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Thursday, August 18, 2005 Unfair!! Everything seems to be unfair...
In studies... I do my homework, while the others copy... I tried to be attentive in class... I try not to tok and i din tok... Some others did... But in the end, when results came out, I'm always the last few... as in 20 and below... At home, parents are biased... When i'm not at fault, the one who got scolded is me! All the best goes to my sis. When they noe tt it's my sis fault instead of mine, no matter what, i'm still dragged in and in the end it's my fault... My sis dun want to prac her piano, my fault. My sis keeps playing the comp, my fault... Everything is my fault! When I'm the one being hit by my sis, my fault for playing with her. When my sis took my things without permission, my fault for not keeping them away. When my sis scored badly, my fault for not teaching her, my fault for not disciplining her by stopping her from using the comp too much. Whenever I'm doing my work while my sis is playing, my parents would asked me to do something, whenever I'm free, they still call me. Whenever something bad happens, the first one to be scolded would be me! Argh!! unfair! my fault for evrything. And i tried really hard to change, still everything still my fault. PSLE, whether i score a 200 or 240, still they said that I din work hard enough, I did not try my best... Evrything is unfair la!! Other than God, nth is fair... nvm, ignore me... no nd to care abt wat i've said... Anyway, i got back my Geog class test 1. I remember that the nite before, which is tues, i din studied at all. I was busying doing my dreamweaver until 2 +am cos the nxt day is presentation. On that day when I'm having the test, it's lyk i dunno anything lor. But thank God that i still pass...B4... already v good for me la... din study, dunno anything... still can get a B4, a high 1. thank God... at least I din fail... hmm... i still remember that the previous post, the one on monday or sunday de, I've said that it would be a miracle if i can sit in front of the piano and prac for at least 5mins... thank God, i did it!! woohoo... I sat there for abt 30 mins. Though it's not an hour, but i'll try... yup! I managed to do so, cos my parents and my sis were hogging on the TV... so lonely... nth to do and i dun wanna spend too much time on my comp also. So, i prac lor. They were watching superstar. At that time, i felt tt i'm totally deaf to what is happening outside. what i can hear is the piano...Then when my dad came to disturb me... i mean he really come to disturb me de la... come n laugh at me... bad la he... I just shoo him away. I'm not gonna care whether the world is fair or unfair now, as long as i've tried my best... that's it! WX
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other paths <--UthNity--> prayer list - When i'm at Ipoh...- Pray that i'll be able to slp well when i'm in Ipoh. It's really too terrible le. seriously. If i tell u the story, it will sound lyk ghost story. - Pray that I can have the time for my quiet time. cos i noe tt it's v unlikely to have my quiet time there la. they kip going out n my dad will go in n out of the room. - Safety... haha. i seriously dun wanna get myself injured. really!! my tournament is coming le. so ya. - Badminton Tournament (starting frm next thurs) - Safety again... - Take the game seriously. erm... seriously, i'm nt hoping to win, cos... tell u another time, nt tt... erm... wateva la! Thanks for praying... btw, before i go, i still wanna say this again. hahaha. go visit the uth blog k? n TAG! hahas. tag wateva u want. hi or wateva dou can. lol.
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