Friday, July 08, 2005

Just now just tok abt writing malicious things abt ppl on the blog and now...
And then my dear fren, Charlene, came up to me on MSN and tell me to read her blog and the other of her fren's blog. They r...lyk scolding each other... What backstabbing, vulgar and all these. Dun believe u can visit Charlene's blog, there's a link. Then u read her post and her tag. And then u go to her fren Huishan's blog. There may be some prob with her links to her fren blog, u can go there thru her fren, xinyi de blog.
Anyway, it's really too much le. Her fren is really too much le. Even if Charlene did something wrong, which i think she did not (but i'm just a pang2 guan1 zhe3, no comments), she nd not to blog all those things in her blog and say evrything bad abt her. Too much! She just want to study, y can't they leave her alone??!! Feeling heartache for my fren. Ever since she got into this sch, she dun seems to b good in there...with her peers :(
Now, she very sad le. Very scared that she wud backslide. She's somehow putting the blame on God. Very worried for this sister :( She thinks that God no longer cares for her, evryday is lyk "hell" to her. Maybe this is a chance to test her faith? I told her...but she doesn't want it! And she thinks that the Day is 10000000000000years later. And she thinks that when the Day comes, no one wud remember what she had suffered. She thought that no one cares for that anymore. Told her, the Days are coming and she said, "Do I've to put up with this till the Days come?" Told her the story of Job. As all of u noe, what he has gone through is much more than this and she replied " I'm halfway there"
Tried to comfort her and have said everything that I can, but she just dun understand what I've said...Being stubborn...and she left :(
What's happening nxt? Me and Yimiao can't afford to lose this sister... The three of us r lyk the only one that is willing to tok abt God in the whole of dls, among the students. ppl, tell me what can I do? Confused le...and sad too :(
Confused, worried, heartache, stress ........... Where's the joy? Where's the peace?
Lord, y r u hiding away from her? Show her your face, would You? pls Lord...

WX - traveled on - 7:16 PM


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the traveller

Walked as: Wan Xuan, a full time christian, never ever off!
Walked since: 1992
Walked For: God, bros and sistas in christ
Starting point:UthNity@BOL Other info abt me:Ex-Lasallian, currently Crescentian, fav. sports are badminton/basketball

past roads

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other paths

<--UthNity-->
<--Benji.Uth-->
<--Cindy.Uth-->
<--Fiona.Uth-->
<--Geraldine.Uth-->
<--Iwan.Uth-->
<--JunPing.Uth-->
<--Kris.Uth-->
<--Michelle.Uth-->
<--Minmin.Uth-->
<--PeiJun.Uth-->
<--ShiYin.Uth-->
<--SiewLin.Uth-->
<--Bernice.CGS-->
<--Candice.CGS-->
<--Claudia.CGS-->
<--Cindy.CGS-->
<--FangYing.CGS-->
<--Hannah.CGS-->
<--Hazel Aw.CGS-->
<--Ho Ziying.CGS-->
<--Mayvin Loo.CGS-->
<--Melainne Chew.CGS-->
<--Nicole Khoo.CGS-->
<--Samantha Ho.CGS-->
<--Shauna.CGS-->
<--Shu Qiao.CGS-->
<--Ye Jing.CGS-->
<--Charlene.x-dls-->
<--Estee.x-dls-->
<--WanTing.x-dls-->
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Yi Miao.x-dls-->
<--Debra, Yilin-->
<--Yi Xiang-->
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prayer list

- When i'm at Ipoh...
- Pray that i'll be able to slp well when i'm in Ipoh. It's really too terrible le. seriously. If i tell u the story, it will sound lyk ghost story.
- Pray that I can have the time for my quiet time. cos i noe tt it's v unlikely to have my quiet time there la. they kip going out n my dad will go in n out of the room.
- Safety... haha. i seriously dun wanna get myself injured. really!! my tournament is coming le. so ya.
- Badminton Tournament (starting frm next thurs) - Safety again... - Take the game seriously. erm... seriously, i'm nt hoping to win, cos... tell u another time, nt tt... erm... wateva la!
Thanks for praying... btw, before i go, i still wanna say this again. hahaha. go visit the uth blog k? n TAG! hahas. tag wateva u want. hi or wateva dou can. lol.

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