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Thursday, July 28, 2005

Finally, Derede has made up her mind to go for badminton training after such a long while. But then, when we got to the canteen, we didn't see any of our seniors. Then, we can't find them anywhere and so, both of us went to mobil and bought some drinks and tidbits. Since we can't find them, we planned to book a court and train ourselves. ya..."train" as in just play only la. hahas.
At first, she wanted to book the court at Bukit Timah cc de. But then, when she called to check, it's full... cannot book. So, we sat outside mobil and start to think where can we find courts. Then, i remembered Bukit Gombak CC... Then, i suggested. And then, i told her to just call 100 and get the phone number and check. So, she called. Then, the person told her to wait. After that, the person told her to wait. Wait... And then i think the person told her something and she don't understand. So, she hanged up th phone. So, we were thinking of what to do. We wanted to call 100 again, but both of us dun dare to call. So we waited for a long time, thinking of who to call to get the no. And then, i was "playing" with her phone. Scrolling down her contacts, looking for someone to ask. But then, most of them got CCA, cannot ask. So, we wait again. And then, suddenly, I tot of calling Fiona and Abi to ask. So, I called Fiona, but she's having her CCA. nvm... so, i messaged Abi to ask. Minutes later, she replied. She got the number from the internet. So, we called to check. But then, already booked. Left 6pm de, too late... cannot. So, we decided to just go home. And we spent abt 1 hour sitting there just to think of where to go. haix... wasted. So, we decided to go home. By a taxi... She said that she pay for the whole thing cos i "promised" her something. Not a secret lah... no worries... I can just tell u all if u all want to noe, but i dun dare to put it here... there's a reason why... hahas.
We decided to take a taxi cos we got lots of things to carry. I got 5 bags lor. 2 more than her. 1 is my sch bag, 1 is my tablet, 1 is my shoe bag, 1 is my racket and the other one is my art file. haix... heavy leh. But thank God for the wisdom... I tied my shoe bag and my racket on my bag. I noe lah, it's a bit chou, but no choice. My hands will break... And since she suggested it, I don't mind... hahas And all of our Thursday will be a "heavy one" Our time table a bit not good... :( too bad
So, we stood outside mobil and wait for a taxi... Almost every taxis were hired lor. hmm... how? But then, thank God that a taxi driver saw us standing there. And he took the initiative to drive us. "took the initiative"... a bit inappropriate... but then, don't care la. hahas. So, he turned in to mobil and out, so that we can get in. So, we got into the taxi... Derede alight first and then i alight...
Tomorrow, finally is friday. And tomorrow, I'm having my literature test. Compare and contrast... must remember the story... and I can't find any points le. The teacher did not even teach us how to write an essay on that. But i supposed that it should be the same ba. Literature... haix... English is enough to "kill" me le, now still got literature... argh!!
And now, I'm trapped again... by friends. Ever since I got my place changed, which is yesterday, I'm trapped! Trapped in a small group of fours. I don't want to keep sticking with the three of them. I want freedom! And now, I'm in a dilema. There's no right for me to choose... whether who should I partner. The 3 grp ppl insist that I shud partner N. The 4 grp ppl insist that I shud partner WN. And how? Who should I partner? Can I don't partner either of them? What should I do? I'm always trapped... lack of courage to say "no". Peer pressure... My friends seem to be like those who are very petty de. Just a two-letter word can make my life "terrible" in 1S3... haix... Ahhhh!!!!!
Haix...why must they be in groups? Can't all of us be together? As in bond together as a whole class??!!
haix... Always under peer pressure. :(

WX - traveled on - 10:19 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Today, had my english oral.
Before our oral starts, Xin Shyan and I were told to be the time keeper. To help Ms Cheng to keep time. diao... Actually is to erm... how to say leh. Erm... Is lyk bfore u go to the examiner, u wud have 5 mins to prepare first right? Ya, so both of us will take turns to be the time keeper. When time's up, we wud tell our classmates and they wud move in front. understand rite?
This time, Ms Cheng did it another way round. Usually, is from reg 1 onwards right? But now, to make it fair for the last person, which is reg 20 (Xin Shyan), she starts from Xin Shyan first. So, at first, they were arguing. The ppl who got the chance to take the oral earlier said that they want to take it later. The ppl who got the chance to take the oral later said that they want to have it earlier. So, they were " arguing". Then, Xin Shyan and I was standing beside the teacher when the teacher told us how's she going to do it. So, evryone was shouting and then kl asked me which one i prefer. So, i said " no comments" hahas... noe y? cos i'm reg 10. The diff is only by 1 person lor. So, i dun mind:)
And i realise that the Lord has planned this whole thing... let's see...
Then, Xin Shyan keep the time first until i finish my oral before she can go ma. Then, when I was sitting there waiting for my turn (oral), I was really nervous leh. Really! Cos this is the first time i got oral in my sec sch. So, I'm afraid of the conversation de, follow by the picture de and then the Read Aloud. I'm not so scared abt Read Aloud la. Cos it's lyk already got words there ma.
And then, I was praying leh. I din prepare for this at all lor. Then, I laid my head on the table and started to pray.
After that, I took out the bible and try to read it out but softly. Just read to make sure that the rhythm and the articulation of words is right. So.... ya. Then after that, time seems to past really slow. I took out my homework and start to do. Then, finally... Fangying go out le. And next is my turn.
I dunno how well i fare lah. But i'm sure, I won't get really that high as in those very good type la. Cos, the Read Aloud, I read some of the words wrongly, not really fluent. then the picture, i was lyk merely describing what was happening.. those obvious type de. The teacher even gav me some hints and when i finished, the teacher asked "finish arh?" Then the conversation, she asked me some questions and I was lyk not to waste too much time thinking and just reply. I was trying to drag my answer longer and i think that what i've said is repeated!! Then, the second qn, me answer was short i think, but i tried to drag it le. But i dun think it's really that good cos when i'm out of words, the teacher said "Finish arh? ok..." oh oh... how??!
If it's chinese, i think i still can make it.... Well, dun tok abt chinese now, if not i'll get out of pt soon.
Then, i take over Xin Shyan. Then she can go she dun want, she want to stay. ok stay. And i do my job while chatting with them. Both of us din tok abt the oral, k? Which means when i was doing my job, when waiting for the time to pass, i chat with them la...
Then, after that, left Hazel, Xin Shyan and me in the classroom le. So, the 3 of us are christians ma. Hazel de mother suddenly dun let her go church. (At that time, i dunno abt xs yet) As usual, i start to tok abt christian stuffs la. I asked Hazel if she still pray and reads the bible cos she just receive christ during the March hols de thurs. I can remember leh... ahhas Then her ans was yes.. So, good la. Then, tok until halfway, Celine Teo time's up le. Got to ask her move. So, when the time approaches, i just chong out to tell her. It's a bit not good to do that when ppl r toking la. I noe, but no choice. But i still managed to catch what she's trying to say... wahahaha
After that, I told Hazel to wait for a while first before she goes out cos if she goes out at that time, she wud have to wait for a long time. So, we cont chatting.
Then, i told Hazel to go out. Left me and Xin Shyan. So, we sat at a corner... the lockers tt we lock our tablet there...So, we sat there and chat.
And she told me that she dun go church oftenly. So i asked if her whole family were saved. She told me only her mother. I dunno abt her siblings la... dun even noe if she got siblings or not. hahas...
Somehow, i got the ans of y she din go church that oftenly...
And i asked issit bcos her mother dun go, then she dun go... Her ans is yes. Same as last time de me. And i told her that... and told her y i suddenly so church evry week. Actually, tt's not a very good reason la. It's just a feeling....
So, she told me many things lah. She also told me that she's losing her faith le :( haix... how??
Gotta pray... She also gotta pray for her dad. Me too.... gotta pray for my dad. hahas... She looks lyk my mirror. Reflecting my past... and as well as a bit of present. The part where both of our fathers r not saved yet. haix... Yes... both of us did the same thing... both of our fathers still dun believe... Even worse, my dad still argue with the bible. He said tt the bible is luan luan lai de... haix... stubborn la he... but i noe, i can't giv up now...
Then, hazel, xinshyan and i walk out of the sch together. When walking (still in sch), Hazel told me that her mother is a "wierdo". She said that cos if she tell her mother that the church got special event, she wud still let her go. So, she shud give thanks for this instead of saying that her mother is a wierdo...
And now, she can go church more oftenly le. Next time if our church got any event, can invite her... hehe... at least she still gets to go church :)
Ya... In conclusion (diao...), i want to give thanks that both of them r willing to tok abt christian stuffs la. Cos last time during the chalet thing, i tok to them abt all these, they dun even want to response lor. So, thank God thank God.
Ya...now do u noe y i've said tt God planned to do it the other way round? u shud noe arh... if dunno... haha, kip guessing...

WX - traveled on - 10:38 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

This morning, my alarm clock rang... my doraemon start "singing"... hahas So, i went to switch it off, stop it from singing anymore. Anyway, my doraemon old le, his "singing" not as nice as before le. haix... zhen1 bu4 she3 de2 ta, so many years le, he has been waking me up... haix... reluctant to let him go... hahas... see? i got feelings for my alarm clock de.. hahas.. jkjk
So, after i told him to "shut up", i went back to slp again. Thinking tat, oh... just a while, after a while and i wud wake up. Yah... "a while"... last time it's lyk i wud lie there for abt 5 mins then jump up de, not daydreaming, is slping...a short slp... hahas... but then since this week, i'm not able to do that. Today, i slept till 6.15 am. The second time i wake up, i check the time of my alarm clock.
"huh? 6.15am liao arh? i slept a while only ma"
then, i double check with the other clock in my room.
"huh? really arh! 6.15 le... oh no... y did i slept for so long?"
then i jump up and prepare to go to sch. by the time i'm ready for sch, it's lyk 6.30am le.
Usually, i 6.00 jiu left the hse le, then reach sch at abt 7.00am le. then now, late by 30 mins lor and i've to reach sch before 7.10am. Then, it was raining, i was thinking of bringing my tablet to sch de. Then i tot " since it's raining, forget it la. Still hav to waste time to go look for umbrella" (actually, not really waste time. It's just one of the reasons. Got other reasons lyk lazy to take, i find it troublesome and i dun lyk to carry umbrellas ard de). So, i decided not to bring it. And so, i din bring it!!
Then, i was really worried tt i wud be late. And get a second demerit for being late. oh oh...
On the way, i was praying... so as to not get any demerit. So, when i reach the mrt station le, it's still raining. So, i walked to sch in the rain. Then still got ppl walking with me. with me as in in front and behind of me. Then, when i was waiting for the "Green man" to change from the "red man", a senior saw me standing in the rain. (i supposed she's a senior ba) Then she offered me her umbrella and shared an umbrella with her fren. See? Crescentians are nice ppl, so kind... so am i... hahas... no lah... jkjk. I can't say that all r good, but i can say that most r good...hahas... including me? wat do u think? hahas... dun dare, dun dare (bu4 gan3 bu4 gan3) hahas...
So, when i got to sch, i was not really that wet lyk the other time during the mid year. that time is lyk drenched lor... my hair lyk just bathe hao le lyk tt... wahh... my fren still say cool... diao
Then, no councilor there leh! no one to book leh. wahh... thank God!! if not i wud hav a second record of being late. i was lyk whew... thank God no councilor here. So, i dun think i got book la. Then, when i got to class, ym was standing are the teacher's table collecting the yellow form. When she see me, she's shock. dunno y she so shock to see me... it's not the first time i come into class wet le ma. But then she was just showing her concern la. She said "u better dry urself, if not u wud catch a cold. k?" good chair arh? hahas... btw, where is cold arh? i dun seem to catch it. More oftenly, is cold catch me de leh. hahas... (not funny)
Erm... then after recess, we got chinese lesson. ok lah, chinese period la. chen lao shi gave us back our class test. the one based on the new syllabus de.
U all remember the last time i "complain" abt the disadvantage of changing the way of this test? And i said all sort of wateva things..lyk cmi de lah.. all these.
But then, i thank God that i scored quite well. I think even better than the previous tests. Only 1 or 2 previous tests i managed to score higher than these time de. Other is lyk a bit lower lor. So, thank God that he did not do things according to what i've said. whew...i better watch my mouth next time. :P
So, this day is quite good lah.
Oh ya, i dunno if i did mentioned abt "wasting" 2 hrs in sch... To cut the story short... what happened is that we were supposed to stay back for PBL, in the end bcos of some reasons, we din and in the end drag until very long... waster 2 hours.
So, today in the canteen during recess, when i was queueing up to get my food, Cheng Yee (one of my members) called me... "Wan Xuan"
Then i "huh?"
She was standing with shixuan ma. Then i dunno what they r up to lah.
Maybe cheng yee tot tt i wud be angry for wasting the 2 hours. So, she want to test if i'm angry. In the end i respond ma, then cheng yee said " u really not angry arh? Can u b angry?"
I was lyk "huh? angry for what?"
then she said "yesterday the pbl thing lor"
Then i was thinking "y must i be angry when i dun feel anything? and y must i b angry over this small matter?"
The second one... not really, third or fourth le ba. Can't really remember. Suxann, Charlene, Estee and some other. Nvm... i think cheng yee is the fourth one trying to get me angry. hahas... So, ppl lyk to see me get angry de face. I pian bu let u all see how i look lyk when i'm angry... hmph! what can u all do to me??!! hahas... IF i really get angry, it's really da4 jian4 shi4 i tell u... not the normal angry k? hahas...need extinguisher de hor... maybe 1 tank oso not enough k... hahas

WX - traveled on - 10:21 PM

Monday, July 25, 2005

Quite a lot that i want to tok ab during these few days. I din blog not bcos i lazy k? i oso not bz k? It's just that my internet connection got some probs. Not that my internet connection got probs lah, just that my dad "create the probs" de. He pulled the wires out to stop my sis from using too much cos she taking her psle this yer and she can't control herself... haix... BPGH... my dream sch... tt's my hou4 guo3 for not studying hard enough. :( But nvm. hehe. It's really nvm de lah. Lyk wat i always say here... ya... dun want to repeat evrything again lah. If not u all will lyk "haix... this one again" hahas... so, it's nvm lor.
Erm... u all noe tt last saturday i got taekwondo grading? Nvm if u dunno... now u noe. Then, i wait for my turn for a long time leh. A lot of reasons. 1, some white belts and some other junior were late. But then, they still can take lah. So, I've to wait for them. Then next, when it's almost our turn le, other junior lyk blue belts come in. Their turn... :( But i think i'm not the one hu waited the longest lah. Cos oso got some senior belts lyk the brown and above. They came earlier than me lor. and they have to wait till their juniors, including us, to finish before they can start. But then, after a long long time, just before it's our turn, we were told to move to the other side of the hall (we, as in the blue reds). Grr... Have to wait for the white belts and other junior belts again!! Just one more batch oso cannot meh?!! ok lah... thank God that after we shifted, not really that long liao. About 10 mins? think so... This is the longest time tt i waited from white belt till now. hahas.. this shows tt u must hav patience... hahas
It's quite good for me to wait lah. Cos i'm not tt sure when to shout cos the blue red pattern is a bit diff. So, i sat there and observe them. Thank God tt i can still observe... if not, i dunno when to shout le. So, i sat there, observing. Not only observing the blue reds, but oso other belts. Erm... To be honest, from what i observed, some of them are not prepared for the grading yet. Their pattern is lyk incomplete. The black belts still hav to teach them their pattern. I guess... a lot of warnings are given out to instructors le. Somehow, i felt that this time is diff lah. zhao4 li3 lai2 shuo1, once the examiner noes tt u dunno or not sure of ur pattern, u wud fail de ma. But then, this time they very kind leh. Keep giving chance de. Good arh... Now, all of us wud prob noe if we pass or fail. If the examiner din call u for a second time, tt means a higher chance of passing. This is what i concluded from my observation. hahas
On Friday, got taekwondo training. Once again, I got the taste of being a black belt. I get to train my junior. I get to train him cos he's just one belt below me. For eg, (i think) I'm at brown now, and he's at blue red now. So... i train him lor and he's the only blue red. Sir told me to train him cos i just had my grading mah, quite impossible for me to forget evrything withnin one wk rite? But then, when i was told to train him, i was lyk... oh... and then i kip revising my pattern in my mind. Cos i almost forget the whole thing le :P
Ya lah... i'm not a good trainer lah. Although i managed to teach him the whole thing and he remembers, but then when sir saw the first four steps only, he failed him liao. Well, let's hope that i can gain more experience lah... and be more observant nxt time so as to meet sir's expectations.
Then, i stayed back after a while. Cos sir said tt he wanted to teach me my pattern. So, i stayed back. Then i only managed to learn two steps only lah. cat stance... diao... last time got horse riding stance and whateva "animal stance" and now, cat stance... hahas.
Then on saturday, it's my sch de speech day. Forget abt all the "show" tt all of us put up... very the fake. Then, after the "acting", we got a super long break. From 9 ++ to 10.45am. Then, after i'm left with 50 cents de coupon, i wanted a drink ma. So, i bought a coke from the PSG. I gave the auntie the coupon and a 50 cent coin. Then, they say they dun accept cash mah. But then, i no money to buy another 5 dollars coupon le. Then, the auntie very kind leh. She gave me the drink and return me my coin. 50% discount leh. Wahh... so kind rite? i'm happy not bcos of the discount, it's bcos tt i met a kind auntie... thank God that some Singaporeans are still very kind and not calculative.
Ya, then our sch is opened to outsiders oso ma. So, my mother brought zi ai and zi hui to my sch. But i've to return to class for the fabric of CGS and so cannot pei them. So, they came up to my class by asking ard for my class. Then i went to wash my hands ma. When i was on the way back to my class, i saw them and brought them to my class. Wah.. very the pai seh lor. Evryone walk past me and say ur mother arh? ur sister arh? And then i've to explain to them tt they r my cousins. i mean zi ai and zi hui lah. Then, my frens started to call me wan wan, xuanxuan, xiao xuan, all kinds lah... Super the ehem... e3 Call until lyk tt... purposely de... As if i'm super close to them lyk tt lor. My parents dun call me lyk tt de lah. grr... argh... cannot stand them.. hahas...
Then, we went back home at 1pm. reach home at ard 2.30pm. I was really tired. Cos i slept at 12 ++am and woke up at 6.00am. Then i slept on the bus. The journey is lyk less than 10 mins only lah. But then i still appreciate the rest... Then i went back home. Went to slp. Before i slept, i set the time of my alarm clock to 3pm. Well, 30 mins only... i dun mind. So, i walk up slightly earlier lyk 2.50pm? Then, i went to bathe and get ready to go church. Suddenly, i remember tt i'm supposed to giv something to abi which i haven make yet. Oh no... so, after i bathe, it's abt 3.00pm. I quickly rush through and prepare the presents.
Ok lah... abi... i confessed tt it's a rush work lah. But hope u lyk it :) Although it's quite rush, i still managed to crap a bit and write a verse in it. From Psalms 90 de last verse. I got this verse bcos when i was having my QT, i came upon this verse and tot tt tis wud be something nice to use... hahas. so, thank God for that verse... At that time, i was lyk thinking of a way to design it and thinking of what to write. So, i anyhow draw draw draw, and then kip forcing myself to crap a bit. Cos i lyk to crap when i'm making a card. When i'm making a card arh, it's quite diff from the way i tok. I think one of the reasons is tt i can hav time to think ba. When u tok arh, if u think for a while only arh, ppl will say tt u r slow. hahas
Then, went to church and attend the service. After the service, when the worship team was praying, the rest of us planned to switch off the lights and bring the cake in just when abi open her eyes ma. But then, a bit too late. The lights were not off yet before she opened her eyes. Not too late. shu2 hua4 shuo1... "wang2 yang2 bu3 lao2, wei4 wei2 wan2 ye3" Dun feel lyk explaining here lah, cos if i explain, i will get out of pt and this post is already very long le. k? Not too late lah. Then, they came in with the birthday cake and we sang the birthday song for her. The next part more fun. Just as when i tot tt it's just a normal bday with nth interesting at all....
Kris told pastor soon heng to bless the bday gal, so we prayed. Then when we were praying, zhiliang started to laugh. The reason tt he laugh is bcos when we were praying, he tot that he shud stand away from abi just in case something pop up, so, he reverse and almost trip but thank God he din lah, so he kept laughing. hahas... this is wat he told me. So, some of us started laughing too. Some laughed maybe bcos they noe wat was happening, i laughed bcos they laugh and their laughters make me laugh... hahas... it's lyk tt de lah. U can just laugh laugh laugh and ppl will laugh at u... hahas Then, when abi opened her eyes.. woohoo... piack... cream on her face. hahas her hair also kana... ok lah, nth new... I tell u arh, ever since i joined them this year, birthdays are different. The first time i saw ppl got smashed on the face is when they celebrate ppl's bday. Quite fun lah. I dun think they will smash me ba, cos i'm still a kid... ya.. a "kid" Anyway, my bday is over le hahas... whew... Nxt time the uths must think of a way to pray, i mean the position to pray when they r being blessed on their bday if they dun want to kana. hahas... Can't imagine how my sister will be lyk if she's being smashed. But then, most prob, they wud missed her bday cos her bday is on the 1st of jan... hahas... Wonder if she's goin to cry... hahas ok lah, cannot be so bad, dun laugh at her le :(
Then sunday... I went to attend the english service with yi jia. After the service, we went up.. only 3 of us... me, yijia and kris. Then we had a game of chinese chess. Think they really long time nv play le ba. cos shuang1 pao4 jiang1 is used for a si3 qi1 by me... Then, nxt, zhiliang and zi ai... I also hav to buck up le. Long time nv play with "high hands" le... hahas.. Experts lyk zhiliang... he good lor. Now is lyk 2 vs 2... i won twice and he won twice..i won by "luck" and he won by skills... good leh... must learn from him and then my grandfather...
Heard tt his ears r not really good now... i want to go back! i missed my grandfather. huimin, can i be the next to leave? But do i really hav the chance? haix...
Oh... oso, kris told me tt she read my blog... erm... she said i always blog in singlish... Well, i purposely de!! cos i dun wanna ppl to noe how bad my english is. U see arh, if i type in proper english arh, grammar mistakes duo duo... But then, i if type lyk tis arh, u won't noe if i purposely de or really my mistake ma... so... hahas...
Well, it's just my way of thinking... But then, not really that good lah. Cos sometimes, i'm tempted to write lyk this in my assignments. Really leh, last time during my test, i wrote in shortcut leh... hahas careless

WX - traveled on - 11:26 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005

Now now now, the third time i saw junping le. i mean ard my sch there.
First time is in the morning when i'm with yejing.
Second time is when i was walking home after the Wesley College de concert. I was looking down at the floor while walking. Got three reasons that i'm looking down. 1, i always look down when i'm alone walking. It's lyk a habit le lah. Seldom look up. 2, at that time, my shoelace drop off le. So, just in case i trip over them, i kip looking at them so that i won't even step on them. 3, at that time was raining, if i look up, the rain would either fall on my glasses or into my eyes. yup, 3 reasons that doesn't match at all. hahas... So, i din realise tt Junping was in front of me. Then walk walk walk, i saw a hand in front of me. I look up... oh.. it's junping. hahas... I think he's the first in uthnity who saw me wearing skirt before... wah... all three times i was in sch uniform lor. hahas... that's normal to see me in my uniform after sch although i need my pe shirt evryday. Erm... it's bcos it's quite troublesome if i were to take it out again lah. Cos my pe, mass run all these arh is in the morning ma, then after 11.15pm must wear our uniform until after sch le. So... After sch still change, i'm not siao one k? hahas... But anyway, i can just take out la, cos i always wear my pe shirt inside, uniform outside. Just take out lyk tt can le. But anyway, still very scared tt i wud break the rules cos i'm not really tt sure. So, in order not to get any demerit, tt's the way! hahas
ok, anyway, the third time is today. I was walking to the mrt station with candice and derede. Then, when we were at the zebra crossing, i saw junping. he was doing something with his hp i think. So, i was joking with them when i saw him ma. So, i told the both of them, "eh, u see? my brother leh" Derede arh, derede... zong3 suan4 u din let me down. u noe what i mean by my brother leh... hahas... then i called out to him and we wave and say hi... Then candice was confused. "y u say hi to ur brother lyk tt de?" hahas...another one... So, derede explained it for me cos i din want to tell her cos i want her to kip guessing. hahas...
Thank God that junping din carry any cameras with him. if not... erm... ehem... u noe? hahas

WX - traveled on - 7:28 PM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Oh ya... Finally I remember what i was trying to say yesterday. Another thing that has made my life great in Crescent is that my grp members de attitude towards PBL got improvement!! One good example is XingJuan. After the holidays, i wonder what happened to her leh. She suddenly help out a lot in the project leh. Lyk the powerpoint presentation. She very auto lor. I din mention anything abt it leh, neither did i asked her to do. But then, on Monday, when i was in the comp. lab, she came to me and hand me a thumbdrive that contains the powerpoint presentation. Though it's only half done, i already feel xin1 wei4, happy. Firstly bcos she very auto. Secondly, she already typed out the contents and chose the background and type the title for each page. These really helped me a lot lor. Cos i'm not really tt good in choosing backgrounds all these. Evrytime do project, my frens asked me the font what colour, background what i want and so on, i just say anything lor. No comments. So, i really help me a lot lor. And the content page and the title helped me a lot also cos it kinda guide me lah. So tt i know what to type on each page.
The powerpoint is almost done except for some changes that i have to discuss with them. Dreamweaver not done yet. Oh no... We only have one more week left. We have to make changes, do dreamweaver and rehearse... memorise our lines... ohoh... this is the consequence of enjoying the holidays too much...hahas I din call them up for meeting leh. So... ya...
This June holidays really good lor. I merely stay at home and rest the whole day. See arh, from 1 to 12 or 13, i not home. Go sch and stay at zi ai's hse cos my mother went batam. Then teens games and a lot lah. So... If all this weren't ard, i would auto call them up to kill my boredom...hahas... so bad...
And now, my tablet kip dian4 me... hahas...
gtg and collect my spects le... byebye.. God bless

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Wah...yesterday was struggling. Not with homework, as struggling to kep myself awake in class. argh...5.30am!! y must it be so early? i rather go sch later and go home later lor. I dun mind lah. But then now i must wake up at 5.30am leh. nvm.. jian chi!
Then what arh? hmm... ya! yesterday we got a concert by Wesley College. They come from da korkor de fren de country de. Perth! the concert was OK lah... At the start very funny leh. Someone dunno say wat and all of us were lyk "aww..." wah...the sound very cute leh. Anyway, the sound is made by the seniors...wonder y they can make this type of voice..."aww..." really cute lor. hahas... Then the concert most of the songs were love songs lor. They got a band and 3 singers in front. ya lah... "singer" U noe wat? Throughout the whole concert, I din pay any attention to the lyrics. Well, unless it's something worth for me to take note of:P I merely listen to the background music and observing the people up there. Observing their faces, and how they play the instruments. erm... Observing their face dun mean that admiring their handsome face. pls lor... what i mean is when they sing arh, u can see their face changing colours. You shud noe rite, their face is quite white de. But then when the singers sing rite, their face would turn from white to red. hahas... ya...that's what i'm observing. The change is really obvious lor. I think one of the reasons is that ...they were shouting throughout the whole song. Ya... My ears really arh...pain leh. They shudn't hold it in the PAT lor, they shud hold it in the hall. cos the PAT is quite small lor and then they still make the vol so loud. I still want my ears de lor. I need it in the future. For music... All this years, i was trying to prevent my ears from getting damaged. Erm...lyk try not to listen to loud music, try not to use the earpiece, headphones.. all these. The earpiece and headphone is my piano teacher tell za then za tell me de. ok nvm, once in a while. But i'm sure, since i'm in MSP, we will have more concerts. I lyk the nanyang de! Got those erhu, dizi, all sorts of eastern instruments and western instruments...
Then, today...
Yingmin started to change our places. Woohoo...finally, I got my place changed. Firstly, that partner arh... no matter what we doin arh, almost evrything with her de lor. The reason is that she is reg 9 and i'm 10. An many other reasons. Finally... hahas... say until she very bad lyk tt. She changed two person's place in the morning before assembly.
After assembly, I had my physical fitness test... AECAB... my grades! wahh... really thank God that i passed all. whew... E is of cos my Standing Broadjump lah. Pass by a bit only, but still glad that i pass. :) thank God. Then inclined pull up hor... 30 secs, i made fully use of the time. U noe arh, it's all bcos of the strength from God that I got A for this. I was lyk cannot make it le when i'm at 20 plus. Then hor, i was the last one ma. So, evryone was looking at me when i'm doing it. The rest were 3 by 3 de. only left me cos i'm 10. So, evryone cheering for me. I would have stop if they r not there. So, thank God for my frens. 40 plus...woohoo... so supportive. See? cheering is oso quite impt. hahas...quoted frm my seniors "u all shud cheer for ur team mates. Teamwork is impt." hahas...
Then sit up, Hazel was cheering... jia you. Good that i've such frens. thank God. He surely have plans to prosper me. He puts me in 1S3 and in Crescent. woohoo...
Then, went back to class. Then i realised that someone changed my place for me. Yingmin changed it. changed to sit with Ye Jing. yay! She even moved my tablefor me. Move the table bcos our things all locked inside. A bit troublesome if we take out one by one. So, :) i dun hav to move it myself... hahas jkjk. Then when the teacher is not doing anything with us, when we doing our work, the work that she gave us, I tok to Ye Jing. Is lyk suddenly, something telling me to invite Ye Jing to church. So, I said "eh, Ye Jing, this saturday come to church with me leh" with a bit of gan1 ga4 lah. Cos i used the word pei2... pei2 wo3 qu4 church leh. So, it's lyk i dun really lyk pei de lor. I dun lyk to pei my frens and i dun lyk my frens to pei me. I mean pei as in, go evrywhere oso pei lor. recess...pei. toilet...pei. wahh...need to pei until this extend or not??! But anyway, her ans is "ok lor. I go ask my mother" Somehow, i felt that this time is a bit different from the previous times i asked her. Dunno y. I think is bcos this time she very shuang kuai jiu say ok lor. Cos last time she wud argue a bit before saying yes de lor. Wat... no one go with me. i dunno no one there. duh...
So, pls pray for me...k? and pray for her too. Pray that she can go church, she would hav the time, her mother allow and so on. And pray that i'll be able to convince her to church if suddenly she.... u noe? but hope not.
And some things made my life good in crescent other than having frens. Firstly, YeJing and Mayvin said that they r interested in knowing God more. then, maybe u ask...then y dun bring them to church? eh, not i din ok? i tried. Yejing's reason got a lot. what saturday got ballet (din crash), so late as in either she has to have her dinner early or later. diao... Mayvin's is that her hse is quite faraway from AMK. So, how? dunno... Though they dunno who this God is, but then somehow, they believe and want to noe more... good arh.
Secondly, is that ermm.... forget what i'm trying to say. I still remember minutes ago. aww...
But then, other than studying and waking up early in the morning, evrything is great. Dun u agree that God plans good in your life?
Ya, btw anyone wanna come my sch this saturday? Very lazy to write the details here. But anyway, it's in the morning. Interested pls contact wanxuan...diao...hahas... advertisement. hahas

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Monday, July 18, 2005

Last time when i was sharing the gospel with my father, he asked a lot of question... I dun think all that are good questions lah. They are questions that causes doubts abt the bible. So, i still remember that he asked "What do u mean by blameless when u say that evryone sins?"
So, I din get the answer... Until yesterday de bs. I asked this qn at the end of the bs. During the bs, this qn was on my mind during the whole of bs. Trying to find a chance to ask... In the end, i still managed to ask the qn at the end lah. Although it's at the end, but still thank God tt at least i got the ans. :)
Then today during maths lesson learn abt Interest... I dun really understand leh. Noe y? I was dozing off... pls lor, i only slept for 5 hours leh. 5 leh! Really tired. Dun understand how? Din ask... then during the lit lesson, miss chan nv come. the maths teacher, mrs lim came in and taught us another method. Now, this time, most of us can understand. Including me! yeah! thank God for it. hahas
Heard from senior that almost evryone in Crescent is a panda, so there's nth new to see pandas ard in sch. Ya... Start to agree with it. Evrything starts to come up this semester. I think almost evryday i've to stay back in sch. Left tuesday only. But that won't mean that i can have rest on that day evryweek. The teachers would always slot something inside. haix...
tired arh!!! How??!!! I want a rest! saturday and sunday not enough! September holidays...no need to look forward de. I'm sure that i still have to go back de. Now, what i'm looking forward to is the dec holidays... 4-5 more months to go. Argh...
But at least, i supposed the sept hols i can slp longer... my alarm clock can't do anything to me... hahas... I want to slp.... I dun to be a panda!

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

Forget whether it's yesterday or when le. But I'm sure it's this week... I told huimin on msn that i really disappointed my piano teacher.
Let me tell u how i've disappointed him first...
He always said something to his students, which includes me and my sister. But anyway, forget abt my sister and the other student first. I'm goin to tell u how i've disappointed him. Ya.. He always said "If u dun work hard or practice hard, I'll not teach you anymore." Nonono, my teacher is not that kind which is impatient de. He's very patient de k. He won't teach us anymore meaning that he knows that my my mother has been working very hard to support this family and even let us learn something which not evryone has the chance to. So, he does not want to waste my mother's money...ya...that's the reason that he said tt.
So, it has ordy occurred to zh. Luo lao shi felt that she has not been working hard enuff, so... ya... But then, i'm sure somehow i'm worse than her lor. But then, why didn't luo lao shi do so to me? It's really by the grace to God, that I'm always given a chance to start anew... no, not "a", is a lot... and i din really "start anew". I always promised myself that this time, i'm goin to work hard and so on, but then... i din. So, I felt tt i've really disappointed him a lot lor.
Ya... tt's what i told huimin. And huimin encouraged me. She said many things lah. Dunno how to tell u here lah. But 1 thing she told me is that, "if even God cannot help u, no one can. So, You have to pray for it and ask God....... You have to do it for His kingdom" ya... i remember this. I've really tried to do this after she told me these lah. Yes, i played the piano. But, i din really practice my piano pieces, i took out my last time de piano pieces and play...diao... ya...i lyk tt one ma, so i want to play that again... it's quite fun la. But then, this can't help my grading at all. Guess I've to work harder now ba. I know my weakness... I dun have a sense of rhythm. So, anyone has any idea on how to improve on my sense of rhythm? That's my main prob.
So, thank God for this sister that encourages me lor. Truthfully speaking, no one spoke to me lyk tt before lor. My mother and auntie all these arh, only said... u've to work harder!! must keep on practising. ya...I also know how to memorise le lor. Pls lor, can change a bit or not? hahas... jkjk
Then, today i stayed in church until 6.00pm.
In the morning service all these lah.
Then after lunch, bible study. ya...quite interesting. How i wish i could start my life anew and never waste any of my time! I want to do my best for evrything! That's what i said when there is a qn that says what would u do if u could start ur life anew...something lyk tt la. Ya..this oso applies to my piano la. I want to do my best for it!
It's lyk it can't be possible to start my life anew le lah. I can only continue... Since i've ordy noe my mistake... mistake for not working hard for evrything, so i've to change la. My PSLE oso....argh...my dream sch just vanish lyk tt!! BPGH!!! just a few more marks lor. If i had work harder.... But nvm, since God has his plan for me! Plans to prosper me and not to harm me!! woohoo!
Then, after bible study, i did my hw for ahile lah. Then, after awhile, i taught michelle to play chinese chess. So, michelle is a fast learner la. Of cos, two bros were helping each one of us. Told them two to kip quiet le still tok...hahas...jkjk And so, the battle lasted from 5++ to 6pm...evryone left except for me, michelle and wenda...hahas
And i'm going to get my tablet tmr le... so? ya...so? just a computer that belongs to me...makes no diff... dunno y they r so excited...

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Friday, July 15, 2005

3 more days...always counting down... hahas. But in fact, I'm not that excited, just counting down because evryone is doing so. hahas...
Today the sec 4s are having their o levels...i think. So, the rest of the levels were let off at 12pm today. So sad...evryone left at 12pm, left the few of us...got msp. Got to stay back.
Then, during the msp, I was very tired leh. Feel lyk slping really much. Then, at abt 1.15pm, i think... an announcement was made to "chase us out of sch". They "threatened" to lock the gates. So, thank God for this announcement. No, we din leave straight away, we cont our lesson. I thank God that I was so happy that thinking that we can go straight away that I'm awake. hahas...ya, we were supposed to end at 2pm de. But bcos of that announcement, we left at 1.50pm. Erm...it's a lot to me le ok? I really very rush today. Then, on the way home, when i was on the MRT after i change train lah. Then i was sitting down and there was this auntie (ahma actually :P) sitting beside me. So, i was slping, trying to get some rest first. Then when the train reach BG, the auntie woke me up and said "eh, dun slp le. BG le leh" So, i forced myself to keep my eyes opened. But then, I failed, i went back to my slp. The next stop, i mean on the way to the nxt stop, she woke me up again and said "dun slp le lah. CCK le leh. Later u forgot to get down arh" okok...fine...Finally, she got down at CCK. So, i managed to have a 2-3 mins rest. hahas... ya lah, it's very rude of someone to disturb someone's slp lah. But then, i noe the auntie woke me up for my own good. So, i was quite ok with it. When she got down, i even said bye to her though i do not noe hu tis person is. So, thank God for this auntie lah. I think i shud really thank God lah, cos today i was really tired leh. I wud surely missed the stop if the auntie din wake me up.
So, i went home, bathe and then played the piano for awhile until 3.30pm. ohoh...i play until forget time le. I shudn't leave the hse at 3.30pm de lor. So, i was late! oh..forget to tell u all, i went out to meet Fiona to shop. Ya, then i bought lotsa things in a shop (dun wanna tell u wich 1, just wanna play safe). Then, i was really worried that I won't have enough money to pay leh. But then, thank God, I managed to dig out some coins to pay... It's lyk just nice lyk tt lor. I only left a few cents only. whew... When we got out of that shop, it was abt 5.00pm.
Yes, i gonna rush again. To Nanyang Girls' High for a concert by their HMP girls and some boys frm Hwa Chong.
Then, i went home to take some money then rush! I took the bus. Then, i really dunno where to get off leh. Not dunno lah, just that not sure. So, i was looking ard when i got a feeling that "yes! almost!" So, i can't see the sch leh. Then, when i was on the bus, i saw a place which look lyk my popo's hse there de stop ma, so, i got off, just in case i lost my way. And then, no, not my popo's hse there. Yes rite! It's Nanyang there de bus stop. I know cos when i was strolling down, I saw the sign ma. So, i was quite sure that it's ard there. Then, i saw two big big sch, nut can't see the name of the first one that i came upon, so i cont walking down. Then i saw...NJC. nonono...not here. So, i asked a lady. She told me tt it's just there (pointing to the sch nxt to NJC). So, i walked back again. So, i followed the sign and turned in. Yes! it's the entrance... wah... though i walk for a long time, but then, thank God that in the end i still managed to find that sch. :)
Glad that I din missed the concert. I really enjoyed it. This is my first time to a concert whereby i just sit there and enjoy. I always tot that i would fall aslp in this type of concert. But then, today, God prove me wrong. I din, in fact i was really enjoying it. It's really nice. I lyk it a lot man... how i wish that i can be one of them. But however, this is just a wishful thinking of mine :(
haix...
oh ya, there was this girl, she 8 year old already know how to compose songs le leh. And it's really nice. She played it just now. 8 years old compose de can make my head nodding to its rhythm is quite good leh. 8 only leh! pls lor, i 13 le, still dunno :(
In anyway, I love this concert! If next time there's still such a concert. Surely, i wud go unless i got something impt. I wud always remember...first priority-->God
It's always easier to say than done. Ya... sometimes i can give up some things for God. In terms of event, I can missed out the concert for God, i mean going to church if the time clashes lah. But then, sometimes if there's a taekwondo grading, maybe i wud go for my grading. So, I dun think this is good lah. We always say that we are willing to give up evrything for God, but then, when the time comes, hahas...u've broke ur promise... me too...:(

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

Countdown to 4 more days... to what? to get my tablet!!
Today after badminton, me, my senior (Jasmine...i supposed), Mayvin and another sec 1 team mate (dunno how to spell), we boarded the bus to commonwealth together. As we were on the bus, we were chatting. Then, when we were on the topic abt angels and mortals. Erm...i mean our sch system. The angels were our straight seniors who chose us to be their mortals and they wud write to us de. understand?
Ya, when we were on tt topic, Jasmine start to ask each one of us whether we got angels or not. oh...btw, she's frm 1s3 too, my straight senior. So, the 3 of us dun hav. I'm the last one being asked...
Jasmine: u have?
ME: No...
Jasmine: oh...actually many of them want to write to u, but then, u dun seem to bother.
huh? what dun seem to bother? I simply dun understand why they said that. Do i have that face? But nvm...I think one of the reason is bcos of my voice. I got a deep voice, dun u think so?
I said this bcos got a few times, they came to our class and they asked me a qn, i answered and they said tt my voice is "special"... lol
But dun hav an angel oso ok to me lah. It doesn't make a diff anyway. i noe it won't cos i'm not lyk the rest of them. Saw their eyecandies, angels arh...run arh! hide arh...diao... y must run away frm them leh? i dun understand...
Anyway, just now during the badminton practice, i wanna thank God tt i managed to persevere till the end. I was lyk very thirsty lor. Forget to refill my bottle. If i want, must drink tap water. Henderson no water cooler. too bad... so, thank God la
And then back to the bus, thank God that i can get along well with my seniors. And when me and Jasmine were on the train, when we goin to alight soon, she told me that i've got a good bonding with Kristy. There's a reason y...dun xiang wai wai... i'm not tt type.. hahas

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Today, got my first "mission" for the post. Thank God that i "accomplish" it though. hahas...
Just now read Yixiang's post... Thank God that God has protected him. He almost, i mean his frens with him almost got into fight with the year 2 ppl. But then, thank God that a teacher appeared that nothing happens. whew...
Then today, during Home econs, we made gluttinious rice...dunno nice or not...but it smells nice..haven eat yet...hahas...goin to try it later...byebye

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

"Ye Jing!!! Y did u do this to me??! Wahh... Had i known earlier, I won't turn my head ard! grr..." said me. I tell u wat happened in class today.
Today, our english lesson. Ermm....din really hav a lesson though. We had test and some admin stuffs. So, it's lyk tt. Our class lit. rep. gave up her position and we start to vote for one. No one wants to be that particular rep. bcos the teacher is tough. How tough? cannot say it here. and i dun think i have the rights to say whatever abt the teacher, so forget it. So, evrytime a name is repeated, it started with one person. One person shout one name and evryone wud follow suit. Got constance, brenda and a few more name were called. Then i turn ard, and ye jing saw my face and called my name for fun! For fun! and i was kana shoot! y me of all names?!! ok...now i must have some xin li zun bei to get scolded. I still dunno what to do leh. Friday...what will happen? oh no!!
But I think it wudn't be that bad ba. Cos I got my Father looking after me. rite?
Maybe, this is to test whether I have faith in Him or not. ok lah... I shall tolerate! all the scoldings, u can't do anything to me. I shall be thick-skinned. hahas...

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Monday, July 11, 2005

Just came back from badminton training... Let me tell u some other things first before coming back to this topic k? so, u wait!
In class today, during chinese lesson, chen lao shi told us that from this year onwards, the things that r to be tested r no longer in the same way le. No cheng yu, no tian xie han zi, no yan yu...evrything that needs memorising de r all gone! Evryone was so happy, but then, i knew, something is going wrong... y? Evrything that we were able to study for it de all gone, now, we hav nothing le... Ya... and it came out the way that i tot... 3 comprehension => 50 marks in total, and still got the dunno what...oh no... 50 marks...50% leh! and the other part is lyk quite difficult to me de... Well, I'm not gonna say anything negative now, I'll try my best to keep my mouth shut! Self-control! Anyway, now the test is by own understanding le. So, I need the understanding from God! There's nothing i can do abt it le, since it already happened, let it be... But I still lyk those yan yu, cheng yu all these. Not bcos that it's easier to score, but bcos I know all these are good for me... for HMT, for compo... But then, without the test on these, oh no... wonder if i have enough determination to memorise them myself or not.
ok, finish the not so good de le. Let's go to the better de. xian1 ku3 hou4 tian2 ma...understand? hahas first bitter then sweet (straight translation). I jump back to yesterday hor.
ok yesterday, I reach church in the morning at 9 am... nonono...I din went for the english service, neither did I went there just to spend my time. At 9am, i went to join my mother for G12. I was a bit distracted then, cos I was very tired. But, I just try to concentrate la. Ya, i managed to cos i know that I went there not to slp! hahas... Then at the beginning, Pastor John mentioned abt having faith. Then to thoughts (si1 xiang3). Ya, I lyk to hear Pastor John tok. When he preaches, he would have some jokes here and there, but then, his jokes or story r always related to the topic. He's good at it...u noe? ya...anyway, he toks abt faith at the beginning only, not much though. He focused more on thoughts, cos he go according to the book that they had. Thoughts, not lyk what kris had said lah. I mean what pastor John said is not going against what she had said lah. Just that..haix...dunno how to say la. Pastor John say de only got a part that kris mentioned that day. Yup! I noe how to say le. Pastor John did not said much abt the things that kris mentioned that day! something lyk tt lah.
I did understand what pastor John is trying to say. But i only managed to remember one thing. I mean I can somehow quote his words lah: Dunno the hu (this is by me, not him, i forget hu's tt le) in the bible, in the old testament if i'm not wrong, said some negative things and God says something lyk "From what u've said, it shall be done to u." So, the whole thing is that dun keep saying negative de things la. If not.... that's y, just now i said that i'm gonna control myself from toking abt negative things.
Then after G12, i went for the chinese service. Got two songs r in hokkien. So, i just stand there, clap clap clap... But then ok la, got some other songs that I'm quite familiar with. One of them is wo3 de xin1 ni3 yao4 cheng1 song4 ye1 he1 hua2 (Psalms 103) I quite lyk tt song la. It's nice! Then after worship, sermon by Pastor John. He took some things out from what he had said during G12. Part of it is abt having faith. And I think most of the sermon is quite related to the topic he spoke abt in G12. Hey, dun get the wrong idea... he din repeat the whole thing again... k? it's somehow diff.
Then, he told us a joke. not really "a" but there were a few...but then, i think i shud tell u this, cos i think i can only remember this. Wonder if it seems funny to u, cos it's repeated by me. My jokes were always...not funny. Joke that comes out frm his mouth arh, frm not funny can also bcome funny. hahas...ok, here goes the joke:
One day, three men dunno do wat ( i missed the front part), then they got stucked in a certain place. So, an angel appeared and told them " Today is my birthday, so I'm gonna grant each of u a wish" So, the angel asked the first one what does he want. No answer...still thinking. Next! the angel asked the second one and her reply " I missed my wife, my children, my family. I want to go home now." "ting", he disappeared. Then, the angel asked the third one. And he replied " I want to build shopping mall and buildings in my hometown" "ting" he disappeared. So, the angel came back to the first one " so, what do you want? think quick, my friends are waiting for me upstairs to celebrate my birthday with me" And so, the man thought..." what shud i asked for? How good will it be if the two of them are here to help me think" ting", the two of them are back and the angel went away.
hahas...ok la, maybe it dun seems funny to u. But nvm. The main point is not for u to laugh anyway. It's to tell u that when God wants to give you something, dun let the chance slip away. Pray for it. If not, not only will u hai4 urself, u will oso hai4 others. hai4 ren2 hai4 ji3...k?
Then, after the service, I went up to "study". Not actually "study" lah. i was easily distracted and keep toking. But then, in the end, Kris came in le. shh...So, huimin came in. And i asked if she got any tuition today. She said no and i was heheheing away. She noes what i'm thinking. Yes! to teach me. hahas... But then, she kept "running away". So, i looked for other teachers. So, Wenda saw that huimin was walking here and there, and he told Zhiliang to help me since he was doing nth at that time. So, zhiliang cleared some of my doubts abt Chem. thanks zhiliang! Also, must thank God that this bro is helpful. I seldom come before boys that r helpful... Then geog. Zhiliang went away and started his accounts thingy after i thanked him. So, Joy stop playing with the comp le and came and sit down there. She saw me looking ard...helpless...then she took the initiative to teach me. So, she taught me abt reading a map la. She answered my qns. Not only that. When i was flipping through the pages and trying to see if there's anything that interest me or makes me cuirious. So, I flipped to somewhere and I was looking at the picture. So nice...and then, she saw me staring at that page. Thought that I was confused, she start to explain to me. Ya...she went through a few page with me. Well, this is quite good la. To prepare me before my teacher start on that topic. So, also thank God for this sister.
Then at ard 3.15pm, ZL, Wenda, Kris and me took a taxi to Hakka Methodist church for a myanmar service. The worship was in myanmar de. Only 1 english song. But then, thank God that there's a song that we are familiar with... My redeemer lives... In myanmar, but we still can sing ma... we just sing it in english lor. Then hor, when we saw the screen, we saw the the title ma. So, wenda turned to me and say "oh yes!" hahas... Thank God that there's a song that we are familiar with and a song in english...if not, I can really dai1 diao....
Then, the sermon is abt faith...whole thing is abt faith. The whole day, the topic is abt faith. 3 times...faith! God trying to tell me something? It cudn't b so qiao3 ba. and i dun think there's such thing as coincidence leh... Anyway, I lyk the qn that zhiliang asked. "How do we get faith if we dun hav?" nice qn! And the ans is by reading the bible. And when u come upon a verse that u lyk, memorise it.
Then, we went downstairs to hav our dinner. It's yummy!
After the dinner, we went to Novena Sq to shopping without zl. He went to a concert le. The three of us went there and shopping. First time went to shopping with Kris.....and i shan't say it anymore...If not i wud kana bash by her on sunday... hahas jkjk
Ya...on the way to novena Sq, I told Kris how yixiang felt abt the movie "wars of the world". erm... Yixiang felt tt it's stupid, cos he tot that since we can't run away le, what's the point of running? So, Kris said a lot of things la. Wonder y she got so much to say arh. And evrything she say is not fei hua leh, always logical. If i can b half lyk her, I wud b happy le... Cos i can feel that when ppl go out with me, they surely feel sian de. Ppl tell me something... then i kip nodding my head...and in the end, they r always the one toking. Me quiet? nonono...I'm noisy! I can't communicate well? dunno leh...
Ok, come back to today. Just now i told u that i came back from my training rite? ya... actually i came back at 6++ and now already 8++...know y? i kip dragging. I went to do other things while blogging. hahas...but anyway, i went. Today is physical training. After the warm up, of cos running lah. 12 rounds ard the parade sq. wah...tired leh. After running, i felt lyk floating. hahas...but i'm ok lah. ya! and then the senior said that we going gym. So i tot, our sch got gym de meh? hahas...hav! I just realise it today. fun! My first time to a gym. I lyk this kind of PT. To me, it's lyk u can hav fun while training...even better than the sit ups all those lor.
Then, the senior told us that we wud be getting a coach in August. A good one. Frm SCGS de. pro wor... A coach that i've been praying for. Finally, a coach drop down from the sky le. hahas...nonono... God granted us this coach, but not let him drop from our heads. hahas... Thank God for this. cos it's been 3 months le leh. We were slacking during this period of time without a coach. And i heard frm the senior, nxt year, Jan, we gonna hav our tournament le...wahh...that means...I can't really skip the trainings during the dec hols le. But then, if i dun skip all, it's ok ba? I mean i won't skip it on purpose...i wud skip it with a reason. hahas...no lah... i mean hols i can't b tt sian ma...nth to do. Sure got something on and sure something and something will clash de, rite? hahas

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Saturday, July 09, 2005

Just came back from ID service. Yup! thank God that Huimin can join us today :)
You want to noe what we did the whole day? ok, tell u...
In the morning, supposed to meet huimin they all at 10.45 to go JP's sch de...but then, I was late! I reached there at abt 11.10 am...aww... I hate the feeling of being late. It makes me feel so guilty everytime :( Not really that kind of guilty la, but a kind of feeling that I dunno how to describe.
Then, when i reached there le, PJ, Shy and ZL were already there. So, we stood there and wait for huimin and cindy to come. Then, a man approached us and ask us to donate money...dunno en wat de la. So,we donated, and he gave each of us a friendship band, but we have to put our thumbprints on the board. So, we did it lor...and we got it. Then, PJ very funny leh. She start to open one by one and "destroy" it and make again... She's doing that the whole day before we reach church lor. hahas...I dun have that kind of patience for this kind of thing. I can have patience for others, but not this type that concerns string. I got easily irrtated by strings easily de. Cos they always tangle arh, then cannot take out, so got irritated by them le...hahas
After Cindy and Huimin came le, we set off to JP's sch. The first time that i went to a sch funfair. Normally, schs hav open house, sian... games were boring, and the others too. When is my sch open hse?!! I miss it so much...and the teachers in there!! nvm...schsick...also can take it as homesick lah... cos sch always say that we r one big family and blahblahblah...hahas
Anyway, when we reach there, I din talk much all the way there. So, huimin asked "y so sian?" ya...i got that feeling too, but it's not a very strong one. Dunno y too. And I've a impression to ppl that I must tok, I must laugh! If i dun, I'm not in a good mood. diao... I oso can act happy and high when i not in good mood rite? hahas... Truly, other than God, no one else understand me le. Other than God, I won't reveal my feelings to other ppl. That's y the little test that i took during CME lesson indicates that I'm stressed... Other ppl de, is only the 2nd or 3rd level...mine, 4th! Anyway, I dun think I'm stressed anyway. It's just the way i handle things tt happened....rite?
Haix...kip getting out of topic de :( Reach there le, all we did there is eat! They bought Pineapple rice, nuggets, french fries, ice popsicles, bubble tea and dumplings. The pineapple rice is especially ex leh...but nvm... Then, they kip feeding me food leh. Know y? cos i din eat much. I merely ate the french fries, nuggets and dumpling. Anyway, I rejected the rest. They kip "forcing" me to eat leh. no lah...jkjk. Not forcing la, know that they care lah...hahas... happy or not? i use the word "care"...hahas
Thank God that I din faint or anything lah, neither did my hunger distract me during the ID service. Cos i din had my breakfast and lunch. Also, thank God that they managed to put some food into my mouth... If not, i really cannot withstand it de. If i din take my breakfast, i can't really so called take it de. The hunger would disturb me very much. For lunch, it's ok...cos last time, before i return to God, I stay at home and dun even bother to hav my lunch. Also, thank God that today is a day for relaxing...for me who is studying cos if not, the sch wud surely made us run and i wud surely vomit! I'm always the one vomiting during taekwondo and basketball training last time :(
ok...out of the topic again :( A person without focus is lyk tt, sorry!
Ya..then we went church, reach there at abt 1++pm. Then we played a little bit of piano until Kris came. Then, the leaders start to have their prayer meeting. And me and PJ also join them. Wenda shared abt fasting. Then...so on la!
Then, ID service. We played a game. That me being the eyes, abi being the mouth, fiona, cindy, yijia...(anymore? sry if i missed u out.) being the hands. Then our group no legs leh. So all of our legs were tied up. And me being the eyes, had to direct the group to the banana...hahas... Abi's job is to eat and Fiona's is to feed abi... Cheh...tie our legs oso no use. We use mostly our hands to get there. But our legs did play a part too... Dun understand wat i mean? u go crawl on the floor with ur back facing down and u try to take up ur leg and c if u can do it lah...hahas... Ya...this game is not played just for fun lyk ice breaking lyk tt. I mean not only for ice breaking lah. It's also for the sermon. Then the sermon...
ok lah...to tell u all the truth... I think as all of u din realise, my passion for God is not that strong anymore :( It's getting weaker and weaker. But then, after the sermon, dunno y, it somehow grew stronger. thank God. And i've set my heart to spend more time reading His word le. And then hor, something i felt that it's "abnormal" is that the sermon got nth to do with the passion for God, but then, why did this happen? But anyway, thank God for this :) I think more or less, has something to do with when we were praying with Kris before the service lah. I mean her prayers... her words...
Then dinner lah. Left only a few uths...the rest all went home. But then, thank God that all though we had only a little of us, but Zhiliang and Junping keep "entertaining" us...hahas...they were so funny...
Ya....when we were waiting for the bus to come when we were going to church frm JP's sch.
I said something lyk " I tell u all arh... My this year de grading surely fail de... believe it or not"
Then they actually is not lyk my frens leh. They din believe it. Instead, they encouraged me. wah...wat is this? dun believe me! hahas...no lah...jkjk...thanks for that.
And I have set my heart to try to strive harder to score good grades for my piano grading.
Last time, when i take my Grade 2 grading (the only grading i took throughout all these years learning piano), I just got a pass...100...just pass. I felt lucky at that moment. Felt good that i pass. wah...wonder how can i take tt as good...mad le i think...
Last time when i took the grade two grading, I think i haven come back to God yet ba. I din noe that i have to account to God( that time i was a "christian"). So, at that time, i only had to account to my mother. the only one... aiya...i persevere till this long also for her de. For many reasons. She did not threaten me, dun misunderstand. But bcos i'll feel guilty towards her for many reasons and i supposed i will have regrets years later. Now, I have to account to God, give glory to Him, my mother and a big group of bros and sis that din look down on me... thanks for that! I will strive! If u dun believe me, also must believe that God will help me rite? hahas

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Friday, July 08, 2005

Just now just tok abt writing malicious things abt ppl on the blog and now...
And then my dear fren, Charlene, came up to me on MSN and tell me to read her blog and the other of her fren's blog. They r...lyk scolding each other... What backstabbing, vulgar and all these. Dun believe u can visit Charlene's blog, there's a link. Then u read her post and her tag. And then u go to her fren Huishan's blog. There may be some prob with her links to her fren blog, u can go there thru her fren, xinyi de blog.
Anyway, it's really too much le. Her fren is really too much le. Even if Charlene did something wrong, which i think she did not (but i'm just a pang2 guan1 zhe3, no comments), she nd not to blog all those things in her blog and say evrything bad abt her. Too much! She just want to study, y can't they leave her alone??!! Feeling heartache for my fren. Ever since she got into this sch, she dun seems to b good in there...with her peers :(
Now, she very sad le. Very scared that she wud backslide. She's somehow putting the blame on God. Very worried for this sister :( She thinks that God no longer cares for her, evryday is lyk "hell" to her. Maybe this is a chance to test her faith? I told her...but she doesn't want it! And she thinks that the Day is 10000000000000years later. And she thinks that when the Day comes, no one wud remember what she had suffered. She thought that no one cares for that anymore. Told her, the Days are coming and she said, "Do I've to put up with this till the Days come?" Told her the story of Job. As all of u noe, what he has gone through is much more than this and she replied " I'm halfway there"
Tried to comfort her and have said everything that I can, but she just dun understand what I've said...Being stubborn...and she left :(
What's happening nxt? Me and Yimiao can't afford to lose this sister... The three of us r lyk the only one that is willing to tok abt God in the whole of dls, among the students. ppl, tell me what can I do? Confused le...and sad too :(
Confused, worried, heartache, stress ........... Where's the joy? Where's the peace?
Lord, y r u hiding away from her? Show her your face, would You? pls Lord...

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Today during lit lesson, Miss Chan some kind of giv us warning...just want us to be cautious la. She told us that we shud be careful when we blog. Cos a blog is lyk a personal diary, anyone can read it, u can't stop anyone frm reading it.
And so, she told us that we shudn't write something malicious abt someone. Cos it reflects bad on the person that u wrote abt and it on you too. And see arh, an example given by Miss Chan, what if next time u go for a job interview and then what if the one who interview u saw your blog. And, tt person wud not giv u the job. y? cos tt person may be afraid tt u might write something bad abt the company. You may say "cheh...this world as if so small". My reply to you is...yes! it's tt small. Believe it or not. This whole world can also b a big family. Go and think what i mean ba, in terms of relationship with evryone ard u. This is one of the reason that Miss Chan gave. There's more, but is somehow the same "introduction" but diff "ending" la. hahas
She warned us abt lotsa things abt blogging la. Anyway, just be careful when u blog la.
Then, today after sch. As in all the lessons finish le la, then me and my grp members (PBL), b4 vanessa lock the door, and b4 evryone goes home, all of us had a short discussion. Very happy to see them hav the willingness to finish the project soon. And they even shared the job themselves leh. Last time, meet oso very diff. But now, it's diff le. I dun run after them to hav meetings, they come up to me themselves. Thank God... Once again, I can see hope...just in front of me... :)

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Thursday, July 07, 2005

Recently, me come online not to play...is to sweat. Know y i said this? Cos, me bz searching for piano scores. And in here, it's very hot leh.
Dunno y I kip searching for the scores also. I'm not that kind of person that really go into playing piano. Did i figure out something?
Think God really change me ever since i went into Crescent...
Well, I'm lyk most of u all who play piano. I picked up piano since Pri.3. Y i pick it up? cos my parents suggested it. And then she ok, i ok lor...nv tot of that much oso. Well, I'm really a disappointing student to my piano teacher la. I dun really practice my piano. Simply bcos, I'm not interested in the pieces and all those exam de dong dong la. Think this is the reason that i dun practice my piano. Think so cos...i think there's two songs in the pieces all these years that i'm learning, keep making me running to the piano straight away after sch. I supposed :P The first one is Grade 4 de, the green 1, C3. Second one, is Grade 5 de, still the green one, B3.
I noe, my teacher has already tried his best to find some books with songs to help us to relax for awhile while practicing the piano. But still, not really that interested in the songs there. But, also interested in some la. Lyk the bull de, Amazing grace...i can only remember this two la.
Erm...let's move away from the topic a little first, k?
Then, when i got my posting results. Realised that I'm in Crescent... hahas...not really excited, not really happy though it's a good sch. Simply bcos, it's a girls' sch. In DLSS, most of us dun lyk to go girls' sch de. Got a reason de... You may ask, if u dun lyk Crescent, then y u put it as one of your options? haha...i dunno. My bro-in-law and my cousin suggested Crescent and so, i put it down. Dunno y i put down Crescent also. They also gave me some other girls' sch lyk CHIJ St Nicholas. But i din put it down...God is working!
Then, when i got back my posting results. I kip telling my mother that i dun want to be in Crescent. Kip finding excuses...lyk so far...the main reason, I din tell her the main reason. Cos my cousin already find the ans to my excuse... A very stupid reason but most of us got this reason in mind...Er...then, my mother replied " dun chao2 le la! God has a reason to put you in there. And you r the one who chose to put it down de!" then, i kip quiet liao. Believing that it's from God.
Then i went into Crescent. Dun tok abt my life in there lah. Just tok abt the ppl in there.
Few months later, ppl frm my class start to play the piano in the mini forum. They dun really play those exam pieces de leh, they play all those songs by those famous composer lyk Mozart, Beethoven and so on. From then on, I'm slightly more interested in piano...
Then, i start looking for scores from my frens and zi ai. But later, dun think it's a very good idea to kip troubling ppl. So, now, me online to search for them online. Really very hard to find leh. They always giv me those type that must pay money de. Very hard to find those that are free. Ya lah! Me no money...Not rich!
Anyway, the main idea of this post is to tell you that God has a reason for evrything that He does. If you can't understand why is He doing this "something" in your life, ask Him to reveal it to you ba.
Talking abt revealing, haix...i still can't find the purpose of life! the meaning of life!!

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

This morning when i was on my way to sch, i met junping... It was so dark... At first, i was wondering if that's Junping cos he told me once that he lives near my sch. So, i was thinking if that's him, cos the dark figure looks lyk him. So, as we got nearer, ya...it's him, so we da3 ge4 zhao1 hu1 by saying hallo then continue walking. Like turn left turn right lyk tt. hahas...
Ya..at that time i was wif a fren, Yejing. Ya..so she asked if i noe tt person (JP). Then i said tt he was my bro. Well, i tot she understands what i mean and in the end she dun. she tot "huh? y ur bro dun live with ur family?" diao...
Fast Forward...
After sch, we went to Peace Haven, an old folks' home, something to do with the salvation army de. ya...something to do with christianity de.
When we were in the bus, when the bus just drove us in there, we tot "what? this is more class than my home lor. They must have a good life here" They said this cos the place really look lyk some condo lor.
But things were as what we had imagined as it would be. I dun really think super good life in there lor. The folks in there r much more ke lian than the folks in the other old folks' home which i visited years ago.
Some of them can't even talk properly, some speak very soft and some can't get their pronounciation rite.
Most of them are lyk that la. But i saw an old grandpa, he's lyk normal ppl. He can tok properly but the thing is that he can't stand properly. Ya... I giv u my impression on him first before i tell you what happened to him.
Well, it's a good one. He knows japanese and it's good. And he taught us some japanese. And he even sang for us. Nice one! He's very socialble, he chat with us for a long time. yah...and he told us his story...
He dropped down from dunno where and his teeth all gone, his leg injured, hands injured...that's why he can't stand properly.
yah...a super short story.
And then there was this old lady, speaking cantonese de. My fren speak to her la. I can't understand what they toking abt. Can only understand a little bit. So, i asked my fren to translate. ya...one of the things that the old lady mentioned is that if the car had not knocked her down, she wouldn't be here.
So, people, what u can learn from this is that no matter what difficulties u have in life, always remember, u r not the worse. erm...dunno whether this is rite, but nvm.
I also learnt that...erm...forget what i was trying to say le. nvm...
And something that i had realised from the start of this year, when school starts. The same old songs kip passing ard. As in those songs that we played on the piano la. Lyk Pachabel's Cannon In D, Ballade Pour Adeline, Yu Jian and so on...ppl always played the same old songs...
Well, at least they are still interested in classical musics. Can't imagine how the world would be without these cos most young ppl go into those pop songs nowadays. Classical music, though it's boring to some of u, but it's good for your years and if u know how to appreciate them, u would find that they are nice songs.

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Monday, July 04, 2005

Just had my piano lesson...nonono....this time no same...i din slp straight away k? yeah! improvement...hahas
Yest, no i mean in the morning today at abt 5++ or 6++ i dunno la, din look at the time, just now tt it's ard there lah, cos can c some light...a little only. ya...in the morning, it's super duper windy and it's raining very heavily. Zi ai and her sis came to my hse to stay. Then all of us wake up at ard that time when we heard some noise...what noise? nonono...not made by the wind de, neither is it made by the rain...it's made by our parents!! They were bz closing the windows and all of us woke up. All of us looked ard to see what was happenning, b4 we realise, the rain already come in liao...no nd to see liao, we go back to our slp and tok with our eyes closed...lyk "slptoking" lyk tt...hahas..not funny...diao
Then zi ai's dad brought us to west coast park. Then we went to the mc there to hav our breakfast. we reach there at abt 10.30am. not too late ba. The four of us had our breakfast at the mc while zi ai's dad and mom had their breakfast somewhere else. er4 ren2 shi4 jie4. hahas...So, after having our mc, we went to play without them. We went to the playground to play. The playground is much more fun. Me can play oso...not the normal one. West coast park is much more fun and better than East Coast. The sand oso very nice:) Then me and zi ai went to climb up a "dunno what thing" while zi hui and linxuan stayed down there...they scared scared. hahas...At first, when i got higher and higher, a bit scared that i would just drop off. But still continue. U noe what, if u lose ur grip, u wud just drop straight off to the ground lor, and it's very high leh and there r poles and the ropes down there. ya...we climbed something made by ropes and the poles la. but dunno what's tt called. That's the first time i played with that k? I dunno if i had ever been there...maybe small tt time hav ba...Ya...in the end, i complete everything...i came down safely, thank God.
Then we went to the other part of the playground and played with the "dunno what 2" again...hahas...ya la, dunno what's tt called lah! my english not good lah!! anyway, we had a fun time swinging and flying up there. not a swing pls...yah, anyway it's fun. Then when my uncle came with my sis de bike liao more fun. He came, at first he told us to get our own bike frm his lorry de, then he ended up playing with us. He got lotsa strength and pushed us...very fun...weehee...Then after a while, we went to his lorry there and get our bikes.
ya...then we played the "dunno what" again...the one tt requires ur climbing skills...hahas...the weather oso very hot. the sand very hot leh...
ya, then abt 1.00pm, my uncle drove us home. btw, my uncle is zi ai's dad. ah... yah...we left early cos me and my sis got piano lesson at 2pm...to 4 pm. so, gtg home lor.
ya...piano lesson, very jia lat...i din really go and practice lor. Just tt when walk past, play then halfway, went away...to where? computer la! hahas
ok la. this post very sian. dunno y oso...just feel tt it's really much more boring than the others...agree?

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

yest. got something to blog de... but din get to blog and i forget le... hmm...let me think...
Erm... saturday morning...where did i go arh? oh ya! zi hui reminded me, she's just bside me...me and my sis went to her sch, which is also ziai's lah...sch de open hse. yah...quite fun. Her sch is better than my x-sch now, not i suan my x-sch lah, but then i feel tt ever since there's a change in principal, which is pr.3 change once, this year change once. Very jia lat leh...i lyk the first principal most. Ah! btw, we were the first batch of students in dlss (singapore de), so dun think i dunno which principal is better k...hahas..jkjk
what i dun lyk abt the change of principal is that they keep changing our things lor. i dun mind how lor sor they r, i dun mind them toking the same line for 20 mins, but i mind them changing our sch...grr...the most unbearable de.
The first time tt we change principal, which is in year 2001, she go and change the colour of our sch leh. Green and white at first, we a bit dun lyk only lah, but slowly ok le. Then, she go and change to red and biege. wahh....even uglier lor. Moreover the lasallian family de colour shud be green and white de lor. Then ok, we mian qiang accept it. Then the principal very lor sor leh...kip toking the same stuff for over 20 mins. But i rather her toking until very long than to change our things...haix...this principal merely change our walls de colour and "vandalise" on it only...compared to the nxt 1. ok...
The nxt one, which is the present one, this year just joined our family de, she changed almost evrything. fed up liao...now still cannot get over it! once i think abt it, then very angry...grrr!! wahh...my sch leh! dun anyhow touch hor. Not only i not happy k? my frens wich r in the same yer as me and those hu noe the first principal de, tt means some of our junior oso, oso not happy lor. They change the general office de table. Then last time me and siokching went back together, at tt time no security ma, so we "sneaked" in (u dun nd to noe y i say sneak in, but jus noe tt we din go against the sch rule :P) Then when we going out of the sch after visiting our good good Mr. Seah tt time, we walked past and we turned our head to see what's goin on in there. at first siokching saw it lah, i din. she saw a woman sitting at the long long, super long table there. then she laugh leh. so i dunno what happened and we walked across again...hahas...tt look lyk those statue or wateva...hahas...or those bai3 pose de. funny lor. then still got others which i dun bother to say. Just not happy liao. Now very sad leh, no matter how grea is our gratitude to our teacher, we can't go back and visit them lor. sad...got security lah! i wonder if teachers' day tt time wud they let us in or not. If they r not, we really call teacher to pick us liao. we dun care! now we dun call is bcos nth impt mah. and they r bz oso and we too. so nvm lor.
ok...actually my main point of blogging is not this...:P think i drag too far le. anyway, this is a chance to let my anger out! hahas...:P
ok lah, just want to say tt their sch is at least look nicer than our sch de present look. Went there and hav some games. The game which i lyk most is the chinese de (cai1 deng1 mi2). Others not so nice, as in for me lah. cos they r for younger kids lyk the lower pri. i look lyk a big bully lyk tt lor, go and play with those small kids...diao...i lyk the chinese 1 cos it's challenging lah and it's a time for me to exercise my brain and i lyk this type of things...guessing and guessing without knowing much de :P moreover, we got chops for answering correctly and can be used to exchange for stuffs de. so, we kip playing lor. in the end, i got 3 files... :P
Then i oso quite lyk the badge making de, second. Just that my drawing not nice :(
ya...nice lor. How i wish tt my x-sch will hav an open hse again and i can go back. i miss my teachers...but then, there is still one teacher that i still can tok to him de. cos he play neopets...Mr Seah...cool!
Ah! let's go back one day as in go back to friday lah...not asking u to go back with me lah! hahas...Erm...friday nite actually got taek training de, but then i forget abt it lah...supposed to start at 7.45pm. then my dad and my mom not at home. only me and my sis. i was using the comp. happily until my sis asked me if there's taek training tt day. then at tt time is already 7.48pm liao lor. wahh...forget leh! then my grading oso coming near le. the nxt training must go liao. c arh, i dun even noe wich part to shout for my pattern leh. and i haven practise my pattern kick leh. only kicked a few times only...less than 10 i think...walk walk walk then halfway feel lyk kicking so kick lor. at home lah! i not mad one de ok...neither do i want to lose my face...only got 1 layer hor, not 2. and if i lose this 1 layer, i no face liao...hahas
hey ppl, if nxt wk u still onine at 7.00pm, pls remind me hor. impt training leh. cos after 2 more training wud b my grading le.
oh...grading...wanna thank God that my grading doesn't fall on the same date as the ID service cos it's on a saturday. But even if it falls arh, i think i still can rush there bah...but cannot b sure if i wud b early or late.
If this time falls on the same day is still ok lah. Let's say if i pass liao, brown le. the time for me wud b later lor...but very scared leh...dun think i wud anyhow take the brown grading. heard frm them is $100 leh. and there wud b one part tt eats up your money...as in u must pass and do until nice nice for evry part of the grading lor. if 1 part fails, tt's it man...say bye to ur $100. cos frm white belt till now arh...ok lah, white belt to yellow green belt only 2 parts lah...dun count tt. erm...green belt to now, wich is blue red, the ppl quite lenient lah, 3 parts, just pass at least one and they wud close one eye. and pass lor. butif u do very good arh...got double promo leh...so dun play play thinking tt won't fail i tell u...hahas...
anyway, y did i start to tok abt taek? dunno la...
ok la, zi hui "blowing" me to let her hav the comp. liao....God bless

WX - traveled on - 8:52 PM

Friday, July 01, 2005

woohoo! youth day celebration...actually, nothing to be glad or happy abt :( before last year, i got both children's day and youth day de, now left 1 only :( wahh...i want children's day!!
anyway, today youth day celebration at 12.30pm. We can wear casual clothes to school. no nd wear uniform. then in the hall, not as much as my pri school. a bit sian... i slept in the first part, as in dozing off, cannot tahan le, until the game part then i wake up. dunno y i wake up suddenly...anyway, not me playing arh, so dun say tt i can play of cos wake up arh. hahas the teachers play...
Then i asked ye jing whether she wants to go church or not. But then she say if she go, she know no one there other than me. So, she wants another fren that she know to go. So, she wants me to look for another person. a bit difficult leh. find one already diff le, still hav to find another one that she knows. how?
then on the mrt, we met a fren of hers, oso frm cgs de. then tt gal named levia said tt she's a christian when yejing asked her. then when we asked which church she go, she said she dun go church. then u noe wat yj said? wahh...can arh? christian can lyk tt de arh. then when i hear this, a bit...., she sounds lyk she's goin to do tt. Then she cont, "then nxt time i can do tis. cos when i want to go out oso cannot, must go church" something lyk tt la...So, a bit afraid tt she wud cont to think this way and do this lor. Actually hor, last time i oso lyk her fren lyk tt. parents dun go so i dun go...hehe. but i dun think tt's good. I shud b the one to make this decision whether i want to go church or not, as in want to be a christian or not. not depend on whether my parents are. nxt time then i cont this lah...
anyway, i dun think when u bcome a christian hu really loves God, u will not not want to go church lor. rite? yah i think so... :) anyway, it's only 2 hours ma. it's better to go church than staying at home and slack ma. this is quoted frm ps John de...hahas
ya, me oso want to thank God that these few days i din slp in class leh. as in not evryday liao lor. sometimes if the lesson super duper boring, as in just listen only, i will feel lyk slping lor.
yup, tt's all...byebye

WX - traveled on - 12:59 AM

the traveller

Walked as: Wan Xuan, a full time christian, never ever off!
Walked since: 1992
Walked For: God, bros and sistas in christ
Starting point:UthNity@BOL Other info abt me:Ex-Lasallian, currently Crescentian, fav. sports are badminton/basketball

past roads

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other paths

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<--Kris.Uth-->
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<--Ho Ziying.CGS-->
<--Mayvin Loo.CGS-->
<--Melainne Chew.CGS-->
<--Nicole Khoo.CGS-->
<--Samantha Ho.CGS-->
<--Shauna.CGS-->
<--Shu Qiao.CGS-->
<--Ye Jing.CGS-->
<--Charlene.x-dls-->
<--Estee.x-dls-->
<--WanTing.x-dls-->
<--Yi Miao.x-dls-->
<--Debra, Yilin-->
<--Yi Xiang-->
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prayer list

- When i'm at Ipoh...
- Pray that i'll be able to slp well when i'm in Ipoh. It's really too terrible le. seriously. If i tell u the story, it will sound lyk ghost story.
- Pray that I can have the time for my quiet time. cos i noe tt it's v unlikely to have my quiet time there la. they kip going out n my dad will go in n out of the room.
- Safety... haha. i seriously dun wanna get myself injured. really!! my tournament is coming le. so ya.
- Badminton Tournament (starting frm next thurs) - Safety again... - Take the game seriously. erm... seriously, i'm nt hoping to win, cos... tell u another time, nt tt... erm... wateva la!
Thanks for praying... btw, before i go, i still wanna say this again. hahaha. go visit the uth blog k? n TAG! hahas. tag wateva u want. hi or wateva dou can. lol.

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