reason no. 2: I've to go back by myself and by the time i reach home ordy v late. So, she said "Popo scared u got nth to eat leh, so she wants u to come" Then after tt jiu lyk tt lor... hahas Then i realised, my popo actually love me so much... at least more than i expect. Last time, i was lyk, my popo jiu my popo lor, no big deal... just a popo ma... but now, it's diff... hahas... it's really diff... ya...dunno how to say also. I somehow feel tt there's something to do with last week when i went there... nth much happened... just some trivial matters... if i say u all will cheh de, so might as well dun say... so... dun tell! hahas Toking abt my popo, i tot of my yeye... I still remember, i made a promise tt i will earn money when i grow up and giv it to him. When i was small, i made tt promise... my yeye replied "maybe i won't have such a long life..." so, i tiam tiam... nv tok... hahas I really want to kip my promise la. Although i made the promise when i was young, but it's really what i wan to do... I shall kip my promise... But Lord, can dun take away his life first... wait... pls... he haven receive christ yet. Must let him see that i've changed a lot (ya, i changed a lot, i'm v naughty when i was young, i will bully evryone de, older than me also bully), then he will start to b curious abt U ma, then he will want to noe U more ma. Then i can tok as much as i want ma, what i've said will not be rejected ma... (rejected also nvm, as long as they remember and will think abt it. will accept after they've straighten out their tots...lol) ya la, now no courage to share with him... i dun even noe whether my relatives in ipoh noe tt i'm a christian or not. din make it obvious though. Lord, wait...pls... Giv me chances to share with them... dun take him away before i do tt... i'll have lotsa regrets then... Maybe u will wonder, y am i so close to my yeye but not my popo... ya, both popos...my mom de mom and my dad de mom. Cos when i was really young, he came to Singapore to look after me and my sis... he fetch me from sch and cook for me all these. Better than my parents, they dun cook lunch for me, sometimes no dinner also, they dun fetch me... Then at nite, my mom will have driving lessons until 12 plus in the midnite b4 she come back. Then my yeye will look after the both of us... Then when my dad punish me, ya la, for all sorts of nonsense, when i'm not wrong also want to punish, sometimes he locked me up in my room. Then i can't open from inside, so my yeye will open it up for me... go off topic for a while arh... i remember got one time, his method of punishing me is really siao. U noe what he asked me to do? kneel in front of a poster, ya, got the pict of the wateva shifu, dunno what's his religion also, then he got the shifu thing. then the poster is lyk super big de... the face so big. He asked me to kneel down there and think and repent... ya... think... dunno wat i was thinking also. lol... ya la, so siao, ask me to kneel in front and repent... repent wateva la. This poster or even this person dun even noe me, dunno wt i did... super stupid la... but thank God, the poster is gone already... gone years ago... if it's not gone before nov 2003, i would tear it down and tear into pieces lyk dunno wat. cos i came back to God on nov 2003. cos b4 tt, i'm just claiming tt i'm a christian... i mean claim, u shud noe wat i mean la. So, i dun really care. Then my dad will dunno do wat to me la... hahas... so thank God back to topic... so, lyk tt lor... hahas... my yeye is so good rite? when i go back to ipoh, whenever i feel lyk having a ride on the motor, he will agree... now, he also will even if i dun request... now old le ma, no matter how i bug them also no use de... so, whenever he going out to get something, he will ask me if i wud want a ride or not. he asked me only leh...so honoured.. hahas jkjk. yah, he very teng2 me de. then we will go out and when we come back, my cousins and my sis will kip saying unfair all sorts... hahas... ya... then my yeye will make some excuses and then "run away" hahas... he's so nice... hahas hmm... must from God for more chances to share with him... yupyup WX
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Walked as: Wan Xuan, a full time christian, never ever off! past roads
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other paths <--UthNity--> prayer list - When i'm at Ipoh...- Pray that i'll be able to slp well when i'm in Ipoh. It's really too terrible le. seriously. If i tell u the story, it will sound lyk ghost story. - Pray that I can have the time for my quiet time. cos i noe tt it's v unlikely to have my quiet time there la. they kip going out n my dad will go in n out of the room. - Safety... haha. i seriously dun wanna get myself injured. really!! my tournament is coming le. so ya. - Badminton Tournament (starting frm next thurs) - Safety again... - Take the game seriously. erm... seriously, i'm nt hoping to win, cos... tell u another time, nt tt... erm... wateva la! Thanks for praying... btw, before i go, i still wanna say this again. hahaha. go visit the uth blog k? n TAG! hahas. tag wateva u want. hi or wateva dou can. lol.
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