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Wednesday, August 31, 2005 Had teacher's day celebration today...
ACES... sian... the performances if shiok arh! hahas I din noe tt our school got so many good dancers other than those from dance. ya lor... then got a senior hor, i think is from red cross la. She looks really mature lor. I think she is 16? looks more mature than my da jiejie (da cindy), da korkor, abi... ya... she looks real mature la. During the crescentian Day i think... issit? aiya, dunno la. I only remember that got one special day tt she performed with the other gal, who looks lyk a boy, much more than i do...lol. ya la, all of us were thinking, is he a boy or a gal? if he's a boy, how come he's here. but then, he dun look lyk a gal leh. then we look at that senior.... who's this? last time from cgs de arh? so, some of them lyk yejing, bern answered our qn. the senior still in our school. the "boy" is a girl. hahas... ya, that's when i got to know abt this senior. I think this senior is well-known. I guess. even if it's not, she's still well-known in our class. hahas... Today, this senior and the other put up a performance for the teachers... i must really say tt they r really good dancers... Today de performance other than the 2 items which they sing, the rest are all dances, put up by the students, not from dance though. nice! hahas Then some items are really good lah... so touching.. hahas as in from the pt of view of a teacher. ya... I'm sure the teachers are really touched. Esp performances put up by the sec 4s. they r having their exams yet they still make out some time for the teachers... hahas... Now, i'm thinking... If one day i'm super duper busy, yet i still make out some time for God, would He be pleased? would He be touched? yes? Then i took mrt back to cck. I was slping on the train... again.. ya, i missed the stop. but it's not as bad as last time la... went all the way to marina bay. hahas... this time i only missed 2 stops... hehe... not too late. hahas btw, my pri sch is just beside my house, ya... withnin 50 steps. related to what i'm going to say later... hahas ya... so i decided to walk back home first before i go back to dlss. cos i wanna change all these... dun really feel comfortable wearing my uniform. ya.. cos i was wearing my red pankhurst house t-shirt. ya, very the red lor... eww... ugly! Then i wear my uniform outside, which means i wear two layers la. two layers leh and i dun wanna wear my hse t-shirt. so, i decided to walk home. then, hahas... din managed to... saw siokching. I mean she saw me... she was with isabelle and victoria, the twins... hahas... so, they pulled me back to school. so, din managed to change lor.. too bad. hahas ya... maybe i shan't tell u wat we did there... cos it's lyk ... so? rite? ya... We went there... When we returned to our own class... I felt tt my classroom became smaller... ya, i dun think it really become smaller. maybe it's bcos i'm used to my sec sch le ba, i mean my class... still not v used to the ppl there... some a bit too friendsly, some a bit.... ehem... shan't tell u... hehe Ya... went there... then went to Mr Seah's class, 6C. btw, Mr Seah is my x-form teacher. He's a super good teacher. Anyway, i dun think u can understand... hahas... ya, went to 6C, we saw that the door got a cert which says tt Mr Seah's class got the 1st for the newspaper collection. hahas... noe y? last year we got the 1st for evry collection la. hahas... cos he threathened us, if we din get the 1st place, he would ask us to run extra rounds. ya, so we won. hahas... this year he only got one cos he din care... hehe. then when we saw it, we were lyk... wahahaha.... Mr Seah jiu shi Mr Seah... hahas ya, then we went in there. Saw the papers behind. Then we cheh... not cos the paper ez. it's bcos it's just a small stack. last time ours is lyk a few big piles lor. one pile is higher than theirs lor. hahas And when we "confronted" him, he told us something. Well, dun think it's really nice to tell it to evryone, so u all no nd to noe. hahas When we saw him, all of us r super high la. but then, he told us something... next year, he would not be here anymore, he's going to RGPS to teach le :( I wonder how can i look for him next time. nvm, ask him to come out the next time. hahas... Ya, he got splashed by water bombs... then he kana scolded. hahas... he funny la The second time i saw him is with xinyin and yulenda. yulenda... special name rite? ya.. she's the only one tt i know who got this name. then i went to chat with him again. then xinyin told him something... when xinyin got back to 6G, she went to sit at her place. then all those memories came back to her... Mr Seah stood in front of the whole class, oops, i mean sit. he sat there, with the projector... teaching us science... ya... i guess most of us felt it this way... when xinyin said these, i'm able to imagine... ya... I really missed those days a lot. And he told us tt he missed us too. Esp affifi. Affifi sat in front of him de ma. then now when he see the boy in front of him, he's reminded of Affifi. Too bad... time cannot be stopped. he's really a super good teacher... very good... Well, i'm sure all of us would lyk to keep in contact with the teachers as long as possible. So i will try my best... wahahaha... lyk wat the other teacher told us, years later, the teachers woulf have left. retire de retire, transfer sch de transfer sch. ya... haiz... Again, Mr Seah is really a great teacher... ya la, if u asked us if this teacher good or not, most of us will say no de la. zui3 ying4 xin1 ruan3 ma.. rite? hahas really thank God for this teacher... learn from him ba... future teachers... WX
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005 Today is a nice nice day... hahas
Tmr is teacher's day, but then today they only announced the sch hours for tmr today. Tmr we r let off at 11.30am... yeah!! hahas... Can go back and visit my teachers... lol But i haven got them a prezzie yet... oops... hahas... By the time i reach dlss, i think it's ard 12.30pm. Maybe i can still go back home and get change first, since some of my frens will only come at 1 plus. Think i can still see my fellow schoolmates ba... oops i mean x-schoolmates...lol Just now, ya, just a few seconds away, my fren, siokching called and gave me mr seah's no. hahas... I wanted to call her de.. hahas... now no nd le. thank God... I was thinking of something today. I think Teacher's Day is for evryone. U see arh, wat does a teacher do? Teach rite? ya... So, all of us teach one another and learn from one another. So, ya... Pls tell me if I'm wrong. On my way home when i was on the MRT, I saw a girl with other two ppl came in, the girl was lyk... wahh... got air con arh, wahh.. so big! wait arh, dun get me wrong. I dun mean anything. Just wanna say tt perhaps Singapore is really fortunate. Cos we have MRT, wich some other countries dun have. Ya... If u all got read yixiang's blog abt his cousin thing, it's more funny... hahas... his cousin very cute. hahas ya, remember i said tt I'm all alone on saturday? ya... I guess i din really waste it. hahas... as in sitting down there, use the comp for hours, then watch tv, slp all these la. Just now my mom asked me how did i spend my saturday... hmm... good qn. At least it made me realise tt i din really waste my time. ard 12.30, i met up with abi and cindy and we go J8 together cos she wanna get something. and we had lunch all these lor. Today, my class chair told me tt she saw me at J8. wahh...thank God tt on that day i din pon anything leh... hahas... when she told me she saw me, i was thinking, i din pon anything hor. lol... hahas... cos i always pon those activities which aren't impt, i mean if i'm free, i would go la... if not, too bad. Wahh...sounds bad. lol I love to go evrywhere but not really school. hahas... Too boring, i mean school de lessons r boring. I din say studies arh. I mean lessons. If Mr Seah is teaching me, i would love to go school. Cos he's fun...as in he is strict but he jokes. he's a good teacher! i'm sure many would agree.. hahas Then we wanted to meet fiona at amk mrt at 2pm. But then we were still on the train. So, abi and i very bad leh. we kan4 bian3 fiona. we were lyk saying "Fiona won't be here yet de lah" lol... This kind of sheperd also hav... haiz... hahas... jkjk... Ya, then we reach there. True enough, she's not there yet. And then we waited for her at one corner. Then cindy and i saw a little boyboy who resembles elijah. hahas... then i was lyk playing with myself. "elijah...oi! elijah...come!" of cos not tt loud la... later the father not tot tt i siao arh... hahas... Then finally, Fiona came!! yeah! hahas... Then we went to abi's hse for bs. After that, we went to church for service. ya... then had dinner... Not really wasted rite? hahas... Well, looking forward to see my frens tmr...hehe... Today is a nice nice day jiu dui le... At least it's better... hahas.. this week gonna be a short week. wed half day, thurs hol, fri maybe half day acc to some ppl... hahas... good arh... hehe and then holiday... cannot enjoy my hols this time. tues and thurs must go back to sch. then maybe monday also. the rest of the hols... slack! hahas... doesn't seems to be better than my june hols. Have to finish my hw as soon as possible then maybe can spend more time with God... hahas... long time nv had a proper QT le lor. Most of the time i read the bible on the train and sometimes i pray (act to slp)...hahas Wel, gtg le... cya! God bless WX
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Monday, August 29, 2005 Dun feel lyk updating nowadays...lol
exam is over, evrything is almost over le. Can't really find anything to post... hahas... excuses... maybe i lazy ba. My turn to be lazy le. lol Dun even feel lyk going online hahas... But i still go online. hahas... Anyway, I just woke up... ya, just had my dinner... at 11 plus. Pro rite? how am i going to slp later? Nvm, anyway i got lit assignment haven do yet. hahas Hmm... today i got my first training with my school badminton de coach. I mean... erm... i think he only came twice or thrice, but i din go. cos i remember got 1 time, i tired, another time is tt i got oral. So, is twice! hahas... Last time the seniors said tt the coach is lyk lyk this no good, lyk tt no good... all these. But i haven seen it. hahas... Quite enjoy the training. better than seniors training us... shh... Hope tt seniors will find that my blog is sian and won't come... lol... just joking. hahas I felt that this week is somehow a bit rush. ya... to me la... Cos my homework is lyk dragging and dragging. No worries! haven overdue yet. hahas... but then tmr is the deadline for most of them, science is on friday, but i did it first. Well, i should hit myself u noe... Din do all those tt were much more impt and those tt r going to be handed up first. Next time must learn... Well, gtg back to my work le... cya again. God bless ~ WX
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Saturday, August 27, 2005 Ya...lonely.... I'm alone at home now...
My mom and sis went M'sia to c fireflies, my dad went m'sia for dunno wat... Lonely... Well, not really tt lonely, I got my Daddy to accompany me. hahas... ya... alone at home seems to be very can3, but then i realised something... Today i went church... so i went to Shop n save to get some drinks. Then i met my "auntie" (she won't scold me de, she admit it herself when she's doing an intro abt herself in msn...lol) Then (skip the small details)... Then as we were walking back to church, she asked the second time for the day (she asked the first time when i just came), " u wanna go popo's hse" my reply was no. Reason no. 1: no one will play with me, except for my niece and nephews (they won't really play with me, they just play with their ps 2 and let me play also... i dun lyk playing these games nowadays) Reason no. 2: I've to go back by myself and by the time i reach home ordy v late. So, she said "Popo scared u got nth to eat leh, so she wants u to come" Then after tt jiu lyk tt lor... hahas Then i realised, my popo actually love me so much... at least more than i expect. Last time, i was lyk, my popo jiu my popo lor, no big deal... just a popo ma... but now, it's diff... hahas... it's really diff... ya...dunno how to say also. I somehow feel tt there's something to do with last week when i went there... nth much happened... just some trivial matters... if i say u all will cheh de, so might as well dun say... so... dun tell! hahas Toking abt my popo, i tot of my yeye... I still remember, i made a promise tt i will earn money when i grow up and giv it to him. When i was small, i made tt promise... my yeye replied "maybe i won't have such a long life..." so, i tiam tiam... nv tok... hahas I really want to kip my promise la. Although i made the promise when i was young, but it's really what i wan to do... I shall kip my promise... But Lord, can dun take away his life first... wait... pls... he haven receive christ yet. Must let him see that i've changed a lot (ya, i changed a lot, i'm v naughty when i was young, i will bully evryone de, older than me also bully), then he will start to b curious abt U ma, then he will want to noe U more ma. Then i can tok as much as i want ma, what i've said will not be rejected ma... (rejected also nvm, as long as they remember and will think abt it. will accept after they've straighten out their tots...lol) ya la, now no courage to share with him... i dun even noe whether my relatives in ipoh noe tt i'm a christian or not. din make it obvious though. Lord, wait...pls... Giv me chances to share with them... dun take him away before i do tt... i'll have lotsa regrets then... Maybe u will wonder, y am i so close to my yeye but not my popo... ya, both popos...my mom de mom and my dad de mom. Cos when i was really young, he came to Singapore to look after me and my sis... he fetch me from sch and cook for me all these. Better than my parents, they dun cook lunch for me, sometimes no dinner also, they dun fetch me... Then at nite, my mom will have driving lessons until 12 plus in the midnite b4 she come back. Then my yeye will look after the both of us... Then when my dad punish me, ya la, for all sorts of nonsense, when i'm not wrong also want to punish, sometimes he locked me up in my room. Then i can't open from inside, so my yeye will open it up for me... go off topic for a while arh... i remember got one time, his method of punishing me is really siao. U noe what he asked me to do? kneel in front of a poster, ya, got the pict of the wateva shifu, dunno what's his religion also, then he got the shifu thing. then the poster is lyk super big de... the face so big. He asked me to kneel down there and think and repent... ya... think... dunno wat i was thinking also. lol... ya la, so siao, ask me to kneel in front and repent... repent wateva la. This poster or even this person dun even noe me, dunno wt i did... super stupid la... but thank God, the poster is gone already... gone years ago... if it's not gone before nov 2003, i would tear it down and tear into pieces lyk dunno wat. cos i came back to God on nov 2003. cos b4 tt, i'm just claiming tt i'm a christian... i mean claim, u shud noe wat i mean la. So, i dun really care. Then my dad will dunno do wat to me la... hahas... so thank God back to topic... so, lyk tt lor... hahas... my yeye is so good rite? when i go back to ipoh, whenever i feel lyk having a ride on the motor, he will agree... now, he also will even if i dun request... now old le ma, no matter how i bug them also no use de... so, whenever he going out to get something, he will ask me if i wud want a ride or not. he asked me only leh...so honoured.. hahas jkjk. yah, he very teng2 me de. then we will go out and when we come back, my cousins and my sis will kip saying unfair all sorts... hahas... ya... then my yeye will make some excuses and then "run away" hahas... he's so nice... hahas hmm... must from God for more chances to share with him... yupyup WX
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Just now had my taek training... just now as in hours ago, if it's really just now, wahh...late leh...lol
Sir Vis is v funny lor... hahas... he lyks to trick ppl la... bad la... hahas just now he told us to get into our sit ups position. his own way of sit up... legs down, hands by ur side... then he said "count to 20" then some of us came up and realised, eh... nonono, the others din come up... so we go down again... and evryone was counting to 20... lol... he purposely de... hahas fun arh... ahahas And i just realised tt taekwondo got two types de... ya...chim, i dun really understand... hahas... will check out more... WX
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005 erm... ya, finally! i found something to write abt...
Today, I've just realised that my classmates went crazy... i mean "crazy" They wanted to take part in superstar... they mean it k... they r considering it now... They gonna bring a big group there... a big group to join superstar, take part... if someone back out, they wouldn't join... hahas... very the wu liao la. as if they v free to do all these... hahas... can't imagine what wud happen if they really bcome famous... hahas... I think if tt's going to happen, the rest of the class won't have to go canteen during recess time...lol ya la, they very crazy de la... my crazy classmates... hahas WX
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Now, my legs are still aching... Worse when i'm walking down the stairs.
erm... wondering if i shud say tt... thank God that tmr i dun nid to go training cos got chinese oral. and then hor, my legs still not ok la. And i'm sure that they r going to make us do all that again. Well, if my seniors see this, i would be finished. Anyway, what i've said is true... u want to kill me, i also have no choice... suits u lor... hmm... on AAD, a saturday would be totally wasted. from 9am to 4pm staying in sch. I'm sure, sure got nth to do de... i mean got la, but nth much will interest me much. How? wasted day... haix... Hope tt God will make the day fun for me. And... erm... I took up the malay conversational program. Already missed two lessons cos of choral reading, the first two lessons missed. Then hor, next week, also gonna missed the lesson lor, got lit mass lecture. I realised something, miss chan lyks to arrange all these on tuesday. Tuesday so unstable, anytime a "bomb" will just drop. hahas... First three lessons missed le. and i'm sure, we've missed out a lot. Cos i noe tt the first few lessons are always impt. dun u think so? got nth to type here... hahas... I'm just finding things to type, nth much...hehe bb! WX
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005 Good news! Good news!! woa! hahas
This term de common test i got good results. Considered good to me la, dunno whether it's good or bad to u all. hahas... Maths got A1. low de... but good ordy k... If i had been more careful, I would score better. But then, wan xuan, must be grateful le, dun sian le. Continue to sian and u will have nth. hahas... English still dunno yet. No high hopes on that. So, not tt good, then jiu lyk tt lor. Good, then happy lor, happy till siao lor. Science got A1, almost got band 1... hahas... if i had check my spelling, nvm i also din really know the spelling, was just guessing, an extra "l" came out. hahas... Halogens become hallogens. lol... I got revise k, ya, know the name and claimed that i know the spelling too.... hahas... A1 le still sian, gai1 da3 arh! *bash* Chinese got B3 rite? i think so... ya.. It's not easy to even get a B3 le k... Din fail ordy must thank God. see? my chinese not tt good rite? Was thinking, what's the diff between HCL and CL. HCL supposed to be easier cos it's just testing on your understanding, as in compre stands the most. CL is lyk... erm... i supposed sec sch de CL still testing on those zao ju all those ba... supposed... i dunno la. But then, am i rite to say tt HCL should be easier to score if your compre is good? Still got lit and geog not back yet. hmm... thank God for all these good results tt he had blessed me with :) WX
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Monday, August 22, 2005 Yesterday went to Batam... for the opening ceremony of Batam Bread Of Life.
When we first reach the hotel, we were busy setting up the place. Then, linxuan and i, erm... i mean i can't really help in decorating, so... ya lyk tt lor. nonono... i din slack, i help to blow balloons. The pump is super good de lor. But then, must use lotsa energy. So, i pump a few only my hand jiu very pain le. So, i handed it to linxuan, who was standing beside me, passing me the balloons. So, linxuan's turn. I pick up a balloon and start to blow it... ya blow... i think blow is much more easier lor. So, all tt i do is to help pumping and blowing the balloons lor. and then hor, i tell u arh, now i noe, my mother is afraid of balloons... hahas... k... shh... :P Then after blowing the balloons, i just sit down there... and walking ard. So, ps John saw tt i'm v free... so he called me and my sis to go sit in front of the door and ask ppl to sign. aha... then got a brother and sister come in. Then i call the sister to sign. She sign lor, and she dun just sign la. She still tok a lot... socialble arh... ahhas... then the brother sign. I think the brother is much more shy. He din talk a lot. So, in the end, we became frens... ya... frens... they coming to Singapore... but dunno when... hahas The whole thing is quite ok la. The food also very nice... hahas And then after tt, we go home. btw arh, only then i realised tt there's a diff between the time in Batam and Singapore. :P Then we left the place at ard 10.30 pm, singapore time. Supposed to reach there at 11.15 pm, singapore time. If not we have to stay there le, cos tt's the last ferry le. So, we got there on time la, of cos! Got home at ard 1 plus. Slept at ard 2am. woke up at 5.30am. So, i got abt 3 and a half hours of slp. This trip to Batam is lyk... dunno how to say la. My first time on a ferry, first time to go Indonesia, first time to go other countries other than Malaysia ( i always go there de la, each year at least once, to see my yeye...) On our way there, pastor xiaohua de return ticket got cope away. The officer check the passport tt time got took away de. my mother de also, but she got it back. then hor, on the way back, i was trying so hard to slp on the ferry. Cos at least i got some rest ma... but then din manage to. Then hor, today de badminton training hor.... very the torture leh. We din play badminton at all lor, do PT. We ran around the whole sch lyk siao. Not only run tt simple la. Still must hop, climb the stairs up and down, a lot of times k... my leg aching le... then sit ups, push ups (still ok) Then had a short rest while seniors toking, after that haowen came to tok to us. tok le, she wanna us to run again, oh man... the first part, just now the hop climb tt one, is jog, half jog half run. This one, wahh.... 1/4 run 3/4 sprint. wahh... cannot take it le la!! at first i wanna giv up de lor, cos my leg a bit the pain. Cos saturday training, i think i din do my stretching properly or wateva, very pain, difficulties running, thank God it's only the right leg, ot both legs. In the end, i still guai guai finish evrything. Run till siao le. My ankle and my knee very pain lor. wahh... nvm, since this is my own choice. cannot blame anyone... Today de training really very the torture... i think the coming trainings will be even worse. oh, btw, we got a coach. A coach who's a trained umpire came into our sch to coach as a coach. Get what i mean? nvm if u dun... just try to figure out urself...hahas seniors dun lyk him ( supposed it's a him ba), he came last week to train but i din go, so too bad... the seniors said tt the coach is lyk even the basics he also got it wrong tt type. yah... And when haowen is toking to us today, finally, someone is able to read my mind... no la...jkjk... She said all those tt i've been wanting to say, just tt dun dare. "We can't have a coach, and tournament is just 4 months away." and she said some stuffs abt our self-trainings, which means no coach de la. And i totally agree... phew... thank God tt someone can finally understand me... lol But then, she just said one sentence and i know tt i wud be tortured... during this time, train up ur physical and i noe.... wan2 dan4 le... haix... anyway, Haowen is very nice lor. From the first training, she very the take care of us :P Very nice person... she can anyhow scold the seniors but she dun scold us. hmm... this year she's taking her o'level le. and when she's toking, she kip saying "u noe arh, for u all de sake arh, i came down here to tok to u all even though the prelims r only 15 days away. and remember, if u all got any qns, go find the sec 3s, if they dun care, come find us. For ur sake arh, even if u all want me to skip REAP also can..." i was lyk... "ya sure..." hahas then hor, today when i was at mobil, Qing up to pay, seniors saw me, well again its seniors i dunno, not the same de, the last time de now i not afraid le, they dun jump up and play with my hair anymore le, quite friendly, thank God tt they r not super friendly. ahahs... ya... met other seniors, they asked me a qn, a irrelevant qn, which the ans requires a yes no ans, my ans is no... want to noe the qn ha? then ask lor. and then again, they were lyk the last time i c de seniors, describe me with a four letter word... ya... it's tt nice nice word again, but i dun think it suit me... hahas well, am i really tt ...., a bit wierd lor, how can i ever be ....? maybe seniors de eyes got stamp. hahas anyway, i very tired now... but thank God tt i've made 2 new frens at Batam and they r coming to Singapore, joining us at BOL... hehe... next time must take note, then pull them to the ID service... hahas WX
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Thursday, August 18, 2005 Unfair!! Everything seems to be unfair...
In studies... I do my homework, while the others copy... I tried to be attentive in class... I try not to tok and i din tok... Some others did... But in the end, when results came out, I'm always the last few... as in 20 and below... At home, parents are biased... When i'm not at fault, the one who got scolded is me! All the best goes to my sis. When they noe tt it's my sis fault instead of mine, no matter what, i'm still dragged in and in the end it's my fault... My sis dun want to prac her piano, my fault. My sis keeps playing the comp, my fault... Everything is my fault! When I'm the one being hit by my sis, my fault for playing with her. When my sis took my things without permission, my fault for not keeping them away. When my sis scored badly, my fault for not teaching her, my fault for not disciplining her by stopping her from using the comp too much. Whenever I'm doing my work while my sis is playing, my parents would asked me to do something, whenever I'm free, they still call me. Whenever something bad happens, the first one to be scolded would be me! Argh!! unfair! my fault for evrything. And i tried really hard to change, still everything still my fault. PSLE, whether i score a 200 or 240, still they said that I din work hard enough, I did not try my best... Evrything is unfair la!! Other than God, nth is fair... nvm, ignore me... no nd to care abt wat i've said... Anyway, i got back my Geog class test 1. I remember that the nite before, which is tues, i din studied at all. I was busying doing my dreamweaver until 2 +am cos the nxt day is presentation. On that day when I'm having the test, it's lyk i dunno anything lor. But thank God that i still pass...B4... already v good for me la... din study, dunno anything... still can get a B4, a high 1. thank God... at least I din fail... hmm... i still remember that the previous post, the one on monday or sunday de, I've said that it would be a miracle if i can sit in front of the piano and prac for at least 5mins... thank God, i did it!! woohoo... I sat there for abt 30 mins. Though it's not an hour, but i'll try... yup! I managed to do so, cos my parents and my sis were hogging on the TV... so lonely... nth to do and i dun wanna spend too much time on my comp also. So, i prac lor. They were watching superstar. At that time, i felt tt i'm totally deaf to what is happening outside. what i can hear is the piano...Then when my dad came to disturb me... i mean he really come to disturb me de la... come n laugh at me... bad la he... I just shoo him away. I'm not gonna care whether the world is fair or unfair now, as long as i've tried my best... that's it! WX
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005 Got back my HMT results...
thank God that I didn't fail... it's counted as quite well lah... a B3. thank God that it isn't as bad as i'd tot... whew... But for the so called summary, i only got 7/20. Well, nvm... will try harder next time. But i think i shud already thank God that i got 7... cos without that 7, I would get a B4... :P Then hor, recently, I've been visiting guitar4christ.com oftenly... to check out the forum... hahas I'm attracted to that place already... Then hor, Other people de post hor, I kept changing the topic as in evryone after me go out of point... hahas... bad la... But still thank God that they still bother to reply my qns... Now u noe why i kip saying the same old thing here: Dun wanna to tok here, if not later go out of point... hahas... u realised i always said that? lol :D Then, yesterday i told huimin abt this... she said something lyk "u got so many bros and sistas to help you, you still come here... got Iwan, da korkor, kris, cindy, abi, andy, fangling and lotsa them" hahas then i said "c arh... kris, dakorkor cindy sometimes tok till very chim. dun understand. abi sometimes also, sometimes dun quite understand. andy and fangling, i seldom tok to them ( i dun think i toked to them b4 :P)" hahas... Then she said, "iwan leh? Iwan would make it simpler ma" then i realised tt i missed out iwan. And i told her that i think iwan is the best candidate of all.. Iwan, happy or not? hahas... but the rest ltr not happy... hehe Then this morning not well leh. I mean when i was slping, at ard 2 am... i woke up... nose blocked. then din slp well. Then when i reach school, I felt giddy... my eyes also very tired... when we were waiting for our pe teacher after assembly, I sat down there and rest... then samat came and i try to get up, i almost fall lor... Thank God that i din cos when i almost fall, i just placed my leg on the benches, it prevented me from falling... this afternoon, i came back... wanted to rest for an hour before i get back to do my things... i on the alarm clock... no use... still slp till 7 plus... from 4 to 7 lor. n i realised tt these few days, esp this week, i can't really hear my alarm clock n i dunno if i switched it off myself or i din on it. argh... very tired also. wondering if i should go badminton tmr or not... Not well, tired... and wondering wat we r doing there... no coach again!! fed up le la. next year how is the team going for tournament??! Hmm.... today during Home econs, after finishinf our theory... i lie on the table and rest. Then i think someone, i think is senior ba, called my name when she passed by. Then i was shocked! who was that? Serious, i dunno tt person.. Fangying and hazel noe who's tt, they said is someone called morgan (sounds lyk tt, wonder if it's rite). I still dunno who's tt... Aiya, in sch is lyk tt de lah... Always got disturbed by seniors... not disturb la, just that they were just having fun, i dun care one lor. Still got another senior, which i also dunno that's tt... She also dunno me. Just tt when she saw me, she just keep playing with my hair. keep messing up my hair, pls la, it won't get messed up de la... u c jiu know le ma... hahas... Then, whenever she see me, she will do that and will say something which i think is very the... wat... She said something nice abt me, which i think that word doesn't suit me. From then onwards, whenever i see her, i will turn back or just shoo... hahas... When u have seniors lyk tt, i mean too good, too friendly, it's lyk tt de la... lol WX
- traveled on - 9:40 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005 Now, not even after 5 minutes, I came back to blog again...lol
Today on the train when I was on the MRT, I saw a boy and a girl in school uniform (dun wanna mention the name of the sch) They r sec school students. Then, I realised that the both of them have those kind of BG Relationship... Then I was wondering, I mean I'm always wondering... Y these ppl so young, as in only sec sch, haven't even graduate yet want to get involve in this type of relationship. Firstly, if arh, if they break arh, they will be sad and cannot concentrate on their studies Secondly, even if they din break arh, they will keep thinking of each other during lessons, also cannot concentrate. And many other reasons... Btw arh, these reasons r from my P5 de teacher de... hahas... So dun be lyk some of my frens arh. If u tok abt this, they will start crapping and start to say things lyk "Wahh, u got lotsa exps hor". hahas... And then last week, I mentioned in my previous posts that i went for bbq rite? ya... GuanYi told me that he got a fren who already got a stead. Then, I asked him " cheh... still so young... y get involve in this type of thing?" Then u noe wat he say? He said "get more experience ma" "ya...rite" I hit~ u arh... more experience... lyk real!! And now, I'm watching the korean show, tian guo de jie ti... the boy, Chengjun and the girl, Jingshu are in that kind of relationship and from their face, u noe that they r still young lor. But quite interesting la... the boy look quite handsome, the girl look quite pretty. But I think that when they grow up le not nice...I watch before during the BBQ, they got the VCD. hahas... Then the boy, as in after he grow up, he's playing the piano at the sea... then, the first episode(yest) start here ma. So i told my dad, "wahh...too rich issit? place a piano there..." hahas And then hor, as i watch this show, i gave lotsa comments... can't stand the mother and the daughter, they really went overboard le... hahas gonna cont watching... shh... bb... God bless you :0) Blessed week ahead WX
- traveled on - 10:25 PM
My dad became blur ever since he came back from M'sia... lol
Yesterday when me and my sis were on his car as he drove us to Lot1 to have our dinner, he told us that he very blur when he came back from M'sia yest morning. He waited for a bus at Woodlands... then he take MRT home. When he was on the train, he saw many ppl getting down stop B (dun wanna say where, dangerous! hahas... for those of u who noe where i always alight, it's just a stop before where i always alight), so he also follow the people. Then he went down the escalator, he realised that eh.. I shudn't get down from here. and he went back again... hahas blur rite? Then u all got watch the Mr Bean show? the one that Mr Bean tried to use the car park for free and he tried to follow the cars out and in the end he tried wateva ways he could find... got watch? dun have nvm... too bad... hahas...jkjk And u noe wat? my dad did that too lor... as in he not trying to use it for free la, just that for some reason that i dun understand wat he's toking abt, he did wat Mr Bean did.. lol...Anyway, this happened long ago de... Then today, he came back with 3 packets of rice, then he realised that he forgot to buy one for himself... diao... he really blur le... hahas Then, recently, he suddenly so interested in the book "Da Vinci code" and he just went out to learn qigong... Before he went out, I said "U trying to fly arh..." hahas Hmm... I realised that my parents are really softhearted towards my sister... In many ways... Sometimes I really feel that they r biased... dunno how to say it lah WX
- traveled on - 10:03 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005 Just came back from the concert...
Thank God... Evrything went well... Although I made some mistake here and there... but then, thank God that I'm not the only one :P They record down the whole concert... and even took down some photos. For your info, this time is no longer held in church, it's in my teacher's house... Wait! before u say cheh... My teacher just moved house. Btw, my teacher is last time in BOL de... Luo Chin Guo... Ya... Evrything was so nice in there... He still got a stage, as in a small one for the grand piano... i think it's new de. Cos last time he dun have one. Then evrything was designed by a designer... nice! thank God for blessing my teacher. I tell u arh, when u go in, the HDB feeling will not be there le, rather the semi-detached feeling... I mean inside dun look lyk it's a HDB flat lah. So, I won't make much comments abt other ppl's performance la. It's not up to me... Just tell u how i feel... I shouldn't be nervous in fact cos this is not the first time I'm performing in a concert lyk this le... I think 5th time le? ard there lah. So, shouldn't be nervous... And I won't... unless... something happens la. Aha! Also must thank God that huimin today got tuition in the afternoon... if not she tag along I die le... I confirm sweat until the whole palm wet lor. hahas ok...I wasn't nervous when I'm there.... First piece... B:3... La Tarentelle. Oh, for ur info, those alphabet:number is lyk erm... taken out from our exam pieces de... yup. The first one... quite ok... made some repeating mistakes cos wasn't use to repeat cos usually i play without the repetition all these de ma... Then, next one!!! Still got next two pieces after the break. Then, after the break, my turn again. This time two pieces lah. A:3 and C:2... A:3 is Les Carillons and C:2 is Adeus, bella morena! If u all r interested in the meaning of these pieces, ask me lor... cos dun feel lyk typing here... troublesome and i will go out of pt again... lol A;3 first.... Play play play... all is well until... aiya! Wrong note... I mean I caught the wrong one cos it's supposed to be a black key but I accidentally played a white de. So, my face was lyk... a lot of wierd expressions... So, I just play that part again (nth wrong, as long as i finish evrything, and it's good cos some of them played the same piece as me, they wud noe) Then still got some parts which are not that obvious that I made mistake, I would try to cover it up by just running through. Then, because of this, I started to panick... Oh ya... I just realised... I missed out something... I forgot to repeat it again cos it's D.C. al Fine, in full is Da Capo al Fine, which means repeat from somewhere to fine. It's an italian term, learn music is lyk tt. Die die must noe at least some basic de. But me still try to memorise all, just for that few marks during theory grading. Anyway, nvm... I forgot... I think some of them realised but too kind to tell me... Second piece... flip flip flip to that page. As I'm flipping, I was taking my time cos I wanted to calm myself down before I start playing cos I can feel my heartbeat at that time, fast wor. So, u tell me lah.. how long do u take to flip pages? hahas... ya... din take up much time though... dun wanna look lyk super xiao jie tt type, lyk my sis... which I can't really stand her sometimes... ok... stop! cannot kip toking bad abt her... ok...next piece... Heart still beating very fast but it's ok... din really tangle up my fingers anyway... then most of the time, the first part is the part where u r most familiar with throughout the whole piece that u play...y? think! very easy de... Then I play play play till halfway... all is good... and then...ohoh... where am i now? where? hahas... Can't find where I am... So, as i'm playing, I was searching for it. hahas... thank God that I managed to somehow memorise the front part... I mean the front part of the second part... well, i guess u dun get wat i mean cos the second part third part all these r sort out by me.. i always got this habit... as in got the feeling that oh... end of first part.. always lyk tt de... dunno why... no one taught me k... Anyway, thank God that I managed to find it in the end just before I stop to look for it. whew... And someone that I'm very pei fu of... Sungyang.... huimin, relax... haven finish... sungyang's fren... hahas... ok lah... One of his eyes was blind... Yet! he can play super well... it's lyk it's even better than CDs... Then, when he was interviewed by my teacher... I was even more amazed... nonono... not that his voice is cool or wateva... lol Luo: How long have you learnt the piano? SY's fren: 4 years evryone's eyes open big big.. mouth big big... Luo: How long do you practise piano evryday? SY's fren: I dun really practise evryday, I just practise it when I feel lyk it... oh... Luo: What was the longest time u spent practising? SY's fren: 10 hours My spectacle gonna drop (da4 die1 yan3 jing4)... hahas Luo: shortest? SY's fren: 4 hours Wahh... I tell u... this boy arh... pro... anyway, he's no longer a boy. hahas He play very well... only four years better than all of us there... (ok lah, cannot say that he four years i five years he better than me. nth to compare, I dun practise... very lazy. I mean for the pro little boy over there oso learn longer than him also haven reach that level yet lor) He play with emotions... can c... somehow can c... Then, I was thinking... When ppl ask me what grade I am at... And they noe... they wow... the next time I would say that that's nth to be proud of... nth at all! For me, it's just a 虚名 only. Put signboard there... I am a grd 5... If i dun say... ppl would prob think that I'm just a grd 2 or 3... Serious... All these years, I nv treat this piano thing seriously. I only took one practical exam after 4-5 years... the grade 2 de... And I'm not afraid to tellu my result... 100! yes... not full marks... It's just pass... total is not 200... is abt 100 plus. A just pass grd 2... and skip all the way to grd 5... skip as in without having the exams... Din take my exam bcos of some other reasons... dun wanna get out of point... so... ya... If I can sit there for one hour and continuously playing the piano, i mean practising those pieces that I'm told to practise... You see miracle... I can thank God for that... So, let's try out... one hour... not 1 sec lesser... U all see if I can do it or not la... :P WX
- traveled on - 10:23 PM
Saturday, August 13, 2005 Yest afternoon, when I was slping... I dreamt abt something wierd... just feel that it's... wierd...
This was what happened... I was in school... school... dun think that is really my school though... I feel that it's lyk half of my pri sch combined with my sec sch... the colour belongs to my sec sch, but the "pattern" arh belongs to my pri sch... I think at that time, "my school" is having a renovation.... Then, next period le... I think all of us tried to rush to the computer lab. Then, i was at the back ma... my frens all run run run till disappear... I also run k? only me and the other fren left. forgot who's tt anyway, doesn't matter... This time I run arh, somehow is diff from the way I run in other dreams...lol. This time is more how to say arh... erm... more relax? Cos in other dreams, I run till lyk siao lor, it's lyk something is stopping me and make me run slower... And I keep pushing myself but somehow there's something stopping me from picking up my speed. This time is better lah. I felt better too in the dream lor... I think at that time in my dream, I also noe that i'm dreaming cos I noe that this time is diff from other dreams when I was running...hahas So, I was rushing with my fren to the com lab. The rest of the class disappeared. Then when I was going down the stairs, when i reached the first floor (my fren din follow, she stay up there, dunno y), I realised that they r having renovation and we cannot go there. But the no sign was put at anywhere to stop us. So, I run up again.... and it's lyk more kanchiong. Then I wake up le. So, when I woke up, I was laughing at myself... Y did I bcome kanchiong just for going to the lab. Ya lah, sometimes I run for lessons too, but won't feel kan chiong... So, I felt that it's quite interesting la...hahas Anyway, I was wondering do u all hav any feelings when u r in ur dreams? I have lor... I can feel the pain, feel kan chiong all these de... hahas... Got one time I was crying in my dream. Ya... dream la! din really cry la. That is also a wierd one... wierd or wateva u call it. My fren had that dream too... Charlene... She had t hat dream months later and she told us and i realised that we got the same dream. Tat dream is abt... erm... btw, Jasper, if u stumble upon this blog n happened to see this, dun b angry k? not cursing u or wateva la... ya... it's abt a boy name Jasper, same year as me, same chinese class as me when I was in pri 5. I dreamt that he's dead and all of were attending his funeral. All of us as in Suxann, Charlene, me and some other ppl i noe la. All of us were very sad lor. esp the girls... dunno y we so sad... we shudn't b that sad as in we r not v close to the boys lor. hmm... Charlene had this dream too... she told us.... ya... hen3 qi2 guai4... This post is more lyk a dreaming post rite? hahas... ok... stop toking abt dreams le. Yesterday de common test... thank God that it's still quite good... :) Lit first.. I realised that lit isn't as bad as i had tot... I mean i still feel that lit is boring la. But i lyk the essay part... whenever we have tests or exams, the teachers dun giv us qns that weren't gone through before de... that's y i lyk it... hahas u just hav to noe the story or poem well lor. Yesterday was abt Compare n Contrast the relationship of Ah bah n his dad n Ah bah n his mom. Actually, we were told to write 4 points de la. as in trust is counted 1 point. love 1 point all these la. Need 3 points only, the 4th one is for backup, in case we got 1 point wrong. So, I wrote 3 only. Cos when I was writing the second part of the 3rd point, it's lyk left 5 mins left le lor. So, I decided to end it without the 4th point. Cos if i write, write until halfway must stop le, haven get my point out yet...pointless rite? so, might as well end it off nicely. So, now... hope that i got the 3 points rite...yupyup... After that is recess... not as packed as thurs... Then self study... during the self study, i use half of it to rest... u may call it wasted or wateva... but i was really tired. Anyway, when I was taking down notes yesterday, I already absorb some parts le. So, Science test... Quite ok... thank God that most of it come out from the textbook, not lyk Geog.And only 1 or 2 qns I'm too sure of how to answer. The rest is lyk ok.... Then when I finished... hmm... was extra careful... The first time I do my science test till lyk this. the multiple choice, i did it again PLUS explanation. I was trying to explain why i get this ans and so on... Explain it in my mind la. So, when I finished checking the whole paper, not only MCQ, is whole paper, I still got 15 mins left... thank God. And for the first time ever since I start my sec sch life, I din use that time to slp. wahahaha..... I was just staring into the air. Not daydreaming pls, just staring... I sat there and bai3 pose. Cross my arms and sit until very cool lyk tt. hahas... Not my prob la, not purposely de... Then I realised that Huiwei got the same pose as me... I was thinking... too cool le ba. So, I decided to change... hahas.. din pose la... Anyway, huiwei is those cool type... hahas... cool girl... She seldom tok, n she dun tok lyk the girls in my class as in she dun tok abt those stars or singers... anyway, many of us think tt she's cool. :P And I realised, other than KL, hu was sitting behind me, I'm surrounded by huiwei's clique. beside me is cuiting... in front of cuiting is cheryl, beside cheryl, which is also in front of me is Fangying, beside fangying is huiwei, behind huiwei, which is also beside me is yingmin the chairperson, then behind yingmin is shyan (xinshyan).... woa... it formed a U shape isn't it? if u still dun understand, draw it out nd perhaps u wud. hahas... WX
- traveled on - 2:16 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005 Today had 3 common tests... yes! it's 3!! 3 in one day.
And then hor yesterday night very late then sleep lor. Not for any other things lor... I'm revising Geography... Then I studied till 12 am but haven finish my revision yet, so I decided to wake up at 4am to study. I set my alarm clock... 4am... I was lyk sleepwalking lyk tt lor. At 4am, my alarm clock rang and I just walked over to turn it off. Then, I take out my spects and look at the clock... huh? 4am? so early? y i wake up so early arh? Then I went back to sleep again. Forgetting what I'm supposed to do. I din even tell myself to wake up at 5.30 am lor. Then I slept... Slept till 6.00 am (I'm supposed to leave the house by then). Have to thank God that I woke up... not too late... I woke up cos I dreamt that something was chasing after me. Well, not that bad though... I woke up... While I'm brushing my teeth, I was wondering... did I really wake up at 4am? I think I did... Prepare le and then take out my Geog notes to study on the way to school. The first test for the day is English... Not too bad though... Erm... can't really remember what I did... hahas... I'm always lyk that de la... hahas After that we had a short break before we had our Geog test. The canteen is packed lor... All 4 levels were in there. Then Geog test... haix... wasted my time studying for that... Only 1 qn I noe how to ans cos the rest not from the textbook de la. Not in my notes de lah... haix... wonder how "well" did I fare... Then, self study... Chen lao shi told us that we had to study our cheng yu... so we studied but in the end, nothing came out. Everything that cannot be studied came out... ya la.. 3 compres and 1 summary... Very difficult lor and the summary I anyhow do... really.... anyhow do.. cos no time le. Only left 15 mins when I start doing and I still have some qns at the front haven finish yet cos the summary cost me 20 m and I've score at least a few ma... So, finish summary... left 5 mins. Anyhow do of cos so fast la. Edited one qn, left 2 mins... Fill in another qn... thank God... just nice... finish!! whew... Coming up is literature test and Science test tomorrow... bb... gotta study... no have my dinner first... WX
- traveled on - 8:16 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005 Yest was National Day... I watched the parade with my family... ya... I watched... U just nd a big box or small box and u can watch it le... Understand? no nd to buy any tickets... ahhaha
I went to my grandmother's hse yesterday for bbq. Partly bcos my uncle (mother de bro) is going to South Africa to work and partly bcos it's our nation's birthday!!! I guess... Cos from what I noe, he's leaving 2 weeks later. So, I guess it's lyk tt ba. My "auntie", ya... u all so called de auntie... if u dunno what i mean, tell u la.... the auntie who's known as Joey. ya... She brought her 2 good frens there... one is Gina, the other... hehe... dunno how to spell. Then the 3 of them were busying preparing the food, until all of us finished... Not only the 3 of them la, still got some other ppl. Thank you all for the food.... hahas Btw, I tell u arh... Gina can make nice nice chicken wings. And nice nice burnt marshmallows... hahas... c arh, last time she called my cousin auntie rite? now her turn... we call her auntie. Cos... me and zi ai wanted some chicken wings, so zi ai told her mother and i was following her. Then her mother said "go get them from auntie Gina la, she wud giv it to u de" hahas... it's not purposely de la... hahas... auntie Gina... Then Guan Yi came. Finally, after 6 long months tt I finally c him coming to popo's hse. He always come when there is something special going on. He so long never come le so we were lyk making fun of him. Long time no see him le lor, then he now very tell liao, voice break le. So, we kept making fun of him la, but not overboard la. So, Zi Ai and I took this chance to invite him to church. First time, he said "dunno". Second time "see how" haix... Then when we tried to ask him to church the second time arh, we were sitting down at the sofa there ma. So, we were toking... he told us what time is precious... not going to church is my princple... all those kind of rubbish... but then, he's joking la... we noe... U noe tt he's joking when he toks abt principle tt kind of thing. hahas... ya.. all of us had a good time chatting. haix... he's still tt playful or wateva u call it. He always make trouble de. btw, he's Fabien's junior. he is younger than me by nine months, not exactly though. Then when my mother ask him if remembers me, zi ai, zi hui and lin xuan's name. At first v good... he can remember... until lin xuan's turn... he tot tt lin xuan is wan hui... dunno who's tt anyway... hahas... i think he got this name cos my name is wan xuan ma... so wan lor... and the hui...dunno frm where de... hahas... by now he still dunno what's my sister's name... then me and zi ai really mad... we played invisible badminton.. we were just swinging our hands, imagining there's a shuttle and play. We also imagined tt the ball dropped, then we pick it up... hahas... funny. Then my sao3 sao3, my cousin de wife asked me what r we doing, i told her playing badminton... she said "dun play le la, later hit someone" hahas... funny... btw, all these rn't in chronological order de... it just happen on the same day, same place... hahas And finally, Guan Yi got a comp and he got friendster and msn messenger... cool... i can have more chances to pull him to church. Wondering if if church got some funfair lyk the previous years... would he come or not... cos last time when we told him, he came and play. then last year din invite him. almost forgot abt him. hmm... if nxt time hav, i shan't just ask him come play... whahaha WX
- traveled on - 11:20 AM
Sunday, August 07, 2005 Yesterday went to Singapore Indoor Stadium for the Festival Of Praise. Din went there with Shiyin they all though, went with my frens.
Yup, I enjoyed myself... really. I got super high yesterday... hahas. The first time I enjoyed worship so much... hahas... I did all sorts of things that I've done before when worshiping. Not bad ones though, hahas... I think it's because the people there really influenced me. When they jump arh, is lyk one grp one grp jump de lor. And then yesterday, the first time, I shouted during worship. Anyway, no one can hear me ma, even I myself can't hear my ow voice when I'm shouting. hahas... Super fun la. Dunno how to describe la, but it's really fun. hahas... Then in between got some short sharings and sermons. Rev. Kong shared about what would you ask from God if one day God come personally and ask you what you want... Yup, it's like the story of Solomon. And then followed by someone. Heard from the person tt dunno how good is he and all this. He talk I dun understand de leh. Dunno wat faith de... I mean the terms that he used la. So, at the beginning I felt lyk sleeping lor, but then din slp lah. Then we continued with the worship. Then after that say byebye le la. I think I have to thank God that I've made a choice of not going there with them lor. Cos if they were there, I wouldn't shout all these de la. So, next time I will try to be on my own... hehe So, we went out and I called Shiyin to meet them. And we met up with them at Kallang MRT station. Then they suggested to have our dinner at Macs cos we din have our dinner yet. It's more like a supper than dinner la cos it's ard 11 plus le. So, evryone agreed. And Siewlin took orders for us while we went out and wait. As we went out, I saw Huiwei, she also went for the FOP. I mean I din saw her la, she saw me and called out to me. hahas... We waited for a long time before we get our food leh. And by the time, It's already 11.3+. And so, some of them went to check what's the time for the last train. It's 11.40pm. So, we decided to take a bus because of some reasons. Then we walked to the bus stop. There's a bus for evryone to take lor. Got yishun de, got woodlands de, also got Choa Chu Kang de. But then, we thought that cannot la, even if we board the bus, when we reach the interchange, we wouldn't be able to transfer bus. No bus by the time we get there le. So, we were thinking of what to do cos at that time, it seem that our bus would not be here le. So we kept thinking. We though for a long time... So, Charlene's couz (charlene is my fren), called her mother and she agreed to pick us up cos the 3 of us stay in the same place ma. So, after that, the rest of them, SL, Shy, Clement, JP and PJ decided to take a taxi home. So, off they go! And we sat there and wait... wait wait... Until abt 1am, the mother finally come... And then I reach home at ard 1 plus. hahas... As we were waiting, Charlene went mad... hahas... she kept laughing. But anyway, it's fun la. If we managed to pull Cindy and Suxann along, it would be even better... We would have a better time waiting... hahas Cos lyk that we will have some topics to talk about ma. hahas And then today, got home quite early. Actually tot of staying in church for awhile de, but then I was reminded that my common tests are coming, so came back home to revise lor. Haven start revising yet la cos i was tired so rest for a while. Then I realised that I actually have a lot of time on Sunday if I dun loiter in church. Not loiter lah, it's more like wu2 suo3 shi4 shi4. And then hor, Michelle, Fiona and I long time no guitar lessons le lor. Roy not free... So, we were lyk stuck there for more than a month le lor. haix... If this continues, even if 3 years later, we will still be something like a beginner. haix... So, we approached Iwan today. Me and Mich la. We were lyk asking him to teach us guitar. Din expect him to agree leh. I think he would really teach us if he brought a guitar leh. Cos he din teach us cos he din brought his guitar... Just trying to learn something while waiting for Roy lor. WX
- traveled on - 6:00 PM
Saturday, August 06, 2005 Finally, I'm done... I've finish my Geog assignment...
Just handed it up a few minutes ago thru the mlg. Thank God that I managed to finish it on time... before 2 pm must hand up. A few minutes can cause me to get demerit... hahas Just now, me and charlene called suxann. Conference... Then with Cindy also. So, call le. Charlene wants me to speak first. So, I just start with the qn, "today, both of u free?" Cindy very guai1, she answered my qn straightaway by saying ya... Suxann keep on saying y? y? y? I told her to reply first she still say y... haix... so i tell them lor. So, suxann was lyk "cannot la, my mother dun let..." So, me and charlene asked the same qn... "Is ur mother dun let or u dun want?" Then she say,"my mother won't allow de la" So, both os us change another way of asking, "Assuming that ur mother let u go, wud u?" she said "ya" So, Charlene continue asking "If ur mother let u go evry week, wud u?" she said "no" cos she dun lyk to b commited to something. sad case.... Maybe she still dun understand ba... Maybe.... she's a freethinker anyway... so, maybe tt's the reason... maybe... WX
- traveled on - 2:50 PM
I'm really very tired now... dozing off le.
Was doing my Geog homework... today din have any rest at all. Yest slept late, wake up early. Then after sch, got msp, still in sch lah. At first was almost dozing off... Then for the next 1 hour, was awake... thank God. Cos i dun lyk to struggle to keep myself awake during lesson time. might as well slp lyk tt, cos anyway not listening ma... rite? Then after that, came home and reach home at about 5pm. Bathe, play piano (yes play... play!! a diff kind of play), use com for awhile, all these until 6.45pm. Then, went down to get my dinner. Finish dinner at 6.++pm. Watch TV until 7.30pm. Get ready for taek training. Left the house at 7.3+. Then taek training come back at 9.45pm. Thank God that the taek training today is not tt tough... dunno how to say la. Run for abt 5 mins? Cos normally 10 mins. Today very full lor, had my dinner too late. Thank God... if not i would vomit evrything out. hahas... Then today in sch got 2.4km lor... tired leh... din rest at all... 2.4km... Huiwei... of cos first la... one of them tt i admired.... ya, admire... not wateva... she very good in sports la. Then, at the beginning, me and mayvin were the second. We were cheering for each other. Then i became the third 1... then... ppl start to catch up. Ye Jing became the second 1. Many ppl ran pass us la, lyk abt 10? But then, Huiwei super pro la. Nv stop de la. Chiong all the way lor. Yes she got first...11 mins plus only. good rite? Ye Jing oso quite good la. from the back till the second 1. tired... falling aslp.. yes, though i'm typing now, my eyes gonna close soon le. Brain not thinking anymore... tmr i'm going to the National Indoor Stadium for the Festival of Praise... Inviting Yi Xiang now... tmr me and my fren would try to invite other frens, oso non-christian. X-schmates... Suxann, Cindy and Estee... Help me and charlene pray tt we can convince them to go with us. k? thanks Tmr still need to go sch... sian... 5 days week de lor... Next week common test, haven prepare yet. Hope that i can have the time for revision... oh, today is my mother's bday... Gave her a stupid surprise by asking my dad to climb up the ceiling and make something lyk a blackout. Then we put those tricky tricky type de candle on the cake... u noe those tt won't blown out... hahas... it's not a good surprise cos zi hui cannot ACT!!! nvm... i gonna slp now... sweet dreams to u all WX
- traveled on - 1:43 PM
Friday, August 05, 2005 very sad...
Ever since the second semester started, my results have been dropping. My maths especially. The rest nothing much to compare la. Cos last time i study physics, now chem and bio. Last time D&T now home econs. last time history, now geography. My maths is really dropping le lor. Last time I kip going online. I mean when I reach home I will start using the computer the whole day. Now is like I tried to lessen my time spent on my comp le lor. Then it's lyk y issit still dropping? Issit bcos of my tablet that keep distracting me during lesson time or what? Dun understand?? haix... Actually the reason that I lessen my time spent on the computer is not really bcos that I want to spend more time on my studies. Instead, I want to spend more time on God. But then, now I don't even have the time for my QT lor. See arh, as I'm typing here, I'm doing my homework at the same time lor. And this few weeks hor, I've been always rushing all the time to finish my homework... until very late lor. Wierd... It seems that if I dun spend time on computer, I won't have time to do anything I want. Something seems to be stopping me... Now, I reallly wanna work hard. Serious... I will try to revise my work whenever I can. Yes, I already planned to revise my work liao lor, just that I really dun have time. Really! I'm serious abt working hard this time. U gotta believe me and help me k? I'm not joking. In Crescent is really competitive lor. I really feel that I'm falling behind la. I got in with 240 while most of them got in with 25+ or even 26+ lah... haix... nvm... all these can't be compared to the JC and poly students... Nvm, I'm toking to myself. Dun bother abt me... Anyway, let's tok abt wat happened. Seriously, I dun think PBL is for nothing de la. Cos I did learn something as we are doing the project and from the presentation of my classmates. 1 thing that I "learnt" is that a blog is for you to vandalise. I mean vandalise ur own blog la. You can write wateva u want there instead of the walls, table or wateva. This is wat i learnt from my frens' presentation on vandalism. Then we r the 4th grp ma. Then yest, we were carefully listening to our frens before our presentation. ok... a few qns only. Then our turn, ours is on myopia de. We design something la. When it is the asking qns part, our frens, especially "pick on us" de la. She keep picking on our powerpoint presentation. But then, all of us were like trying to "fight back" Then our design needs abt 100 over dollars to make ma cos it consist of a polarizing lamp. Some of them ask "so ex, who wants to buy" This qn, no prob! It's lyk it's at least cheaper than the prices of ur spects adding together rite? And it's better to have good eyesight. Rite? Then there were some qns lyk so ugly, not fashionable... all these qns that were meant to make us stuck la. So, Xingjuan start shooting qns that make pp stuck after they shoot those qns la. hahas... funny la... purposely 1 la. Then Ms Seow told us tt we should ask qns that they can ans. Then i was thinking, how would we noe what type of qns they can ans... and lyk this might as well dun ask... but forget it. Today, during badminton. We receive the news that the coach is not going to take us again. No coach again... argh! I'm sick of this la! pls la, how can we survive lyk tt? in the first place, our coach should not be sacked la. Wait till they find one then sack cannot arh? And then hor, u all no nd to b so realistic ma. I mean even if throughout these years, our seniors had not won any medal, but no nd to sack the coach rite? maybe it's not his fault. Maybe... ya... u noe? 整个球队越来越往我感到没希望了。 But thank God, I've got outside training under Zi Ai's coach... whew... If not, I really gonna quit badminton le la. I mean quit the cca, not giving up badminton. Badminton... for the first time... I've a hobby that lasts so long. And for the first time, I've a dream that lasts so long. True lor. When I was young, I wanted to be a police bcos watch too much shows le. then paramedics, then police again, then taekwondo instructor, then a CEO, finally.... I've made up my mind. But then, all these i can't really control la. I can only work hard towards it. It all depend on who's hand it's in. It's in God's hand. :) WX
- traveled on - 12:07 AM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005 Finally and finally, everything has come to an end this morning.
The four of us had been working hard like dunno what these few days just for the PBL project. Especially yesterday, the first time that I work so hard for the group... until I have headache. Yesterday after blogging, I went straight into my Dreamweaver. I do until headache lor. Cos the previous night I 1am then slp ma, then din rest at all. Work so hard just for that 25 minutes of presentation. But thank God, I've cooperative group members... they r also efficient. XingJuan, very cooperative and she has the initiative to start doing the powerpoint. If not arh, maybe we will only start on Monday or last friday. Then Cheng Yee started the speech. Although it's like take everything from the slide, but then already very good that she started writing the "script". Then Jeslyn made some amendments and add in something and this makes it better. Our Dreamweaver must be something like our powerpoint presentation de ma... so, everything was quite ok, except for searching for backgrounds, text, pictures and making the web interesting by adding some frames tt type... So, i spent the whole day preparing for my presentation and the website until 2 am. Was chatting with Iwan... first time tok to bro for such a long time... hahas And finally, today was the presentation. My first presentation in my life. The next one would most prob b next year ba. This year, I've learnt my lesson... And i admit that I'm not a good leader.... at all! When it's our turn to present, I was the one started with the speech ma, by introducing. Then I was stuck lah... "I am...er...We r... er..." cos it's not written in the script cos it's added in at tt time de. See? I told u, my english not good. I think... next year most prob would use flash cos we gonna learn how to use flash the coming CS. This time, I've to be super attentive. Important k... Hmm... starting to sleep very late nowadays... Not bcos of playing k? Now i can understand what my senior meant by pandas walking ard the sch. Before the presentation, there was a story and a skid during assembly. The story is abt a mother who gave her son her external ears. It can be found in www.guitar4christ.com Quite nice... Then the skid is something lyk treasure what u hav? something lyk tt lah It's abt a dunno boy or girl neglected his/her parents. Then one day he/she went to his/her fren's hse for dinner. Ya, one thing i lyk in the dinner part is that before they hav their dinner they said "Before having our dinner, let's say grace." then u noe what they do? they say "Grace..." and started "eating" hahas... Halfway through the dinner, the hospital called... oh ya, i think it's a girl, i mean youth, cos her name is Jennifer, i supposed. The hospital called Jennifer through her HP. They told her that her parents had met up with an accident and so on... then... lyk tt lor... she rush to the hospital and then start to apologise and evrything but dunno whether the "parents" r dead liao ma. hahas... but anyway, it seems that they din respond. then, she kneeled on the floor and cry. I think this is the best skid from the first one till this one, which is the last one by 3S3. I like it... the others I find it boring. It's just that it's funny. This 1 is good in a way tt it's not only funny and they can act well. Good one! WX
- traveled on - 5:37 AM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005 Just had my piano lesson.
Same thing again. This time, I know that Luo lao shi is really disappointed le. I think he's right by saying that if it is not because of all those reasons, we would be kicked out by him long ago, even earlier than he kicked out zi ai and zi hui. He din accept other students who really wanted to learn, yet, he continue to teach us, despite knowing that we are not serious. 傅琬轩啊，傅琬轩。。。你真是不懂得珍惜这么好的一位好老师。可惜啊，可惜。。。 真是悲啊。 Then, Luo lao shi told us lotsa things. He told us why he accepted to teach us in the first place when my mother came to him. Actually, my mother wanted the both of us to be a piano teacher. So, she wanted us to learn piano. Luo lao shi also knew this, and so, in order to help fufil my mother's dream, he kept us for such a long time. I think he already have the right to kick us out even when we are in Grade 1 liao lor. This is the first reason. Second reason is that my mother works really hard to support this family. And Luo lao shi knew it and he din want to waste our mother's money just lyk tt, stopping halfway, without anything done. I know... that's y I did not and will not say that I'm giving up. Cos last time I always 半途而废，and I regretted. Truthfully, I had never tot of being a piano teacher, I won't even dare to tot abt being a teacher. What I want is not just that simple. I still remember what I wrote in my mid year de chinese compo, which the topic is 二十年以后的我。Very clearly... I wrote about what my mother wanted me to be, what my father said I could be, and I wrote abt what I wanted to be, and I wrote a super long reason. Just 1 reason and I kept dragging it (cos afraid tt i would have nth to write). But the reason is the main reason, not bcos of the amt of money I could earn. Well, if 20 years later i'm not able to fufil my dream, but i wish that I won't be a 废物。 Piano teacher, I would consider... I already had a small plan in mind. But i dun think it's really going to work... Cos of some reasons... I can tell lah, but i just dun want to drag until very long. The plan is lyk only 2 steps only la, simple plan... Anyway, after Luo lao shi had finish toking, I wanted to tell him something. Can u come back next week? This week forget it le, next week... U will see something different. At that time, I really wanted to tell him this, of cos i din. 我很想告诉他，我会努力的。想罢了。。。 Remember that I promised u all, and myself that I would strive harder? I really wanted to. Yes, I din mean to break my promise. I just lack the determination. Dun tok abt perseverance le, haven even started, how to persevere? Suggestions?? I noe, next time u see me online, if i'm not doing anything impt, pls... kick me out! ORDER me to get out of this net. Pls... If i'm stubborn, block me...pls.... WX
- traveled on - 5:45 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005 Wondering why after "so many days" tt i din blog?
ya... to me, is "so many days" cos i always come online de ma. din blog cos my dad was meddling with the broadband. He was trying to set up the wireless network. But then, fail... and when he tried to fixed everything back, cannot le... can't work... so i din blog. Now, cos my dad called the person and so, i'm using the wireless network now. Anyway.... Now, i realised that having or using a tablet during lessons is not that good actually. Dun really lyk it. It's lyk the special thing abt a tablet is just only that the head can turn here n there and it has a stylus pen. tt's all! Then, during lessons, i was really distracted lah. Sometimes, when i was trying to concentrate, my fren would ask me to check the mlg mail. She want me to check it immediately, keep bugging me to check it. Then hor, sometimes when using the tablet for lessons, after i had done what the teacher had told us to do, I would "wander off" to somewhere else. It's lyk i can't really concentrate la! haix... not that good actually. haix... money just fly away like that. haix... next time must 三思而后行。Pls lah, i can do lotsa things with that sum lor. Now, i admit that Nan Hua pupils are really smart in that sense that they can think. They have brains... brains that are working in a good condition. In Nan Hua hor, they also use tablet ma, but then, out of dunno how many class, only a few class bought the PC. Clever rite? Then, we hor, almost everyone wants to buy lor. Most of us bought it. haix... I noe... i bought it just to play, just to have my own comp. haix... I think i really regret le. And then hor, i have to carry at least an extra 2 kg to sch evryday lor. Heavy la. ok lah, i dun mind carrying that 2kg if they use the tablet for evry subjects la. They dun lor. Some subjects de tb are not in our pc and we've to carry our bags lor. Now, i know why i'm not growing taller... Cos I'm known in class for bringing the heaviest bag. I already tried my best to throw the things that i dun nd in my desk locker le lor. haix... y issit so arh? eh, ppl, u all so clever, teach me leh... I want to grow tall la! 149 is not enough k... at least... at least 170... can? WX
- traveled on - 10:24 PM
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Walked as: Wan Xuan, a full time christian, never ever off! past roads
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other paths <--UthNity--> prayer list - When i'm at Ipoh...- Pray that i'll be able to slp well when i'm in Ipoh. It's really too terrible le. seriously. If i tell u the story, it will sound lyk ghost story. - Pray that I can have the time for my quiet time. cos i noe tt it's v unlikely to have my quiet time there la. they kip going out n my dad will go in n out of the room. - Safety... haha. i seriously dun wanna get myself injured. really!! my tournament is coming le. so ya. - Badminton Tournament (starting frm next thurs) - Safety again... - Take the game seriously. erm... seriously, i'm nt hoping to win, cos... tell u another time, nt tt... erm... wateva la! Thanks for praying... btw, before i go, i still wanna say this again. hahaha. go visit the uth blog k? n TAG! hahas. tag wateva u want. hi or wateva dou can. lol.
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