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Tuesday, August 02, 2005 Just had my piano lesson.
Same thing again. This time, I know that Luo lao shi is really disappointed le. I think he's right by saying that if it is not because of all those reasons, we would be kicked out by him long ago, even earlier than he kicked out zi ai and zi hui. He din accept other students who really wanted to learn, yet, he continue to teach us, despite knowing that we are not serious. 傅琬轩啊，傅琬轩。。。你真是不懂得珍惜这么好的一位好老师。可惜啊，可惜。。。 真是悲啊。 Then, Luo lao shi told us lotsa things. He told us why he accepted to teach us in the first place when my mother came to him. Actually, my mother wanted the both of us to be a piano teacher. So, she wanted us to learn piano. Luo lao shi also knew this, and so, in order to help fufil my mother's dream, he kept us for such a long time. I think he already have the right to kick us out even when we are in Grade 1 liao lor. This is the first reason. Second reason is that my mother works really hard to support this family. And Luo lao shi knew it and he din want to waste our mother's money just lyk tt, stopping halfway, without anything done. I know... that's y I did not and will not say that I'm giving up. Cos last time I always 半途而废，and I regretted. Truthfully, I had never tot of being a piano teacher, I won't even dare to tot abt being a teacher. What I want is not just that simple. I still remember what I wrote in my mid year de chinese compo, which the topic is 二十年以后的我。Very clearly... I wrote about what my mother wanted me to be, what my father said I could be, and I wrote abt what I wanted to be, and I wrote a super long reason. Just 1 reason and I kept dragging it (cos afraid tt i would have nth to write). But the reason is the main reason, not bcos of the amt of money I could earn. Well, if 20 years later i'm not able to fufil my dream, but i wish that I won't be a 废物。 Piano teacher, I would consider... I already had a small plan in mind. But i dun think it's really going to work... Cos of some reasons... I can tell lah, but i just dun want to drag until very long. The plan is lyk only 2 steps only la, simple plan... Anyway, after Luo lao shi had finish toking, I wanted to tell him something. Can u come back next week? This week forget it le, next week... U will see something different. At that time, I really wanted to tell him this, of cos i din. 我很想告诉他，我会努力的。想罢了。。。 Remember that I promised u all, and myself that I would strive harder? I really wanted to. Yes, I din mean to break my promise. I just lack the determination. Dun tok abt perseverance le, haven even started, how to persevere? Suggestions?? I noe, next time u see me online, if i'm not doing anything impt, pls... kick me out! ORDER me to get out of this net. Pls... If i'm stubborn, block me...pls.... WX
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other paths <--UthNity--> prayer list - When i'm at Ipoh...- Pray that i'll be able to slp well when i'm in Ipoh. It's really too terrible le. seriously. If i tell u the story, it will sound lyk ghost story. - Pray that I can have the time for my quiet time. cos i noe tt it's v unlikely to have my quiet time there la. they kip going out n my dad will go in n out of the room. - Safety... haha. i seriously dun wanna get myself injured. really!! my tournament is coming le. so ya. - Badminton Tournament (starting frm next thurs) - Safety again... - Take the game seriously. erm... seriously, i'm nt hoping to win, cos... tell u another time, nt tt... erm... wateva la! Thanks for praying... btw, before i go, i still wanna say this again. hahaha. go visit the uth blog k? n TAG! hahas. tag wateva u want. hi or wateva dou can. lol.
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