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Sunday, July 17, 2005 Forget whether it's yesterday or when le. But I'm sure it's this week... I told huimin on msn that i really disappointed my piano teacher.
Let me tell u how i've disappointed him first... He always said something to his students, which includes me and my sister. But anyway, forget abt my sister and the other student first. I'm goin to tell u how i've disappointed him. Ya.. He always said "If u dun work hard or practice hard, I'll not teach you anymore." Nonono, my teacher is not that kind which is impatient de. He's very patient de k. He won't teach us anymore meaning that he knows that my my mother has been working very hard to support this family and even let us learn something which not evryone has the chance to. So, he does not want to waste my mother's money...ya...that's the reason that he said tt. So, it has ordy occurred to zh. Luo lao shi felt that she has not been working hard enuff, so... ya... But then, i'm sure somehow i'm worse than her lor. But then, why didn't luo lao shi do so to me? It's really by the grace to God, that I'm always given a chance to start anew... no, not "a", is a lot... and i din really "start anew". I always promised myself that this time, i'm goin to work hard and so on, but then... i din. So, I felt tt i've really disappointed him a lot lor. Ya... tt's what i told huimin. And huimin encouraged me. She said many things lah. Dunno how to tell u here lah. But 1 thing she told me is that, "if even God cannot help u, no one can. So, You have to pray for it and ask God....... You have to do it for His kingdom" ya... i remember this. I've really tried to do this after she told me these lah. Yes, i played the piano. But, i din really practice my piano pieces, i took out my last time de piano pieces and play...diao... ya...i lyk tt one ma, so i want to play that again... it's quite fun la. But then, this can't help my grading at all. Guess I've to work harder now ba. I know my weakness... I dun have a sense of rhythm. So, anyone has any idea on how to improve on my sense of rhythm? That's my main prob. So, thank God for this sister that encourages me lor. Truthfully speaking, no one spoke to me lyk tt before lor. My mother and auntie all these arh, only said... u've to work harder!! must keep on practising. ya...I also know how to memorise le lor. Pls lor, can change a bit or not? hahas... jkjk Then, today i stayed in church until 6.00pm. In the morning service all these lah. Then after lunch, bible study. ya...quite interesting. How i wish i could start my life anew and never waste any of my time! I want to do my best for evrything! That's what i said when there is a qn that says what would u do if u could start ur life anew...something lyk tt la. Ya..this oso applies to my piano la. I want to do my best for it! It's lyk it can't be possible to start my life anew le lah. I can only continue... Since i've ordy noe my mistake... mistake for not working hard for evrything, so i've to change la. My PSLE oso....argh...my dream sch just vanish lyk tt!! BPGH!!! just a few more marks lor. If i had work harder.... But nvm, since God has his plan for me! Plans to prosper me and not to harm me!! woohoo! Then, after bible study, i did my hw for ahile lah. Then, after awhile, i taught michelle to play chinese chess. So, michelle is a fast learner la. Of cos, two bros were helping each one of us. Told them two to kip quiet le still tok...hahas...jkjk And so, the battle lasted from 5++ to 6pm...evryone left except for me, michelle and wenda...hahas And i'm going to get my tablet tmr le... so? ya...so? just a computer that belongs to me...makes no diff... dunno y they r so excited... WX
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other paths <--UthNity--> prayer list - When i'm at Ipoh...- Pray that i'll be able to slp well when i'm in Ipoh. It's really too terrible le. seriously. If i tell u the story, it will sound lyk ghost story. - Pray that I can have the time for my quiet time. cos i noe tt it's v unlikely to have my quiet time there la. they kip going out n my dad will go in n out of the room. - Safety... haha. i seriously dun wanna get myself injured. really!! my tournament is coming le. so ya. - Badminton Tournament (starting frm next thurs) - Safety again... - Take the game seriously. erm... seriously, i'm nt hoping to win, cos... tell u another time, nt tt... erm... wateva la! Thanks for praying... btw, before i go, i still wanna say this again. hahaha. go visit the uth blog k? n TAG! hahas. tag wateva u want. hi or wateva dou can. lol.
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