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Friday, August 05, 2005 very sad...
Ever since the second semester started, my results have been dropping. My maths especially. The rest nothing much to compare la. Cos last time i study physics, now chem and bio. Last time D&T now home econs. last time history, now geography. My maths is really dropping le lor. Last time I kip going online. I mean when I reach home I will start using the computer the whole day. Now is like I tried to lessen my time spent on my comp le lor. Then it's lyk y issit still dropping? Issit bcos of my tablet that keep distracting me during lesson time or what? Dun understand?? haix... Actually the reason that I lessen my time spent on the computer is not really bcos that I want to spend more time on my studies. Instead, I want to spend more time on God. But then, now I don't even have the time for my QT lor. See arh, as I'm typing here, I'm doing my homework at the same time lor. And this few weeks hor, I've been always rushing all the time to finish my homework... until very late lor. Wierd... It seems that if I dun spend time on computer, I won't have time to do anything I want. Something seems to be stopping me... Now, I reallly wanna work hard. Serious... I will try to revise my work whenever I can. Yes, I already planned to revise my work liao lor, just that I really dun have time. Really! I'm serious abt working hard this time. U gotta believe me and help me k? I'm not joking. In Crescent is really competitive lor. I really feel that I'm falling behind la. I got in with 240 while most of them got in with 25+ or even 26+ lah... haix... nvm... all these can't be compared to the JC and poly students... Nvm, I'm toking to myself. Dun bother abt me... Anyway, let's tok abt wat happened. Seriously, I dun think PBL is for nothing de la. Cos I did learn something as we are doing the project and from the presentation of my classmates. 1 thing that I "learnt" is that a blog is for you to vandalise. I mean vandalise ur own blog la. You can write wateva u want there instead of the walls, table or wateva. This is wat i learnt from my frens' presentation on vandalism. Then we r the 4th grp ma. Then yest, we were carefully listening to our frens before our presentation. ok... a few qns only. Then our turn, ours is on myopia de. We design something la. When it is the asking qns part, our frens, especially "pick on us" de la. She keep picking on our powerpoint presentation. But then, all of us were like trying to "fight back" Then our design needs abt 100 over dollars to make ma cos it consist of a polarizing lamp. Some of them ask "so ex, who wants to buy" This qn, no prob! It's lyk it's at least cheaper than the prices of ur spects adding together rite? And it's better to have good eyesight. Rite? Then there were some qns lyk so ugly, not fashionable... all these qns that were meant to make us stuck la. So, Xingjuan start shooting qns that make pp stuck after they shoot those qns la. hahas... funny la... purposely 1 la. Then Ms Seow told us tt we should ask qns that they can ans. Then i was thinking, how would we noe what type of qns they can ans... and lyk this might as well dun ask... but forget it. Today, during badminton. We receive the news that the coach is not going to take us again. No coach again... argh! I'm sick of this la! pls la, how can we survive lyk tt? in the first place, our coach should not be sacked la. Wait till they find one then sack cannot arh? And then hor, u all no nd to b so realistic ma. I mean even if throughout these years, our seniors had not won any medal, but no nd to sack the coach rite? maybe it's not his fault. Maybe... ya... u noe? 整个球队越来越往我感到没希望了。 But thank God, I've got outside training under Zi Ai's coach... whew... If not, I really gonna quit badminton le la. I mean quit the cca, not giving up badminton. Badminton... for the first time... I've a hobby that lasts so long. And for the first time, I've a dream that lasts so long. True lor. When I was young, I wanted to be a police bcos watch too much shows le. then paramedics, then police again, then taekwondo instructor, then a CEO, finally.... I've made up my mind. But then, all these i can't really control la. I can only work hard towards it. It all depend on who's hand it's in. It's in God's hand. :) WX
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Walked as: Wan Xuan, a full time christian, never ever off! past roads
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other paths <--UthNity--> prayer list - When i'm at Ipoh...- Pray that i'll be able to slp well when i'm in Ipoh. It's really too terrible le. seriously. If i tell u the story, it will sound lyk ghost story. - Pray that I can have the time for my quiet time. cos i noe tt it's v unlikely to have my quiet time there la. they kip going out n my dad will go in n out of the room. - Safety... haha. i seriously dun wanna get myself injured. really!! my tournament is coming le. so ya. - Badminton Tournament (starting frm next thurs) - Safety again... - Take the game seriously. erm... seriously, i'm nt hoping to win, cos... tell u another time, nt tt... erm... wateva la! Thanks for praying... btw, before i go, i still wanna say this again. hahaha. go visit the uth blog k? n TAG! hahas. tag wateva u want. hi or wateva dou can. lol.
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