Thursday, June 30, 2005

remember yest i said tt i gonna stand today again? but thank God...no! not bcos the teacher kind. Is bcos God gave me articles to write abt. thank God. :)
and thank God that i've finish my homework today with my fren in the library le!! no comp. to distract me, actually hav lah, but it's in the 2 floor. But i din go up. So i manage to finish my homework with my fren. And i can hav my QT le!! Monday, Wednesday din hav my QT leh. I was rushing my article, then finish 1 le already very tired, so din hav my QT...sad...but now can hav my QT lor!
Then hor, on monday or tuesday i think...a fren, my x-classmate, charlene came to me online and told me that she's lonely, her relationship with her frens in school not good. She say tt her frens all din set good example, as in...dun tell u how. hahas...So, on tuesday nite, i pray for her and she pray for herself...individually lah...then today, she reported the good news. They hav sorted evrything out le. All things are possible with God!! God is a prayer answering God...thank God! nxt time if who can't finds a fren, i recommend God to you and God will be your fren and He will bring you frens. hahas

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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Maybe it's good for a change of time table. As in hist change to geog, D&T change to home econs (best arh!), Physics change to bio and chem. The time table change totally oso not bad lah. I feel it's better lor. Now, my hols mood not so heavy le.
Still a bit struggling to not to fall aslp in class. Now it's better lah. It's about writing almost all the time, kip me awake. Good! hahas...
But very jia lat leh. This few days i feel tt i bcome bad student le...not tt i playful in class lah. It's my hols homework not done. Then teacher nv scold, just told us (those hu nv finish) to stand for 1 period. I think i also cannot finish the last 2 articles by today le lah. Firstly, time...i still got other homework leh. Secondly, I only got 1 newspaper, what do u want? hahas...Think tmr me goin to stand again liao. :(
Tell u hor, yest we were supposed to take out our maths 3 to do our maths assignment in class mah, so i look for it in my desk locker. Cannot find leh. But teacher nv say anything lah, cos she understand tt we just start school, so excuse us. Then, i went home and i look for it until siao leh. I tot my books ran away leh. I look for it over and over again in the whole house leh, almost spent 1 hour looking for it and i was really argh! Then i gave up and turn to God instead. Then, still can't find ma, so i do it on my maths 1. Then today, I open my locker to look for it again...eh...it's there! y din i see it yest? Thank God...So, i quickly transfer evrything inside :P
go dinner le, dun 1 to tok to u liao....hmph! hahas...jkjk...byebye

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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Ohoh...my skin start shredding liao. hahas But thank God, i dun feel anything whereas other people may feel.
Just went to friendster, read all the testimonials from my friends. I read Yimiao de. I felt something although it's dunno the how many times i read it liao. It reminded of my primary school life with my frens. The time when i really enjoy to be with my frens in school and felt that i've found frens in school is when I'm in pri. 5. I got to know Yimiao, Estee, Suxann, Charlene, Cindy, Melody cos we are in the same class. Actually, i got to know Estee and Charlene when i'm in pri. 4. But is lyk our frenship is not built at all for one year...dunno y, maybe it's bcos I feel that no one will want to be frens with me. Charlene felt that way too. Both of us are the lonely people. For me, i think it's bcos frm the beginning of the year, i was scolded by the teacher for umpteen times for not bringing my things (not purposely de, only for her lessons leh...wierd), and whenever my mother scold me, she would use words like no one would want to be frens with u arh...
So, i really thank God that he gave me frens and I also want to thank these 6 frens and some others whom i've missed out their name that they are willing to be frens with me. When I'm in pri. 5, it's very interesting. Lyk what yimiao added for my testimonial, we were fighting to be the first in class for chinese cos we were in the same chinese class. ya lah...fighting is fighting lah, but is just for fun. our frenship is still there. I still remember the results. CAs plus SAs got 4 rite? i won thrice and she won once. Miss Ang Chuay Yan is really a good teacher. Juniors, Lasllians, if u see this, dun take your teachers for granted, lyk Mr Seah Nam Sin and Miss Ang Chuay Yan and some others. They may be strict but they did it for your own good.
Anyway, I really missed the times when I'm with my primary school frens. sobs* If I can, i will want to go back. want only arh...cos the problem is that time before the Dec school holidays, I hav not return to Him yet. And it's said in the bible that we should not keep looking back, but must look forward and so on...in Phillipians...forgot which chapter liao.
Now, I'm still in touch with some of them. How good will that be if we can keep in touch forever and can see evryone of them in Heaven. I won't want to miss them out.
Btw, I really see them changing...For example, yimiao. She claimed that she's a christian (sry to say this) when she's in pri. 5, but she's not following what God has said and ery not so nice words will come out frm her mouth. Now, though some times it still happen for those not so nice words to come out frm her mouth, but it's lesser and I know she's trying to change le. And now, she's very enthu abt God. She's always the one to tok with me abt God other than my bros and sis in church la. We would share what we've learnt with each other. I really thank God for her.
yah, btw, i saw her today in the MRT. She board the train in CCK and alight at YT. Same as me. She din realise tt i was sitting there leh. Cos my head is facing down, slping and my skin bcome very tanned liao. Until we were standing at the door when we were alighting, then we realise that we've missed each other out. thank God that i met her. but din manage to tok so long wif her cos I'm rushing home for my piano teacher. We were let off extremely late this time so hav to rush. Well, all the best to all my frens, cya again the nxt gathering. Must remember me hor!

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Monday, June 27, 2005

Just came back from skoo...Din go for my badminton lesson...let me tell u why...
Just now at abt 1.00pm, i was sleeping in class, cos tmr then start lesson. Change time table. So, at abt 1.15pm, my fren, Celine used her dunno what and kip hitting my table...to wake me up, means no harm...hahas Then i look very blur leh. i still remember, when she hit my table for the first few times, i woke up and start turning ard to see hu is hitting the table...so loud! Then can't find any. Again...she hit the table again, i turned ard again but din c anyone...until she tok.
She said"eh, yest u do hw until nv slp arh? so tired arh?"
Me(just woke up): "ya lor"
And she touched my hand and said tt I'm very hot and said tt i got fever. Then Yingmin came and touched my forehead and said that I'm hot and my face is red. I told them I'm not sick...they just dun believe...So, yingmin said, I help u planned today de time table...must follow arh. cannot go badminton arh...if not u faint halfway.
I show u wat she wrote:
1. hav lunch
2. Go STRAIGHT home
3. Sleep and rest for the day.
4. No going for badminton practice! No TV. No EVERYTHING.
ONLY LIE IN BED AND REST.
then, i was lyk...wahh...serious or not?
Then i walk ard and Bernice heard frm them tt i was sick and start to pull me to the toilet to let me see my face to convince me tt my face is red and i'm sick. So, she went to ask for permission frm Yingmin.
then u noe wat yingmin reply? she said "ok, must look after wanxuan arh.." wahh...as if i really sick until tt serious...then she said until so loud. wahh...
Then, Bernice kip pulling me lyk tt time tt i sprained my ankle. She dun want to let me go and said tt i might faint if she let go. Then saw many seniors leh...i very pai seh leh. Girls' skoo is kinda sensitive de lor. they can say anything without knowing anything de lor. really hope tt they will not think wai wai. hahas...she also met her rc seniors...hahas.
Then when we came back, another fren asked if i'm alrite. yes! i'm alrite. And then, till skoo ends, they kip trying to convince me tt i'm sick. until i promised them tt i won't go badminton training. they really scared i faint leh.
But anyway, thank God that i've frens that actually cared for me...Just when i'm wondering whether my frens really cared for me, or even do i hav frens?
Hmm....i think i missed something out. it happened in the morning after the morning assembly. Miss Seow, our form teacher came into the classroom and she placed a piece of paper on my table and i read it. It says that I'm sent to the general office to collect my lost wallet. Hey, do u still remember when did i lost my wallet? March...3 months ago leh... Abt after a few weeks, i dun bother at all liao. Not i too rich lah, but bcos there's nth much i can do. so, forget it lor. So, thank God lor, I got my wallet back after 3 months... I tot i would nv get it back. So, i checked evrything in my wallet. My money gone. but nvm. As long as i got my wallet back. the cards all these still inside. The wallet is rather important to me and something inside too.
The wallet is my christmas present the first time i go to ppl's house to evangelise, which is Dec 2003. Yah...i still remember, that is the time that I just came back to God. or u can say..that is the first time that I've set myself apart for God. people who knows me for a long time since i'm a kid, lyk Joy and Junping...i wonder if Junping still remember me...but nvm. Guess Joy still remember ba...U can go ask her why i said that. If she dunno, come ask me. But dun think u all will bother to ask. Whenever i said come ask me, no one come to ask me. hahas...
Then inside got a small note. A note that zi ai gave it to me. Abt Jesus de lah. Dun think i can get it anywhere. When i lost the wallet, the first thing that i tot abt is this. Then the wallet.
So, thank God for this...thank God that I found my wallet...
Lord, can i ask a question? When u are looking at us, do u read my blog? Hav u heard my thanksgiving?

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hmph! always say want to teach but ended up playing so happily herself! hahas Posted by Hello

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Another photographer... Posted by Hello

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the sunset tt Huimin caught...it looks nice actually, but is this the same? Posted by Hello

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bully 1 not enough, still bully another...cannot learn Posted by Hello

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da korkor bullying small boy...bad example...cannot learn cannot learn...hahas Posted by Hello

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Sisters...no bros... Posted by Hello

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hahas...a natural 1. Really! They asked me to take a photo for them but ZL kip toking, so i took a natural yet nice 1 instead..hahas Posted by Hello

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Chongster...The only grp that is mixed with bros and sis...isn't it? Posted by Hello

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hahas...wenda extra...3 sisters only u bro...maybe not, u r special! Posted by Hello

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Sunday, June 26, 2005

ok lah...now actually not free de...but as i had promised, I will tell u wat happened yesterday...
Yesterday morning, Abi was supposed to meet me, Fiona and cindy at AMK MRT station at 7.40am to go Sentosa together de...So, I was the first to reach there...abt seconds later, Magdalene came, then seconds later, Wenda came, seconds later, Fiona, Cindy and Michelle. Then i realise tt not only the four of us goin together. Still got Abi and Zhiwei haven come.
So, the six of us stood there and crap together. hahas...and we also kip making fun of the two of them. :P Then at ard 7.4+, dunno Abi or Zhiwei sent a message to Magdalene to tell her tt Abi is still in toilet. hahas...Zhiwei waiting for her. So, we continue to make fun of them. hahas...Then Abi sent a message to tell me that she would be late. then ok...we continue again...So, me, Mag and Wenda look at our watches and "report the time". Then we realise tt all our watches hav diff time.
So, one of us said "Guess what time they would be here?"
Then all of us agree that they would arrive at 8.00am. Then we still tot tt we r too much to say tt they would be here by 8.00 lor...as in it can't be that late ba...But then, indeed, 8.00 liao....they disappointed us, not here yet. Then we say...8.30 am lah...But this time, thank God, they did not disappoint us...hahas...
So, on the way to meet the rest. On the MRT, Abi started to put her arm on my shoulder, something lyk resting her arm on the sofa lyk tt. Then, Fiona start to do it also. ok...u want to noe y mention this? continue looking down.
To cut the story short, anyway got nothing to say, let's jump to sentosa. When we reach Palawan beach liao, settle down liao, we play some games. The first game is using the nogats that Benjamin bought back from Perth. So, da Cindy threw it on the ground and told us that we were supposed to take as many as we can. No forfeit! unless u din take any. So, evryone chiong to grab as many as they can. I was standing there to wait for them to come out then i go in. Anyway, take 1 oso take mah. hahas...so i wait lor. Then i got 2 only. dun mind...
So, Cindy told us that we hav to say as many things about ourselves as many we take. So, evryone starts to "zai1 zang1 jia4 huo4", they start to throw to one another. PeiJun was sitting beside me and she very jia lat leh...she got many...hahas...So, evryone said things abt ourselves. The nogats are ours... I think this game is really good lah. Cos people would get as many as they can normally before they know what they are going to do with it. But if u get too much, it's not that good either...hahas...good game, good job, Cindy! So, this teaches you tt next time shud not be so kiasu. so, next time, Singaporeans will not give the image of being kiasu to foreigners..hahas. jk only.
Then we played a lot of games lah...lyk dog and bone(special), tap and turn, the blind fold game...Then we had our lunch.
Halfway during the lunch time, but most of us already stop eating by then, me, Abi, Fiona and Cindy were sitting together. Then me and Abi were sitting together. She rest her arm on my shoulder again. So, i thought of ways to "fan3 ji2". Cos i cannot put my arm on her shoulder mah. Firstly, it's bcos that I'm shorted than her and it would be uncomfortable for my hand, not call rest liao, secondly, copying is always not good, not creative at all..hahas. So, i tot of PeiJun, cos the day before, which is friday, Shy kip nudging her lap. and she shout leh. So, most ppl are scared of this mah, so i tried it...wahahaha...I suceeded! So, whenever she try to rest her arm on my shoulder, i would try to do this. So, now, she would action action lah...at the same time put her the other hand on the lap. So, she try and i'd try...hahas...This is the reason why i mention it...but also bcos Fiona kip putting her hand on my shoulder, i said that "you qi shi, bi you qi tu". Anyway, not funny hor? nvm...my jokes were nv funny. Cos my leg is alrite...understand?
Then, at abt 1.++ before 1.30pm, both Cindys and some other rest were filling up plastic bags with water for the game later. Then after finish liao hor, the brothers came and splash water on us leh. So, we started to play in the sea, splashing water on each other. All of us were wet (not all lah, i mean those who were in the sea were all wet). Then we ran up to the shore to "bi4 shui3", to avoid being splashed. Then, Siewlin told forgot hu liao to roll on the sand to make muah chee for us to see...try only. Then, Wenda saw liao hor, he started to put sand on us (those hu r wet), to make muah chee...he very happy leh, cos he's not wet. Even if throw on him also no use de. Then he came to attack me leh, actually none of the sister's business de leh, i bcame the first one to get sand attack leh. wahh....so i go back into the sea to clear away the sand. And i stayed there until Cindy called for us. It's better to be splashed than to be attack by sand. hahas...
So, cindy called liao. We went back. Very cold leh...for those who were wet. Then we play the "tortoise tortoise jump" (straight translation) hahas...Then, the next game is that come of us were called to be blindfolded and stand in the middle of the circle and try to get some water bombs and hit our opponent with the help of other grp members, they can only use shout de. Even if they can come in, i dun think they will. Then me and cindy kip getting hit leh. It's lyk only us being the one blindfolded lor...so zun...issit? dun make me lyk a fool leh...tell me. Then until Benjamin pour water on us, I took out the blindfold. Then i was looking for the one who pour water on us. Benjamin...da korkor...So, i took one water bomb and go and attack him frm the back and ran away...hahas..
After that, we played tug-o-war in the water. Nice...when the sister playing, the brothers come and help...so it's between the bros and sis...hahas...then we play according to our grp. We won and the nxt round, we decided to let the other team win so that we can hav a draw and cont to the 3rd round...hahas...And the second round, we let go of the rope and some of our opponents fall. hahas...
Then after that, we went into the water to play captain's ball or netball, whatever u want to call it. It's a nice game...I can catch the ball in any way i want, slide then fall or wateva...it's in the water anyway and it's not deep at all...for my height...anyway, i think i'm the shortest there liao...so, it's considered ok for evryone :(
Then, half-time. Zhiwei, Abi and Mag left. After they left, we din resume our game...we played on our own liao. The last part is that we play mafia. The first time tt Iwan can b trusted...he's the spy...he helped us. Iwan is a dangerous player...he's always so convincing...hahas..
Then we took a photo with the word "UthNITY" on the sand infront of us. and we went to bathe. After that, we try to finish evrything on the table so that the food won't b wasted. After finishing them, dunno y they still haven go, we took a lot of photos...they almost link evrything tt they can think of...lyk chongster, cindeship, prayer grp, bros, sis, a lot a lot arh....
Then we parted after reaching the interchange...some of us went dinner and others went home.
Haix...y did the time past so fast when we were having a fun time? study de time so slow....Honestly, this is the first time tt i find tt school is boring and dun feel lyk getting back. serious...last time, i would want holidays to b over soon. to see my frens....hahas...It's really boring lah. All my frens tok abt now is Jay Chou, songs all those...sian...me not interested.

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

Oh...no Teens Games liao...haix...nvm, anyway, i just came back frm harbourfront. Tired...thank God that I'm tired cos now... at least i can sleep early. And I'll be full of energy for the service. yeah! I'm not kidding! really thank God cos since the holidays started, I can't even have a good sleep evrynight leh...dunno y...u wanna noe wat happened? Later then i tell u...or even tmr. See how first lah. Now i really super tired....Zzzz.....

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Friday, June 24, 2005

Morning everyone!
My homework haven finish yet leh...how? Go do lah...still here for what? hahas
Well, just want to tell u that although the sharing is more for the non-christians, I've received it too. Maybe the reason is because I've never heard of how people sharechrist with others. I've only heard it once. That is last monday. Cindy took over zl to sharechrist with zl's fren. That's the first time tt I c people sharing christ.
Now very hungry leh...wahh..U! go buy something for me! no lah...jkjk, u can just stay here if you want. hahas...
Now very bored leh, only a few people online. Nvm, after a few minutes, I'm goin to get ready to go support them liao.
I want to cut my hair!! If not, it's goin to get bushy...hahas...really lor.
This post is a short one...happy? but later? dunno leh...hahas...
oh! by the way, Happy Blessed birthday to Shiyin...You are growing older liao....wahaha...while I'm still a 13 yer old kid. wahahaha...God bless you...Receive all your blessings from God liao mah? If you say no...I noe y, u haven prayed for it. Go pray for your blessings lah, still here...haiyo...hahas..jkjk

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Today i want to share a story with you. Yes, it's again frm the sharing. But this time, no worries... U will not hav headache with my grammar liao...i found it...if u want to know more, u can go to http://www.wheaton.edu/bgc/archives/GUIDES/277.htm#3 cos i cut some parts to make it short and to focus on the topic lah. k?
This story is abt Jim Elliot ( dunno James or Jim lah, some say James, some say Jim), October 8, 1927, in Portland, to Fred and Clara L. Elliot, one of three brothers in a family which included Robert, Herbert, and a sister, Jane. His father was an itinerant non-sectarian evangelist in the Puget Sound area and his mother conducted a chiropractic practice. Their home was frequently visited by missionaries who were an important influence on the family. By the time he was about eight years old, Jim was aware of his salvation by Christ.

He attended Benson Polytechnic High School, 1941-1945, majoring in architectural drawing and participating in sports with the goal of building his body for the rigors of missionary life. He also began preaching during these years. In his senior year, he was elected vice president of his class.

Jim chose to attend Wheaton College because of his brother Bob's recommendation; he enrolled in the fall of 1945 with the goal of total commitment to God and the active pursuit of the disciplines involved. He was granted a scholarship and worked part-time to support his studies. Elliot joined the wrestling team at Wheaton and made varsity in his freshman year. He began speaking to youth groups in the Wheaton area, and in his junior year began a journal as another means of spiritual discipline. In the summer of that year, 1947, he stayed six weeks in Mexico with the missionary family of his friend, Ron Harris. There he learned Spanish and felt his own call directed toward mission work in Latin America.

In June of 1950, Elliot spent several weeks in Norman, OK, at the Summer Institute of Linguistics, sponsored by Wycliffe Bible Translators. There he worked with a former missionary to the Quichua Indians of Ecuador and first heard of the remote and much-feared Huaorani tribe in that country. [The name commonly used for the tribe at the time was "Auca" and this was the name by which they were called in almost all the literature of the time period.] His response was immediate and, after a ten-day period of prayer for guidance, Elliot wrote to Dr. Wilfred Tidmarsh in Ecuador offering to come to that field. A recently abandoned station, Shandia, established for work with the Quichua Indians, was in need of staff.

Preparations to leave for Ecuador occupied the second half of 1951; included was an itinerary through the East speaking to acquaint Plymouth Brethren there with the work and to raise support from those groups. Elliot and Fleming sailed to Ecuador on the Santa Juana on February 4, 1952, and Jim made his first journal entry on February 27 in Quito. Elisabeth Howard arrived in Quito in April, 1952, to study language, tropical diseases, and medical work.

In June, the first aerial search of the Oriente territory where the Shandia station and the Quichua and Huaorani tribes were located was made from the Mission Aviation Fellowship station at Shell Mera. Huaoranis had recently killed five persons in that area. Shell Mera had been abandoned by Shell Oil Company as too dangerous a location because of the Huaoranis' hostility and the killing of Shell personnel. Elliot and Fleming moved to Shandia in September 1952.

With the assistance of MAF pilot, Nathanael "Nate" Saint, Elliot and McCully located the first Huaorani huts in the jungle near Arajuno in September 1955. The Huaoranis had recently killed a mother and two children in this area. This sighting firmed determination of the men to attempt contact, and weekly "drops" of gifts to the Huaoranis from the plane were begun in October. As plans developed, Roger Youderian, a missionary working in Jivaria, was asked to join the men. Pete Fleming was the fifth man of the group hoping to make contact with the tribe.

Using a battery-operated speaker, the men made thirteen trips over the area, broadcasting words of friendship in the Huaorani language and dropping such gifts as buttons, a kettle, a machete, and tinted photographs of each man. The Huaoranis responded by sending back a parrot and feathered head-dresses in the drop bucket. Encouraged by these responses, the men decided to find a suitable landing strip for the plane. They selected a sandy beach, which they named "Palm Beach", on the Curaray River and made a successful landing on January 2, 1956. After four trips to bring in a radio and other supplies, they built a tree shelter and began shouting Huaorani phrases into the jungle. Four days later, two Huaorani women and a young Huaorani man came out of the jungle. They appeared friendly, and "George" was given a brief ride in the airplane. The following day was spent quietly and without contacts.

On Sunday, January 8, after songs, prayers, and a service, the men radioed their wives at 12:30 p.m. that contacts were expected by mid-afternoon and they would radio again at 4:30 p.m. When there was no radio message at that hour, a search and rescue operation began. Flight over the area showed a damaged plane, and a ground search party left for the area. Planes and a helicopter from the Ecuadorian Air Force and the U. S. Army, Air Force, and Navy flew in for aerial search. The ground and air groups met on January 13 at Curaray Beach.

Jim Elliot's body was found downstream with three others. They had been killed by wooden lances and machetes, and the plane's fabric was ripped off and body damaged. Nate Saint's watch had stopped at 3:12 p.m. Because of the danger of another Huaorani attack, the burial service lasted only three minutes. The Army party came out by canoe or helicopter over a two-day period, spending one day trekking through Huaorani territory.

The deaths of the five men--Jim Elliot, Ed McCully, Pete Fleming, Nate Saint, and Roger Youderian-were reported world-wide, and they were regarded by many as twentieth-century martyrs. Elisabeth Elliot returned to Shandia and resumed the work of her husband. She subsequently wrote three books about the mission work and its consequences: Through Gates of Splendor, a biography of her husband, Shadow of The Almighty, and The Savage My Kinsman. She also edited The Journals of Jim Elliot. Elisabeth Elliot and Rachel Saint went to live with the Huaorani group in 1959. One of the Huaorani tribe members later explained to the missionaries that "George" had told them that the white men planned to eat them, and that they would not otherwise have killed the men.

This is the story of Jim Elliot. There's more but i cut it out. Tmr then i explain to you. The post too long liao and me waiting for shy to explain to me...hahas

oh...btw, blessed birthday to shy again:)

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Why Jesus is better than santa?

Santa lives at the North Pole ... JESUS is everywhere.
Santa rides in a sleigh ... JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water.
Santa comes but once a year. JESUS is an ever present help.
Santa fills your stockings with goodies ... JESUS supplies all your needs.
Santa comes down your chimney uninvited ... JESUS stands at your door and knocks, and enters your heart.
You have to wait in line to see Santa ... JESUS is as close as the mention of His name.
Santa lets you sit on his lap ... JESUS lets you rest in His Arms.
Santa doesn't know your name, all he can say is "Hi little boy or girl, what's your name?" ... JESUS knew our name before we did. Not only does He know our name, He knows our history and future, and He even knows our hearts & how many hairs are on our heads.
Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly ... JESUS has a heart full of love, grace, mercy & forgiveness.
All Santa can offer is HO HO HO ... JESUS says "Cast your cares on me for I care for you." Santa's little helpers make toys ... JESUS makes a new life, mends wounded hearts, repairs broken homes and builds mansions.
Santa may make you chuckle but ... JESUS gives you joy that is your strength.
While Santa puts gifts under your tree ... JESUS became our gift and died on the cross,For you & for me.

It's obvious there is really no comparison. We need to remember WHO Christmas is all about. We need to put CHRIST back in Christmas, Jesus is still the reason for the season.

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Thursday, June 23, 2005

I remember that time Vivien they all de last time in church, Kris said that we shudn't be so sad...Cos maybe God has plans for them and maybe God will bring us to them in anyway...i dunno...u want to ask, ask God lah...Anyway, i think it's quite true lor.
One example.. we saw them on tuesday after our Captain's ball match. Juz that i forgot to mention only...hahas...
Then hor, another example. That is...erm...this 1, no one noes abt this. I'm actually in student care last time de. Now, i manage to get out of that "cage" liao. Tt time de "principal" is haix...supervisor...even more haiz...Then, there is this teacher call teacher wanni...Then one day she left us...as in go away frm this centre liao la. Then i tot i wud nv b able to see her again. erm...i dun think i tot of tt b4, cos when someone leaves, u dun nd to think and u noe tt the chance of seeing tis person is very small...so i din think of so much. It's lyk...ok byebye....and that's the end.
But then, when i return to the house of God, which is BOL in nov 2003. My mother's fren, which is also in our church de lah...noe her frm church de...start to tell us abt her daughter. Then toktoktok, she said that last time her doctor was a teacher in a student care in cck. So my mom ask....oh issit? what is the name of the student care? auntie susan (the fren) replied Angel Learning House...(actually, at first not call Angel Learning House. I lyk the past better, i missed it man...but too bad, i can't go back. If u wanna noe my life there...my 3-4 yers there...ask me nxt time)
Then i was thinking, u sure or not? dun bluff me leh...i hun4 there for a long time liao leh...being the oldest there...other than teachers...So, i ask her...wat's her name? Then auntie susan replied ...wanni
me...oh...teacher wanni arh...
and that's my story...I still somehow kip in contact...not me and her kip in contact lah, my mom and her mom lah...hahas...same lah. hahas...So, nv think tt u wun see this person ever...again.
wahh...an ant juz bit me...see...me so "sweet"..wahahaha

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Just came back frm the Teens games..today is floorball de. Just let you know the results lah, nothing to talk abt. We lost all 3 matches today...6 matches...all lost. But today, we break our record...we manage to score 1 point in 6 matches...hahas. But they did their best le. This time, i'm not goin to tell you what happened throughout the whole day, but me want to share with u wat is shared today before the matches begin...
Let's see...where shud i start..hmm...Start with toking abt the white T-shirt de design first...yes, it's part of the sharing. In front of the t-shirt is "No Rules" behind is "says who". Well, the guy hu's sharing is quite funny lor. There is two dilema in this No Rules Says Who thing lah.
Firstly, of cos, most of us dun lyk to hav rules in games. Let's see what happened if there's no rules... Give u some example lah. Your opponent if not happy with you arh, can hit you with the sticks and say "sorry arh..."and back to his game. and your leg or wherever it is hit will break lor. Another example is if u r a good player, then u dribble the ball away and your opponent see liao, they start to bring out a ball frm their pockets and play with it. Soon, evryone is playing with their own balls. And u wud start to think " Why lyk that de? Lyk that how to play?" And you will feel that having rules is better. This is the first dilema...about the rules.
The second dilema is about the person who set the rules. The one who hav the authority. Actually, i already forget liao...:P but i try to remember... The example is that if you are the player on court and the referee kip blowing the whistle and say tt u foul. Then you dun lyk the referee...then....i forget liao...sorry...u can go check out wif the other ppl who's there...:(
But then, i only forget this one, i remember the rest...i think. Let's start. Evryone of us already have rules in us. That is our conscious. dunno whether it's spelled lyk tt..but nvm. It's God, our creator who put this in us. Example...when a baby boy is in front of us, we wudn't kill it lah. But if u kill it liao and stand there and nod your head and say " good, that's rite" u rn't human! hahas...anyway, not i say 1...is tt guy say 1...quite true...hahas...another example is that when u c a small boy being bullied...this is quite funny too...when u c a small boy being bullied, u wud probaly say " if u want to bully, dun bully him lah (with index finger pointing to the boy), bully(with your fingers pointing yourself) him lah (fingers turned to the person behind) hahas... That's our conscious. But some people just hide their conscious, they knew that they shudn't do all this but they juz wei2 bei4 liang2 xin1 and do all this. Lyk, when we noe that we shudn't lie to our younger bros and sis, as in siblings, but you still lie. This...of cos...makes us sin.
So, Jesus became the mediator between God and man. Example....i giv a name lah...the referee is call G...a player on court is call M. Nice name hor? hahas... G is a good referee, eye sharp sharp, when c ppl foul, he will not close one eyes, he will blow the whistle. And then, this M arh, purposely foul, hit another player. So, G blow whistle, giv red card, tell M that he's out. So, the team manager, named J come out. He represents both the YFC ( youth for christ) and the team. Cos, he's the team manager, so he represent YFC. he represent the team cos it's his members...So, he plead for M so that M nd not get kicked out. But G is a good referee leh, so he say no! so J say "I represent him lah, he stay and i get kicked out" in order for M to stay in court. Just in case u r wondering, team manager can also play in the game. :)
So, do u get the illustration? if u dun...nvm, i explain. God is like the referee...He's righteous, justice...when man sins, He wud not close one eye. He will punish them, surely! Man is represented by M in the illustration lah. Man sins, the punishment is not just being kicked out of God's kingdom that simple...it's death! So, Jesus volunteered Himself and tell God that He want to kang2 tis for us, He wants to die for us. and there He is, on the cross....but three days later He is risen! Amen! If man die arh, tell u...dun even think of getting out of the tomb lah...die then die liao. bcos Jesus is God, He is risen...Amen! He got the victory over death!!
Man is accountable for what he did. Maybe you would think tt "Hey! I dun believe in God, so i nid not b accountable to Him" You are wrong! evryone is accountable. and the results is either death or eternal life. Well, evryone sins, so death lah...But then, here is Jesus. Believe in Him and all ur sins wud b forgiven. God will forgive and forget. And here comes eternal life... Eternal life dun mean that you wud not die lah. you wud still die...in this body, this cover that God gave u. But ur spirit wud b with God in His kingdom foreva. Well, i can get on and on if i continue...If u want to know more...tell me and i bring u to church, and u wud noe abt these. Anyway
Eternal life...Do you want it?
There's a song...next time when i'm free, i'll share with u all. :) as in...the meaning...
If you want eternal life, open the doors of your heart and receive the Lord now. Like I said, God is knocking at the door of your heart now, open it, won't you?

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Just woke up from my sleep. Same as last week, straight after my piano lesson, i went to sleep. But better this time, din waste too much time, woke up at ard 11++. Cos I only had 5 hours of sleep. Nvm, stop toking abt y i kip sleeping. Really muz go and pray that i'd b lyk the past, once i lie down, i can enjoy my sleep. If not, school reopens liao hor, i would have to da3 ke1 shui4 liao. hahas...Very hungry leh, but very lazy to go buy lunch..haix...nvm lah.
Anyway, i missed out something for yesterday's Teens Games. Not about the game anymore, it's abt the sharing. I think it's more for those non-christians. But i din say it's not for me arh...The sharing also reminded me of something...God loves me. Evrytime when i cry, not bcos i sad then cry, it's bcos "bei4 sheng4 lin2 chong1 man3". The first time, i can still remember... The date, what happened, what I'm doin and so on...I feel so shuang, my heart feels so empty after all the crying. Anyway, back to the topic, Frm evrytime I cry....Pastor James and other pastor and some other ppl, will always come to my side and say to me "Wan Xuan, Jesus love you...dun b fooled by anything that says that Jesus dun loves u..." Then for pastor James, he not only say this, he also said" quiet down now and allow God to tok to you...enjoy His prescence" and then he will ask me to follow him to pray while I'm still lying there. Whenever I tot of this, I 'd feel lyk crying...dunno y. Maybe u think tt it's a bit embarrasing to cry in front of others...not only cry, but also very loud leh. But then, i was enjoying. Cos, now hor, i cry also cannot cry until lyk tt de...at most only tears...hahas...nvm...Back to the sharing.
The person told us a story abt a father and a son. When the son haven come out yet, the doctor told them tt their child would be little unnormal, and cud only live for two years. But they still want to keep the child. When the child comes out, he's paralysed...I think only the head can move. He need him parents to do evrything for him. He can only communicate by putting something on his head, something with something sticking out on the top, so, he use it to type on the keyboard to communicate.
Then when the child is 20+ years old, he saw an advertisement abt Iron Man competition and he wants to take part. So, he told his dad. And his dad dun even dare to think of taking part, cos u've to run 5km(think so), swim dunno how long(distance) in the sea, and cycle for also dunno how long....forget liao lah...all u've to noe tt it's super long. But bcos of his son, he took part with his son. He install something on his bike to put his son there, he tie something on his back to put his son there while swimming, he make a wheelchair and run with his son. They did this for a year, as in they keep practising, training up until the competition starts.
So, they went for the competition. They did evrything and come in last. But the son is still very happy. So, when a reporter interview them, the reporter said "maybe uwud be the top ten without your son." But then the father said"what r u toking abt? I wun even dare take part of this competition without my son's motivation."
This is the story that we heard. God loves us becos we are His children. He gave everything to us. Like what is said in Psalm 8:4-8 :
4 what is man that you are mindful of him , and the son of man that you care for him?
5 Yet you have made him a little lower than the heavenly beings and crowned him with glory and honour.
6 You have given him dominion over the works of your hands; you have put all things under his feet,
7 all sheep and oxen, and also the beasts of the field,
8 the birds of the heavens, and the fish of the sea, whatever passes along the paths of the seas.
These are the verses that came upon me last nite. Then this reminded me of the sharing. So, i'm here to blog:P back to where i am
God even gave His only Son to us (John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life)
God is a righteous God, he can't leave sinners unpunished, but he loves us and wants us to be with him eternally. But, we can't offer up ourselves to God when we r full of sins, we can only offer up ourselves when we are holy.
ok lah, imagine it yourself...If someone give you a bottle of water, the water is super clean de...the best water that you can find, even better than the Newater. Maybe you would want. But then, if the person add a drop of toilet bowl de water and gives u to drink...would you still want it? No rite? Just a drop and it makes the whole thing unclean, no one wants it. Same for us. Even we only sin once in our lifes (it's impossible tt it's onle once), we are still unholy. Rite?
So, God let His Son to die for us on the cross!! talking abt the cross, I was reminded by an email on the pain that Jesus went through. I forward it out and ZL came back to me and tok to me abt it. Yes, Even b4 the nail goes in, i die liao...bei4 xia4 si3...really lor. U go and try it with a smal nail and c lah...But Jesus is nailed with a bigbig nail...remember this. Pain leh! I can't imagine...it's beyond imagination. But y Jesus dun want to juz stay with His Father and juz sit on His throne and enjoy Himself? Yet, He came down to suffer on the cross...for what? for us! If He din die, the one hu die is me and you!! God loves us so much...Can you feel it now? If you cannot, you r heartless. If you still thinks that maybe Jesus died for us on the cross is juz bcos that he wants to let evryone sees that He is risen and give glory to Him, you go and look for someone...ok lah...u can take out the risen part and u can say that ppl gives glory to Him bcos he die for us. You go and look for your boyfren, girlfren or wateva fren and tell them to die for you now with a small nail into their hands and legs on a much more smaller cross, you go c it for youself lah...they won't die for you de...Even if you give the person the highest glory...c? that's impossible...
God's love is the greatest of all. Even if the whole world's love add up together, it can't b compared to His. Cos...some of them dun even hav love...tis four words....L...O...V...E...
God is knocking on the door of your heart now...open it, won't you?

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Came back from the captain's ball match juz now, not really lah, i came back frm shopping with them at Dhoby Gaut. let's tok abt captain's ball match first.
Our first match is with a team tt we nv tot tt we wud fight with...The Bethesda dunno what Pasir Ris de...I call it the green ppl cos they r all in green. hahas...They r strong wor...When we know our opponent is them, i dun hav any hope to win liao, only hope to break the "egg". Cos we already noe how strong they r cos we saw them last week. Got one team got 0 leh...as in when fighting with them.
But thank God lah, we still got a few points. This part i won't skip, i can bring you through the whole process. I really feel lyk toking abt it. So, sorry if i bored u...
At first, me is the "goalkip", the one hu stand on the chair. Very jia lat...Again, later i tell u what siewlin did, dun expect the same thing though...I dun dare to jump leh, as in when the ball comes..u muz jump to catch rite? When the ball haven't come, i was jumping behind the defender leh, and she turned ard and said hi to me...hahas...But when the ball comes, oh no...forget tt i was supposed to jump liao. hahas...So, Fiona got up cos she cmi liao...very tired. But then, sl also kan bu xia qu liao...cos the game is already halfway gone and we haven got a point!! She took Fiona's place to stand on the chair. Thanks to her that we break the "egg"! But in the end, we still lose lah...i can't bothered abt the score...juz noe tt we lose and we break the "egg" is enough! hahas...Even though we lose, but for me, i lose de xin fu kou fu lah...really! cos they r really a good team.
Second game is a good game too. Is...forget what's the church name liao...but the team name is Haven 2 (got lotsa team frm their church). Wait wait wait...let us be patience, let us not jump into the second match. Before the second match, which is after the first match, we went down to buy T-shirts. U! dun nd to noe wat shirt we buy...muahahahaha...jkjk Then we saw the tribal group tt we were quite afraid of. Cos of what happened and how they played last week. So, Joy got the wrong name of our second opponent, she go and ask whether they r Grace Haven 2. Oh! i remember now...they r frm salvation army! Then their name is Grace Haven mah...so they say yes lor...Then when we go back, we tell siewlin leh. And we were very scared leh. But then, thank God, we realise tt it's not them. whew... So, when we were called to get ready, we got a small chat...really small chat with our opponent, only a few lines. But this time diff, k? is off court...not on court. They realise tt we were afraid of the Grace Haven 2...and they asked us...hahas...friendly ppl arh...So, sl suggested tt we pray. So, we sat down and hold hands and get ready to pray. Before sl open her mouth, Joy was playing, she pulled her hand away and put back again and all of us were laughing. So, sl told us to stop but we can't. So, guess how she started the prayer?
sl: Lord, I pray that they will stop laughing right now.
me: ok
And all of us juz stop leh! no sound frm us leh...See! God answers our prayers...Amen! hahas...
So we pray. then after tt waitied for awhile and we start our match. Again, yes! it's me. My turn to stand on the chair... This time throughout the whole game k?
The defender at first is ok de...to me...i mean the height. But then, halfway through the match, they switch to another 1...wah seh....tall 1 leh...But then is ok lah. I dunno how they think abt the ppl hu r on court...as in running de lah. But i think the defender, the 2nd 1 is quite friendly. She turned ard and tell me something, dun tell u...hahas. nth much actually, juz dun 1 u to laugh until ur teeth drop. But to me, i'm already used to it le. So, i din care much. She keep knocking me one leh, but then she's unintentionally de lah. Then hor, got one time she hit my head. And she kept apologising...I dun lyk ppl to apologise de leh...as in if ppl dun apologise is ok to me. Cos, when ppl apologise, i've to kip saying nvm....it's ok...all tis lah...but anyway, back to where i am. Then hor, sl told me tt one time she accidentally step on her or wateva and the gal kept apologising and even sayang her leg...hahas...
Then after the match, we went down to their canteen. We sat there and start to tok abt the second match. Joy kip making us laugh, want to noe wat she say, go ask her. Cos, she say lotsa things...all abt the match and I dunno how to put in lah. Then we started singing and so on. Then we got our shirts. Then skip skip skip...but din skip tt much...we got ready our things to go off, we saw our 2nd opponents. The defender and the other 1 hu go all the way for the ball. We introduced ourselves and tok awhile...this time, not really awhile... hahas...i really enjoy making frens. with friendly ppl. hahas...Oh! b4 i forget, let me tell u wat sl did. sl, this time, did not do wat she "promised" as in to say look at me!! this time she shout across the court and say" WanXuan! jump! gan gan tiao! hahas...
Then we went to Dhoby Gaut to shop n hav our dinner. We had our dinner at abt 5++....early hor? but nvm. Then we went to shop. The first shop tt we went to is SPOTLIGHT! hahas....fun in there....we kept laughing. we took their things and played with it. Giv u some examples...hope tt u will laugh too. We took their things and play ard with it as in decorate ourselves...not really ourselves..only fiona and joy. Maybe i show u the picture later. Then got one time, zl, fiona and joy was playing with the feathers and kana scolded...hahas...but we din giv up..we got the perseverance rite? lol....hahas...After tt, got another time is that we play with the boxes there. We took the boxes frm big to small and we put the smaller ones into the bigger 1, as in example...i giv u a big box, u open, a smaller 1, u open again, a smaller 1...those kind...understand? then we play liao hor, we din bother to put evrything back. We juz leave it there...aww....i feel so bad now...
Then, oso got one time, oso in the shop, they took a santa de hat and put it on my head...they say tt i look cute with it...hahas...Then they want to take a pict. So, i juz stand there...with a sian diao de look and they took, but then not satisfied, delete! Then, on the hat got two sides mah...one got the word nice and the other naughty. So, Fiona saw that the word shown is nice and she turned it ard and it bcomes naughty. So, they took pict. again. But then oso not happy. Then, they din take liao...noe y? i tell u...the staff is bhind...hahas....they very scared and quickly put back evrything and we quickly siam...hahas...fun...i din noe tt shopping is so fun...in tt sense....hahas
Well, it's really a fun day. it's always so fun when i hang ard with them. hahas...
very tired now...but i still bothered to blog...nice hor? hahas

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Monday, June 20, 2005

went to support them at bball today. Before the game, there was sharing. The sharing is abt plan in your life...something lyk tt lah. The person use Michael Jordan and dunno wat's his name, only noe tt he's called The Emerald. Two bball players. Which 1 do you think is better?
Well, the person say tt michael jordan has good plans in the game but not in his life. He's involved in lotsa lawsuits. lots? i dunno lah, juz noe tt he got a few... And he kept retiring and come back and retire and come back and retire...But then, this person, The Emerald, i think is name is David dunno wat, he's a christian, he not juz has good plans in the game but also his life. So, the whole thing is something lyk that lah...
We got into the semi-final or final...dunno lah. We din win though. But it's a good game. 2 vs 0 We lost of cos 0 lah...c...it's a good game rite? The last game, tat is the final or semi-final, is an exciting game. Both side r good. When the other team de is shooting, we'll b lyk dun go in, dun go in...bad hor? well, game is lyk tt. hahas... Then hor, when the other team shoot liao hor, we wld look at the ball, if it din go in, we'd heave a sigh of relieve...whew...The whole game is exciting...shiok arh! nv c b4 such a nice and exciting match. MVP valentine not counted lah...show only mah...hahas.
Regretted that u aren't there or not? hahas...no lah, jkjk
k lah...cannot tok to u so much liao..If not, it's goin to b very long...hahas...God bless

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Hey, i three days nv blog liao leh...but this time not i guai, is that i got nothing to blog. hahas...i'm always online!! can't u see? hahas
Really got nothing to blog until i step out of the house.
Friday, shiyin they all got rock climbing... Then hor, they all were shouting. Your left!! Your left!! Your right!! your right!! right hand! left hand! right leg! left leg! lol....they all were really shouting until lyk that lor. Then Kris was bz taking photos. All of us took a few photos there after all their climbing...hahas
Tell u something arh, i dun really lyk to take photo de leh. Cos i if i take photo, i'll spoil it. As in the whole picture would b nice until u c me...really! i dunno how to pose or wateva de lah. Either u take natural de or dun take. I'm lyk tt de. If i see camera, i run liao...hahas.
Friday is also a short day...as in spending time in the games there.
Saturday, I'm sure u not interested cos i went for my training and my grandma's hse. Not interested rite? hahas
Sunday, it's ok lah. Not too bad. In the morning, we got prayer meeting. Before shiyin they all come...nvm lah. i start from the bus interchange lah...hahas
I reach the interchange at about 7.5+...ard here lah, cos i supposed to meet shiyin they all at 8.10am for prayer meeting. Then i saw a familiar face walking towards me and waving towards me at the same time. ok, it's huimin lah...somehow can't recognise her...:P hahas...So, we boarded the bus together. Then when we reach church liao, no one there except for the worship team lah... xin chuan dao and some others were there. Well, when i say no one is ard, it means that there is no one tt i'm familiar with is ard...understand? hahas...So, xin chuan dao saw us and told huimin to b an usherer...hahas...so, while michelle and xiao cindy was chatting over there(met michelle outside church, cindy came later), i went to chat with huimin...kip her entertain...hahas. Cos at tt time, not much ppl coming in mah. So, after a while, she went to the mirror and look at the mirror, and ppl juz went in...oh hor...shi1 zhi3 arh...hahas. So, she told me to pass it to that the person de, but i dun want. So, she passed it herself. B4 she's back, more ppl came in...hahas. so she very kanchiong. she quickly pass the handouts to them and pull me in as well. She said she's afraid that more ppl will come in and she will b very kanchiong. So, she gav me some and i help her lor. After that, shiyin they all come liao, i "fire" huimin and went for my prayer meeting...hahas.
Then service...
Then cap's ball for awhile...
Then lunch...
Then bible study...Abi bought something for us frm Bintan. She always buy things for us...so good...hahas...when ppl giv u something, u muz say tt she's good mah...hahas...
Then i went down to play badminton with the kids. It's really the kids.. as in i dun consider elijah , zi ai they all as kids lah...cos they always play with me. if i say they kids, i'ld b one...hahas...no lah...jkjk Elijah and Zi Ai they all went home early cos of some reasons...dun tell u...if not, i'm going out of the topic and make u all bored liao. u want to noe, ask me nxt time. So, no one play with me. And when i go down, i saw nicholas and gabriel playing badminton. So, i play with them lor. winner in loser out. That's the way tt i use when i want to play...hahas...bully kids..no lah, nicholas quite good lah.
Then, went to look for them at the bball court and play with them. Play bball, some playing volleyball, and some dunno wat they playing. Anyway, they enjoy themselves...i guess..hahas...then we had a game of mafia. It's always very long de and the game master always very sian...bored by our "arguments"...hahas...
Then, went to mac to hav ice cream, then went home. hahas...i try liao...to make tis short. short enuff or not?

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Thursday, June 16, 2005

Here am i, blogging again. But this time, different. hahas...
Came back from the Teens Games...floorball, juz now. Well, it's really exciting! It's lyk watching soccer lyk that. hahas.
We also saw some that take part in Cap's ball taking part in floorball too and they r quite pro too. I think some of them were once our opponents. As in in Cap's ball.
Anyway, it's really lyk soccer lor. It's lyk the ball go go go frm one side to another and then when it almost got into the goal, but cheh...wasted...ppl will say aiya....hahas....then when they score a good goal, a nice 1, a beautiful 1, a handsome 1 (got beautiful muz also hav handsome mah...hahas), they will clap until very loud and use something to hit against the "stairs" where we sat.
Some people really score until very nice...hahas...really!!
Although we din win, it's ok de...din win din win lor....wat can u do...aiyo...hahas
We will work harder nxt time!
yup! jia you jia you jia you!! When zhiliang saw tis, or heard tis, he will say " dun 1 lah, will hav more pimples de" hahas...funny arh...He toks a lot this few days. hahas...now i'm going to hav a nice meal liao...either at PH or eating sushi...byebye! God bless ya...they r "blowing" me liao...hahas

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Thank God that yesterday, there's some problems with my internet connection that I can't go online the whole day. And so, I finished the whole maths homework liao. So, thank God. But I still have lots to go...:( Although a bit sad that i can't go online yesterday arh, but i still thank God lah. cos I'll b wasting my time here. :P
Yesterday had my piano lesson in the morning. Then i almost doze off...hahas...But i din k...Then after piano lesson, i went back to sleep. It's abt 12++ that i slept. Guess what time i wake up? 5.30PM!!! arh...i wasted 5 hours by sleeping. hahas. I din noe i slept for such a long time.
Later going to meet up with them and go support them in the Teens Games..floorball. Nothing much to say anyway. Juz want to tell u that I want to thank God that I can't go online and i slept for a long time only...hahas...This wud b a short post...hahas...k lah, cannot stay here for too long liao...bye. God bless

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Well, forget to tell u all. I've got back my theory results which i took it in March. I passed. Merit? No! Distinction? No! pass? Yes! Well...almost got a merit, 5 more marks...Can it b counted as almost? dunno lah...
K, not really that disappointed anyway. It's better than i had imagined. Thank God...:P

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Today our turn to play in the Teens Games liao. hahas...luckily not basketball, is captain's ball. Well, it's not by luck though. hahas
You want me to tell u evrything? I can leh, but scared u all bored lah. Cos sometimes feel too high will lyk tt de. Cos when something happen, sure got other things happen b4 it happened, so got link, so got a lot of things to tok lah. k lah...nvm lah, dun understand oso nvm, doesn't matter...
Today early in the morning, erm...not really early actually, it's abt 10am, i rush off to YT MRT station to meet up with the rest. They said tt they will meet up with each other at 10am mah, so i estimated the time lah. Still got a bit time, so, i went to buy a waffle to eat. Even though got time lah, but better to be early than late mah, so i rush lor. Went up liao, waiting with God's words. with arh...not for. But if "for" is coming, i would receive it. hahas...Understand or not?
Nvm lah, skip this part, it's not really important. So, we took the MRT and alight at Clementi. So, we start our "treasure hunt". Hunting for MGS(P)..hahas...U want to noe how we hunted for it? i can tell u, but well, dun think u wud lyk to noe. So, haha, skip! I think u all r sian liao, i want to tok but kip skipping...hahas
Finally reach le, we register...as in siewlin gav us the forms and we juz filled them and she did the rest. So, when she is doin the admin stuffs, me and the rest were sitting down there...on the floor. So, me and Fiona were playing with shadows with our hands. Later she dun play liao, then i realised that Zhiliang oso playing. ok, he's playing so what? u wud ask...ya, so what? i juz said it for fun! This is my blog, i dun care...hahas...jkjk. Dun b offended arh...
So, we went to the hall. Cindy, Zhiliang and wenda went to buy some things. As we r watching the first match, we were waiting for our schedule cos the schedule will come out only after the first match. So, wait lor. Then the result come out liao...guess i won't skip much now. So, we wait for our turn, it's juz 3-4 matches away. Our turn liao...hey ppl, what do u want me to say abt the match? we throw here and there and then catch the ball...and blah and blah...hahas...nth to say lah...but this match we lost lah...yup, lost by a few scores...the score is quite near anyway, it din exceed 10. I tell u what siewlin did after the toking abt the two matches...hahas
Then after the match, actually they wanted to go walk walk de. But then, some of us want to observe our nxt opponent. So, we stayed for awhile and watch. Dun tell u how issit leh...hahas...After watching them played, we walked to the central there and get some ice-cream, burgers and stuff for a bite. Sl called Fiona to ask her how many matches has passed. After that, we decided to walk back. As we were walking back, Fiona called again and tell us that 1 more match and it's our turn. So, we bcame very kan chiong leh. We rushed back without running...hahas. On the way back, when we were crossing the traffic, we saw out nxt opponent. They smiled to us and wave to us. Looking at tis, we noe, they noe tt we are their opponent liao. We were sure they were lyk us, observing them and they did the same. That's y, they noe us. But anyway, when we reach the skoo de gate liao hor, sl told us that we r not going up the nxt match, i think Fiona heard wrongly or wateva. hahas...rush for nothing..nvm lah
In between the two matches, i guess u wud b interested to noe lah. We sat in the middle, waiting for our turn to come. So, we sat there and watch the matches. At first, we were facing the boys' court, watching the boys playing. Later, we turned ard to watch the girls play. Got a team arh...some say scary, some say.....You noe hor, their team got a girl laugh until...eww...bone shivering de leh. Very loud leh. Then hor, they use elbow to attack ppl when playing de leh. Then hor, the same girl hu laughed very loud, bcame the temporaily "chairstander", then hor, she called her teamates straight across the court from there and told her to attack them using the elbow, she even did the action...u noe? It's really....hahas...anyway, forget abt tis...next!
The second match, we r playing in the boys' court, as in one court boys play and the other, girls. Our second match is the last match of the day liao. Let's tok abt the second match. I love it, man!
Our opponents are really friendly. I'm the one standing on the chair for the second match mah. So, the defender who's defending me was toking to me leh...so, i oso tok to her lah...not much lah. All of them r friendly, hope to be their friends...really. Their team is Yishun Lutheran...something lyk that, hope i din get it wrong. Tis match is fun leh. We won this time and the score is 7:5. They r quite good lah. Actually, they shud hav won cos they always got the chance to shoot. Always got the ball de. But, all thanks to sl, her denfending is good man...she jump and jump and they wasted chances and chances. Well, it's a good match anyway. Thank God.
Now, i tell u what sl did. She did it for both matches. When she got the ball, she will point her fingers towards her eyes(signalling) and shout"Look at me!!" hahas...funn arh.
After that, when walking back to the central as some of us goin to hav dinner and some goin home, we started to tok abt what happened. We tok abt the second match most. When i told them that I "chat" with the defender, they were oh-hor-ing me leh. Wenda said"oh hor....distract!!" in a kidding manner la.
So dinner. Cindy, Fiona and Joy went home while Wenda, Cindy, Sl, me, Zhiliang, Fabien, huimin, shiyin and iwan. Dun ask how they appear lah. juz noe tt they r there with us. So, we tok abt the match again. Then when i told huimin that i was "chatting" with the defender. She kinda try to imagine wat i told the defender leh. She imagined that she is me...."
""hey! look there...see! my church members leh...they r here to support us." so, the defender will turn ard to look at cindy they all while the ball comes in. and catch the ball." hahas...she still dais others lah...but dun quite remember.
Thank God for today's matches...and thank God that I'm the first to alight today...finally...hahas...It's fun! really!

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Monday, June 13, 2005

Now i realised that gals can actually b more violent than boys.
We went to support Clement, Wenda, Zhiliang and zl's fren today for the teens games, basketball at Aljunied today. While waiting for their turn, we watch some matches of other teams. Boys are already counted as violent from what we saw in the court liao lor, but then the gals were even violent arh. very kong3 bu4 leh.
Then hor, when it is Clement they all de turn(1st match), we were sitting on a bench mah, then there were some ppl bhind us watching the match oso. One of them said that our team (clement they all) very friendly. Dunno y lah. But i think is bcos Clement apologise after hitting someone...i guess cos after he apologised, the guy said tis. hahas...
The first match, lose lah. Second match oso lose lah. Then we were waiting for the third match.
It's very long lor. So, wenda borrowed the bible from me. So, he anyhow flip the bible and stop at somewhere and read it. Guess what? I think God is speaking to us lor. He turned until 2 Chronicles 20:18-23. You go read it urself lah. It's abt war lah. They give thanks to the Lord and they won the war. Something related to this match. Our match in the court is lyk a battle lah...understand hor?
After that, the third match, guess what? the team(LOL) that we were supposed to "fight" with actually went home. We won tis match just lyk tt leh...thank God.
Last time i really wonder will God speak to us as in......dunno how to say lah. Lyk what hazel did lah. She prayed and anyhow flip the bible and stop. And she would look for the answer from the Lord. Yup, i wonder if it works. Today, it proves that it works. Nothing is impossible with God.

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I'm back! frm Zi Ai's hse...Got missed me or not? no arh? :( hahas
Let's see..wat i can tell u abt. I'm sure u r not interested in wat we do in their hse hor? so, forget abt it. Still got wat arh...hmm...aha! ID service...
Got a special speaker, Brother Hanson(think is spelt lyk tt bah). Psalms 1...I juz memorised them, not really wonder y Pastor John wants us to memorise them last time, din really go and understand it. haiz... But thank God, today, i understand it liao... The sermon is abt importance of God's word and drawing near to God.
Then hor, he prayed for us, one by one leh. God speaks to him leh. He asked some questions, then he prayed for me. He's the same age as my mom leh. But then hor, he got 5 children...more than my mom...hahas
Sunday leh? erm...special...the worship team change place liao...they all go onto the stage. Then still got some candles de. To rest...They dimmed the lights and light the candles. Then hor, i noticed tt the speaker always will "tell stories" during his sermon...as in real life de lah...how God works in his family and frens life. hahas...today de theme hor, erm...i got read b4 in a book.
Faith...to tell u the truth. It's difficult. But I will not fall away de! I will carry on. How good will that be if i've a great great faith in God. Then hor, no matter what happens hor, i can still laugh. hahas....really! How great would that be. I mean faith that comes out from the heart, not from the mind hor.
Today, ok lah, tok abt wat happened minutes ago...
Wenda called me and asked me to join them tmr to support Clement they all, bball match. So, i agreed even though i noe there's training tmr in skoo. I dunno y lah, i juz tot i can "fly" there straight after training. But then, thank God! I asked my senior juz now and she said training cancelled! Halllujah! I dun hav to fly liao...hahas...Thank God! Lyk what minmin said, God is good all the time!! Amen! i haven't even prayed abt it leh...God juz....God is so so good! Come to Him all u people! for He is good! Amen

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Thursday, June 09, 2005

Had a small gathering today with my frens...my x-frens frm dlss and st's "bf" today...we played bball and badminton together...
st's bf hor...dunno call zheng wat...he very "shy" leh. Not really lah, say he shy cos he dun talk much...in front of st. I noe lah, maybe u all laughing, tot tt i was kidding abt st's bf...but dun care lah, she claim tt tt was he bf then her bf lor...hahas.
Anyway, we din had a good time for badminton cos of the wind. Tat's why when u want a good match, u dun play outdoor...it's really shao xing. nvm...we still hav our bball. we as in me, ym, st and her bf. Then at abt 3, we called suxann and she came down to join us. She's a good basketballer. I think she can handle the four of us lor. But we still play fair la, 2 on 3. the first match, we hav suxann and st in a team, the rest of us in another team lah, of cos! But i think they win bah, i forget liao. The second match, we did it purposely, put st and her "bf" together in a team. hahas...2 on 3 but it's a bit unfair cos suxann shud b in the 2 ppl team cos she pro mah, but in order to "match st and him" up, no choice lah...we always do tis when someone claim tt someone is his/her gf/bf. Naughty arh...hahas...I think it's a bit wu liao leh...so young tok abt bf...rite? hahas
Then, st left at 4. We continue playing wif another boy, dunno hu's tat anyway. juz play lor. But play until halfway, the rain...so, we went to the void deck but then when we sit down, it stopped! hahas...
So, all of us left...ge4 zou3 ge4 de...hahas...
At 6, ym asked me to go out again to play bball again. So, go lor...went there and found tt there were so many ppl. Suxann join them. They asked if i want to join in too but i rejected...cos it's a bit kong3 bu4 lor. So many ppl. So, me and ym went to the other half of the court to play shooting. Then hor, play until halfway, those ppl chong until here...so many ppl chong here leh, we shan arh..hahas...this happened, repeatedly...we keep shan and shan cos it's a bit too kong bu liao lor...there r more than 10 ppl playing lor...maybe even more than 15...all chong here leh. hahas...at 7, came back.
Had quite a good time wif them. Frenship is always so precious. Hope tt we will not lose this frenship, hope tt we can come out together more often.
haix..dunno whether i can blog for the nxt 3 days or not, cos i goin my couz's hse. strict arh...dun miss me too much hor..hahas

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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Just came back frm the chalet and found out that the whole house is empty, except for some hamsters...dunno where my sis go oso...nvm lah...actually, nothing to tok abt lah, jus 1 2 share wif u all abt wat happened in the chalet, if u r not interested, u can dun read lah...i dun mind anyway, hahas...cos maybe it would b boring to you all. Well, let's get started!!
Monday, i went out of the house at 2 plus...actually can set off earlier de, but phone calls kept coming in. nvm...but actually i must thank God for this...cont. reading and u noe y...hahas...I board the bus goin towards YT MRT station then when i boarded the bus, almost walk past the first row of seat, eh...i saw something, not something lah...is someone...familiar...yup! It's my "long-lost" fren, jac. hahas...that's the reason why i thank God. Then we had a short but good chat. oh btw, i mean long-lost cos i long time nv see her le, ever since i left dlss. Then hor, on the 4th hor, tt is sat, when i went for my first training with za's coach, i saw her bro oso training...with another coach.
On the MRT, the journey was so long and i decided to take a short nap. Then, got an auntie sit bside me mah...so she c me slp frm all the way to yck, she wake me up and she thought that i slp until forgot to alight liao...she's very kind lor...thank God that i met such a caring auntie.
Then when i reached there, i can't find any shuttle bus which ms seow said tt there is. So i took my dad's advice and took 354 lor(i oso took other buses and came back to the interchange, cos dunno where to go). ok...i dunno when to alight so when i c ppl carrying big bags, i follow them lor...hahas. "smart" arh? hahas...then i not sure where to go leh...i walked ard and try to find them but can't find. so, i decided to call my fren, but she's bz playing lah, so..too bad. I wait for her to call me back at KFC, cos i very hungry leh...haven't had my lunch and evrything...but then she nv call me...too bad...so, i went home instead. wah...very pai seh leh...but oso thank God that i din lose my way lor. I reach home and call again and i got the info frm her.
The nxt day, which is Tuesday, my dad drove me there and helped me to look for the chalet. So, we found it liao....but when we told the gurad that we want to look for blk K, he asked us wat no. and all sorts of qn, cos got other BLK K.I was not told...but thank God again! i saw my frens coming out frm there and i approached them. wait arh...bfore i approached them, i've to pay to get in there. But then, the guard was so kind that he let me in for free!! Thank God! and he even gav me the chop...( u mus hav the chop in order to come in and out) So, i went in and my frens told me to follow the sign and then go up the blk and go into the room. Thank God! i managed to find them. I knock on the door and my fren opened the door for me and i say hello! Then other frens inside the rm tot that u was Hazel's new fren whom she met in tt place or wateva, it's a guy...they tot that i am tt person bcos of my voice...hahas...diao...I went in, so dark...all lying ard...on the beds, matresses and on the floor...
They told me that they din slp the whole nite, some only slept for a few mins lor...y? cos it's too crampy....the room is really small lor...abt the size of a hotel, but i supposes it is even smaller...:P haix...poor thing...ok lah....i noe lah...getting bored rite? ok lah...i skipped a few parts and juz kip them in my mind for u all's sake...hahas...jkjk. I'm not so wei da...
Then i went arcade wif yj, mayvin and bernice...it's kinda waste money lor...i play until ...erm...not really ru shen....but bcos i want to get more tickets...and then hor, 1 game oso so ex lor... haix...dunno i spent how much le. but thank God, i got the self-control to stop. hahas...but no self-control to do my hw...hahas
Then after that we went back to the chalet...juz watch tv and play and slp lah...later most of them left the room, left me, cy, mayvin and sweechen...i think. So, some of us or all of us fell aslp. It's so peaceful...ah...hahas
Then aft awhile, they come back frm all their activities liao...then i wake up liao mah...my fren hu is in the room when some of us slept, she tot i slping mah...so she very totful leh...told them to kip quiet. So, i told them i'm awake liao...it's ok. So, the peaceful time is over...now, is the chaotic time. hahas...
then, at abt 6, we started our BBQ. Then when the fire was started, i go and bbq the food for them. I tell u arh...this is the first time i serve others by bbqing the food for thema dn serve it to them lor...kinda fun...hahas Cos evrytime the adults always say tt it's dangerous or wateva de...anyway, at abt 8++, my parents came, juz to check out if i'm alrite or not, they r invited anyway. So, i brought them some food and they start to chat wif ms seow..very funny lah...hahas and oso make me until very pai seh...:(
After bbq...hahas...the best part! let me c...where shud i start...erm..I was in the room watching TV until abt 11. Then we try to get as uch space as possible on the bed...cos less ppl now, hope tt evryone will get to slp on the bed. But then, some of them dun 1 to listen, so, fangying and denise "sacrificed" themselves and slept on the floor. Few mins later, CY and some came in to help but then, no use. So, they "sacrificed" themselves even more...they took a pillow and went down to the pavillion and slp...It's kinda dangerous...
So, me, vaness, hc, laura,derede and jess decided to go down to mac and hav something...So, when we passed by the pavillion, i told them to go up until saliva dou dry liao:P, but they still dun 1 cos they scared no space...we went to mac lor. When we were goin out of the chalet, we saw xinshyan and hazel..told them the same thing...and went to mac. eat liao came back and found hazel, xinshyan, cy, huiwei and niocole(slping on the bench, sound aslp liao). So, we told them the same thing, but they still dun 1 to listen and so, we sat down and chat with them. Later, vaness, hc, laura, derede and jess went up and slp liao. Left me, sinshyan, cy, hazel, huiwei and nicole. We went to mac again and the time is abt 2++ am. Guess what? we went there to slp cos there got space and the air-con is so cool..hahas Later, huiwei and nicole went back. Left the four of us. I ordered a cup of hot milo while they hav their rest. So, i can act as if i'm here to patronise mah, and they will not kick us out...hahas Later at abt 3++, we went back to the chalet and lurk ouside for awhile wif nicole and huiwei cos inside no space liao. no space y? they occupie so much space...So, hazel they all it's a bit ke lian lor...they din hav a good slp for 2 nites liao leh. But i nvm lah...juz came only. Awhile later at abt 4, we went in and try to get some space to slp. Hazel lie on the floor with a bag under her head and try to slp. Me leh? trying to slp using my big bag as a pillow...as in hugging it. But no use, i'm sitting and i can't get to slp. So, i xue hazel lor...slp on the floor with a bag under the head...hahas...in the end i fall aslp. But the rest hu were wif us, got no space, even on the floor. So they waited hoping that those ppl on the bed would move and giv them some space. In the end, i dunno wat happened liao cos i'm aslp.
ok lah...think i'll stop here liao cos today got nth much cos we check out today b4 10, and me not feeling very well, my head very "heavy"...so, nth much lah...byebye~! God bless~~:P

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Monday, June 06, 2005

yest, came back actually wanted to blog de...but i'm too tired le. I lie on the sofa and fell aslp le. Then dunno how, i 'm on may bed...dunno whether my parents "gang1" me inside de, or they wake me up and ask me to go in myself de. haix...evrytime oso lyk tat. Sounds as if i can slp while toking and moving hor? hahas...ok lah...i tell u all wat happened yest.
yest, in the morning, went to church to hav our prayer meeting. On my way to church when i alight in the YCK MRT station, i saw shiyin and clement, so we went there together. Then when we were there, while waiting for the rest to come, elijah and japjap come and chat wif us. Chat chat chat....
ME: elijah gonna join us to pray later...
ELijah: dun want now lah...two years later bah...
Shy: really arh? u joining us 2 years later arh?
then blah blah blah...
Shy: wanxuan, y do u want to join us?
me(wondering): erm...cos last year i joined the camp, u all lyk very fun ppl mah...
Then now, i was wondering...is this the reason? Are there any other reasons? ok lah...there is! i guess...Well, what i can say abt them is tat they are caring towards each other lor...and they hav love in them... This is diff. frm friendship de. They r lyk bros and sistas...(qin1 shen1) Somehow, I can feel it. My parents... bz working all the time. come home, dinner liao then do their own things and slp. Is diff lor...not tt my parents dun love us lah...jus tt can't feel it. Bros and sistas, u all r really great ppl! hahas
Then had our service...the service is quite diff. lah..the worship is kept for the last part..ahahas...really enjoy the worship. :P Some of them r jumping up and down...
Then, we went up and prayed for pj...and then, gan3 dong4 de shi hou dao4 le. They bid farewell with Alex and Vivien...giving thanks for them. Many of them cried. After that, we prayed for Michelle and Kris...Then aft lunch...Abi tok to me and cindy...not really tok lah...as in jus tok lah...diao...hahas...she jus asked us to take out the book tt she asked us to kip to show her wat we've done. haix....evrytime is me and cindy zhong4 zhao1 de...fiona and yijia always escape de...hahas...really!! Then she told us tat there won't b bs cos she sick...haix...fiona oso sick...hey u two arh, get well soon k? hahas...wu liao de qn, ask them for wat...they can't decide if they want to fall sick or not. It's true! lst time i kip wanting to fall sick but no, i din. this year, i dun 1 to fall sick, especially fall down! but.....u noe....hahas...anyway, wish tt both of u all will get well soon:P
Then i went down and saw my "bro", tiffany...hahas...wondering y? i tell u nxt time...saw her then i "fight" wif her...as in play lah...hahas...cos long time nv c her le...erm...i think ever since i joined the uths, i only see her once in a while. Then the uths come down for jamming and me, elijah, japjap and zixin played badminton. Elijah...sorry to hav let u down...i kept missing the shots...argh!! what's wrong with me??!!
After the match(u shud noe hu wins), i went to buy water. Then some back, saw the uths disappeared frm the stage and they were crowding at the soundroom de door there...so i went to check out wat happened. Guess wat? the glass door broke, lying on the floor. So, i asked zi ai they all, hu was standing ard there wat happened and they told me tat a boy kicked the door and the door went out of it's place, shilin put it back and he did something to it again, and when shilin tried to put it back again, the door just fall...luckily she shan3 de fast leh...Thanks God that she was fine, only had a cut...haix...terrible man...
Then when the pastors tried to find out wat happened, they all were lyk giving biased acc. as in zi4 ji3 shuo1 zi4 ji3 de...kids r always lyk tat...including me! cos i was once a kid. hahas...
Then after that...when huimin was clearing up, she cut her finger...then i was beside her...ok, again i sha3 diao liao...again...i dunno wat to do...juz asked her to wash her hands...oso dunno wat to do anyway, i'm always lyk tt, nvm...thanks God the cut was not so deep. wash jiu wash diao liao...hahas...i mean the blood...
Then, (forget wat happened in the middle...dun care lah...)i teamed wif elijah again, vs zi ai and japjap...badminton lah....of cos! hahas...then i told elijah something. remember i told u all what i wanted to say when my piano teacher encouraged me? yup! finally, i got the courage to say it out. I said " This time, i won't let you down de..." So, this was a good match! an exciting 1. when our score was 14, wich means juz 1 more, we'll win...i was the server at the time, second server...guess wat? i actually shot in the wront court....argh...ok lah...too nervous le. But in the end, we still win. Second match, again, 14, my turn to serve, we lost again...as in lose the point. then when ziai's team caught up wif us, we extended the points to 17. Zi ai won...well, the time was late then and we promised tt nxt week we'll finish it up(got 3 matches to play cos the overall score is 1 vs 1). Nice match! It's really a nice match...Exciting 1 too! hahas...
Then, zi ai's family and me and my sis and my mom went to hav dinner together ard church there...we got shark fins...hahas...to celebrate my aunt's bday, tat is zi ai's mom...hahaas...yummy! hahas...
Then went home, after bathing i lie on the sofa and.....
well, gtg and pack my things le...i'm goin to chalet later with my class...haix...probaly i've to miss my QT... jus now, the corn arh..make me until so ...nvm...later i'm gonna b a corn-man..yes! ur eyes rn't playing trick on u nor did i type wrongly...yes! corn-man...cos i'm goin to carry lotsa corns there for bbq tmr...hahas...well, hav a nice week then. Cya on wednesday(hope so)....bb...Hav a blessed week! God bless and take cares!

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Saturday, June 04, 2005

Just came back frm my first badminton training with Zi Ai's coach. Well, i decided to train under him cos i feel that he's a good coach lor. I noe this not only by looking at Zi Ai's skill but also bcos i went training with Zi Ai before, as in free de...twice...the coach still trained me...good hor...that's why i feel that he's a good coach.
Just now hor, i already prepared to be scolded liao...cos this coach and my skoo de coach teach de somehow diff. as in footwork lah...and then hor my lobing(think it's spelt this way), oso not very good lor...But thank God, i picked it up on the spot. I noe i can't do this by myself de lor...u c arh...from my first training in skoo(since March), i can't do it de lor...and it's already 6 months...so really muz giv thanks.:P yup! hahas
Now, guess what i'm doin? hahas...I'm still listening to God's and my creation...understand? dun understand nvm lah...tell u lah...it's the piece that i finish composed yest. lah...Really must thank God for His help and for blessing the whole composing process and the burning process...that's why i can enjoy it now...hahas...Still very happy!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

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Friday, June 03, 2005

Just came back after my taekwondo lesson. Wahh...feel so good. me got a chance to be an instructor... although jus for 1 hour, i'm already satisfied...hahas...
Now, my sense of satisfaction haven't over yet. hahas...still very happy. I love it man! hahas...i want that software!! :P I'm goin to save money from now onwards get it myself! yes!
well, gtg le...cya all again. God bless ya!!

WX - traveled on - 10:14 PM


Woohoo! I've completed my composition...not english compo lah...my workpiece ok? Thank God for giving me time to finish them and the burning process is good! hahas....so happy!!! This software is really good! I love it man! It's fun! woohoo!! If got chance, i u all listen. Pls giv your comments k? So tat the nxt time if i got the chance to use this software again, i can improve on it. Not really give comments lah...i want u all to criticise it...as in point out my prob lah. Dun juz say tt it's bad...k? promised? thanks!
After this enrichment arh...not only i found out that comp. oso can compose music de. I oso found out that this world really fake! and it turns the world of music fask too. You know arh, sometimes a singer sing until not so good hor, they use comp. de yi ge software and make until nice nice de. Fake rite? So, frens, dun go and buy so ex de disc nxt time le. You go and buy the software and sing sing sing...then u go and make until nice nice de....you can save a lot of money u noe! hahas...
Yesterday nite, i went out with the whole family to lot 1 to have dinner and to go shop lah...not really shop lah...actually we went out becos i need to buy disc for burning. But then,my dad say he hav liao...so, we din go buy lor. After dinner, i got some "dong4 ji1" in my mind. I asked my parents to go popular...but din tell them y, even though they ask...hahas...Actually what was on my mind was that i want to see if got the software(the 1 tt i mentioned) or not. And then if hav, maybe i go check the price and buy it myself. Cos i think it's quite worthwhile lah...to me. Yes! to me! But too bad dun hav. So, i walked ard in there and saw some PC games. I was attracted to them.
Since young, i only got a few PC games and some are all those racing car type and fighter plane and sonic 3D and police 1...those boring games. Actually only got a few lah...not more than 5 bah...So, the PC games were in chinese de and is lyk got story that type lah...can save 1...understand? yah...good! The main thing i lyk is not bcos is in chinese de lah...it's bcos got story...can save de...this type very fun and adventurous. If it's in english, i oso will lyk de and it makes it more simpler, no nd to spoil my brain...cos the chinese words are all those traditional types lor...and they are very small...how to read? and i'm lazy to read such words. hahas...So, i lyk some games lah...btw, they r all chinese de and r lyk those "wu xia xiao shuo" tat type. Cos english only hav all those fighting stuffs lah...dun lyk...play until xian le...evrytime play the same thing...hahas...So, i chose abt 3 lah...Then when i saw my dad coming, i pulled my dad and persuad him to buy. So, in the end, i managed to persuade him and he bought 1 for me. It's something lyk san guo yan yi de lah...very cute de...hahas....
Well, me wanna apologise for wat i posted yest., i noe lah...it's too long and it's quite boring...but it's really fun lor...so, i type out evrything i can think of...to tell u how fun it is. But maybe u still can't understand how fun it is until u tried them.

WX - traveled on - 2:21 AM


Thursday, June 02, 2005

I'm back home now after 7 hours in front of the school's computer. Erm...not really 7 hours in front of the computer. let me see...we were let off at abt 3.30, so half an hour lesser. 15 mins break, left...6hrs15mins. then lunch break 1 hour 20 mins(he very generous hor?), left...4hours 55 mins. hahas...Well, not as bad as i tot, in fact i love it. How i wish tat I can hav such software on my comp. the software is called "Soundforge Acid"...if i'm not wrong. It's so cool! This helps to fufill my dream...of composing a song. Well, tis is done by using this software, of cos, on the comp. lah! Then hor, it's quite easy lor. It seems difficult cos of the "dunno wat", but it's actually easy and u can compose quite fast lah...to me, it's quite fast. Hey, i din say i'm pro or wateva k? what i mean is tat cos I jus click on any file(containing sounds made by instruments) tat i lyk and i just select them. Then i juz c whether it match or not. So, it's considered fast to me lah. But if it's someone hu already has something or effect tt he wants on mind, tt person will nd a longer time lor. oh! forgot to giv credit to the teacher...hahas. The teacher is a male 1, last time is a music teacher, teacher in charge of band, but now no cos he went for further studies. I think his name is mr sam? think so bah...din manage to catch his name. I considered him as quite pro lah.. cos no one teach him how to use this de leh, he go and play play play himself and found out evrything...not really everything lah...some things he has not find out yet. yup!
Let me tell u the process tt i've gone through...as in in the midst of composing lah! at the starting, well, it's quite ok for me. then after the teacher come and try out my song, i'm a bit stuck lah. Cos, he said tat the whole piece of my song is lyk evrything melody, no rhythm, as in not really "violence" enough lah. cos he said if i dun do tis, i'll be stucked halfway lor, cos i won't noe how to cont. de. and maybe the "audience" will b bored lah. So, i tried to follow what he said. I found a "drum" tt i lyked. then he said still not enough. But i cannot find anymorei lyk le lah. So, i "diedie" go and forced myself to lyk some instruments tt can hear the rhythms de lah...but then still cannot. So, i juz match those instruments up lah. The diff. part is tt not evrything u match hor is nice de leh...lyk u anyhow play something on the piano hor...dun match then not nice...it's the same lah. So, me and my fren listen to each other de and giv comments lor. yup! very fun! But my ears a bit pain lah...dunno y. Some sounds arh, make my ears very painful and uncomfortable. maybe i'm not used to using a headphone bah...cos i seldom listen to pop songs de...or rather using the headphones lah. Either i listen to them at home or i dun lor. Anyway, tmr i'll cont. to compose. the time is shorter lah and i'm very scared i can't finish composing cos tmr the last part le lor. i dun 1 to finish my first composing without an "official" ending. yup! if really lyk tt, it's really a pity lor...sad...:( btw, i'm going to save it in a disc tmr. If got chance, i let u all listen to it k? but depends whether can be saved or not lah. The teacher wld b helping us to burn out lah...so, i dun think i've to worry much. Not my business now, it's God's and the teacher's. hahas...
let me warn u first hor...the first part u may find it good( not i say i compose de good arh...i mean better), the behind 1...i dunno hor. cos i haven't compose yet and time is running short so, i may have to rush through. hahas. Pray for me tat i can finish it nicely, k? the reason is, no.1, I'll have a sense of satisfaction. No.2, u all can enjoy "nice" music. hahas

WX - traveled on - 5:58 PM


Wednesday, June 01, 2005

yest. de m-learning was conducted by a female teacher...teacher...hmm...not really a teacher lah, she's frm some1 outside. Since, she tot us yest, jus take it tat she's a teacher lah...Btw, m-learning is a prog tat teach us how to use a tablet PC lah. Anyway, it' s very sian lah. In the sense tt ppl just keep toking and the teacher oso din stop them, she even cont. playing wif them. Very noisy lor. Can concentrate lah...but i still prefer tat the whole class quiet lor. Without tis noise, i think we can even earlier de lor. but forget it lah...we still end 3 mins earlier...hahas:P
Today de is a male 1, oso frm outside but all of us noe him cos he is in charge of teaching the sec 1s de. today de lesson is abt application. btw, yest de is the basics lah. Today is ok lah...not bad. He managed to make the same class totally quiet. But he dun care abt wat we doin during his lesson, so, some of them was playing games. Then me leh. Not playing lah but distracted by my partners. Cos we've to share 1 tablet wif 2-3 ppl mah...then i was sitting wif the other 2. They were playing games. So, i was a bit distracted lor...But in the end, i "forced" myself to concentrate...as in i keep telling myself not to be distracted. So, i still learn something lah...thank God.
haix...tmr still abt IT stuffs. But diff, it's abt music de. dunno use wat soundforge acid to compose dunno wat lah. Anyway, i only noe tt it's abt IT de. cos the enrichment is called"IT Music Enrischment" hahas...7 hours leh!! 9 in the morning to 4.30 in the aftnoon. can u imagine? spend 7 hours in front of the comp. ok lah, i noe there's break de lah...but still quite long lor...bad for my eyes and mind...but nvm lah...i still get to learn something. jus pray tat my mind will not b damaged...hahas
then hor, can all of u do me a favour? If u see me online during tis June hols, ask me a qn pls. ask me if i had finish my work or not. If i say no, pls tell me to do so. cos i nd someone to remind me de. thanks!

WX - traveled on - 5:08 PM


the traveller

Walked as: Wan Xuan, a full time christian, never ever off!
Walked since: 1992
Walked For: God, bros and sistas in christ
Starting point:UthNity@BOL Other info abt me:Ex-Lasallian, currently Crescentian, fav. sports are badminton/basketball

past roads

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prayer list

- When i'm at Ipoh...
- Pray that i'll be able to slp well when i'm in Ipoh. It's really too terrible le. seriously. If i tell u the story, it will sound lyk ghost story.
- Pray that I can have the time for my quiet time. cos i noe tt it's v unlikely to have my quiet time there la. they kip going out n my dad will go in n out of the room.
- Safety... haha. i seriously dun wanna get myself injured. really!! my tournament is coming le. so ya.
- Badminton Tournament (starting frm next thurs) - Safety again... - Take the game seriously. erm... seriously, i'm nt hoping to win, cos... tell u another time, nt tt... erm... wateva la!
Thanks for praying... btw, before i go, i still wanna say this again. hahaha. go visit the uth blog k? n TAG! hahas. tag wateva u want. hi or wateva dou can. lol.

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