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Tuesday, January 24, 2006 hi evryone.... me changing a new blog le. the first post is extremely interesting i tell u. hahas.
this blog, i've created it to remind me to cherish my frens... cos i finally realised n learned to cherish my frens only when i'm in pri 6 when i'm leaving them. n now, haha... cherish them even more. hahas. they may nt be my best frens, but then... they would still be the ones who understand me. although some of them would still say tt i'm the happy go lucky type. but then, they r really frens whom i'm really comfortable to be with. ok, cut the crap. hahaha anyway, ya, a new blog... a new beginning of my life. n my first post is on tt. IF YOU DUN READ, U GONNA REGRET IT man.. http://mylifeinyourhand.blogspot.com/ WX
- traveled on - 11:49 PM
[Tuesday, 24Jan06,10.47pm]
Just now wanxuan went to J8 with papa. Then hor, when papa was looking at the shavers, he asked wanxuan whether wanxuan wants one or not and wanxuan gave him a diao look. and the promoter laughed v loudly with wanxuan's dad. hahaha. well, same thing... guess wat the promoter said? yep, he said.. now still dun nd la, in years to come, he will need de la. hahahaha. nvm. lol. they din say anything. wanxuan was quiet (tt's normal when someone else is buying something), so was papa. lol. I'm very tired... hahaha. I dunno whether it's bcos i'm tired or wat... not in a good mood. perhaps i'm tired, or perhaps, i'm tired of smiling or laughing in front of others le... i dunno! it's v easy to put a LOL here or a haha. whichever u want to see in this post, i can type it in here. ha... shall try to get back to my normal days. try la, cos i seriously do not know wat's wrong with me. haha. oh ya, today during assembly, wanxuan realised tt evryone was v united. when they aww... evryone aww together, even if they dun feel anything. haha. ok la, i go le. i'm really really very tired. Leading a tired life... WX
- traveled on - 6:44 AM
Monday, January 23, 2006 [Monday, 23 January 2006, 10.50pm]
woah... wanxuan got v excited over a cheer. hahaha. Wanxuan went to sam ho's blog (link -->) then wanxuan saw a cheer on the homepage of the blog. and wanxuan got v excited over it. after reading it once, wanxuan read it again replacing some words and taking away some. the one tt's there: everywhere we go! people want to know! who we are! where we come from!so we tell them! we are the hamhams! mighty mighty hamhams! super super hamhams! n wanxuan read it in another way: everywhere we go! people want to know! who we are! where we come from! so we tell them! we are the Lasalians! mighty mighty Lasallians! super super Lasallians! haha. wanxuan was having much fun. firstly becos, during an excursion in the DLSS life, when wanxuan n classmates were on the bus, the teacher, who's currently the DM (i supposed she's still the DM now), lead this cheer and the whole bus got very excited. and once again, wanxuan tot of DLSS, teachers and frens. It has been long since wanxuan returns to DLSS, din even walk pass DLSS although it's just beside it. For a few times, wanxuan felt lyk going back, but then on the thought tt her fav teacher, Mr Seah is gone and her frens, all dunno when going back (doesn't really matter in fact. although they r my real frens, but returning to sch is nt abt them la, we can always hav gatherings), and so, wanxuan gave up the thought of going back even though there's still other teachers. Cos they might have forgotten there's someone called wanxuan who was taught by them before. and so, wanxuan is still thinking of whether to go back or not, even if it's on Teachers' Day. It would be quite meaningless also. haha... wanxuan is still wanxuan. LOL. Anyway, someone whom i've been mentioning in this post is leaving this friday le. yep, wanxuan says bye... n wanxuan wants u to pray. hahaha. Look at the prayer request which is at the side ba. "BYE!! my bros n sis, frens n "frens"! i dunno whether i will miss u all or not, but well, if i din, then tt's too bad for u lor :P" "But, but, but! I will always miss u de, Lord!! LOL. Y do i have to miss Him anyway? He's always by my side. isn't it? hahaha" said wanxuan... WX
- traveled on - 6:32 AM
Sunday, January 22, 2006 Finally, a song... yes, a song to express how i feel... it's just a song... but it seems tt tt's all wat i want to say... to You, Lord.
I Will Sing by Don Moen Lord You seem so far away. A million miles or more it feels today. And though I haven't lost my faith, I must confess right now that it's hard for me to pray. But I don't know what to say and I don't know where to start. But as you give the grace with all that's in my heart. I will sing. I will praise even in my darkest time through the sorrow and the pain. I will sing. I will praise.Lift my hands to honor You because Your word is true. I will sing.Lord is hard for me to see all the thought and plan You have for me. But I will put my trust in You. Lord will meet Your guide to set me free. But I don't know what to say and I don't know where to start. But as you give the grace with all that's in my heart. I will sing. I will praise even in my darkest time through the sorrow and the pain. I will sing. I will praise.Lift my hands to honor You because Your word is true. I will sing. yup... tt's how i feel. But from the part where it says "I will sing.....", i'm not sure. But i really hope tt I can do it. Nice song? WX
- traveled on - 6:56 AM
[Sunday, 22Jan06, 8.58pm]
haix... till now, i'm still asking myself who am i. haix... haix... ahh!! just who r u la?! no one tells me... or i can say... no one, except God, noes... sian ahh... lonely... hahaha i've got no friends... at all. yup, i have "friends", but haix... Friends r just a term for those who noes u. n for those who really noes u n understand u, they r call best fren, to most ppl. lol hehe... not so for me. cos i dun really consider those who noe me as a friend. ya, my standards of friend r really high... no leh... haha. i still think tt "friends" can betray u any time. whenever u r backstabbed, there's no one to defend u, they just agree. and all ur so called "friends" will leave u one by one. and slowly, u realised tt hey, why r they all dao-ing me? hahaha. it's true anyway. dunno y i suddenly tok abt this, but well, tis is just wat i feel. i'm still looking for a friend now. haha. later evryone tag n say tt they r my friends and they will be. and then for ever and so on la. so sian... all these i've heard for a hundred over times le. yeah... my friends... u dun have to say it if u really r my friend. prove it instead! WX
- traveled on - 4:48 AM
Saturday, January 21, 2006 muscle ache... haha. no sore throat. but today, i feel tt i'm nt tt crappy leh. hahas. but i still got tok la. haha. abi asked us tok ma so i tell her long stories. but today de session is lyk we keep toking n toking. hahas. n the time seems to be longer than usual. as in last wk we dragged till 2 plus. but tis wk, only till 1pm only, but the time is lyk v sufficient to tok de lor. hahas.
I also got a prayer request too. A only. hahas. only 1!! not lyk huimin... 11. lol. v long lor. hahaha. got shocked when i saw it. haha. hard work sia. anyway, i'm sharing Christ with... erm... nvm le. later my frens see they will dao3 dan4. anyway, just pray for me la. cos... hw to say leh. hahas. if someone, ya, tt someone i think she noes who is she la, if she dunno then good. if she comes here, she will noe leh, then she will spread to the whole class n the whole class will be lyk.. woah. 38 vs 1. hahas. not really. i still got huiwei n hazel. right? so, it's 36. excluding tt person whom i'm "targetting" at. anyway, haix... v hard to say leh. lol. ok, just tt person la. for the whole of 2005, i've been lyk... ya, keep sharing with her and inviting her to church. erm. tt's quite obvious le. nvm. anyway, just pray tt she will come k? i think i'll nt invite her to church tmr or next wk la. next wk, think.. there's still a possibilty. but then... she's v bz la. lol. on sundays esp. last time sat, now sunday. so, pray tt she can come k? last time pastor wu de almost can de lor, but her mother dun allow cos she had been going out. anyway, just pray tt she will b free n will n can come k? i won't ask her so soon yet la, cos i dun want her to feel tt i'm haunting her to come church n dun want our friendship to break up bcos of tis. so ya? haix... got a feeling tt u all dun get wat i mean. nvm, u all can ask shy/pj/michelle. haha. they noe. lol. n to be honest, one of my goals, the one tt abi told us to set, till march tt one, is to bring her to church by march. hahaha. anyway, THANK YOU!! WX
- traveled on - 6:19 AM
Friday, January 20, 2006 [Friday (shud be sat), 20January06, 12.23am]
Today the whole of taekwondo training is physical la! wow! tiring man. haha. push ups esp... hahas. did a lot of times. dun really remember but then i anyhow do de. hahas. serious. i just lie there n then my elbow come up n go down only. hahaha. cos sir wants us to be fast wat and he counted v fast. lol. i shall try and make my push ups nice. lol. near perfect la. as in the way tt we r supposed to do. Then we also got do sit ups, squats, star jumps n wat arh? lol. lyk tt only meh? lol. but we did lotsa times ok. over n over again. it's lyk... push ups le jiu sit ups, jiu squats then jiu star jumps. ahh... until the squats part, it's still ok, as in i still can cheng1 xia4 qu4, but then star jumps... 1 only my legs breaking le. second try, trying hard to get back to the original position. third one, woah... fall liao, n putting my kness down le. even when i put my knees down r still pain k. haha. i mean i din really fall la, i just aiya... diff to explain. but well, knees,nono, the whole leg is pain. then after tt, i din really go down le. just put my hands down n when sir said up, i go up n star! lol. my legs cmi liao. lol. think cos of the squats ba. but i think squats r the easiest to do even though they break my legs sometimes. lol. tough arh? haha. but haha... we r fit ppl. sir said he gonna make us sweat till when we twist our shirt, all the water will come up. nono, we din. hahaha. and also, we did some kickings la. i kip shouting n shouting. lol. if no one shout, i have to ma, if nt all later kana push ups again. lol. hope tt i won't have sore throat tmr morning. if got, then abigail will sure b v happy de, cos i won't tok much. hahaha. right? lol. k, time for maths now. haha. no la, i mean i've to go n est wat time i shud go out tmr. lol. cya! short post right nice ?? WX
- traveled on - 8:21 AM
Thursday, January 19, 2006 [Thursday, 19 January 2006, 8.56pm]
Went training today. surprise surprise! hahaha. I step into the hall and... i din realise anything. hahahaha. lame. then after i put down my bag, i turn towards the courts and woah... blue players in our hall!! hahahaha. they r frm pioneer de. friendly match again. yups! hmm... had a match la. erm... i lost. again...tt's wat u wanna say right? lol. yup, i lost... so? i enjoyed myself totally! hahaha. first round.. forgot hw much the score is but i lost badly. lousy. second match, ping de ni si wo huo. hahas. i won. 11-9. rubber match!! 3rd match, i was actually winning de, but then when the score is 10-9, n it's my service, i served out of court. argh!! n let my opponent have the chance. 10 all. duce! then 3-0. i lost. hahas. but nevertheless, it's still a nice game:) then i think their senior, who's a guy, played with our senior. the most senior one. i lyk the guy's actions esp! hahas. v cool! i wanna play lyk him!! woohoo!! hahaha. i mean his actions r cool, all the strokes all tt. but the guy is nt cool. hahas. let me tell u y... when we send them off, the guy was at the door ma, then he turned back n make a bow, make funny faces n all tt. lame la. i start to diao him n the rest followed. haha. then after tt the coach tok to us. wow!! v v v v convincing. evry sentence. hahaha. i start to lyk the coach more n more. he's my dreamcoach sia! Thank God for the coach. Finally, after waiting for months, God ans my prayers :) WX
- traveled on - 4:52 AM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006 [Wednesday, 18 January 2006, 10.34pm]
A few days ago, i think it's friday ba. think i mentioned it in my previous posts before. not sure where issit but somewhere ard friday de post ba. erm... ya, i sprained my ankle. Let me see... 4th time! hahaha. Hope that this would be the last time i sprain my ankle or wrist or anywhere. hahas. last year is v jia lat la. hahas. i'm known for getting myself injured which is nt tt nice... hahaha. anyway, thank God that my ankle is ok liao. i din see a doc. hw did it get well then? let me tell u a story which happened last year. Last year, after i went to marsilling to see the chinese physician, n got my ankle bandaged up, i limped up the stairs... one by one... v xin ku leh. ppl take 1 step, i take 2 steps. if u dun get wat i mean, nvm, either u can try it urself next time or ask me. hahaha. Then there's a uncle. quite old la. can be my grandfather liao. he just came and tok to me. then taught me wat to do abt my ankle. he said shud be done before seeing the doc de, but tt time, a bit too late le. anyway, he said wat put hot towel then blah... i wasn't really listening to him cos usually i dun believe wat others have said. as in those without cert tt says tt he's a doc or blah.... anything la. but then he said tt he's frm St John's Ambulance last time. so, i just ok... all the way across the bridge. he really tok to me n walk slowly with me across the bridge. there's some auntie walk past, think they tot tt he's my grandfather... ahh... nvm. lol. then the aunties told me "nvm, walk slowly, leg injured can walk slowly" cos i was lyk blocking their way. hahahaha. anyway, ya. tis time, i din went to see a doc. firstly, monday, which is the 16th jan, i've got a friendly match with kent ridge, u can read the previous post. it's interesting... to me... i dunno wat abt u la. nvm. there's some things tt u have to try it urself. hahaha. anyway, i din go to the doc becos of tt reason and the other one is that the badminton tournament is near n i dun wanna miss it. n the last reason which isn't a v nice reason is tt... after i take out my bandage, i can't walk properly. have to learn hw to walk properly. hahaha. think sl noe tt. i was complaining to her last time. lol. ya, badminton is the main reason la. So, suddenly, wateva tt the uncle said came to me. it's quite wierd lor. hahas. i wasn't actually listening to him la. as i've said, i dun trust ppl easily. but since this time i dun wanna go see a doc, so i just give it a try. and ya, i think my ankle is ok liao. so, i wanna thank God for tt uncle n thank God tt my ankle is ok liao. i dunno if it's the method tt works or God noes tt i've all these things then He healed me or wat la, but anyway, thank God!! hahahaha n... I love wednesday!! yeah! hahas. cos it's a short day. lol. eh... dun think tt i can say tt i love wednesday. hahaha. cos if the time table is gonna change, i won't even like it anymore. i mean... if it change back to the 2.30pm one la. hahaha. or if they add something in the afternoon again. n this time, i'm gonna ren3... i will try not to take up any more things in sch liao. but then... i saw chinese caligrahy n painting in my sch diary today... hahas. i wonder if tt's a CCA. if it's a CCA, at least i noe tt there's another CCA which i like in sch. lol. shudn't say there's another la. shud say at least there's one. hahaha. Again, i say, i love badminton, but then for trainings... er.. ok la. i'm still trying to get use to the long training. i'm still trying really hard. ms seow said tt CCA shud be something tt we enjoy n nt add to our burden. true... but nw tis CCA has somehow add to my burden lor. n it's quite heavy. ahaha. yes, i enjoy badminton. but isn't 3 n a half hrs too long? yes yes yes, i understand tt tournament is coming. but... still, can shorten the length or nt? cos badminton is nt the whole of my life la. i dun live for badminton. i still got other things to do. my studies... and there's other things. i mean... this cca is lyk... it makes me v tired evry day. when i reach home, it's either i have my dinner le then straightaway go slp or the other way round. as in i reach home, rest until 9 plus 10. then wake up n have my dinner, then force myself to slp. it's v v v v v the unhealthy. anyway, y am i toking abt all this? hahahaha. oh... cos of caligraphy. hahas. can only blame myself for nt understanding myself. not knowing wat i want, nt knowing wat i can do (think too highly of myself in fact). so, lyk wat the teacher said... sometimes toking to urself is good. ya... blogging is good. makes me think a lot abt myself. hahaha. n made me realised tt i can tok more than pj. cos my posts r much much much more longer than hers. hahaha. n nw... a qn.. blogging is a way to destress?? haha. i dunno. for me... ermm... maybe ba. cos i dun like to tell others abt myself. as in... i can't tok well in a conversation. no matter it's face to face or phone or even msn... i can't. hahas. n usually i'm nt serious enough. to be honest, wat kris told us last wk is something quite diff for me to do leh. hahas. i mean the part abt accountability. v v v hard. next time then i tell u abt the guitar lesson thing. hahaha. long post here. lol. tmr got training. n there's home ec. i've to carry my tablet, home ec stuff, bag, n my racket ard. cry... who's going to help me carry my things. hahahaha. worse if they still ask me to bring back wateva stuffs. nw... i noe y i'm still so short le. nvm. being short is nth to be sad abt. If God designed me to be short, then nvm lor. hahas. i won't b short for nth de. so, whoever who's taller than me n is reading tis... i tell u... being short is nth bad. bleh :P WX
- traveled on - 6:34 AM
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Walked as: Wan Xuan, a full time christian, never ever off! past roads
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other paths <--UthNity--> prayer list - When i'm at Ipoh...- Pray that i'll be able to slp well when i'm in Ipoh. It's really too terrible le. seriously. If i tell u the story, it will sound lyk ghost story. - Pray that I can have the time for my quiet time. cos i noe tt it's v unlikely to have my quiet time there la. they kip going out n my dad will go in n out of the room. - Safety... haha. i seriously dun wanna get myself injured. really!! my tournament is coming le. so ya. - Badminton Tournament (starting frm next thurs) - Safety again... - Take the game seriously. erm... seriously, i'm nt hoping to win, cos... tell u another time, nt tt... erm... wateva la! Thanks for praying... btw, before i go, i still wanna say this again. hahaha. go visit the uth blog k? n TAG! hahas. tag wateva u want. hi or wateva dou can. lol.
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