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Wednesday, June 22, 2005 Just woke up from my sleep. Same as last week, straight after my piano lesson, i went to sleep. But better this time, din waste too much time, woke up at ard 11++. Cos I only had 5 hours of sleep. Nvm, stop toking abt y i kip sleeping. Really muz go and pray that i'd b lyk the past, once i lie down, i can enjoy my sleep. If not, school reopens liao hor, i would have to da3 ke1 shui4 liao. hahas...Very hungry leh, but very lazy to go buy lunch..haix...nvm lah.
Anyway, i missed out something for yesterday's Teens Games. Not about the game anymore, it's abt the sharing. I think it's more for those non-christians. But i din say it's not for me arh...The sharing also reminded me of something...God loves me. Evrytime when i cry, not bcos i sad then cry, it's bcos "bei4 sheng4 lin2 chong1 man3". The first time, i can still remember... The date, what happened, what I'm doin and so on...I feel so shuang, my heart feels so empty after all the crying. Anyway, back to the topic, Frm evrytime I cry....Pastor James and other pastor and some other ppl, will always come to my side and say to me "Wan Xuan, Jesus love you...dun b fooled by anything that says that Jesus dun loves u..." Then for pastor James, he not only say this, he also said" quiet down now and allow God to tok to you...enjoy His prescence" and then he will ask me to follow him to pray while I'm still lying there. Whenever I tot of this, I 'd feel lyk crying...dunno y. Maybe u think tt it's a bit embarrasing to cry in front of others...not only cry, but also very loud leh. But then, i was enjoying. Cos, now hor, i cry also cannot cry until lyk tt de...at most only tears...hahas...nvm...Back to the sharing. The person told us a story abt a father and a son. When the son haven come out yet, the doctor told them tt their child would be little unnormal, and cud only live for two years. But they still want to keep the child. When the child comes out, he's paralysed...I think only the head can move. He need him parents to do evrything for him. He can only communicate by putting something on his head, something with something sticking out on the top, so, he use it to type on the keyboard to communicate. Then when the child is 20+ years old, he saw an advertisement abt Iron Man competition and he wants to take part. So, he told his dad. And his dad dun even dare to think of taking part, cos u've to run 5km(think so), swim dunno how long(distance) in the sea, and cycle for also dunno how long....forget liao lah...all u've to noe tt it's super long. But bcos of his son, he took part with his son. He install something on his bike to put his son there, he tie something on his back to put his son there while swimming, he make a wheelchair and run with his son. They did this for a year, as in they keep practising, training up until the competition starts. So, they went for the competition. They did evrything and come in last. But the son is still very happy. So, when a reporter interview them, the reporter said "maybe uwud be the top ten without your son." But then the father said"what r u toking abt? I wun even dare take part of this competition without my son's motivation." This is the story that we heard. God loves us becos we are His children. He gave everything to us. Like what is said in Psalm 8:4-8 : 4 what is man that you are mindful of him , and the son of man that you care for him? 5 Yet you have made him a little lower than the heavenly beings and crowned him with glory and honour. 6 You have given him dominion over the works of your hands; you have put all things under his feet, 7 all sheep and oxen, and also the beasts of the field, 8 the birds of the heavens, and the fish of the sea, whatever passes along the paths of the seas. These are the verses that came upon me last nite. Then this reminded me of the sharing. So, i'm here to blog:P back to where i am God even gave His only Son to us (John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life) God is a righteous God, he can't leave sinners unpunished, but he loves us and wants us to be with him eternally. But, we can't offer up ourselves to God when we r full of sins, we can only offer up ourselves when we are holy. ok lah, imagine it yourself...If someone give you a bottle of water, the water is super clean de...the best water that you can find, even better than the Newater. Maybe you would want. But then, if the person add a drop of toilet bowl de water and gives u to drink...would you still want it? No rite? Just a drop and it makes the whole thing unclean, no one wants it. Same for us. Even we only sin once in our lifes (it's impossible tt it's onle once), we are still unholy. Rite? So, God let His Son to die for us on the cross!! talking abt the cross, I was reminded by an email on the pain that Jesus went through. I forward it out and ZL came back to me and tok to me abt it. Yes, Even b4 the nail goes in, i die liao...bei4 xia4 si3...really lor. U go and try it with a smal nail and c lah...But Jesus is nailed with a bigbig nail...remember this. Pain leh! I can't imagine...it's beyond imagination. But y Jesus dun want to juz stay with His Father and juz sit on His throne and enjoy Himself? Yet, He came down to suffer on the cross...for what? for us! If He din die, the one hu die is me and you!! God loves us so much...Can you feel it now? If you cannot, you r heartless. If you still thinks that maybe Jesus died for us on the cross is juz bcos that he wants to let evryone sees that He is risen and give glory to Him, you go and look for someone...ok lah...u can take out the risen part and u can say that ppl gives glory to Him bcos he die for us. You go and look for your boyfren, girlfren or wateva fren and tell them to die for you now with a small nail into their hands and legs on a much more smaller cross, you go c it for youself lah...they won't die for you de...Even if you give the person the highest glory...c? that's impossible... God's love is the greatest of all. Even if the whole world's love add up together, it can't b compared to His. Cos...some of them dun even hav love...tis four words....L...O...V...E... God is knocking on the door of your heart now...open it, won't you? WX
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Walked as: Wan Xuan, a full time christian, never ever off! past roads
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other paths <--UthNity--> prayer list - When i'm at Ipoh...- Pray that i'll be able to slp well when i'm in Ipoh. It's really too terrible le. seriously. If i tell u the story, it will sound lyk ghost story. - Pray that I can have the time for my quiet time. cos i noe tt it's v unlikely to have my quiet time there la. they kip going out n my dad will go in n out of the room. - Safety... haha. i seriously dun wanna get myself injured. really!! my tournament is coming le. so ya. - Badminton Tournament (starting frm next thurs) - Safety again... - Take the game seriously. erm... seriously, i'm nt hoping to win, cos... tell u another time, nt tt... erm... wateva la! Thanks for praying... btw, before i go, i still wanna say this again. hahaha. go visit the uth blog k? n TAG! hahas. tag wateva u want. hi or wateva dou can. lol.
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